sad li bai

The school issued a notice saying that the date of the first province-wide mock exam this year was confirmed before New Year's Day. I hope everyone can study hard and strive to get a good result in the exam.After the news was confirmed, everyone studied more vigorously. The results of the provincial model test can almost infer their own college entrance examination results. The family and the school pay special attention to it, and the students themselves also feel the same.

Ever since the first time he came back after the time when the building was closed and stayed in An Ling's house, An Ling never let Xu Ning go back late, he never made Xu Ning sad once, no matter what he was playing, From time to time, he pays attention to the time, and when he sees that it is almost time to close the building, he will take the initiative to send Xu Ning back. No matter how much fun he has, he will not delay Xu Ning's work and rest.It was indeed the first time for him to make a student with such excellent grades as a lover, but it was also the first time for him to take others so seriously in his heart.Sometimes I would rather send Xu Ning back first, and then go back alone to continue with everyone.

On the one hand, Xu Ning liked An Ling more because of his thoughtfulness, but on the other hand, he couldn't help worrying that An Ling would lose patience after a long time, and worried that his brothers would be dissatisfied.But he knew that An Ling didn't want his studies to be delayed, and he didn't want his grades to become an excuse for An Ling to separate from him in the future. He also didn't want to go against An Ling's good intentions, so he always said goodbye to An Ling downstairs. Time lingers and hesitates, not wanting to go back.

An Ling's cultural class requirements are very low, and the practice of physical education students is generally concentrated in the morning and afternoon, and will not extend to the evening. Usually, when Xu Ning is studying at night, An Ling is playing in the arena or going out to play, and at night for self-study Pick up Xu Ning at the end of the day, stay together for half an hour to 10 minutes, and then send Xu Ning back. The time we spend together is very short on weekdays.So Xu Ning always cherishes every minute.

This semester, An Ling went to various tests in the province from time to time. Around New Year's Day, An Ling might have to go to some colleges that recruit special students for exams, and it might take a long time to go out.

And Xu Ning's own scores in cultural subjects can be admitted to the university of his choice. After discussing with his parents, they want him to only take art as his hobby, and they don't plan to let Xu Ning do it as a career.He will not go out to take the specialty exam.In this way, there will be less time to get along and more parting in the next time.

And he was always uneasy about the upcoming long-term separation.

When the class teacher came in in the afternoon, he said that the school would conduct a preliminary examination before the first model, and it would be scheduled for tomorrow afternoon and the day after tomorrow.After the exam, I have a rest on Saturday, and I come to study on Sunday afternoon in the evening.

When the head teacher finished the first class and was about to leave the classroom after class, the class leader told him on behalf of the students that they wanted to study by themselves tonight or not.Because the sound of placing tables and chairs in other classrooms will affect everyone's study.The class teacher thought about it and thought it was the same.I decided to leave school at 05:30 this afternoon, cancel today's evening self-study, and remind everyone to arrive at the examination room on time tomorrow afternoon, and don't be late before leaving the classroom.

Xu Ning's first thought after hearing the news was that he could finally stay with An Ling for a while longer.So as soon as the teacher left, he called An Ling in the corridor.He glanced at the time, it was almost three o'clock, An Ling and the others should have just started warming up for training, but the phone rang a few times, and when no one answered it, it automatically hung up.

Xu Ning seldom called others one after another. He felt that if he didn't answer the first time, he was either busy, or he didn't want to answer or couldn't answer, so he didn't call again.He sent a text message to An Ling, telling him that he would not go to self-study tonight and would go to him after school in the afternoon.

When school was about to end in the afternoon, Xu Ning's class lost the atmosphere for learning. The teacher also understood the students' anticipation of the rare holiday, so they stopped talking about the topic, and everyone whispered about what to do during the rare holiday.Only Xu Ning quietly looked at the phone that didn't reply.An Ling seldom does this. Usually, if he doesn't answer his phone, he will reply quickly when he sees a text message. The text message has been sent for several hours, but there is no reply. He is a little flustered.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Xu Ning picked up his schoolbag and left the classroom in a hurry. He ran to Class [-] on the second floor. There were only a few people sitting scattered in the class. An Ling walked to the back door and quietly looked into the room.He wanted to see if An Ling was in the classroom, but there were only a few people in the classroom that Xu Ning hadn't seen much around An Ling.

"Xu Ning, are you looking for An Ling?" Yan Ying hadn't left the classroom yet, she was standing at the door of the classroom with her schoolbag on her back, a few meters in front of Xu Ning.

Yan Ying is the school committee member of Class [-]. She is a rare student in Class [-] who is good at studying. This is relatively speaking. At the beginning of school, classes are divided according to grades. There are [-] classes in the school year, and those who are assigned to Class [-] At that time, this class was full of students with various sports specialties, plus a few students with average grades, but after Yan Ying finished the division of arts and sciences, her grades were still good. During the exam, Xu Ning could occasionally be in the first few exam rooms I saw her a few times on the floor, but they didn't know each other very well, so there was no friendship.

