silence is your lie

9.

There was a circle of reporters around the hospital building, and there were a bunch of paparazzi hidden in the corridor and the back door. Jin Yubin hired a bodyguard company for Cui Shengxian.

Cui Shengxian was lying on the window sill to blow dry boredly, feeling that he was about to grow hair.

"When will you let me out of the hospital?" Choi Seung Hyun asked helplessly looking at Lee Jong Suk, who was looking at his phone beside him.

Li Zhongshuo glanced at him, then immediately turned his attention back to the phone: "Wait for the murderer."

"You want to wait for him to silence me?" Cui Shengxian smiled, "I said that there is no murderer, this is just an accident."

Li Zhongshuo pressed a few buttons quickly, then closed his phone and looked at him: "I won't talk about the TV station last time. Liu Zaishi approached me, and he was deceived by others. I believe him. Then I won’t say who did it, you know it yourself, it’s either Zhang Xiansheng or Quan Zhilong, but thinking about it, Quan Zhilong’s temperament can’t destroy you and bring himself along with it. So it can only be Zhang Xiansheng, then this This time, it’s not Zhang Xiansheng, he likes you, so he won’t let you die. Then it can only be Quan Zhilong.”

"It's not him." Cui Shengxian said with a smile: "He wouldn't do such a thing, I understand him."

"Six years have passed, do you think he is still Quan Zhilong back then? You forgot it was him..."

"Zhong Shuo, I don't want to mention it anymore, okay?" Cui Shengxian interrupted him.

Li Zhongshuo looked into his eyes and sighed: "Tomorrow I will arrange for you to leave the hospital, you can think about how to tell the reporter."

"Okay." Cui Shengxian nodded, and then took a strawberry and put it in his mouth: "Well, it's good, Yu Bin is quite careful, this strawberry is very sweet."

"Should I say that you can read well, or should I say that you have a big heart?" Li Zhongshuo laughed.

"You just like my nature." Cui Shengxian gave him a wink.

"Yes, I love you so much!" Li Zhongshuo gritted his teeth and said with a smile.

Suddenly there was a light knock on the door, Li Zhongshuo walked over to open the door, and stopped when the door was half opened.

"Who is it?" Cui Shengxian asked him.

"..." Li Zhongshuo was silent for a while, and said, "Quan Zhilong."

Cui Shengxian was stunned, and then quickly swallowed the strawberry: "Let him in."

Lee Jong Suk reluctantly gave up a seat.

Quan Zhilong walked in with a blank expression, and then stopped not far from the door.Look at Lee Jong Suk.

"Zhong Shuo..." Cui Shengxian called him softly.

Li Zhongshuo glared at him, then walked out and closed the door behind him.

After Lee Jong Suk left, Quan Zhilong strode across the room and sat on the sofa not far from the window sill.

Cui Shengxian looked at his unrestrained style and said helplessly: "There is coffee over there, make it yourself."

Quan Zhilong took a strawberry and ate it in one bite.

Cui Shengxian looked down at the window and asked him, "How did you get in?"

"Running in." Quan Zhilong said hoarsely.

"How did you run?" Cui Shengxian pointed downstairs in surprise.

"I just ran in like that." Quan Zhilong said, "I rushed in from the underground parking lot by myself, fully armed."

The corner of Cui Shengxian's mouth twitched, feeling that he couldn't describe the scene, "You can come in openly."

"It's not an honest thing to say." Quan Zhilong said seriously: "It wasn't done by Shengli."

Cui Shengxian nodded: "I know, he doesn't have the guts."

"Then it's all right." Quan Zhilong stood up after speaking, as if he wanted to leave, and stopped when he reached the door, "It's not me either."

Cui Shengxian smiled at him: "I know."

Quan Zhilong nodded, then opened the door and walked out.

As soon as Quan Zhilong left, Lee Jong Suk's phone came in: "Hurry up and take Quan Zhilong away, the reporter rushed up."

Without further ado, Cui Shengxian put on a coat and rushed to the door.Quan Zhilong stopped when he heard the door opening, turned to look at him, Cui Shengxian quickly ran over to hold him, and then ran to the stairs.

"What are you doing?" Quan Zhilong wanted to break free from his hand.

"Let's go!" Cui Shengxian held his hand tightly, then lowered his head and looked downstairs.

"Quick! There!" Someone downstairs looked up and saw Cui Shengxian excitedly pointing at him and shouted.

"Damn it!" Quan Zhilong couldn't help cursing.Cui Shengxian glanced at him, and then started running upstairs.

"Why are you running away!" Quan Zhilong scolded, "It's not a big deal!"

Cui Shengxian didn't even look at him: "You think I want to run, I can say anything by myself, I can't argue with you here."

Quan Zhilong understands that the relationship between the two people in the last variety show was picked up by someone with a heart. There are many ambiguous pictures and videos in the past, and everyone thinks it is a real thing.Now he really shouldn't stay with Choi Seung Hyun.

Cui Shengxian led him to run up more than ten floors in one breath, and the reporters downstairs were still chasing him.There was no way, Cui Shengxian gritted his teeth and went up to the rooftop, then locked the door.

