Fast-wearing Inner Demon

Lin Lu has no friends, whether it is a child living on the street or a friend in the kindergarten, no one wants to play with him. They all despise him for being dirty and stupid, and think his mother is a lunatic. will be infected with madness.

So he is always excluded, and besides that, he is often thrown pebbles or pushed and tripped.

He tried hard, tried to steal his mother's money, bought a bunch of snacks and toys that were very popular at the time, used them to please other children, or approached them actively, saying that he was willing to play for them that no one would accept in the game. Characters such as horses that people can ride and prisoners are useless at all. No matter how hard he tries, no one is willing to play with him.

Even the teachers in the kindergarten, and the adults next door, none of them are willing to like him a little bit.

Slowly, Lin Lu got used to it. Although he still felt very sad about it, he could only get used to it and accept it.

But the one who made him feel the hardest was his mother.Everyone said that his mother was a lunatic, and Lin Lu also agreed that his mother was a lunatic. The frightening thing was that he lived with such a lunatic when he was young.

When his mother was normal, she would put on heavy makeup, wear colorful dresses, bathe, wash, hair and cook for him, and then take him to the streets to find his father, grab everyone and ask him where is his father?Keep calling the number that has been canceled.

When he was abnormal, he would beat him hysterically, growl loudly, throw things and cry.

One month, his mother was normal for three or four days, and the rest of the time was abnormal.

When he was so hungry that he was about to faint, was beaten too painfully, and was dragged into the street by his mother to receive strange looks from others, Lin Lu thought that it would be great if his mother could disappear.

He thought that if it was impossible, there would be something more terrifying to be with such a mother.

Then, his mother really committed suicide. Soaking in the bathtub, her face was pale and pale, which was different from any face Lin Lu had ever seen. It became a memory that he could never erase in his life. deserted memory.

After his mother died, he lived alone in the house, and he discovered that there is something scarier in the world than being with his mother. This kind of thing is, quiet, so quiet that he can't confirm that he is alone Still a ghost.

In addition, without his mother, his father who finally appeared also made him panic. The aunt brought by his playful father looked at him as if she was going to tear him down and make a dish Same, full of viciousness that frightened him.

But this aunt will become his new mother, while his father is disgusted and indifferent to him.

After this summer, after the house left by his mother is sold by his father, he will move in with his father and new mother. He intuitively feels that his life in the future will not be any different than living with him. It's good when the lunatic kisses his mother.

He didn't understand why his life was always particularly unhappy.

He was very envious, very envious of the way other people's children were pampered and cared for, and he very much hoped that they could be born in another family.

It's a pity, whether I don't understand, whether I hope, whether I'm so lonely that I can't wait to beg for a little love from others, Lin Lu, who just turned seven years old and started to mature prematurely, still can only bear his unhappiness quietly. Life.

Until one day, a new neighbor moved in next door to his house. The new neighbor was a big brother ten years older than him. On the first day the big brother moved in, he knocked on his door with a box of small cakes.

At that time, Lin Lu hid behind the door and opened a crack in the door to peek at the neighbors moving in and out. His world was too quiet, so every little movement could make him very curious.

The door was knocked open all of a sudden, exposing Lin Lu, who was peeping at him. His calf was weak with fear, but he didn't run away and shrink back. He tried his best to tear his stiff face away, and gave the big brother a look that he could Biggest smiley face ever pulled out.

Then, that big brother returned him with a very gentle and bright smile, and Lin Lu remembered this smile all his life, because it was the smile he felt with the greatest kindness and friendliness to him since he was born. faces.

"Hello, my name is Mu Cheng, and we will get along friendly in the future." The big brother who seemed to be shining in Lin Lu's eyes squatted down in front of him, first touched his head, and then shook him hand, and told him so.

Lin Lu was a little confused, and opened his mouth, but because he was too shy and nervous, he couldn't speak, so he could only keep his smiling face stiffly.

Then, the big brother named Mu Cheng picked him up, walked into his empty room and sat down on the sofa, then put his arms around him, opened the little cake, put the little cake and the fork on the into his hands.

Holding a pudding cake that she had never eaten before, Lin Lu glanced at the electronic clock with a calendar hanging on the wall, and remembered in a trance that on this date last year, her normal mother seemed to have told him that today is his birthday.

Although, on that birthday, his mother still didn't celebrate him, but she just seemed to mention this sentence casually, and then dragged him out to find his father all over the street.But Lin Lu still remembered that this date was his birthday.

On birthdays, you can eat cake and get toys. This is what he heard from other children talking. He thinks it is a very beautiful day. He writes it down, and maybe there will be a chance, and he will be rewarded .

Lin Lu, who was holding a small cake, cried in surprise at that time.

The crying Xiaolinlu got another toy given to him by the big brother Mucheng.

Moreover, he originally thought that after living here for a long time, Big Brother Mu Cheng, who knew what others said to him, would ignore him and treat him coldly like others, pointing and whispering to him behind his back. Did not happen.

Slowly, I don't know when, he became no longer alone, because no matter where he was, he was accompanied by big brother Mu Cheng, even after the summer, his father and The new mother never appeared in his life again.

They lived together, ate together, slept together, until the day they died, never changed.

"See you in the next world." The old man Lin Lu, who reluctantly closed his powerless eyes, heard his wife ten years older than him, big brother Mu Cheng, whisper in his ear.

Lin Lu exhausted his last bit of strength and nodded his head hard.

Don't come too late, come too late, I don't want you.

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