silence is your lie

12.

The filming of Jiang Dacheng's variety show finally started, and the location was set on a small island not far from Seoul. The five guests and Dacheng, who is the MC, were traveling and surviving in the wild, which was quite easy.

When Cui Shengxian got out of the car, he smelled the faint smell of the sea in the air, feeling a little melancholy in his heart.

In the last scene of "The Deep Sea", he hugged his dead lover and jumped into the sea. It was the coldest season in North America at that time, and the biting sea water poured into his lungs from his nose, making him twitch in pain. I want to sink like this, and sleep forever in the cold sea.But the fact is that when he woke up, Li Zhongshuo slapped him in the face.

He looked at Li Zhongshuo's red and swollen eye sockets, but couldn't speak.

"Cui Shengxian, you are a coward!" Li Zhongshuo looked at him coldly, he will never forget that look in his life, full of disappointment and despair.

Cui Shengxian cannot deny that he is a coward, otherwise he would not have left Korea, but who can say who is not, besides, he was just a young man back then?A young man with no experience.

"Brother Shengxian!" Jiang Dacheng ran over from a long distance, "Are you still used to it? Are you tired? Do you want to rest?"

Cui Shengxian patted his head, "It's okay, I've been recuperating for a long time, if I don't move around, I'll be lazy."

"It's as if you were so diligent in the past. At that time, I was the only one with..." Jiang Dacheng stopped suddenly in the middle of the sentence, biting his teeth, a little annoyed and disgusted.

"It was you and Zhilong who helped me clean up, I remember." Cui Shengxian took the words casually, "Okay, take me to meet the guests you invited, I heard that they are all related to you, no Knowing whether it fits or not, I have been away from Korea for so many years, and I also want to get close to the juniors."

"Okay, let's go." Jiang Dacheng nodded and led him to the side.

As a result, they were forced to stop halfway.

"What's wrong over there?" Jiang Dacheng shouted at the top of his voice.

A little assistant ran over quickly and said, "Dong Can and Bao En couldn't come because of the schedule, so the company temporarily invited two other guests to come over. But those two are a bit..."

Jiang Dacheng said: "Dongcan and Baoen both agreed, and the schedule was also announced in advance. Why did they suddenly conflict?"

The little assistant scratched his head: "I don't know. Bao En said that he was going to make a movie, and he was still the leading actress. Dong Can said that the company created a song for him alone. He is practicing and has no time to come."

"What a mess! How long has it been since the two of them made their debut! Let me not talk about that girl Bao En, she was born as a model, her acting skills are rubbish, yet someone asked her to play the heroine! The director is blind! And Dong Can, who can't even sing a song." The tone-deficient only has two lines in the group song, and their company is so stupid to write a song for him?! These little bastards, they don’t even choose a better one for lying!”

"No way..." The little assistant flipped through the information in his hand, "It's true! Bao En's movie was invested and shot by Quanfeng Company... Dong Can's song is said to be tailor-made by GD! "

Jiang Dacheng stared at Cui Shengxian with wide eyes, who smiled wryly.

Of course Jiang Dacheng knew what Zhang Xiansheng meant to Cui Shengxian, let alone the grievances and grievances between Quan Zhilong and Cui Shengxian.

Cui Shengxian patted him, smiled and asked the little assistant: "So, who is the new substitute?"

The little assistant looked at the information and said, "Quanfeng's vice president, Zhang Xiansheng, and... Li Shengli."

"Li Shengli..." Jiang Dacheng hesitated, "What is he doing here?"

Cui Shengxian said: "I don't know, maybe it's because I miss me."

"He will miss you?!" Jiang Dacheng sneered: "He has been Quan Zhilong's follower since he was a child. If Quan Zhilong said one thing, he would not dare to say another thing. If Quan Zhilong told him to look west, he would not even dare to look east! He would Miss you? Huh."

Cui Shengxian smiled and said, "Maybe?"

"You two haven't seen each other since you were young. You used to hate him the most, didn't you?"

Cui Shengxian thought for a while: "That's true. I don't like his ostentatious personality, but now that I think about it, it's quite cute. Young people should have the kind of vigor that is not afraid of anything, right?"

"You really..." Jiang Dacheng said helplessly.

"Mr. Cui." Over there, Zhang Xiansheng seemed to have settled something, and strode towards him: "Long time no see."

Cui Shengxian smiled and said, "Not too long."

"Dacheng, as soon as I heard that it was your first time as a producer to produce a variety show, Mr. Cui and I are very good friends, so we are also friends, so I have already provided enough funds for this show, you can go wherever you want to shoot Where to shoot, we can also go abroad to shoot if we want."

