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Sun Mu just narrated Yao Jing's experience in recent years without adding any details, but the more he narrated in such an understatement, the more sad Li Wan felt.

Some of these things were known to Li Wan, but she was already unable to protect herself at that time, and there were more things that Li Wan didn't know. Now it sounds shocking.Her heart turned back and forth a thousand times, and when it finally came to the end, she couldn't help but began to sob again.

Sun Mu watched Li Wan sobbing quietly.This time she didn't stop her again.

When Sun Mu met Yao Jing, it was Yao Jing's second year in the lake.According to Yao's family, Yao Jing survived throwing herself into the lake, but her temperament has changed drastically. She used to be such a delicate and transparent person, but now she is making trouble everywhere and saying things that don't make sense.She wanted to kill her, but she was very vigilant, and she could smell the poison. The Yao family was helpless for a while.The Yao family wanted to draw a clear line with Yao Jing, the farther the better, so when Sun Mu offered to exchange a sum of money for Yao Jing's freedom, they agreed without hesitation, and they got rid of this loser with five taels of money. The family is very happy.

In fact, it's not that Sun Mu can't understand Li Wan's helplessness. After all, a young lady from an official family who doesn't go out of the door and doesn't go to the second door has no right to comment on many things.But understanding is understanding. Thinking of Yao Jing's experience, she still has some complaints about Li Wan.

"A few years after this incident, Jing'er and I revisited Mochou Lake. Jing'er once told me that she didn't remember the past, and her birthday should actually be counted from the day when she was rescued from Mochou Lake. Thinking about it, Grandma must know the meaning of this sentence. Jing'er has already forgotten the previous things. Or even if she remembers, but there is a difference between the two, and each is happy, so why talk about the past?" Sun Mu said slowly. Said to Li Wan.

"One difference and two wide?" Li Wan chewed the taste in these words carefully, feeling nothing but emptiness in his heart.

She originally thought that she had gone the wrong way, but now that she is back on the right path and sincerely repents, she can still be the grandma in the Duke's mansion, pointing to Jia Lan's future, so that she can earn Feng Guanxia's order, and this life is worth it up.For this reason, after Jia Zhu's death, she did not hesitate to send out a few people in the house who were not at fault at all, and lived in seclusion every day, her whole body was as dry as wood and ashes. When asked, she was in a state of confusion, and her original state of mind was disturbed. She didn't think about tea or food for several months, and she didn't even think about admonishing Jia Lan, and she couldn't sleep all night long.

Sometimes it seems that there are some reasons for feelings, but if you look carefully, the so-called reasons are actually not tenable.But feelings come and go, just like a horse that has run loose, water that bursts a bank, there is no reason at all, when you want to gather it, you already find that you can't.

"It's my fault." Sun Mu sighed softly, "There was some misunderstanding between Baochai and Jing'er. I originally thought that maybe she could see that Jing'er was from the Li family, unlike Jing'er. Ordinary knowledge, this is why she asked Grandma, unexpectedly, so many things happened."

Sun Mu said so, but did she also think so in her heart?not necessarily.It turned out that Li Wan was a thorn between her and Yao Jing, but Sun Mu always felt that Yao Jing kept saying that he didn't recognize Li Wan, which was too artificial and disturbing.Seeing that Yao Jing treats Li Wan like a stranger in front of her face, her expression and demeanor are definitely not fake, she is relieved.

This is not because Sun Mu is stingy.No matter how magnanimous a person in the world is, when encountering such a thing, they will inevitably think twice.Seeing that Yao Jing had really broken up with her now, she was overjoyed, but felt a little sympathetic to Li Wan's tears.

However, this is also impossible.Choosing one kind of life must mean saying goodbye to another kind of life.The road ahead for Sun Mu and Yao Jing is full of thorns, like a small boat swaying in a stormy sea, which may be destroyed at any time. This kind of life must be unbearable for the pampered grandma of the Duke's Mansion.

"Don't cry, grandma. It's not good to be seen by others." Sun Mu said half reassuringly and half reminding, "I heard that the young master in the family is very smart and eager to learn? This is the blessing of grandma. No matter how envious Jing'er and I are, we won't be able to come."

"You and Jing'er?" Li Wan finally understood Sun Mu's implication. She raised her head and looked Sun Mu carefully from head to toe. After a long silence, she finally forced a smile and said, "That's great. She That temperament, treats people the most, and is worthy of a character like Sister Sun." Even so, his voice was still a little sobbing.

Sun Mu smiled lightly.She was used to serving others in the palace, so she immediately rolled up her sleeves for Li Wan, cleaned her face and combed her hair, which was all appropriate, and Li Wan didn't know what to say.

While Sun Mu and Li Wan were talking privately, the atmosphere between Baochai and Yao Jing outside was not so harmonious.

"Sister-in-law Zhu is actually a miserable person. Why do you deliberately pretend not to know her?" Baochai said, "If you really have nothing in your heart, it is the best policy to deal with it calmly and treat each other with courtesy. If you are so decisive, look at her. It seems straightforward, but I'm afraid there is still hatred in my heart?"

She didn't know the past between Yao Jing and Li Wan, she only guessed one or two based on a few words, as for those entanglements, she had no way of knowing.Seeing that Yao Jing regarded Li Wan as a stranger, she couldn't help but sigh when she thought of Li Wan's tragic experience in her previous life.

