Days in Lihai

On his birthday, Mito Yohei still felt that something was wrong. When he returned home in Tokyo, he called Zhizi in advance. When he got home, he saw the gifts on the coffee table.

It was a new phone, and Yang Ping immediately smiled at Zhizi, and excitedly opened the box, but what was pressed under the phone was not the manual but the source of all his pain, the draft divorce agreement.

"You know everything." Yang Ping asked.

"I only understand this part of the divorce agreement, and I don't dare to ask my parents about the rest." Zhizi said.

"Don't bother mom." Yang Ping solemnly begged her.

"I will." Zhizi promised.

"I want to drink beer." Yohei said.

"You can't buy it." Zhizi affirmed.

"Alcohol makes me want to remember." Yohei said.

Yanghei got a lot of beer when he went out, and no one knew how to get it. Yanghei revealed the story while drinking.

When Yang Ping saw the divorce agreement, he asked his father if it was true, and his father acquiesced, and told Yang Ping about his biological mother.

"He said that his relationship with my biological mother was a drunken accident, and he gave her a sum of money, thinking that the whole thing would disappear." Yang Ping took a gulp of beer and stated as calmly as possible.

"My biological mother secretly gave birth to me after she became pregnant. He didn't know about it. It wasn't until my biological mother died in a traffic accident that the police station contacted him. At that time, my mother was only 5 months pregnant. He didn't want to stimulate my mother so he lied. I am the orphan of his best friend, who adopted me."

Yohei pulled the tab and drank a new can of beer "I didn't believe what he said at all, until he took me to that woman's cemetery, took me to the neighborhood of Sakuragi's house, and told me that this is the last place where my biological mother and I lived The place."

Yohei drank like water, Zhizi didn't stop him, and heard Yohei say, "Later, I secretly went there a few times under the pretext of training with the baseball team, and I got to know Sakuragi's father very well. A pale and thin woman with a baby lived nearby, and I heard that there was a traffic accident and the child was adopted."

Yang Ping smiled at himself, and raised his head to take another big sip of beer, "I guess Sakuragi's father has guessed my identity a long time ago, and told me a lot about that woman, and some of them may be from his old neighbors. For a while, I was obsessed and wanted to know more about that woman and where I came from. When I went to find Sakuragi's father again, Sakuragi was being beaten by a group of gangsters, and his father had a heart attack and collapsed in the entrance I helped call an ambulance, and fought with Sakuragi, that was the happiest fight in my life."

Yohei's voice was low and hoarse, and the alcohol made his face turn red, "Waiting with Sakuragi in the hospital, I thought that if she was still alive and I lived with my biological mother in Sakuragi's environment, I might fight every day , smoking, drinking, gambling, driving motorcycles, picking up girls, stealing things, joining bad organizations, pocket money can't even afford a pair of decent basketball shoes, complaining all the time, living a much worse life than Sakuragi, just a man in the gutter Bug, that's my destiny."

Yohei has such a deep sense of guilt, and Zhizi blames himself for being careless, but he never found out.

"Brother, there is no if, Tokyo is your home, there is no parallel world, there is no what if, you don't need to punish yourself, birth is not your choice, and you have no right to choose if you are adopted." Zhizi replied affirmatively.

"Zhizi, you and mom are the complete victims in this farce." Yanghei interrupted Zhizi and took another sip of beer.

Zhizi snatched the soda can from Yohei's hand, threw it on the floor, and said angrily, "Brother, if you feel sorry for Mom, let alone let down Mom's painstaking training, Mom has been betrayed by Dad, don't you want to destroy yourself? Have you ruined the painstaking effort your mother put into you?"

Mito Yohei was stunned, he and his mother were each other's heart knot, he cared about his mother's opinion, he knew that he had broken her heart, his self-righteous depravity and punishment for himself seemed so childish.

But alcohol has made his brain dull. He drank too much beer today, he didn't want to think, and fell on the floor like a puddle of mud, and the branches dragged him back to the room.

After tidying up the floor, the room was filled with the smell of alcohol, so I opened the windows to ventilate.

This night was full of thoughts, even the warm greetings from Xiandao's phone were all coping, but fortunately, Xiandao was considerate and didn't ask.

Talking with Yang Pingping on the second day, they decided to pretend that they didn't know. It seems that Mom and Dad haven't sorted out the relationship yet.

