sad li bai

Three days before the college entrance examination, the school had a holiday for free preparation.Let all the senior three students who are waiting for the exam go home and relax. Xu Ning was taken home by his parents. Xu's parents still attach great importance to this exam.

Before Xu Ning left, he couldn't meet An Ling. He didn't really want to go home, but now he didn't dare to tell his family about his being with An Ling. Parents go back.

When he got home, he lay on the bed and called An Ling, saying sorry to An Ling over and over again.

An Ling has been very anxious recently, and he can hardly stand him leaving his eyes for a while.An Ling's physical examination results came down one after another in mid-April, and she received admission notices from 8 of the 5 schools she applied for.Among them was the physical education university in city D. In other words, as long as An Ling's cultural class scores passed the mark, he could go to city D with Xu Ning instead of Xu Ning forcing himself to follow his wish.This is what An Ling has always wanted to see the most.But this also shows that almost all the hard work has been completed, and only An Ling's culture class results are left.This made An Ling's psychological pressure far exceed that of Xu Ning who had already made all preparations.

Although Xu Ning knew in his heart that An Ling was already content with what he had achieved, and he didn't care what An Ling did in the exam, but he still didn't want to hit An Ling's upward heart. He didn't say anything, He didn't comfort An Ling because he could choose a school because of his good grades, but was willing to work hard with An Ling to make An Ling a better person because of himself.

An Ling listened to Xu Ning's clear and well-behaved voice on the phone.Trying hard to suppress the unstoppable anxiety in his heart, he was not angry with Xu Ning at all, he didn't need any doubts about how well-behaved and considerate Xu Ning was.

After entering June, the hot weather made An Ling more irritable and irritable, unable to concentrate on studying, so Xu Ning found time to accompany him through the knowledge points over and over again. He was obviously a liberal arts student, but he still wanted to help An Ling remember the things he had learned from him. Science knowledge that doesn't matter much.Especially as the college entrance examination approached, An Ling sometimes got angry, and Yan Shu and the others didn't dare to approach him. Only Xu Ning was with him all the time, talking to An Ling in a soft voice, and helping An Ling release the pressure bit by bit.

Only when he sees Xu Ning's worried and affectionate eyes can he get a trace of peace in his heart.

He suppressed his anger and lowered his voice. Xu Ning's voice came from the phone, trying to comfort him. An Ling knew that he did not do well, and he still couldn't give Xu Ning a sense of security. Ask Xu Ning to comfort him.

"Ning Ning, who are you calling? It's late, go to bed early." Xu Ning's voice came over, Xu Ning suddenly became quiet, and he pressed the phone's speaker.

"Mom, my classmate is a little nervous. I comforted him and fell asleep right away." Xu Ning got up, got out of bed with his mobile phone, and opened the door of his room. Mother Xu stood at the door and looked at him reproachfully. glance.But he didn't say anything, just patted Xu Ning's head and told him to rest earlier.before leaving.

As soon as Xu Ning closed the door, he immediately picked up the phone, and found that the phone was still connected, he whispered worriedly,

"An Ling, why don't I go out with you tomorrow?"

"No need, Ning Ning, you have a good rest, I won't bother you these two days, let's meet after the exam." An Ling seemed to be on the phone all the time, and he replied as soon as Xu Ning finished speaking.

"But,"

Before Xu Ning could finish speaking, An Ling interrupted him. "It's nothing to worry about. If I can't get over such a little thing, how can I protect you from now on? Take care of yourself, Xu Ning." An Ling hoarse, his heart has been full of fire recently, his whole body is uncomfortable, and his voice has been rustling Yes, like a singer singing heavy metal songs.The voice hit Xu Ning's heart all at once. Lying on the bed, he couldn't help but feel sweet in his heart, and his brows and eyes were crooked with a smile.

"That won't work, what should I do if I miss you?" Xu Ning coquettishly rolled around on the bed, no matter how reserved and polite he was to others, when he met An Ling, he had no bottom line and no shame Sensitive little idiot.

"Then I have to bear with it. I have to study hard in the next two days. I will wait for you at the school gate on the day of the exam." An Ling was amused by Xu Ning's words. He felt that as long as he talked to Xu Ning, he could drive away his fatigue and anxiety. His laughter reached Xu Ning's ears, even Xu Ning couldn't help feeling numb and itchy in his heart.