Xu Ning didn't say anything, he just looked up at Yan Ying, then glanced again to make sure An Ling wasn't in the class, then turned around to go downstairs.

"Give me 10 minutes. I have something I want to talk to you about." Yan Ying took a step forward and stopped Xu Ning with a voice. When Xu Ning looked back at her, she spoke again.

"About you and An Ling." Xu Ning didn't speak, and didn't leave.Yan Ying quickly walked to his side, and Xu Ning walked downstairs.

Xu Ning and Yan Ying went to a cafe outside the school. They sat on the second floor by the window, surrounded by empty seats, very quiet.Xu Ning ordered a glass of lemonade, it was cold, with a few square ice cubes floating on it, usually after autumn came, he basically didn't eat cold things, in fact, he rarely ate too cold things in midsummer Dongshi, he has developed a series of health-preserving habits at home since he was a child. Their parents are very particular people who cherish their body and energy. Xu Ning has always followed suit. According to his usual habits, like falling in love with An Ling No matter from which aspect it is a dangerous thing, he will not do it.But he still fell hard on An Ling, and he didn't look like himself at all.

"Xu Ning, I'm not a girl who likes to gossip, but you know that An Ling and his group of boys have always done nothing in secret, and An Ling is the same. Although you have restrained a lot recently, you recently appeared in The number of times in their mouths is uncountable."

Yan Ying took a sip of the chocolate latte, the white cream on it stained the corner of her mouth, she didn't know, Xu Ning was sitting opposite him, he picked up the tissue and handed it to Yan Ying, pointing to the place, Yan Ying was a little displeased Sorry, I took out the small mirror from my backpack and wiped it off.

Xu Ning's usual taste is light, he rarely touches these heavy oil and heavy milk things, but An Ling likes to give him some, every time he eats, he just stares at him, An Ling's little It was easy for Xu Ning to guess what he was thinking, but he didn't want An Ling to treat him like he treated his previous girlfriend. He already had an excellent tutor, and his parents taught him not to eat rudely since he was a child.

As he thought about it, he actually felt that it was a rare thing to retain some of his upbringing in this love that made him uneasy all the time and was reluctant to give up. He felt that he was always taking risks.He actually insisted on his own principles, and he hasn't changed too completely for An Ling. He seemed to smile and twitched the corners of his mouth. The expression that suddenly appeared on his usually expressionless face made his whole person come alive. , Yan Ying has always liked boys who study well, look good, have a good family background, and have special talents. It's not the kind of love between men and women, it's appreciation, and it's the beauty of God's darling in this world. Expect gratitude for being there.But when Xu Ning smiled now, she felt uncomfortable and felt distressed.Xu Ning smiled nicely, but she just didn't feel happy. Instead, she felt that this boy had a lot of thoughts.

"Thank you, I see." Yan Ying reminded her to be very careful. She didn't say anything bad, but Xu Ning still felt embarrassed, not because she liked a boy, but because she probably fell in love with this boy. The child's mouth is like a plaything, and it feels sad to be talked about.

"Xu Ning, I think you should have a bright future, but An Ling probably isn't with you."

Yan Ying looked at Xu Ning with sincere eyes, and Xu Ning probably could feel that she didn't have any malice, probably like a passer-by who couldn't understand other people's behavior and persuaded him from the bottom of his heart. He didn't say anything to Yan Ying, but He smiled at her from the bottom of his heart, with the same arc as before, but with a different feeling.

Xu Ning's cell phone vibrated. He looked down and saw that it was An Ling's call. He immediately picked up the cell phone and walked outside. It wasn't until he walked a few steps that he remembered that there was another lady with him, and he didn't even say hello. It's so impolite to leave, he even forgot the rules taught at home for so long, he looked back at the girl, Yan Ying didn't think there was a big problem, she waved her hand casually, indicating that it's okay for him to take it, so she picked up the cup and looked at the girl. Look out the window.

Xu Ning walked to the smoking room on the second floor, which is a closed space for customers who need to smoke, and there is no one in it right now.Xu Ning closed the door and he pressed answer, the phone has been ringing for more than [-] seconds.

"Xu Ning, I was kicked out by Yan Shula today. The results of Chen Yu's previous physical examination have come down. He did very well in the examination. We are drinking." The background sound on An Ling's side was very loud. There was a girl's laughter, and Xu Ning suddenly felt tired. He had always followed An Ling. During the days with An Ling, he was always with his brothers and rarely had time to be alone. They are not like couples in love, but like another kind of male friend An Ling made who are closer than Yan Shu and the others. He felt that his mood today was not suitable for going to their party. He closed his eyes and put his hands on the table On the side, I feel sick to my stomach.

