silence is your lie

25.

After Cui Shengxian made an appointment with Yang Xianshuo, he recuperated in the hospital with peace of mind. Lee Jong-suk never woke up, which made him a little anxious, but it could not shake his determination for what he was about to do.

Jiang Dacheng couldn't get away from various interviews because of the Lee Soo Hyuk incident, but soon the limelight seemed to turn around, basically saying that this incident was framed.

Choi Seung Hyun knew that Jang Hyun Seung and Kim Woo Bin spent all their money to fight against President Park.But for the next road, he still needs to be alone.

Before going to see President Park, he contacted a doctor in the United States and dismissed him under the pretext of asking Kim Woo Bin to pick him up.Dacheng is far away in Jeju Island, and Zhang Xiansheng is probably still investigating Lee Soo Hyuk's car accident.Cui Shengxian tidied himself up. The man in the mirror was wearing a suit and leather shoes. His eyebrows and eyes were as sharp as a gun. He was about to put an end to everything.

When Cui Shengxian came out from the back door, there was already a waiting car parked there.He got into the car, and the driver started the car and drove out of the hospital without saying a word.

Cui Shengxian looked at the scenery flashing by outside the window, far away, the tallest building in Seoul still had a poster of Quan Zhilong, but this time he was no longer the flamboyant red hair, but restrained black hair, With black hair and black eyes, he leaned quietly beside the piano, very much like his original appearance.

Cui Shengxian curled his lips, that was the most beloved boy in his life, for him, he did his best and gave everything.

And today, from now on, that boy will no longer belong to him.

The car parked steadily at the seaside, Cui Shengxian got out of the car, and saw President Park on a cliff from a distance, he looked into the distance, where the sea and sky lined up, intoxicated by the sunset.

He tugged on his tie and walked over.

"Cui Shengxian," President Park turned around and smiled at him, "We finally met."

"Yeah, I've been thinking about this moment." Cui Shengxian stood opposite him calmly.

"Then why did you come to me?" President Park said with a smile.

"The truth, the truth that forced me to leave, I want you to disclose it to the media."

"Public? It's so simple... Seunghyun, after all, what do I have to publicize? I just revealed that you are gay. After that, you have to blame this society. It is this society that forced you You left, didn't you?" President Park patted him on the shoulder: "I know, you are innocent, and it doesn't matter to me that you are gay, but it's not good who you like, but Zhilong. How can I Because of you, you ruined him."

"So you ruined me?" Cui Shengxian tilted his head and smiled at him.

President Park shook his head: "You're wrong again. Didn't I say it? It's not me who ruined you, but this society, this country, this system! It doesn't allow homosexuals to live in the sun, so you will be punished." When public opinion forces you to leave, your parents cannot bear the pressure and die one after another, and your sister will marry far away. You see, this society is so narrow, it can tolerate murder, rape and other crimes, but it cannot tolerate harming others. gay. Honestly, I feel sad for you."

"Thank you." Cui Shengxian said.

"But you can't deny it, you can't resist it, can't you? Because you can't resist, so, I can't let you ruin my son. He was born to belong to the stage. I watched him debut and watched him work hard step by step until now , I want to support him unconditionally behind his back to make up for the mistakes I made back then! I want to give him the best, everything he wants! I want him to be the king of this stage! Not to be hated by you gay drag!"

Cui Shengxian looked at him with pity: "I feel so sad that Zhilong has a father like you. For him, your words are equivalent to denying everything he has worked hard for."

"How come, he..."

"That's right." A voice interrupted President Park, Cui Shengxian didn't look back, he knew that Quan Zhilong was coming just by looking at President Park's frightened expression.

"You... how could you..."

Cui Shengxian sighed, and took out his mobile phone: "I opened the location, and he came by himself."

"You!" President Park looked at him angrily.

"I think you should also meet each other." He said with a faint smile.

Quan Zhilong stopped two steps away from them: "You are still alive."

"Zhilong..."

"I just heard something, so many years, thank you for your hard work."

