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After shopping and eating barbecue, the two drove back in the car. There was no sound in the car. Jin Yu silently stared at the road ahead, while Guan Xiao, who seemed to be playing with her mobile phone, was absent-minded. She kept swiping. Looking at the screen of the mobile phone, but didn't know that the page had reached the bottom. In such a depressing atmosphere, both Jinyu and Guan Xiao were like trapped fish out of water, and they didn't know how to find the way back.

Finally, when turning around a small path, Guan Xiao spoke first, and she randomly picked up such a topic, "Jinyu, how is that Mr. Wang who pesters you?"

Jin Yu, who was steering the steering wheel, never took her eyes off Guan Xiao. As soon as she opened her mouth to speak, she immediately replied, "It's still... the way it was before." Although this topic is not Jin Yu's favorite, but Since Guan Xiao asked her a question, she wanted to answer her properly.

"The way it used to be? Impossible, didn't he treat you..." Although Guan Xiao is single now, she has a thorough understanding of men's psychology. No matter how stable a man is, it is impossible for a man to maintain a constant relationship with a woman. , a lukewarm relationship, not to mention that the man in Guan Xiao's eyesight is not a gentleman, he just hides himself very well.

"Actually...he tried to force me to kiss me in the elevator yesterday..." Jinyu said, her hand holding the steering wheel tightened a little.

"That's why I said you should leave him quickly! Such a boss is the most disgusting. How can a talent like you not be a talent that others are vying for? Are you afraid that you will starve to death?" Guan Xiao became excited when he heard it. Jinyu, who doesn't like words, was molested because she was being bullied. As a roommate, friend or best friend, how could she not speak up for her.

"It's not as simple as you think, he...is not such an easy person to get rid of..." Jinyu didn't know how to explain to Guan Xiao, she was not good at describing a person.

"What's not easy to get rid of? Could it be possible to beat you?" Li Guanxiao didn't believe that man would have the guts to beat Jinyu. He was so concerned about face, that even when Jinyu was about to meet the King of Hades, he didn't forget his face.

"No..." Jinyu recalled a few words this man once said to her, "I have the patience to catch up with you, but if you want to leave me, I don't mind ruining you." These words are like a demon. The curse has been lingering in Jinyu's heart. She never told anyone about it. The panic buried in her heart gradually made her submissive. She didn't know how to get rid of that man's control.Jinyu parked the car on the side of the road. She felt the panic in her heart intensify little by little. In order to suppress the cold feeling, she took out the cigarette case from her handbag and squeezed out a cigarette with trembling fingers. Putting it on his lips, he was about to light it, but was pressed down with one hand, and the cigarette was snatched away from his mouth.

Guan Xiao shook the glass and threw the cigarette out, and said in a tone of hatred, "No smoking, I hate the smell of smoke, what's so great about that man!"

Jinyu, who was in the dark, couldn't help lowering her head, her mouth was slightly pursed, "Guan Xiao, what do you think of Xiaosan?" She asked in a low tone for a long time.

Guan Xiao was surprised that this question was no longer on the same topic as her, but she couldn't see Jinyu's expression from the two of them in the dark. "Isn't Xiaosan someone whom everyone despises all the time? But if I say so, that man is not a good thing. Is cheating just a woman's fault?"

"My mother is mistress, and I... am an illegitimate child." Jinyu's voice became even lower, and only Mr. Wang and Guan Xiao knew about her background in this city besides herself.

"You..." Guan Xiao was at a loss for words after learning about Jin Yu's background. She didn't expect that Jin Yu, who seemed to be a high-quality mature woman, would have such a sad background.

"My mother died of cancer when I was graduating from college. Before that, she... committed suicide once." Jinyu didn't want to recall seeing the blood red in the bathroom when she got home, but that was her nightmare, no matter how many years It can't be faded away. Fortunately, she happened to escape the cram school and go home, otherwise her mother would have left her.

"I don't know how those neighbors know our identities. We spend almost every day in white eyes and discussions, so I'm not very talkative, and my temper is dull. I couldn't make friends in high school, and I couldn't walk into them. In this world, I can only concentrate on my studies and get admitted to a university. Then I started working, and I searched for a job for two months because I couldn’t communicate. You might not be able to imagine that I slept in a park..." Jinyu said here Her voice was a little choked, but she was fighting back the burst of sadness.