"Well, An Ling, don't worry, I have always believed in you. You have to believe in yourself." Xu Ning said seriously after clearing his voice.He knew that An Ling must be very depressed now, after all, he had never been so constrained by anything, suppressing his nature to do things he didn't like.Needed his encouragement and support most.

"I have already taken you through the knowledge points. There is no big problem. I have been impatient for the past two days and I probably memorized something. I will go to familiarize myself with chemical and physical experiments, and look at the production conditions. If there are any problems, I will immediately Tell me, I'll ask Fang Hua for you, don't be brave." Xu Ning still couldn't help but say a few more words, he originally wanted to accompany An Ling until the two entered the examination room together, but he didn't expect to be picked up by his parents.He could only rely on An Ling to work hard and supervise himself.

"Well, I see. If there is no chance, I will look for him. You should review your own subjects carefully. I want to see your best grades." An Ling listened patiently to Xu Ning before speaking. .He used to be most afraid that Xu Ning would think that he didn't study well or take exams well, but later he found that Xu Ning was not that kind of person, no matter how much he fell in love with him, he would not get confused on principled issues.

He wouldn't put such a big burden on An Ling, asking the other party to hold the thought of being sorry to him all the time to bind him up, he would never do that.

Xu Ning hummed lightly, his voice was a little tired, it was already past 12 o'clock, long past his biological clock.Originally, since he came back from An Ling, he seldom stayed up late, but now he let go of a stone in his heart, knowing that An Ling was not angry, he was relieved a lot, reluctant to hang up the phone, resisting his sleepy thoughts, and said One sentence to talk to An Ling.

An Ling listened to the drowsy voice that gradually faded over there, feeling distressed and wanting to laugh, he kissed the receiver, and with a bang, he was about to hang up the phone.The sound of kissing the microphone came into his ears, and immediately awakened Xu Ning a lot. He held the phone tightly, not daring to breathe loudly, for fear that An Ling would find himself awake.

"Good night, baby." An Ling hung up the phone.

The beeping sound was very clear in Xu Ning's quiet room. He turned off the screen of the phone, and his eyes were also dimmed. He put the phone on the desk and covered the quilt.He closed his eyes and breathed evenly.

Xu Ning looked in the mirror, the person in the mirror had bright eyes, his somewhat cold facial features couldn't cover up his good mood today, and there was a smile in his brows and eyes.He walked towards the closet, some lines of the sketch on it were smudged, but he could still see that the person above was tall and straight, with two long straight and slender legs.And a profile with deep lines.He stretched out his hand to trace the portrait.It took a while to open the closet and change into clothes.

When he opened the door and went out, his parents were already sitting at the dining table waiting for him. Xu's father took a look at him and found that he looked good and full of energy, and secretly let go of his hanging heart.

Xu's mother came out with two bowls of porridge and put them on the table. Xu Ning also pulled out the chair and asked her to sit down, and sat on the side by himself. Everyone ate quietly. Xu Ning didn't feel that today was any different from usual until He got up and wanted to go out, Xu's mother and Xu's father also packed up, as if they were going to go out with him, Xu Ning looked at them suspiciously, the school where his parents worked knew that Xu Ning was going to take the college entrance examination, and specially let them go It stands to reason that you don't have to go out if you are on leave.

"We'll take you to the examination room." Father Xu put on his shoes and opened the door.Mother Xu followed behind, watched Xu Ning come out, and locked the door.

Only then did Xu Ning come to his senses, and he carefully realized that his parents were not as relaxed as they seemed, their eyes were full of warmth and smiles, and they spoke softly.

"It's okay, I can do it myself."

But Xu Ning still asked his parents to send him to the school gate. Speaking of Xu Ning and An Ling, the school was the best middle school in the vicinity, and it was designated as the examination room for several nearby middle schools. Favorable, after all, you are familiar with the environment, which can play a somewhat reassuring role.

When Xu Ning got out of the car, Xu's mother took her mobile phone away, because she couldn't bring it into the examination room anyway, so it's better not to take it.Xu Ning didn't say anything, although he still wanted to call An Ling before entering the examination room.Because he said he didn't want to bother him, An Ling really didn't call him in the past three days, only sent a few short messages at night, chatted with him for a while, and then went to study.He stood on tiptoe, looked around in the crowd, and saw An Ling running towards him as soon as he saw him.

