after being terminally ill

After sending me home, Song Zizhuo left.

After I changed my soaked clothes and took a hot bath, I suddenly received a call from the monitor.

It was the one who notified me to attend the class reunion, which will be tomorrow.

Listening to the enthusiastic voice of the monitor on the other end of the phone, I thought that I would leave Song Zizhuo soon, and that I might not be able to return to my alma mater and see these classmates again, so after careful consideration, I accepted the monitor's invitation.

Seeing that I agreed, the squad leader told me the specific time and place of the meeting, and then confirmed to me again and again with a little excitement and disbelief: "Are you really coming?"

After I answered in the affirmative, I heard cheers faintly from the other end of the phone.

I feel a little inexplicable, is it such an incredible thing that I agreed to go to the party?

"I'm sorry, it's mainly because you haven't participated in such activities before, so you're a little too excited..." The squad leader came through the receiver with a shy voice.

Indeed, in the past, because of Song Zizhuo, I was always incapable of splitting up, so I seldom participated in such group activities. Probably because of this, the squad leader felt that my participation in this party was very novel.

I sighed slightly, feeling that I really missed too much because of Song Zizhuo before, and I didn't get along with my classmates very much, so I presumably won't have the chance to get along again in the future...

The next day, at the appointed time, I arrived at the meeting place on time.

This is a restaurant integrating entertainment and dining.

When I arrived at the private room that the monitor told me, there were already many students sitting in it.

Because of the lack of contact in the past, although I know most of these classmates, I am not familiar with them.

Seeing me walk in, the private room was quiet for a moment.

I was feeling a little embarrassed when I saw the class monitor with long hair and shawl waving his hands and warmly greeted me: "Qiao Weiran, come and sit down."

The embarrassment was slightly resolved, I sat next to the monitor, and everyone gradually became lively again.

Although I was not very familiar with my classmates at the beginning, I am not difficult to get along with. Most of these classmates are very friendly. After a meal, the relationship between me and everyone became harmonious.

This made me happy, but also a little regretful—it’s a pity that I didn’t have a deep friendship with them before, otherwise I might have a few more true friends.

I was full of food and drink, and a few girls surrounded me, chirping and talking: "I thought you had a very cold personality, but I didn't expect you to be so easy to get along with."

"Yes, I feel that you are so gentle!"

"Then why didn't you participate in class activities before?"

"What zodiac sign are you from?"

……

I looked at them and smiled bitterly in my heart. These female students were so enthusiastic that it was hard for me to resist.

Although I felt a headache, I looked at their enthusiastic smiling faces and tried to answer their questions one by one.

At this time, another boy came over, passed through the encirclement of the girls, took my hand and walked towards the direction where the boys gathered, and said to the girls: "If you have any questions, ask them later, we can't wait for the game." .”

Then he turned his head and said to me: "Qiao Weiran, you are so powerful, you are simply a master! How did you pass that level just now, we can't pass it..."

When I got to the game console, a few boys surrounded me and asked me to explain to them the key to clearing the game.

I patiently demonstrated and explained the skills to them over and over again.

By the end of the party, the classmates in the class were already very familiar with me.

Under the monitor's proposal, we decided to continue singing at KTV.

Surrounded by my classmates, I walked out of this restaurant, and then saw two people I knew very well standing at the door of a restaurant not far away...

One is Song Zizhuo, and the other is Yu Yunzhi who I haven't seen for a long time.

Yu Yunzhi is the young master of the Yu family, and the Yu family is a behemoth comparable to the Song family.

Because the relationship between the Song and Yu families has always been close, Yu Yunzhi and Song Zizhuo have been friends since childhood.

And because of my status as Song Zizhuo's follower, I was lucky to be able to play with Yu Yunzhi since I was a child.

It's just that I'm different from them after all, they have honorable status, but I'm just a small follower.

So whenever Song Zizhuo and Yu Yunzhi were playing together, it was difficult for me to get involved, like a superfluous existence.

Even so, it was quite satisfying for me as a kid.

Because this way I can see Yu Yunzhi—Yu Yunzhi, whom I like very much.

My affection for Yu Yunzhi started from the very first sight.

At that time, Yu Yunzhi stood in front of me, a small person carved of jade, like a ball of jade and snow, with a smile on his delicate face, and a clear voice: "Hello, I am Yu Yunzhi."