"Later, I was finally hired by a company. I worked hard and waited for the time to become a regular, but my luck was also bad. At that time, the company asked every newcomer to make a simple business plan as a reference for becoming a regular. I did That one was squeezed out by a later one, and I became the only one who was brushed off. I thought I was unlucky, but the project project that I threw into the trash can was picked up by another person.”

Li Guanxiao listened quietly to Qiu Jinyu's narration, she knew who this person was.

"I guess you've already guessed it..." Jinyu smiled self-deprecatingly, "After reading the plan, he followed the name on the cover to the company and asked for my phone number, and asked me to go to the interview, and I passed. At that time, I thought I met a good person, but unexpectedly, I was just stuck in another mud. He gave me the opportunity to study abroad in the company. After studying abroad for nearly two years, he gave it to me when I returned to China. Several projects asked me to design a plan, and I really owe him a lot..." Speaking of which, Jinyu didn't know how to explain her feelings next, she didn't know how to respond to this benefactor who knew her, her heart was full of regrets. He has gratitude, but only gratitude rather than love.

"So you want to let him manipulate you like this? I can assure you, that man will abandon you if he gets you." Guan Xiao's tone was much softer, but it didn't mean that she agreed with Jin Yu's approach. "He uses this method to keep you, but he doesn't care about your feelings at all. He is selfish enough. What he enjoys is the pleasure of conquering you, not really liking you!"

"He's using me, I know...I just...just don't know what to do...what to do..." Jinyu closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose. When she thought about this problem, she felt a headache, and her body couldn't help it Guan Xiao couldn't feel her fear, and couldn't understand her mood, and she didn't want to tell Guan Xiao these negative things. She liked seeing Guan Xiaoxiao, and didn't like her crying or getting angry.

"Jinyu, I don't understand your struggle, but I want to tell you solemnly now, if that man wants to do something to you, just tell me, I want to see what he can do!" Guan Xiao said Temperament is the master who can't pull back ten cows since she was a child. She has never been soft when fighting with classmates in the village. It doesn't matter whether the other party is male or female. Ping, after living in the city for so many years, her fierceness has never been polished, but is deeply hidden. The anger in her chest is scurrying on the Internet about Jinyu's matter, she is angry at Jinyu's cowardice, and she is angry at Jinyu's cowardice. Angry at that man's shamelessness.

Guan Xiao looked at Jinyu in the darkness with her bright eyes, she stretched out a hand to grab Jinyu's trembling shoulder, and turned her body to this side, which gave her an uncomfortable feeling. Miraculously, this embrace made Jinyu calm down, and her cold hands slowly regained their temperature.

"Guan Xiao...Thank you..." Jinyu murmured to herself over and over again, but she couldn't have the person she liked, even if this embrace would belong to someone else one day, she was greedy for the smell on her body, but she had to accept the reality.Seeing that Jinyu had settled down, Guan Xiao turned around and sat back on the co-pilot seat. Silently, Jinyu turned the car key, and the blue dashboard lit up, inlaid a layer of Jinyu's profile. Faint blue.

Jinyu lay on the bed with one hand on her forehead, staring blankly at the ceiling in the darkness with her eyes open, she had insomnia, today she told Guan Xiao all about the past that she had hidden for so many years and did not want to mention it Drag it out, now she has such a trace of regret, Guan Xiao can't help her, why should she say it out and make her worry about herself?She doesn't deserve it at all.

"咚咚咚" three knocks on the door sounded clearly in the silent night, Jin Yu sat up from the bed suddenly, she knew that the only person standing outside the door was Guan Xiao, she pulled up a corner of the quilt to prepare Get out of bed to open the door for Guan Xiao, but she stopped again, if Guan Xiao is allowed to come in, how will she answer when she asks those questions again?She was afraid that she would not be able to keep her secret.So she lay back quietly again.The sound outside the door only lasted for a few seconds and then disappeared. It seemed that Guan Xiao had returned to her own room, and Jin Yu fell into her restless thoughts again under the quilt.

In the bedroom on the other side, Guan Xiao, who was back on the bed, tossed and fell asleep. She had guessed that Jinyu would not be able to sleep either, but she didn't open the door. All the memories of her childhood flashed in her mind. Like lumps of cotton clogging her sleep nerves. "Hey..." turned all the depression into a sigh, and it was destined that the two of them would have no sleep tonight.