Been a child star for many years

Chapter 20 You are so happy.

Chang Ming still remembered the kiss that made him run away in a hurry.Because of Jing Chun's accident, the courage he had finally mustered up has pitifully shrunk back, but Jing Feng seems to have completely forgotten the previous ambiguity and alienation, and is still doing this in the stairwell today.Chang Ming's heartbeat couldn't calm down for a long time, and his eyebrows were burning with anger.He played with Jing Chun for a while, and ignored Jing Feng all night.Finally, Jing Chun looked left and looked again, pulled Chang Ming's sleeve and said, "Xiao Ming, brother."

This kid has sharp eyes, and he knows that Chang Ming is having trouble with his brother every time he comes and goes.Chang Ming had no choice but to change his mind, and simply frowned and whispered to Jing Chun: "Your brother locked me out just now and wouldn't let me in."

Jing Chun's eyes widened all of a sudden: "Brother! I like Xiao Ming!"

He meant that he liked Xiao Ming, and he had to let Xiao Ming come to see him. Both Jing Feng and Chang Ming were used to this expression, and they would not understand it, but this usual pause made Chang Ming want to light a torch to burn his face. Burn it to ashes.

Jing Feng was baffled, and saw that Jing Chun was nervous and a little angry, so he glanced at Chang Ming, the instigator, and said following Jing Chun's words: "Yes, Xiao Ming is good, I like Xiao Ming."

Chang Ming felt that his face, which had been through many battles, was finally coming to an end, and it was called a hot one.He cursed in his heart that his thoughts were impure, that he could think about everything in a wrong way, and severely criticized everything from hair strands to toenails, until he left the hospital and went home, his face was still slightly hot.

Jing Chun's wound was recovering very well with a tough elder brother watching over him day and night.Jingfeng was too careful with him and forced him to stay in the hospital for two more days. Chang Ming didn't go when he was discharged from the hospital. It was New Year's Eve the day after tomorrow, and they made an appointment to celebrate the New Year together.

Chang Ming deliberately searched for many recipes online, saved them one by one and sent them to Jingfeng, ordering with peace of mind.Finally, after thinking about it, I added: "I'll go over there to buy the materials." The aunt probably won't go to work during the Chinese New Year, and Jing Feng will accompany Jing Chun, so Chang Ming doesn't plan to let him take the time to go shopping.

Well, Uncle Xiao Ming is still very caring.

Jing Feng came back after a while, and there were also a few pictures: "Add these together, let's buy another cake. Jing Chun said he wanted to eat it yesterday, but I haven't made it for him yet."

Chang Ming flipped through the chat records and counted, and suddenly frowned: "So many...it's heavy!"

"Well, it's really heavy. So I want to tell you that the supermarket at the intersection can deliver goods to your door."

When Jing Feng is fine, Chang Ming, who is eloquent and eloquent, usually only has the point of jumping his feet in anger.He twitched his eyebrows and grinned at the phone screen, grimacing to vent his anger.

The cakes in the supermarket were not tasty, so Chang Ming went out early and searched for several cake shops with good reputations before finding one that was not closed for the Spring Festival.The cake rested firmly on the passenger seat of the small broken car, and the faint scent of milk made Chang Ming feel good all the way.When he entered the door, the doorman greeted him with a teacup as usual, and Chang Ming cheerfully replied, "Happy New Year, sir! Everyday is great, sir!"

Jingfeng's house was simply decorated, and window grilles were pasted up. Jingchun's hat and sweater were replaced with bright red ones. He looked like a big lucky baby, but a little thinner.Chang Ming asked Jing Feng, "Why don't you wear red?"

Jingfeng raised his eyebrows, and while taking the cake from Chang Ming's hand, he flipped the bottom of his jeans, "Benmingnian, wear it inside."

That action is inexplicably... very sexy.

I go?

Chang Ming looked Jing Feng up and down, finally turned his face away, and decided to pretend that he hadn't heard this sentence.The three of them ate the New Year’s Eve dinner, and the scale of ordering several dishes for one person was quite large. Jing Feng got into the kitchen after three o’clock and was busy. Chang Ming and Jing Chun sat in the living room with a lollipop in their mouths. Play games on the carpet.Jing Chun is not very good at it, but he likes to play very much. Chang Ming slowed down the pace and taught him patiently. There was light snow outside the window, but the room was terribly warm.

Back when his parents were still making do with each other, Chang Ming watched the Spring Festival Gala alone, and sometimes he would watch it with his grandma when he went to his hometown to celebrate the New Year.Parents are often busy making phone calls, receiving emails, or simply going out to play mahjong. Chang Ming always sits in front of the TV, watching those hostesses dressed in red and green smile and greet the people all over the country with a smile. There is an inexplicable satisfaction in his heart feel.Later, I lived with my grandma, and the grandparents and grandchildren gathered together in front of the TV, with a plate of melon seeds and a bottle of Lao Baigan, and they could have a good night for Zhao Benshan.