"An Ling, I won't go, I'm going home. It's inconvenient." Xu Ning put his hands on his stomach, the lemonade he drank before was sour, he resisted the acid in his stomach , waiting patiently for the reply over there, but he heard a messy voice. He thought it was a bit noisy, so he took it from his ear and moved it away. Then he saw that the bright phone interface went dark, and he clicked again When I opened it, I saw An Ling jumping in the sun on it. It was his phone wallpaper. The phone was hung up, and he didn't call. He pushed open the door of the smoking room and walked back to his original seat.

Seeing him coming back, Yan Ying quickly put down the cup in her hand, it was inconvenient for her to ask about the phone, and she didn't know what to talk about with Xu Ning, the atmosphere became quiet for a while.The sky outside was already dark, and the moon and stars appeared little by little in the blue sky. Xu Ning glanced at the night and stood up,

"It's getting dark, are you going back to school?"

Yan Ying also stood up, she touched her stomach with a smile, "I came out with you as soon as school was over, I haven't had dinner yet, I forgot to ask you just now, is your class not going to class tonight? Didn't delay you Time to eat."

"There's no class tonight. I'm going home straight away. Next time I have time, I'll treat you to dinner." Xu Ning glanced at Yan Ying, who was looking forward to it. His mother told him to treat girls with enough respect. , he is a boy who is very polite to girls, but he is not in the mood to have dinner with Yan Ying today. He smiled apologetically and went down to pay the bill first. Sweater and pleated skirt, thighs were still exposed in early autumn, the night was a bit chilly, when we went out, a gust of autumn wind blew, Yan Ying subconsciously said something cold, Xu Ning took off her knitted coat and handed it to Yan Ying in front of you

"You get dressed first, I'll take a taxi and go back." Xu Ning said calmly, Yan Ying understood that he did this only because of gentleman's etiquette and because of his good family education.Some negative emotions felt that this was something Xu Ning would do, so he took it with a smile and put it on his body without any burden.

"After dinner, go back to school as soon as possible. I'll go first, goodbye." Xu Ning looked at the gradually darkening night. He only had a thin light blue shirt left on him. Seep out little by little from every bone seam.After saying hello to Yan Ying, he walked to the side of the road and stopped a taxi with his hand.

"Ninghai Garden"

Yan Ying waved to him on the side of the road, and Xu Ning also raised her hand in response.The car drove out, and he withdrew his hand. The lights at the back of the car were not turned on. He felt a little dizzy and leaned on the seat.

His home is very close to the school. After driving for about ten minutes, he arrived downstairs. The moment he got out of the car, he was hit by the wind outside and felt cold all over. He touched his forehead and felt He might have a fever, so he walked into the building quickly.

The Xu family's schedule is very healthy. When Xu Ning came back, the Xu family had already had dinner. Xu's father was reading a book on the sofa in the living room. When Xu's mother came to open the door, she was surprised to see that it was Xu Ning who had returned. Seeing Xu Ning who had seen through very little, he grabbed Xu Ning's arm and said distressedly, "Why did you come back without saying hello? It's autumn and you still wear so little, come in quickly."

"There is no class tomorrow morning, and after the exam in the afternoon, you can take the weekend off, so I will come back first."

Xu Ning seldom came back without making a phone call. Usually, he would go home for a day during the school's one-month weekends. Last month, he said he didn't want to come back, and the family didn't inquire. Xu's parents and Xu's mother were still very relieved of Xu Ning. It is still very clear what the temper of the child I raised is very clear.So today Xu Ning came back suddenly, with a bad complexion, so he frowned, and didn't ask anything, even though he knew that something might have happened to Xu Ning at school.

"Ning Ning, hurry up and take a hot bath, and mom will make you a bowl of ginger water." Mother Xu took Xu Ning's schoolbag and put it on the sofa.Xu's father put down the book in his hand, glanced at Xu Ning, but said nothing, Xu Ning greeted his father, and went back to his room.He took out his mobile phone, and the red light flashing in the dark reminded him that the battery was low, not the green light with unread messages. He felt a little sad and relieved as expected, and he threw the mobile phone on the desk beside him.Don't want to think about it.

An Ling's mobile phone was snatched by Yan Shu. He had just heard Xu Ning say he was going home, but before he had time to ask, Xu Ning, are you losing your temper, Yan Shu slipped his mobile phone into his clothes The bag was also zipped up.

"An Ling, we agreed to drink with Chen Yu today, can you stop looking for a partner like a bitch?"

"Fuck, then you can't snatch my phone and return it to me, stupid."

Yan Shu didn't care either, he walked towards Chen Yu with his arms around An Ling's shoulders, and signaled with his eyes for Chen Yu to come over and persuade him to drink.

