sad li bai

This is the last pencil, Xu Ning thought silently in his heart, really can't fold it anymore.After that, I won't be able to draw An Ling today, and I won't be able to practice at night.Xu Ning carefully drew the figure of An Ling jumping on the basketball court on the paper, and he had to be careful if there was a ball flying over from the corner of his eyes. Today was the first time he came in with An Ling to practice with him.The first few times, he came over during his lunch break to watch them play for a while.

The art teacher wasn't there this afternoon. When An Ling passed by, he saw that they had no teacher. He stood outside the window next to Xu Ning with a smirk. With the ball in his left hand, he raised his right hand and hooked his index finger at Xu Ning.Xu Ning obediently put away his things with a blushing face and followed An Ling into the basketball hall.

He sat in the first row of the audience on the sidelines.An Ling's brother seemed to be full of curiosity about him.He always came up to him to pick up the ball, but this was the first time he sat here to watch An Ling play, and they were so nervous that they would tear the drawing paper if they didn't come over.What's more, the ball brushed against his side again and again.Every time he thought that the ball was going to hit him, he was startled every time the ball came over.

An Ling looked at Xu Ning, who was startled like a little rabbit, and couldn't help it. He knew that he never brought anyone over to watch the game, but he suddenly brought a boy here, who was an art student who had never met before. It was inevitable for the brothers to be curious, but seeing that Xu Ning's brushes had been broken several times, and they hadn't finished, they felt sorry for Xu Ning.He dragged Yan Shu to the basketball hoop, took a look, and said.

"You go over and tell them that it's almost enough, don't be endless."

"I didn't say, why did you provoke Xu Ning so well, he is different from us, don't go too far." Yan Shu restrained his usual smile, and had a rare serious discussion with An Ling.They have fun on weekdays and don't touch anything. Sports students and art students are two completely different lives.Sometimes their coaches go crazy with them.Now these people on the field don't know what's white or yellow, and what's messed up so much that I've never seen it before. Seeing An Ling bring Xu Ning, who is as beautiful as a little girl, one can't think wrong.

But Xu Ning's achievements, whoever he is good at, can enter the country to make money, and he is handsome and beautiful.The teachers at the school love it.What's more, his parents are well-known professors in China.People who are not on the same path as them at all, it is not a good thing to get together.

An Ling didn't know if he heard it or not, but his eyes were still on Xu Ning's side. As soon as he and Yan Shu came over, those brats over there stopped practicing and just circled around Xu Ning. Xu Ning was delicate and tender. Flesh, who spends his time in the studio every day, is born in vain.Those brats must be teasing him like a little girl.

The group of people over there also asked Xu Ning how he knew An Ling and why he came here. This is not the place art students should come to.Xu Ning let them surround him, just holding the drawing board and not talking.When he was not speaking, his expression was cold, and he seemed particularly unapproachable.But his eyes were always looking at An Ling and Yan Shu on the other side of the basketball court. He always felt that Yan Shu looked at him as if he knew what he was thinking, which made him afraid to look into Yan Shu's eyes.At this moment, he always felt that Yan Shu was telling An Ling something about him, so he panicked and endured a bit, but he stood up all of a sudden and looked over there.shouted.

"An Ling, I, I'm hungry, let's go get something to eat, shall we?" His voice sounded clear and there was nothing wrong with it, but he was uneasy in his heart. He knew that he shouldn't interrupt his conversation with Yan Shu, and he also He shouldn't have asked An Ling to leave, but he was so scared, afraid that what Yan Shu might say would affect An Ling, and that if An Ling nodded, he would never be able to be so close to An Ling again, so his eyes were filled with worries and worries that he didn't know. careful.

An Ling was far away, as if the water-blue glass above the basketball court refracted by the sun shimmered in Xu Ning's eyes, making An Ling see Xu Ning's eyes from such a distance. Shiny and sparkling.Involuntarily, he pushed away Yan Shu who was standing in front of him, ran in front of Xu Ning, and pushed aside the people in front of them.Then he belatedly touched his sweaty hair and glanced at his basketball uniform.

"Wait a minute, I'll go take a shower, and we'll go." After speaking, he dragged Xu Ning up, not forgetting to pick up his drawing board for Xu Ning.Pack up his painting utensils.Yan Shu watched all this not far away, inexplicably felt that he seemed to have found the reason for his previous worry, but he didn't want this worry to come true.

Xu Ning leaned against the wall of the lounge with his painting bag on his back, while An Ling took a shower in the shower.It was only in the afternoon, and he said in a moment of impatience that he was hungry, and wondered if An Ling would believe it or think too much about it.Will An Ling say anything when she comes out?

"Xu Ning, would you mind coming out and chatting with me?" Yan Shu stood at the door of the lounge, covering the door with his hand to prevent it from making a sound, obviously not wanting An Ling to know that he came to find him.He didn't want An Ling to know, it should have something to do with An Ling, Xu Ning looked at Yan Shu and nodded silently.I went to the swimming pool on the second floor of the gymnasium with Yan Shu, where the training didn't start until two o'clock in the afternoon.Yan Shu sat on the deck chair by the pool, patted the chair beside him, and told Xu Ning to sit down.

"I should look much gentler than An Ling, you and An Ling can stay together well, why do you see me so nervous."