Jiang Dacheng looked at him with a sneer and said, "The program with a small cost doesn't need the vice president to be so attentive."

"Where is it, I just hope that Mr. Cui can feel more comfortable." Zhang Xiansheng squinted his eyes and looked at Cui Shengxian.

Cui Shengxian said: "President Zhang is really troublesome, please take care of me in the future."

"Definitely." Zhang Xiansheng said with a smile.

A group of people stayed at the hotel in the evening and were going to rest for tomorrow's filming. Cui Shengxian unpacked the suitcase and threw the garbage all over the place, and suddenly remembered Lee Jong Suk's recovery.Every time he finished throwing out the trash, Lee Jong Suk cleaned it up. Now Lee Jong Suk went to Busan to engage in a tug-of-war bargain with a big director to find him a movie actor. Choi Seung Hyun sighed helplessly, and could only Tell him to rest and drink less alcohol.

When I called him, it was Kim Woo Bin who answered, which surprised Cui Shengxian a little.Jin Yubin said helplessly: "I am 1 in the shortcut keys of his mobile phone. The waiter called me and said he was drunk. I can't let them throw him at the hotel door."

Choi Seung Hyun heard Lee Jong Suk vomit loudly on the phone, and Kim Woo Bin slapped him on the back, and said with a smile: "Then I will trouble you, Jong Suk..."

Before he finished speaking, Li Zhongshuo's voice came over: "Cui Shengxian, you motherfucker! I am so tired to death here... Uh... But, let's talk, let's talk! The number one man! Police... Bandit... …bandit………"

"I play a policeman?" Choi Seung Hyun asked.

"Fart! You're playing a criminal!" Li Zhongshuo said with his tongue out, "Just like you! Heartless! Cruel and ruthless! You don't recognize your relatives! You kill people without blinking an eye..."

"..." Cui Shengxian suddenly wanted to reflect on whether he had done something particularly excessive to Li Zhongshuo, so that he had such an image in his heart.

"I'm sorry Brother Shengxian, Zhong Shuo is just drunk, talking nonsense, don't take it to heart." Jin Yubin on the phone said.

Cui Shengxian was stunned again, obviously he was familiar with Lee Jong Suk, wasn't he?Why do I suddenly feel like I am an outsider now?

"Brother still has filming tomorrow, I'll hang up first, I have to... I have to get Lee Jong Suk out of the bathroom..."

Choi Seung Hyun heard Lee Jong Suk's shout over there: "Go away! Don't want me to leave this pillow!"

"This is the toilet! Let go of it!"

"Beep...beep...beep..."

There was a busy tone.

Cui Shengxian sighed, his own business is not over yet, how can he have time to take care of those two children, let them go.

With that in mind, the doorbell rang.Cui Shengxian thought, what should come has come.

Cui Shengxian didn't know who else would come at this time, but it was Jiang Dacheng or Zhang Xiansheng.He didn't bother to ask who it was, so he opened the door directly.

The man at the door suddenly felt a little embarrassed when he saw him, and his originally calm expression was a little unnatural. He touched his head, and then said: "Brother TOP..."

Cui Shengxian didn't expect him to come either, so the surprise on his face didn't disappear immediately: "Sheng... Victory, why are you here?"

Li Shengli smiled: "I want to shoot a variety show with my brother, so I will come and see you first."

Cui Shengxian turned sideways and let him in: "I didn't know you were coming, so..."

"It's okay, I know my brother's personality." Li Shengli walked in and looked around: "After I leave, remember to ask the hotel staff to clean up, don't forget."

"Yeah." Cui Shengxian made him a cup of coffee, "Go ahead and drink some, bro, there's nothing good here."

Li Shengli took it over and sat on the sofa: "How is my life? These six years? I didn't even contact Dacheng. I called Sister Huiyun, but I was scolded."

Cui Shengxian looked at him without saying a word.

Li Shengli smiled bitterly and said, "Have you seen Brother Zhilong? He is still the same as before, right? Brother, you..." He swallowed, and continued, "Don't hate him."

Cui Shengxian sighed, and then patted him on the shoulder: "Why are you guys all the same, what about Yongpei? Will you also come to me and ask me if I hate Zhilong?"

"We...I..." Li Shengli quickly raised his hand, "No, actually..."

"I know." Cui Shengxian smiled, "I give up, victory, I give up."

Li Shengli froze for a moment, then frowned.

Cui Shengxian nodded: "It's true..."

"Why?!" Li Shengli suddenly stood up, "Why..."