It may be that they still have fantasies. If their parents want to hide it from them for the rest of their lives and continue to be a husband and wife, why bother to expose all this.

Back in Kanagawa just in time for the weekend, Zhizi wandered the road in a bad mood and wanted to call Inoue, but after thinking about it, he gave up. After all, it was a disgraceful thing at home, so let's keep it in his heart.

Before I knew it, I walked away and came to an area I had never been before.When she heard the sound of the basketball hitting the ground and the rim, she thought of Xiandao. It really is a derivative world of sports comics. There are basketball courts and tennis courts everywhere, but it is Mitsui Shou who practiced shooting here.

Zhizi went to the vending machine to buy two cans of Pocari, and stood outside the basketball court to watch Mitsui’s shots again and again. They all have beautiful arcs, and those dripping sweat beads are scattered like diamonds in the sun.

During the break in the middle, Zhizi handed Mitsui a drink, which made Mitsui chuckle. After all, he had done something bad, "Why, did you see me?" He teased casually.

Zhizi didn't answer, just said, "I'll help you pick up the ball."

Mitsui didn't refuse, and the next time was Mitsui's shot, Zhizi picked up the ball and threw it to Mitsui, over and over again, over and over again, both of them were very patient, Mitsui wanted to see some clues on Zhizi's expressionless face, Fortunately, he called to stop at the right time, so that the little girl would not be exhausted. Unfortunately, Zhizi did not intend to stop, and the repeated movements calmed Zhizi's heart.

What is more difficult for Yanghei is his mother, but what is even more difficult for Zhizi is his father, the father who loves her as the apple of his eye.

Mitsui praised, "I can't tell, your physical strength is very good." Then he secretly made up his mind that he must train his physical strength well, and he must not be weaker than a little girl's physical strength.

"I run long distances a lot."

The clothes on Mitsui's body have been soaked for a long time, and he wanted to go home and change clothes, but he was a little hesitant. If he brought Zhizi home, his family would definitely make a fuss, especially when his married sister brought her little nephew back to her mother's house today. He didn't want to ask for it It's troublesome; it's not good to throw her at the intersection and separate each other; it's so difficult to invite her to dinner without bringing money.

"Senior, I'm lost."

This sentence saved the tangled Mitsui Shou just in time, "Where are you going?"

"City Library"

Mitsui Shou took her to a nearby station, recounted the bus and transfer routes in detail, watched her leave after getting on the tram, thought about it, and contacted Mito Yohei, Mito's younger sister didn't seem to be in a good state. Well, if it's the sequelae of a broken brain, nothing will happen.

Zhizi sits in the magazine area and flips through the latest issue of the travel magazine. Although the magazine is full of advertisements for hotels and resorts, this does not prevent Zhizi from admiring the beautiful photos in it.

"I'm very worried about you" A note suddenly appeared, and Zhizi recognized it was her brother's handwriting. She and Yohei had learned calligraphy together. Later, because Yohei's progress was too fast, they separated their time slots. Obviously they worked hard, but It is not as good-looking as his brother's writing, and Zhizi was also depressed by this.

Zhizi looked at Yohei, he came in a hurry, his hair was not cut into a big back as usual, which made him look more handsome and sunny, Zhizi wrote on the note, "I am also worried about you, our family is bigger than Yue Nine dramas are still bloody."

Yang Ping replied: "These have nothing to do with you, we all want you to be happy."

Zhizi wrote: "My brother is also a victim, and I hope you will come out of the shadows too."

When he was young, he and Zhizi quarreled, neither of them wanted to talk to each other first, so they passed notes, which was the only way to convey their feelings in the library.

Zhizi got up, and he also got up, walked to the bathroom door of the library, Zhizi said helplessly, "Brother, I'm going to the women's bathroom."

Yohei was embarrassed for a moment, but he responded quickly, "I'm here to smoke." He pointed to the sign of the smoking room, touched his pants pocket, and wanted to take out a cigarette, but unfortunately he didn't bring it.

The episode dilutes the estrangement between the siblings. When leaving, Yanghei returned the paper and pen to the college student-looking girl, and was left on the phone by the enthusiastic counterpart.

Beef rice served with marshmallows. The marshmallows were bought by Yohei on the road. Thinking about it carefully, Zhizi himself is also responsible. He only knows how to blame his parents for letting go of the siblings. He has no idea of ​​the reasons behind it. It is the body and mind of the mother who is suffering.