"No, you called me here because of An Ling." Xu Ning didn't want An Ling to find him after washing, and Xu Ning didn't intend to go around.Standing in front of Yan Shu, he didn't face An Ling's uneasiness, but just looked at him straight, hoping that Yan Shu would make it clear so that he could go downstairs to find An Ling with peace of mind, or tell him that he had better not do it again. Get close to An Ling.

"Xu Ning, An Ling is not the same kind of person as we are. He has always liked the kind of girl with big tits, thin waist, and who can play well. At worst, she is the kind of girl with long hair fluttering and temperament like Chen Jing last time. That kind of pretty girl, you can't please him, and you're not the same, if you are so smart, you should know that An Ling, who is aggressive and easy to hurt others unconsciously, is not suitable for us."

Yan Shu looked at Xu Ning, who was guarding him heavily in front of him, and looked at him vigilantly, and then he felt a little normal.Ever since he knew that he liked boys, he had been vigilant all the time, and he never dared to reveal his emotions easily, wrapping himself up with a gentle illusion.It is safe to be cold and unapproachable like Xu Ning's now, because they have to protect themselves, not to be hurt by others, not to be hurt by gossip, and they shouldn't put all their expectations in their eyes like they did on the court just now Here, let others see the truth.

"I don't know how to make it clear to you. I really like An Ling, but I don't absolutely want to be with him. I promise, I won't take the initiative to do anything, let alone lure him into This road, so as long as An Ling is willing to let me accompany you, no matter if it hurts or anything else, I am willing."

When Xu Ning said this, his tone was sincere, and his eyes didn't dodge. His generous attitude made Yan Shu not know what to say. He accepted Yan Shu's eyes, and also accepted other people's arguments no matter what they were.Yan Shu was stunned by his calmness, he thought that a smart person like Xu Ning would choose to protect himself, and would not easily reveal his thoughts under any circumstances.Instead of exposing your emotions so simply and straightforwardly as now.With a flick of his finger that had been recording the voice, he sent it out.Originally, he only wanted to let An Ling know that Xu Ning's purpose of being with him might not be pure, but he never thought that he would indirectly help Xu Ning confess his love.Judging from An Ling's feelings, he may not necessarily hate Xu Ning's approach, but An Ling, does he know that Xu Ning's affection for him may not be the same as he thought.

"Xu Ning, have you always liked boys?" Yan Shu took his hands out of his trouser pockets. He suddenly sat up straight and looked at Xu Ning seriously. Although he was An Ling's friend, he was still used to seeing them. How merciless was the scene where An Ling dumped the girl? If Xu Ning wasn't the kind of good student he thought was full of scheming and only cared about himself, then he didn't want him to get hurt in An Ling's place. It seems that the world of delicate girls is still small.

"No, An Ling is the first person I like, regardless of gender, Yan Shu, do you only like boys?"

Yan Shu looked at Xu Ning who was looking at him innocently.He has clean eyes. Although he looks cold and unapproachable, he is actually much better than the group of them who eat, drink and have fun together every day.Xu Ning might not know how serious the consequences of the question he asked were, but he felt that it seemed that An Ling had picked up a treasure.So he didn't speak any more, he just pointed downstairs.He signaled that Xu Ning should go down, and An Ling was about to come out.Then he lay down, took the opportunity to rest, closed his eyes, and didn't want to talk anymore.

An Ling washed quickly.He was afraid that Xu Ning would wait anxiously. Although he and Xu Ning had been together for a long time, Xu Ning seldom asked for anything. Usually, he would follow him when he was doing something, sitting on the side and drawing something. His name was An Ling. You can see him when you turn around.He can feel that Xu Ning is not the kind of person who likes to open his mouth. It is rare for Xu Ning to open his mouth to eat with him. He must take Xu Ning to eat the best food, but when he came out, he found Xu Ning Not in the room anymore, he picked up his mobile phone and wanted to call Xu Ning.But he found that he didn't ask for Xu Ning's phone number.A notification was displayed on the phone, and the voice message from Yan Shu was more than a minute long, so he unlocked it casually and listened to it.

"I don't know how to make it clear to you. I really like An Ling, but I don't absolutely want to be with him. I promise, I won't take the initiative to do anything, let alone lure him into This road, so as long as An Ling is willing to let me accompany you, no matter if it hurts or anything else, I am willing."

An Ling has heard countless love words since he was a child, and he has also heard more beautiful words.But just that one sentence, as long as An Ling is willing to let me accompany, no matter the harm or anything else, I am willing.It seemed to hit his heart all of a sudden.It made him blush all of a sudden, and he was at a loss what to do. He almost missed the phone, and he didn't even have time to think that this was a boy's confession.He was sitting on a stool, with a towel wrapped around his lower body, and his upper body was in the air. There were still some water droplets on it, which wet the seat. He was wiping his hair with a towel in his hand, but now he stopped.My heart seems to be fighting.Bang bang.

Until Xu Ning pushed open the door of the room, he was still carrying a heavy painting bag. As soon as he opened the door, he saw him sitting on a chair with his upper body exposed. Two blushes floated on his pale and beautiful face. The watery light was shining, and it was more beautiful than the eyes of those girls with colored contact lenses.

"Sorry, I just went, went, went to the toilet."

An Ling wanted to estimate that Xu Ning usually didn't have to lie, so such a smart person would leave such a big loophole even when lying.With such a large drawing board on his back, there is a ready-made toilet in the lounge, how could he go outside, but he didn't break it, he just sat on the stool.Looking at Xu Ning's peach blossom face, he smiled triumphantly.