There were security guards and guards at the school gate to maintain law and order, so it was still orderly, and An Ling came to him within a few steps.He was wearing a white loose shirt. His tall and straight figure made the simple clothes look extraordinarily good. With his two sky-defying long legs, he was extremely attractive.Xu Ning looked at him with sparkling eyes without blinking.An Ling's slender arms were inserted into the pockets on both sides of his trousers. He looked at Xu Ning, the smile on his face softened his sharp features, and he could see a hint of tenderness.He didn't reach out to hug Xu Ning into his arms, but just looked at him with eyes that could melt Xu Ning.

Xu Ning's parents also got out of the car, came behind Xu Ning, and looked at the strange boy in front of him. Xu Ning seldom made friends. This boy's brows and eyes are unruly, and his facial features are also handsome and profound. He has a strong aura at a young age Xu's father frowned slightly, when did this boy who seemed to be completely different from Xu Ning be so familiar with Xu Ning, he never had the impression that he had ever met him.

An Ling patted Xu Ning on the shoulder, signaling to his parents behind him.Xu Ning quickly turned around and said to his parents, "Dad, Mom, this is my classmate, who treats me very well."

An Ling took his hands out of his trouser pockets, put them on both sides of his body, and stood upright to say hello to the two people in front of him. "Hello Uncle, Hello Auntie."

The Xu family's parents let them in without dragging them into talking too much.An Ling and Xu Ning walked to the school, Xu Ning's boy looked at An Ling beside him from time to time, he didn't know if it was his own illusion, but he always felt that the person beside him was more dazzling, as if he was constantly pruned off the redundant branches The tree is more upright and taller, more mature and responsible.In short, it is getting better and better.He couldn't help but walk closer and closer to An Ling, almost stepping on An Ling's shoes.An Ling slightly blocked Xu Ning who was about to lean on him with his arm, and looked down at him when he spoke.

"Little idiot, my parents are here too, they're right there at the door, can you be more reserved and make a good impression on them." There was a smile that couldn't be concealed in his voice, which made Xu Ning's ears sharp They all started to turn red, but he just couldn't help it. He wanted to look back to see how beautiful An Ling's parents were and how beautiful they were to give birth to such a beautiful child as An Ling, but he couldn't recognize him.He glanced at An Ling lightly before he wanted to ask where An Ling was?He found that the blue color under An Ling's eyes was not very obvious, but he could tell that he was not resting well. He asked worriedly,

"Are you not resting well, are you okay?"

"It's okay. I just went to bed late these two days, it's okay." In fact, An Ling didn't go to bed late, but because he couldn't sleep with Ben, he tossed and turned in his apartment, and finally called home. His mother planned to accompany him to take the exam with half a month left, but he resolutely refused because it would disturb his living habits. As a result, on the first night when Xu Ning came home, he fell asleep due to the huge pressure. no.After a sleepless night, he had no choice but to call home again, trying to get his mother to come and accompany him.At night he would lie in bed and his mother would be there by the bed, patting him to sleep like he was a baby.

Only in this way, An Ling could barely rest his mind.

An Ling's parents actually love him very much, but they neither raised him according to any strict standards nor wanted him to be an excellent person, nor did they care about anything about him. They just let An Ling do what he likes to do, and then Educate An Ling not to give up casually.Just like An Ling likes to play, even though it seems dangerous and has no way out, no one in his family stops him and supports him all the time.So An Ling who grew up like this has never had any pressure, because even if he fails in the exam, his parents will not be angry. As long as he does a good job in the job he likes and becomes an upright and healthy person, they will have nothing to ask for. .

So when An Ling's parents saw An Ling haggard and unable to sleep, they were surprised and distressed.They didn't know where An Ling was under so much pressure, because when An Ling first started high school, it seemed that she didn't really want to go to any university, and she even had the idea of ​​not wanting to go to university.

But at the end of April, when the admission notice of that key university, which is still very famous even if it is a sports university, was sent home, they realized that An Ling had such high demands on him, so he even went to apply for it himself. The kind of military-style cram school for reviewing homework.Just like children who have grown up all of a sudden, they feel a little inexplicably melancholy when they are comforted.

When An Ling and her mother got downstairs in the morning, they saw Dad's car. He was sitting in the driver's seat and seemed to be waiting for them for a while.After An Ling and his mother got into the car, An Ling's father started the car. He saw in the rearview mirror that An Ling's facial features stretched out and his tall and straight body looked more and more like a mature man.He even knows to be responsible for his own life.He felt very happy in his heart.