"I……"

"So, what have you done for me for so many years? Don't worry, I'm just curious," Quan Zhilong smiled slightly: "Have you ever hit the charts with my songs? Have you bought out the album? Have you bought out the album again? Am I doing something else that is unreal? Like this time...Best Actor? Is it the first Korean actor to win a leading actor without a rookie award?"

"I..." President Park said anxiously, "Zhilong..."

"Cui Shengxian, you've seen enough jokes. If you've seen enough, get out." Quan Zhilong said coldly.

Cui Shengxian fiddled with the phone: "The last question, my car accident, did you do it?"

Quan Zhilong also looked at President Park.

"Yes." President Park said softly.

"I don't have a problem anymore, I'll leave it to you." Cui Shengxian turned around.

Seoul on the other side of the phone has already been bombed into a pot of porridge, and the conversations sent through Cui Shengxian's mobile phone were directly released to various radio stations and TV programs.

Hyuna looked at Zhang Xiansheng who was glaring at her, and shrugged: "I owe him his order, and I have to pay it back."

Choi Seung Hyun walked off the cliff, he felt physically and mentally exhausted, Seoul should have been in chaos, Kim Woo Bin and Jang Hyun Seung didn't know how angry they were going to be for his presumptuous assertion, but he finally solved a problem in his mind.

He untied his tie and threw it on the beach.

"Zhilong!" President Park's voice suddenly sounded sadly.

Cui Shengxian turned his head, and saw a figure jumping off the cliff.

He stared blankly for a while, then immediately ran towards the beach with both hands and feet, and then rushed into the icy sea to swim towards the place where Quan Zhilong fell.

He actually knew that if he ruined President Park, he would ruin Quan Zhilong at the same time. He couldn't bear him, but he wasn't going to let him go like this, so he turned on his phone anyway.

But when he saw Quan Zhilong jumping off the cliff, he found that he still couldn't bear to get hurt.How can you bear to get hurt when you have loved someone for almost a lifetime.

Cui Shengxian swam with difficulty in the sea, he tried his best to search for Quan Zhilong's figure, even though the sea water was icy cold and the waves hit his eyes so that he couldn't see clearly, he still kept swimming.He always felt that if he swam for a while, he might meet him.

But nothing.Cui Shengxian felt that the oxygen was about to run out, and he actually thought of the ending of "Deep Sea".

The icy sea, the dead body of a loved one, the fallen soul.But this is not the ending he wants.

Cui Shengxian no longer swam forward, he lay weary in the sea water, as if the sunlight of the setting sun shone in.

He saw Quan Zhilong in that beam of light.

15-year-old Quan Zhilong smiled and said to him, bro, learn to wash clothes soon, I am so tired!

17-year-old Quan Zhilong patted him on the shoulder and said, I want to sing rap like my brother in the future!

Quan Zhilong, 21, followed him with a beer and shouted, Cui Shengxian, if you get drunk again, I will not carry you back to the dormitory!

23-year-old Quan Zhilong looked at him indifferently and said, homosexuality is the most disgusting thing.

......

......

A pair of hands supported his shoulders, and then he crossed over in one breath.The soft touch on his lips made Cui Shengxian break free as if he had escaped from death, and then he used his last consciousness to see the person opposite him clearly.

Quan Zhilong.

Seeing that he was awake, Quan Zhilong pulled him upstream quickly until he broke out of the water.

"Cough cough cough..." Cui Shengxian coughed desperately as soon as he floated up.

Quan Zhilong half-supported and half-pushed him to the shore, threw him on the beach and lay down to catch his breath.

"You...you want to..." Cui Shengxian looked at him, sucking in the cold air, "suicide...?"

Quan Zhilong took a blank look at him: "At first, I wanted to, but I really can't bear to see that there is an idiot who wants to save someone, but he is drowned."

Cui Shengxian laughed twice: "I'm getting old, and my lung capacity is not good."