When the food was served, Chang Ming switched the TV to the central set, and the music played, and the three of them gathered together, lively and lively.

Chang Ming opened a bottle of wine and poured grape juice for Jing Chun.

"Happy New Year!" they said.Both Chang Ming and Jing Feng paused at the same time, matching the rhythm of Jing Chun's speech.Jing Chun laughed so hard that he couldn't find his eyes, Chang Ming glanced at Jing Feng across the table, and Jing Feng just happened to look over.At that moment, it seemed that all the freshly opened wine was poured into the blood vessels, and I only felt that I was completely drunk.

Jing Chun took two big red envelopes and was very satisfied. He was excited until after eleven o'clock. He was really sleepy and couldn't wait for the countdown, so Jing Feng coaxed him to sleep in the room.At the end of the party, Chang Ming lazily curled up on the sofa holding a wine glass, and when Jing Feng settled down and Jing Chun came out, he also took a wine glass and sat with him.Chang Ming followed the small music on TV, and the liquid in the wine glass trembled.

Jingfeng asked him: "Will you go back?"

Chang Ming glanced at him with his eyes bent: "Hui Mao, it's all here."

"Success." Jing Feng lightly clinked glasses with him, "The guest room was cleaned up yesterday."

Chang Ming was taken aback, and laughed and cursed: "What's wrong with you? You're so happy that I stayed here, aren't you?"

Jingfeng smiled slightly: "Yes, I am very happy."

Chang Ming gulped down a mouthful of wine, looked back at Jing Chun's closed door, put the wine glass on the coffee table, and suddenly rushed towards Jing Feng.Jing Feng only had time to avoid the hand holding the wine glass, and his whole body was pressed tightly against the back of the sofa.

Chang Ming was already panting heavily.He pressed Jingfeng's shoulder, staring at the two lips that had just been moistened with red wine, staring closer and closer, so close that his breath was about to blend together.

He wants to kiss him.

Chang Ming's Adam's apple moved, and he said hoarsely, "Jingfeng, you kissed me that day."

Jing Feng slowly put his free hand on Chang Ming's side, breathing a bit short of breath.Just when Chang Ming wanted to close his eyes, Jing Feng pushed Chang Ming lightly, pushing outward.

Chang Ming was stunned, the fire in his chest was still stuck in his throat, and he was completely suppressed by this light push, unable to get out.

The laughter on the TV was still there, but the room was suddenly eerily quiet.

Chang Ming crawled back to the other side of the sofa, crossed his legs and calmed down for a while.It took Jingfeng a long time to say: "I'm sorry about that day."

The sudden rage ignited the fire in an instant.

Chang Ming jumped up, stood on the sofa and questioned him: "What are you sorry for? Ah, I found out after kissing me that my fucking taste is bad, so forget it? If I hadn't sent it up so cheekily today, would you Are you still going to hang on to me and pretend that nothing happened? Jingfeng, are you an ostrich! Are you playing with me!"

Jing Feng was completely speechless by his condescending scolding, Chang Ming was still puzzled, and pointed his index finger at him angrily: "Do you like me or not! Why do you want to kiss me if you don't like it?" Ah! Why don't you tell me if you don't like me!"

The sound was no longer right.

Trembling faintly, he said it was anger, but it seemed more like he had been greatly wronged.

Chang Ming is not a person who likes to show weakness, but at this moment he really can't control his emotions.He couldn't understand why he finally mustered up the courage and made up his mind to show it up naked, but he could only be pushed away.

However, even though Chang Ming was already so excited, Jing Feng still sat on the sofa calmly, raised his head and looked deeply into Chang Ming's eyes, and did not speak for a long time.

Chang Ming couldn't see the tightly clenched fist on the other side of his body.He just stood on the sofa and waited for a long time. He said everything he wanted to say, but this person was unwilling to answer him.He vented his strength and felt that he was full of expectations to come to the New Year, cheering himself up all the way, and the sense of satisfaction that was warm all over his body just now was simply a flag he had inserted for himself, and now he is here, but he is just a self-indulgent joke.

He stepped off the sofa dejectedly, and walked towards the entrance very fast, but his hands that put on his shoes were shaking.

"Chang Ming." He heard Jing Feng stand up and call him.But he acted as if he didn't hear it, and only wished he could move faster, but the shoelaces were against him, entangled and unable to be pulled apart.

Chang Ming squatted on the floor of the entrance, almost crying.

Jing Feng walked over, seemingly gentle, but he pulled Chang Ming up from the ground without any resistance.

"Come with me."

He took Chang Ming into another room in the house, which was an overly tidy bedroom.