"After you've made an effort, you should calm down and not ruin your effort with anxiety." But he still didn't praise An Ling. It's too shameful to have to be coaxed by his mother to fall asleep at such an age.What's more, he always taught An Ling with a straight face, so even though he knew that An Ling's condition was not good, he still cared about him very much, so he didn't show up with An Ling's mother.Until he came over early this morning to take him to school.

An Ling lowered his head and said nothing.An Ling's mother put her arms around An Ling's shoulders. She was so small that An Ling hardly dared to lean against her arms, so she could only cover her body.But still feel very at ease.

"Don't listen to what your dad said. He's also worried about you. It's been a long time since he drove a car by himself. He even drove here to see you off today."

An Ling nodded in his mother's arms. He knew that he had always been very happy, with a wealthy family and sensible and enlightened parents.He also has Xu Ning who foolishly likes her, these are the reasons why he should work hard.

When getting out of the car, An Ling's father still couldn't hold back, and his character collapsed. He patted An Ling's shoulder and said.

"You're already great, Dad believes in you." An Ling hummed.Then he turned around and ran quickly to the school.

He couldn't bring his mobile phone, so he could only go to the door to see if he could wait for Xu Ning. He always had to take a look at Xu Ning before entering the examination room to feel at ease.

An Ling looked at his side. Xu Ning, who had a cold and unapproachable face, had flushed cheeks and dizzy cheeks. Being around him made him feel very at ease.He knew that the parents behind him would definitely be able to see the slightly strange interaction between this delicate and elegant Xu Ning and them.But it doesn't matter, one day, he will tell them frankly.

A line was formed under the teaching building. Xu Ning found his own examination room team and looked back at An Ling. An Ling's examination room was not very far away from him, three classes away.An Ling walked over and lined up.They looked at each other across the crowd, and they didn't look away until the bell rang and the students began to enter the building in order.

The first subject is Chinese. I don’t know if the theories between literature and art are interlinked. Xu Ning liked art since he was a child, but as a result, he has been good at Chinese since he was a child.At the beginning, he chose liberal arts because he felt that he was more literary.The Chinese question was answered very smoothly, and he handed in the paper.The teacher finished packing and announced to leave.After waiting for a while, it was almost time for people to leave. As soon as he left the classroom, he saw An Ling walking this way. He smiled warmly at An Ling, with lingering affection between his eyebrows and eyes.Looking at him, An Ling felt like his heart was filled with honey.He walked over, put his arms around Xu Ning's shoulders, and walked downstairs.

When they left the teaching building, they saw their parents waiting at the school gate.They glanced at each other, and An Ling signaled Xu Ning to be at ease with his eyes. His arms were placed on Xu Ning's shoulders like the two brothers, and they walked towards each other's parents.

The following exams were as expected, calm and smooth. Xu Ning never asked how An Ling was doing in the exam. They waited for each other at the school gate before each exam, and went downstairs together after the exam.

The parents also seemed to see that their relationship was very good, and they chatted with each other while waiting, and when the last class was over at noon the next day, the parents on both sides also became a little familiar.An Ling's father invited Xu Ning's parents to have dinner. When he heard that the other party was a professor, he was surprised. After thinking about it, he felt that it made sense. Xu Ning was a typical example of a well-educated and excellent academic performance. Good student, totally different from An Ling's usual friends.

He glanced over calmly, and saw An Ling smiling, lowering his head and talking to Xu Ning.I always felt a little outrageous in my heart, but I still couldn't see anything on my face.The same goes for Xu Ning's parents, they rarely see Xu Ning smiling so heartily, and they are usually silent.Even though they were not used to dealing with outsiders, they still agreed to the other party's invitation to have lunch under Xu Ning's expectant eyes.

During lunch, Xu Ning and An Ling ate with their heads down.Occasionally, the eyes exchange information, which looks tacit and familiar.The parents of both sides were extremely quiet, and they seemed to have no common language, only the occasional conversation between Xu's mother and Ms. Ling Ze.The strange thing is that the atmosphere doesn't seem too awkward.The parents of the Xu family eat their meals slowly, looking elegant and polite.The same is true for Xu Ning, the middle-aged man is the most lively when he eats, he eats less and his movements are meticulous, he looks as delicate as a girl.It's not that she doesn't look good, it's just that Mother An never imagined that An Ling would play with such a boy.

After eating, Xu Ning looked at An Ling reluctantly, not wanting to leave.But An Ling let him go home first.Call him afterward.

For Xu Ning, who finally passed the college entrance examination, he almost wanted to rely on An Ling and not leave for a minute.But even so, he was obedient and went back with Xu's parents step by step.