not because of love

Yan Lei was called away early in the morning by the officer of the College Student Art Troupe, saying that he was invited to perform at the college party at the end of the semester.Li Che was idle and bored, packed up a few changes of clothes and daily necessities, and put them away neatly in a small suitcase borrowed from Cheng Xiao. After checking to make sure nothing was missing, Li Che nodded in satisfaction and gave himself After making a cup of hot milk, I sat on the computer chair and rested with my head raised.

In order to hide from his father, he moved out temporarily, and he was really afraid of being ridiculed by outsiders when he said it.

Li Che closed his eyes and gently turned the chair.

It was still early, when the sun was warm, but Li Che drew the curtains tightly to block any natural light, and only turned on the fluorescent lamp in the dormitory, and the air was cold and silent.

In fact, he didn't hate his father whom he hadn't seen for 20 years. Even if he hated him once, he would have forgotten it long ago with the passage of time.It's just... Yan Lei can't let Yan Lei see that person, he is afraid that some things that he has concealed for many years that he doesn't want to be discovered will be revealed.That's something he doesn't want Yan Lei to know, he wants to keep it hidden...he must keep it hidden.

The hand holding the milk cup gradually warmed up, Li Che sat up straight, touched the phone from the table and sent Yan Lei a text message, telling him that his things were packed, and he could go straight away when he came back.

There is no reply for a long time.

Li Che locked the screen of the phone, Yan Lei is probably busy at the moment, he probably doesn't have time to look at the phone, he thought.

So he relaxed his body again, leaned on the back of the chair, and began to let his thoughts wander around.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, "Boom, boom, boom..." Three slow and crisp sounds.

Li Che frowned, with a little doubt in his eyes.

This Nima is definitely not Yan Lei.He shook his head and smiled wryly.

The knock on the door continued, three times, without any hurry.

Li Che walked slowly with a cup in his hand to open the door.

After one semester, he knew quite a few people in the school, and there were still some classmates who dropped by. He put his hand on the doorknob, and many faces appeared in his mind.

guessing, guessing...

He didn't expect to see that person the moment he opened the door.

His so-called father.

For some reason, he didn't have the slightest memory of his father, the only thing he knew was the reason why that person left him and the house, but the moment he saw him, he felt, that's right, it was this person.

The man was wearing a dark gray mid-length trench coat and black trousers, and his demeanor was that of a gentleman only for foreigners.He smiled, his eyes gentle yet close.

Li Che froze in place, not knowing how to react.

"Is it Li Che?" That person was the first to break the silence.

Li Che really wanted to say "no", but he nodded subconsciously, pursed his lips, and said nothing.

"You've really grown up, my child." He patted Li Che's shoulder, smiling with relief.

Li Che was silent for a while, turned sideways, and said, "Come in and sit down first."

There were only two cups in the dormitory, Li Che didn't want to give Yan Lei's, so he poured out his own milk, washed the cups, and asked him: "Is it okay to drink coffee? But only instant ones, if you mind..."

"No." He interrupted Li Che: "Anything is fine."

Li Che turned around to get the coffee, and only after pouring it did he realize that there was not enough hot water. He frowned, put the cup on Yan Lei's table, turned around, and said, "Otherwise, I'll go out and buy it. I didn't know you would come early, I didn't prepare anything."

This sentence was so against his will, Li Che's face was expressionless, even a little indifferent.

"It's okay, it's not important." He smiled and waved his hands: "Come here, I want to talk to you."

What to say!

Li Che roared in his heart, then sat down calmly in front of him.

"Do you know what my name is?"

Li Che shook his head, he looked down at his fingers, trying not to let the sarcasm in his eyes leak out.

"It seems that your mother... didn't mention me in front of you." He smiled wryly, and continued: "That's good, it gives us a chance to know each other. My name is Li Shi, the explaining Shi, yes, you father."

You really have the face to say it!

Li Che continued to complain in his heart, but on the surface he was calm and calm: "Okay, I will remember it. You seem to know my name, so I won't introduce it."

Li Shi nodded: "How are you all these years?"

Such a cheesy question...

Li Che was still staring at his fingers, and didn't even answer.