"It's okay, your Xu Ning has such a good temper, just tell him clearly tomorrow." Yan Shu went around in circles, and didn't intend to give An Ling the phone. He told Chen Yu this afternoon that he would let him know today. After getting An Ling drunk, Chen Yu saw Yan Shu winking at him, so he came over with a wine bottle.

"Come on, An Ling, let's go drink." An Ling took Chen Yu's wine, he glanced at Yan Shu, and didn't continue to tangle with Yan Shu, he could feel that Yan Shu wanted to stop him from getting closer with Xu Ning Maybe Yan Shu just wanted him to realize how special he was to Xu Ning, but he already knew about it, and he couldn't change his concern for Xu Ning.

Chen Yu is a very smart person, he knows how to measure, Yan Shu is the one who gets along with An Ling, not Chen Yu.Yan Shu and An Ling enjoyed a different friendship from them, but the boy didn't care about it, he agreed to get An Ling drunk, and persuaded An Ling to drink, but he didn't persuade An Ling to drink much.At the end of the show, An Ling was still awake, he greeted Chen Yu and left with Yan Shu first.

Yan Shu also wanted to have a good chat with An Ling. Since An Ling was suspended, he first broke up with Chen Jing and stayed with Xu Ning. Then he stayed with Xu Ning during Xu Ning's recess every day, even at night. It is also rare to make a fuss until late, like a different person.Yan Shu looked at An Ling whose clothes were getting simpler and more textured, and also admitted that after An Ling and Xu Ning were together during this period, his hostility was much less, and he rarely had conflicts with others. Saved a lot.It's all used to buy clothes.He suddenly laughed, laughing so much that An Ling looked at him, wishing he could kick him hard.

"Tell me, what do you want to tell me, and then quickly give me the phone." An Ling was leaning on the green post box on the side of the road. Today he was wearing a short black baseball uniform with a light-colored knit shirt, and straight black jeans underneath.His hair had grown a little in the past few months, and he didn't cut it. The slightly longer hair in the front blocked his slightly sharp facial features, revealing the tenderness and youthfulness of a boy of this age.It looks a lot better than before.

"An Ling, do you feel that you have changed a lot recently?" Yan Shu reached into his pocket and took out An Ling's mobile phone. He twirled it in his hand, and after hesitating, he gave it to An Ling.

An Ling got the phone and quickly opened the message interface. He saw the text message that Xu Ning sent him a little later saying that he would not have evening class today and wanted to come to him, so he couldn't help feeling hot and weak.I also remembered that I didn't go home before going home, and hung up on the phone.He glared at Yan Shu, and he hurriedly replied to the message, telling Xu Ningsheng not to be angry, and asking him if he would like to have lunch together tomorrow.

Yan Shu didn't urge him to answer the question, just watched An Ling laughing there, and then sent text messages on his own. An Ling had never done this kind of thing before, and he called directly when he had something to do, and even laughed at other people's hypocrisy, but now he is sending text messages. I'm so happy.

An Ling looked at the text messages showing that they had been sent, then looked up and looked at Yan Shu seriously.

"Yan Shu, I didn't know what happened the day I told Xu Ning that we were together. I never thought that I would be with a boy, but I didn't know what to do that day, so I said it. But you know I , since I like him, I won't wrong myself for anything else."

"Can"

"It's nothing but, I know what you're worried about, Yan Shu, to be honest, I never thought that I could squeeze time to meet people every day like an idiot, seeing him is as happy as winning several games, It's almost March and I'm still holding hands and kissing, but I really like him, Yan Shu, now I feel bad when I think that I won't see him for several days, let alone break up. I I definitely won't mention it." An Ling interrupted Yan Shu, he didn't know how much he liked Xu Ning, but he knew that he could continue talking with Xu Ning for a long time, this kind of pure love that he hadn't tried since he graduated from junior high school. In love, as long as he is with Xu Ning, he will call and masturbate him every day.

Yan Shu didn't expect An Ling to be so direct, and he didn't expect An Ling to like him so deeply. He originally thought that An Ling was a little more serious.

"An Ling, you will be graduating in half a year. Have you thought about what will happen after graduation?"

"I've been thinking about it for a long time. Anyway, I can't drag Xu Ning down. I know it." An Ling looked at the phone in his hand that hadn't responded yet, unconsciously anxious, and kept unlocking and locking the screen.

Yan Shu originally wanted to remind An Ling. He knew that An Ling hadn't thought about it, and thought about it for Xu Ning, so he didn't ask any more questions. He wanted to make fun of An Ling.

"If you miss him, just call. You look like a big girl." Yan Shu put his hands in his pockets and kicked the stones at his feet.

"It's so late, I'm afraid he'll fall asleep, anyway, we'll meet tomorrow, and he'll be fine if he sees it tomorrow morning." An Ling set the phone to ring and put it in his jacket pocket.He walked home with Yan Shu shoulder to shoulder.