I was young and ignorant at that time, and I mistook Yu Yunzhi for a little girl. I blushed foolishly when I saw him. I just thought that since such a cute girl is willing to play with me, I will definitely protect her.If Song Zizhuo dared to bully her, even if I had a fight with Song Zizhuo, I would guarantee that she would not be wronged in the slightest.

For me who was young at that time, it took a lot of courage to dare to resist Song Zizhuo, and even think about fighting him.

But in fact, all these thoughts are nothing more than my own sentimentality.

The reality is that Yu Yunzhi and Song Zizhuo hit it off right away, and their relationship is so good that they don't know each other.

Yu Yunzhi didn't say that he was bullied by Song Zizhuo. On the contrary, there were few conflicts between the two.

Even if there was a small conflict occasionally, Song Zizhuo would rush to apologize to Yu Yun.

But I, the knight who dreamed of being a princess, turned out to be nothing more than a clown.

For the two of them, I am superfluous and useless, and my only function is probably to be the object of their teasing, or as a scapegoat for the scapegoat.

In fact, after getting along with Yu Yunzhi, I not only knew that he was not the girl I thought he was, but also that he didn't look as cute and cute as he looked, but instead was mischievous and mischievous. He got into trouble with Song Zizhuo and did to me The shenanigans are simply too numerous to list.

But even so, I can't be angry with him, let alone hate him.

I don't know why, obviously he did a lot of excessive things to me like Song Zizhuo. I hate Song Zizhuo, but I still love him like I did when I first met him.

Four years ago, when I was in my third year of high school, Yu Yunzhi went abroad.

Since then, I have no contact with him, only occasionally get some news about him from Song Zizhuo, but it is just fragmentary words.

I thought he was still abroad now, but I didn't expect that he had returned to China.

When I saw that familiar face, my mood became chaotic for a while.

Did he just return home?Or... In fact, he has been back to China for a long time, but he didn't notify me?

Thinking of the second possibility, my heart ached slightly.

But fortunately, I'm used to Yu Yunzhi's almost indifferent attitude towards me, so it was only a moment of heartache, and then my complexion returned to normal, and I was even able to greet them with a smile.

Yu Yunzhi looked at me expressionlessly, the cold look in his eyes reminded me suddenly that he had been abroad for four years and had never contacted me, even the messages I summoned up the courage to send to him were met with no response at all.

My heart ached again, and a memory emerged.

It was the second year of high school at that time, and I noticed that every day at noon in the cafeteria, Yu Yunzhi only moved his chopsticks twice, and then stopped eating.

So I guessed whether Yu Yunzhi liked the food in the cafeteria. From then on, I started to choose his favorite dishes every day and make lunch for him.

Even though I was busy with schoolwork at the time, I had to put in all my efforts to catch up with Song Zizhuo and Yu Yunzhi, but I still insisted on making lunch for Yu Yunzhi every day.

Even in order to prevent Song Zizhuo from seeing how much I like Yu Yunzhi, I have to make my daily lunch for two people.

It's just that I put [-]% of my effort into Yu Yunzhi's bento, but Song Zizhuo's was just perfunctory.

However, after making bento for two months in a row, I finally accidentally discovered a cruel truth——

Yu Yunzhi has never eaten the bento I made, let alone eat it, every time he just throws it away without even looking at it.

After discovering this, I was suddenly struck by lightning. Thinking of the painstaking efforts I had put into these lunch boxes, and my feelings for Yu Yunzhi hidden in them, I found Yu Yunzhi in a daze, and summoned up the courage to question Yu Yunzhi. he.

I still remember that Yu Yunzhi looked at me with mocking eyes, then blocked me in a corner, and said in a cold voice, "Why should I eat it? My share was just an incidental one when you made Song Zizhuo's lunch. I hate this kind of thing." I feel sick when I see your bento."

Looking at Yu Yunzhi's piercing eyes, I want to explain, but I don't know where to start. Do I want to tell him everything?To let him know my unbearable feelings for him?

So in the end, I could only watch him leave in silence without looking back.

From then on, Yu Yunzhi began to completely ignore me, he didn't even talk to me anymore, and he went abroad a year later.

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