Li Shi didn't seem to mind either. He looked at Li Che and said, "Actually, shortly after I took your sister abroad, I missed you very much. I tried to contact your mother to ask about you, but she kept everything The contact information of her has been changed, I have sent letters to her almost every week, but I have not heard a single reply, I think, you probably have moved, and... I thought..."

"Think I'm dead?" Li Che smiled, he raised his head, there was no wave in his eyes, no trace of complaint could be seen on his delicate face, but it made people feel uncomfortable for no reason.

Li Shichang sighed, and his tone was very remorseful: "For so many years, I haven't watched you grow up, it's my fault, it's all my fault." As soon as the words fell, he put his hands on Li Che's shoulders again, and praised : "Do you know? How proud I was when I knew you were admitted to a key university with No.1 grades!"

"You have nothing to be proud of, it has nothing to do with you." Li Che said.

Li Shi was taken aback for a moment, then smiled softly and said, "Why is it okay? You are my son, you are..."

"Am I?" Li Che also smiled, without a hint of warmth in his smile: "My mother said that I was diagnosed with congenital heart disease in the third month after I was born. My mother thought that you would accompany her My treatment gave me hope, but what did you do? You gave her a divorce agreement. Let me ask you, isn't this fake?"

Li Shi was speechless.

"That seems to be the case." Li Che said: "Do you think it is a great favor to leave a large sum of money after divorce? Doesn't my mother even have the right to hate you? You left cleanly , why do you want to turn back and turn back?"

"That's not the case, listen to me..."

"You said you once missed me, but chose to give up because my mother didn't reply? Are you giving another example for your selfishness? You are free, what is a plane ticket to you? You came back to find Have we seen us even once?" Li Che stood up, throwing away all his pretense of politeness, he took a step forward, his eyes like sharp swords: "Also, we have not moved for long, and we have been living in the original Even now, there are still quilts covered by the clothes you read and the clothes you read back then. You should have seen them when you went back these days? Don’t you feel anything in your heart? I heard that you want to take me home for the New Year ? Why don’t I go back to your home when I have my own home?”

Li Shi also stood up, trying to calm Li Che's emotions: "Silly boy, calm down first and let me explain to you, okay?"

"Forget it, I'm not interested in your explanation." Li Che looked away: "I just want to know the purpose of your visit today."

Li Shi took a deep breath and tried to keep his tone as calm as possible: "I want to take you abroad."

Li Che's eyes widened, wondering if he heard it wrong.

"I'm really guilty of not being with you for so many years, can you give me a chance to make up for it, Li Che? Go abroad with me, the living environment abroad is much better than here, and you can learn more and better knowledge." Li Shi said: "Don't worry about your mother, Li Jing said that she wants to stay in China, she will always be with your mother, you can rest assured."

"You... don't you think it's ridiculous?" Li Che's eyes were full of disbelief: "You haven't shown up for 20 years, 20 years! The relationship between us can no longer be summed up in two words, we are complete strangers." Complete stranger, don’t you have this awareness?”

Li Shi shook his head: "Blood relationship cannot be erased, Li Che, I know you blame me, it is impossible to accept me so quickly, it's okay, take your time, you have a long time to think, but you must believe, I am Your father, everything I do is for your own good, it is impossible for me to harm you. And... child, I really love you. "

A grown man said this directly. To be honest, Li Che couldn't accept it.

He was silent for a while, and then said: "I don't know what qualifications you have to stand in front of me and say such things, but forget it, it doesn't matter, I can't go with you, and there is no need to think about it."

Li Shi took out a business card from his jacket pocket, and handed it to Li Che, but Li Che refused, so he had to put it on the chair next to Li Che: "Son, you are very resistant to me now, it is reasonable, I understand , But, what I told you, you must seriously consider, there is my contact information on the business card, you can come to me at any time. "

Li Che didn't respond.

"Next month, I will return to the United States, but as long as you contact me, I will fly back to pick you up immediately."

Li Che nodded perfunctorily: "Alright then, if you finish talking, please leave."

Li Shi stood on the spot and looked at Li Che, without saying a word, until Li Che could bear it no longer, he turned and left silently.