Cui Shengxian was a little surprised and said: "Victory, you..."

"Don't give up on him!" Li Shengli suddenly came over and grabbed his shoulder, "I beg you, don't give up on him!"

Cui Shengxian didn't move and let him grab him.

Li Shengli said with red eyes: "Brother TOP, I have never begged you for anything, this time I beg you! Don't give up on him!"

"Victory," Cui Shengxian took his hand off his shoulder and said, "He gave up on me first."

Li Shengli looked at him incredulously, and said for a while: "I know, I know, it's brother Zhilong's fault, it's all his fault! You hate him, you continue to hate him, but don't give up on him, okay! Brother ..."

"victory……"

Li Shengli stopped suddenly and sat quietly on the sofa.Cui Shengxian was about to pat him on the shoulder, but Li Shengli buried his face in his palms and started crying.

Cui Shengxian thought for a while, then withdrew his hand.

"I'm sorry, brother, I wanted to apologize to you a long time ago." Li Shengli touched his tears and said, "I couldn't stand by your side at that time, I'm sorry."

"It's all over." Cui Shengxian said.

"But I can't make it through. I was still young at that time, and I was full of hope for everything. Even though I thought you were not wrong, I still couldn't stand by your side like Brother Dacheng without hesitation. Because I was afraid that I would be like you , lose everything.” Li Shengli raised his face and looked at him: “Brother Yong Pei and I told the media about your homosexuality, because it was us, so they were so sure.”

Cui Shengxian looked at his face, was silent for a while, and said: "Yes."

"At that time there were already rumors that you and Brother Zhilong were not clear, that you...they still have your call recording, in which you said that you like Brother Zhilong. There is nothing we can do...we can't ruin it. Brother Zhilong..."

"So you ruined me." Cui Shengxian said.

Li Shengli stared at his palm and said: "I have wanted to tell you these words for a long time, but I was afraid. You know that I have been timid since I was a child, and I dare not do anything, but exposing you this time is the only thing I have done." I was afraid, because if I don't destroy you, you two, you and Brother Zhilong, will be destroyed. I can't destroy Brother Zhilong... He shouldn't be destroyed, his talent shouldn't just end like that ... So I made up my mind to do something. These... Sun and I did it without telling Brother Zhilong, he didn't know, and beat us up."

"But he also admitted that I'm gay."

"Maybe...he's scared too, isn't he? GD isn't fearless, is he?"

"In this case, why don't you let me give up?" Cui Shengxian asked lightly.

Li Shengli raised his head and stared at him with red eyes: "Because Brother Zhilong is about to be destroyed, didn't you see it?"

Cui Shengxian froze for a moment, then shook his head.

Li Shengli stared at him fiercely: "Why did you come back? It was as if nothing happened, but why did you come back? Brother Zhilong seems to have changed back to the hesitant and restless Quan Zhi who doubted your sexual orientation. Long, he even wants to break up with Shuiyuan! They have been together for three years, no woman can be with him for so long! But because you came back, they want to break up! I am afraid... I am afraid that Brother Zhilong will become like you, I'm afraid that he will be ruined like you!"

Cui Shengxian bit his lower lip and said with a smile: "It has nothing to do with me, does it?"

"Why not?" Li Shengli's voice sounded calm: "Taiyang always questioned how he felt for you, and he denied it every time, but knowing that Zhang Xiansheng was going to participate in this show, he wrote a song for Dongcan overnight, so that you I pushed all the notices to come here to watch him, for what?! He said nicely that he wants to investigate your car accident, but in fact, I’m afraid he doesn’t even know why! I’m very worried, worried that he will one day When you finally know why you are like this, you have given up on him. Then, he will become as unfortunate as you, and I don't want to see him like this. "

Cui Shengxian smiled bitterly: "Sector...don't you think you are selfish?"

Li Shengli murmured: "Who is not selfish in this world? Brother Shengxian... Anyway, you have been reborn once, can you not let Brother Zhilong become like you, he is different from you, he is far from you Be strong. Besides...I mean if...if he realizes something and comes to you, please don't give up on him."

Cui Shengxian laughed softly, and then covered his eyes: "Shengli, Shengli, what do you...do you think of me? In your heart, compared with Zhilong, I am just like this, worthless? "

Li Shengli shook his head: "No, you will always be my brother. But Brother Zhilong... In my heart, he is a god, a god who can never fall. For this god, I can remove all obstacles and give what I can. give everything."

Cui Shengxian looked at him, as if seeing himself back then.However, Quan Zhilong is not his god, he regards him as his life.