As soon as Quan Zhilong went out, he felt the cold wind rushing towards his face, and it was almost winter, and the air was filled with a murderous atmosphere.He looked at Cui Shengxian, who was only wearing a hospital gown and a windbreaker, and shivered inexplicably.

"We have to wait here for a while, Zhong Shuo will take care of it." After Cui Shengxian finished speaking, he glanced around, and then went to a place that was relatively sheltered from the wind and stood against the wall.

Quan Zhilong looked at him in place, didn't speak or move.

Cui Shengxian looked at him, "Not coming?"

"Cui Shengxian..." Quan Zhilong frowned, and then said: "What... are you pretending to be in your head?"

Cui Shengxian smiled and said, "What's wrong?"

Quan Zhilong hesitated for a while, then walked up to him: "Why did you come back? Take revenge on me?"

"I'm not that boring." Cui Shengxian said innocently.

"Then why did you come back?"

"Why can't I come back?"

"You are very clear!" Quan Zhilong said every word.

Cui Shengxian sighed: "Zhilong..."

"Don't call me in such a tone!" Quan Zhilong roared fiercely.

Cui Shengxian was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Okay, Quan Zhilong."

Quan Zhilong looked at him.

Choi Seung-hyun said: "I left for six years. You don't know how I lived in America. I think about going back to Korea every day. I'm a Korean. I'm going to die here after all. What happened six years ago You and I know, I admit, I was wrong. I shouldn’t like you, I shouldn’t tell you, I shouldn’t... In short, I believe I did wrong. I don’t expect you to express anything, but, so be it, between us."

"What do you mean?" Quan Zhilong asked him, his voice was a little trembling and a little excited, maybe because it was too cold here.

"We don't want to be friends, and we don't want to meet again. That's it." Cui Shengxian said lightly.

Quan Zhilong was stunned, and then grabbed his collar: "Say it again if you have the ability! Cui Shengxian! Who do you think you are! You think you have the final say on everything! You won't meet if you say you won't meet! You said that if you don’t be friends, you won’t be friends! What power do you think you have to order me to do these things!”

"Then will you like me?"

Quan Zhilong's hand stopped stiffly, "What?"

"Will you like me?" Cui Shengxian said lightly.

Quan Zhilong moved his hand away, his eyes widened in horror, and he took a step back.

Cui Shengxian suddenly stepped forward to grab his hand, Quan Zhilong backed away in a hurry, and he pushed him against the wall.

Cui Shengxian looked down at his flustered expression, and then said: "I have envied you since I was a child. I envy you for your drive no matter what you do. You are talented and courageous. You are fearless. You are like a beam of light in my life. As dazzling as in the world."

His fingers were icy cold, Quan Zhilong felt the coldness slide down his forehead to his chin, and then raised his face.He saw Cui Shengxian's eyes, so familiar, just like that time in the dream.

"I thought you were special. So I told you, I like you." Choi Seung-hyun said softly: "But then I found out, Quan Zhilong, you are not special, and you are not brave. You are the same as when you were a child. The things I'm afraid of will hide behind me and cry. But this time, you didn't hide behind me, you just... pushed me... out..."

Quan Zhilong's eyes suddenly sharpened again, he pushed Cui Shengxian away and pressed him against the wall: "Yes, that's right! I'm timid, I'm cowardly, I'm not at all like Quan Zhilong you think Same! But so what, I don't like you, I don't like you! I don't hate gays, but don't fuck me!"

"Hehehehe..." Cui Shengxian suddenly laughed lowly, he covered his eyes, and laughed heart-piercingly.

Panting heavily, Quan Zhilong kicked the wall next to him: "Fuck!"

"Fuck you?" Cui Shengxian covered his eyes and smiled, "Is that why you miss me?"

Quan Zhilong stopped to look at him.

Cui Shengxian put down his hands, his eyes seemed a little sad: "You really miss me that much?"

Quan Zhilong didn't speak.

"Quan Zhilong, you can slander me, hate me, and betray me, but I ask you not to insult my love." Cui Shengxian said coldly: "We grew up together, you know me best, don't you?" ?”

Quan Zhilong gritted his teeth and looked at him, he was about to say something when he suddenly froze.

first snow.The first snow since the beginning of winter in Seoul is falling one after another.

Cui Shengxian was also stunned, then he looked up at the snow that was all over the sky, and said softly: "It's snowing."

Quan Zhilong followed his gaze, stretched out his hand and slowly caught a few snowflakes in his palm.

The cold touch is fleeting.

"Hey, Cui Shengxian." Quan Zhilong looked at his palm and said softly, "Do you hate me?"

Cui Shengxian smiled: "I don't hate it."

"Never hated."

"I hated it before, but I don't hate it now."

"Oh."

The snowflakes fell gently, and the immaculate white covered the filth of the entire city.

Quan Zhilong bent his mouth, and said: "You always say you envy me, why don't you ask me who I envy?"

"Who is it?" Cui Shengxian continued his words.

Quan Zhilong raised his head and looked into his eyes: "It's you."