Chang Ming stopped at the door, and Jing Feng gently touched the desk, which was as clean as new. The aunt often cleaned it, so there was no dust on it.

"This is my parents' room." Jingfeng said, "Isn't it very unpopular? This is what it looked like when they were still alive."

"The relationship wasn't very good at first. Later Xiaochun disappeared, and whenever the two quarreled, they used this as an excuse and yelled at each other." Jingfeng's expression was extremely calm, "They are the ones who gave up and stopped looking for them. They are also the ones Xiaochun talks about accusing each other, which is quite hypocritical."

"I lost Xiaochun. They scolded me and vented their anger on me. I deserved it. But I can't stand them using Xiaochun's disappearance as an excuse to fight. There are four members of the family, one is missing, The remaining three are like enemies every day, and they insist on huddling together under one roof for money."

"The two of them fought for so long, and finally died together."

Jingfeng raised his eyes and looked at Chang Ming: "My mother went to the company to ask my father for money, and quarreled with his female secretary. Later, the two of them were locked in the office, and when the security guard opened the door, my father was covered in blood. Blood was lying on the floor, and my mother, holding that knife, stabbed herself in the heart in front of so many people."

"I don't believe in gods. But you see, after the two of them died, I got news about Xiaochun. Sometimes I think about it, we really shouldn't be a family, and God has arranged it. Sometimes, I will Come to sit in this room, and want to tell them that Xiaochun and I are living a good life without the two of them, and I don’t know if they will want to beat me to death if they hear about it.”

Hearing this sentence, Chang Ming's spine shivered.

"Xiaochun likes you very much, and you are very kind to him. To be honest, when I first went to find you, I didn't expect you to agree to a stranger's unreasonable request so easily. In the past six months, you have given him Brings a lot of joy. Thank you."

Chang Ming wants to ask, is it just Xiao Chun?

"Chang Ming." Jing Feng still had that extremely calm look, as if he was talking about something completely unrelated to him, "I like you. I was impulsive that day, and after that, I thought about it for a long time. I hope to be with you Together, but I'm not just what you think I am."

Jing Feng leaned back slightly, leaning his weight on the table.

"Xiaochun will always follow me. You treat him well because you are kind, but you don't have to bear him for the rest of his life. Besides, my parents are like that, so they won't have no influence on me. I don't know you will Not afraid."

What Jingfeng didn't say was that even his relatives were afraid of him, let alone Chang Ming who had no relatives and no reason.

His story was finished, and this time it was Chang Ming's turn to remain silent.

Jingfeng's expression finally changed slightly, he smiled slightly, and said softly: "I can't just drag you into my life like this."

Chang Ming swallowed, and stood firmly at the door, his eyes were almost scorching hot: "I don't know, anyway, I'm not afraid now. I'm also alone, and we are destined, why don't we make do, what do you think?"

Jing Feng pursed his lips and looked at Chang Ming.

Chang Ming met his gaze, and said again: "Look, you kissed me last time without making a report, and I haven't made up for it. It's a loss."

Jing Feng straightened his body, walked to Chang Ming step by step and stood still.

He is taller than Chang Ming, looking down at him at this moment, he opened his arms and said, "Come on, I'll make up for you."

Chang Ming threw himself into his arms, yanked off the face that had been tormenting him for half a year, and kissed him eagerly.Jing Feng hugged his waist, and kissed back with more force than him.They were not to be outdone by each other, but Chang Ming finally lost his strength and was soon pushed by Jing Feng to the door behind him. The pressure was so strong that the open door hit the wall with a loud noise.Unwilling to admit defeat, he stretched out his hands and rubbed vigorously on Jingfeng's body, pinching wherever he caught, in exchange for waves of more violent attacks between his lips and tongue.

The other door opened with a click, and Jing Chun, who was awakened by the sound of the door panel, stood barefoot on the ground, looked at them with some fear, and still mustered up the courage to trot over, anxiously grabbing Jing Feng's arm and thinking pull him away.

"Brother! Brother! Don't fight!"

Chang Ming's face was burning red again, he simply turned his head and thought about it, he couldn't even look at Jing Chun.

"No fight." Jing Feng still held Chang Ming's waist with one hand and refused to let go, and stroked Jing Chun's hair with the other hand. "Brother is playing a game with Xiao Ming."

Jing Chun was a little puzzled: "I, I play too."

Chang Ming almost laughed out loud.

Jingfeng froze, and walked out with one arm in his arms: "It's too late, brother will cook dumplings for you?"

The countdown on TV just started.

"Five, four, three, two, one! Happy New Year!" The prettily hosts congratulated in unison.

In the room, someone could see fireworks being set off in the distance, and the cooked dumplings were steaming, creating a strong warmth in the room.