"I'm afraid that if you die, others will say that I was the one who pulled you back!" Quan Zhilong said fiercely, "It's great that you pretend to be a good person! Now I guess all the blame should be directed at me and... ...him."

Cui Shengxian saw President Park who was anxiously directing people to rescue him not far away, and said, "Aren't you going to say hello to him?"

Quan Zhilong didn't speak. After a long while, there was a siren sound from the shore, and a group of policemen swarmed up and surrounded President Park, claiming to arrest him for attempted murder.

Before getting into the car, President Park turned his head and saw Quan Zhilong suddenly.Quan Zhilong looked at him without saying a word, the latter smiled, and then got into the police car as if relieved.

Cui Shengxian said slowly: "Go back?"

"Why don't you go back?" Quan Zhilong sneered: "Who am I? I am GD! Who dares to say that my song is not good? Who dares to say that my song is not the first? If anyone dares to say, I will use the next one The album shut his mouth!"

Cui Shengxian laughed: "Very well, this is the Quan Zhilong I know."

Quan Zhilong looked at him, and asked for a long while, "Just now you...you clearly know how to swim, why..."

"It's nothing," Cui Shengxian said, "I just didn't find you."

Quan Zhilong looked at him silently, and then said: "Give me some time, can you?"

Cui Shengxian smiled and said, "Don't force yourself..."

"Give me three days... no... one day! Just one day! Okay?" he whispered.

Cui Shengxian looked at him and nodded: "Okay."

Back at the hospital, Lee Jong Suk had already woken up. He jumped up from the bed the moment he saw Choi Seung Hyun, regardless of his legs being weak due to a long period of coma.

Cui Shengxian patted his head helplessly, letting him vent his anger.

Zhang Xiansheng leaned against the bed and looked at him helplessly: "We are very worried. If you have any ideas next time, please let me know in advance, please?"

Cui Shengxian looked at them and laughed for some reason.Li Zhongshuo looked at him inexplicably and smiled, and couldn't help saying, "Crazy! Still laughing! What did the news say!"

After Cui Shengxian finished laughing, he said, "Let's go back to America early tomorrow morning."

"Is it so early?" Zhang Xiansheng frowned.

Choi Seung-hyun said, "Let's talk."

Zhang Xiansheng looked at him clearly: "I know what you want to talk to me, so I refuse you."

Cui Shengxian didn't speak.

Zhang Xiansheng continued: "I also know that you won't be able to accept me for a while, it's okay, I can wait, even if Quan Zhilong agrees to be with you, I will wait. Wait until you break up, or keep giving Quan Zhilong a little threat maybe."

"I'm not worth it..."

"Whether it's worth it or not is up to the person you fall in love with, not the one who is loved. Understand?" Zhang Xiansheng winked at him, a little childishly mischievous.

They booked a plane for the next day overnight, and after completing the discharge procedures, Cui Shengxian and Lee Jong Suk moved to a hotel near the airport, planning to leave the next day.

Li Shengli called early the next morning, and as soon as Cui Shengxian picked it up, a voice came from the other side: "Didn't you promise to give Brother Zhilong a day to think about it? Why do you still take the morning flight?"

Cui Shengxian packed his luggage quietly, and took the elevator downstairs: "Shengli, I don't want to make it difficult for him to do anything. He is not calm yet. I don't want him to feel that he owes me or other reasons to put love on the scale to measure the pros and cons. I Don't want him to be that guy. So I'm going back to America, but I can wait for him."

After Li Shengli hung up the phone, he hurried to the airport and saw Quan Zhilong standing alone in the distance.

He walked slowly over to look at him.

"He's gone." Quan Zhilong said, "Let's go back too."

"Brother Zhilong..."

Quan Zhilong put on sunglasses, and his blond hair looked flamboyant and dignified: "I'll pick him up when I stand firm at the peak. At that time, the whole of Korea will applaud us."

Li Shengli stood on the spot, looking at Quan Zhilong's aloof back. Above his head was the trace left by the plane in the sky.He tilted his head and suddenly laughed: "It's so cool!"