In the previous life, Yao Jing did not appear in front of Baochai.It was not until Li Wan's two younger sisters, Li Coco and Li Qi, came to Beijing that Baochai vaguely heard a word or two, saying that the eldest grandma heard that her former lover had thrown herself into the lake ten years ago, so I was sad for a long time, and because of this, I suffered from the wind and cold, and fell to the root of the disease.By the time Li Wan's son, Jia Lan Jinshi, was selected as a Jinshi, Li Wan was already terminally ill, and within a few days after receiving the Fengguan Xiapei, he ran out of fuel and passed away.

Now that something has gone wrong in this life, Yao Jing is still alive, and besides, she and Nanny Sun have become Jinlan sisters, which is really a blessing among misfortunes.Thinking about it, Li Wan would not blame himself like he did in his previous life.It's just that in this way, the relationship between the three became complicated and tangled, which made Baochai feel a little worried.

But Yao Jing couldn't understand Baochai's worry.She came to this world as the body of the original owner who fell into the water in Mochou Lake ten years ago.To her, Li Wan was a background figure that couldn't be more indifferent.She is not the exquisite maid who was beside Li Wan back then, but selfishly adored her own lady, nor is she the wronged soul who suffered untold hardships because of Li Wan's wrath from the Li family, and finally drowned herself, so she can't talk to Li Wan. Love, not to mention how much hate.She just really didn't want to deal with people like Li Wan.

"I want you to care?" Yao Jing stared and said, and then began to question Baochai, "You are making a lot of effort to work, my sister Sun and I came here just to meet these people who don't know the so-called?"

Baochai shook her head.The matter of Li Wan just happened to coincide with his meeting.Now Baochai only feels that there are many difficulties and the road ahead is difficult. Besides, besides herself, Daiyu, Xiangling, Xueyan, Zijuan, Xiren, Fangguan... so many Daguanyuan sisters in the previous life have pitiful fate and need to be rescued , How can you have the leisure to make a special trip to remember the past for Li Wan, to hurt the spring and the autumn?Baochai is a very pragmatic person. She feels that it is more important to find a way out for Zhufang in the Grand View Garden as soon as possible than to restore those illusory feelings.

"I would like to help you with the matter of the Daughter's Valley. But there are many issues to be discussed, and they need to be deliberated one by one before they can be established. The first thing is that the Daughter's Valley can only be a refuge for the daughter. Marriage." Baochai said.

"Can't help getting married?" Yao Jing immediately became angry, "Xue Baochai, are you out of your mind? What good things do men have? There are no rules, and there is no way around. If all the daughters in Gu Zhong want to get married and come in and out at will, Isn’t our Daughter Gu a joke?” She and Sun Mu both hate men and think they have seen all kinds of ugly men in the world, so they have an instinctive aversion to the marriage of women.

Yao Jing's reaction was also expected by Baochai.She sighed and said, "You have to have seen all kinds of men in the world before you can judge how men are. If you blindly say that all men in the world are worthy of entrusting your life, it is natural and arbitrary, but if you blindly say that men in the world are not desirable, it is unavoidable." It's biased. Even if I am willing to believe it, do those daughters in the Valley of Daughters believe it? If they are really lucky and meet a man worthy of entrustment, don't we really want to beat the mandarin ducks?"

"Worth entrusting?" Yao Jing was very disdainful. She didn't know why, but suddenly remembered Jin Yuzhi's words, "I'm afraid you want to marry someone yourself? Now that you have lost the election, you naturally think about how to be the next best." Second Grandma Bao. I would like to advise you sincerely, what is yours is yours, what is not yours is not yours, even if you try your best to grab it, I am afraid it will be nothing but nothing!"

What she said made Baochai feel ashamed and angry.Nowadays, women in the boudoir are not allowed to speak out about their marriage affairs, otherwise they will be regarded as detrimental to the boudoir.And Yao Jing said so bluntly that she wanted to be Bao's second grandma, which was a big taboo.

Baochai is not someone to be provoked at first, and she planned to think of a way to fight back when she regained her composure, but remembering Yao Jing's words and deeds are always unexpected, and for a while, she didn't know what to say to make Yao Jing feel deeply and empathize with her. He also thought that peace is the most important thing in everything, even his own brother Xue Pan had said similar things in the previous life, how could he blame others?

So Baochai stopped arguing with Yao Jing and gritted her teeth and said, "Don't worry about this, I definitely don't have such thoughts."

Yao Jing didn't believe it, and asked: "Since you have lost the election, who do you plan to marry? If you really don't want to be Bao's second grandmother, why should the whole family stay at Jia's house?"

Baochai's face turned redder.It was not Baochai's wish for Xue's family to stay with Jia's family.It's just that Aunt Xue's widow in her old age wants to live closer to her sisters, so as to comfort her and relieve her loneliness;Also, the Jia family came down from Jia's mother, all kinds of real or false to persuade them to stay. In the previous life, the Xue family had been living with the Jia family.

It is naturally inconvenient for Baochai to explain these reasons to outsiders like Yao Jing.What's more, Baochai also knew that Yao Jing had a prejudice against her, so she might not believe her.Baochai didn't mention this right away, but held back her anger and said, "Since I have lost the election, I will consider how to settle everything properly. No matter who I marry, I won't marry someone from Jia's house anyway. Don't worry. Daughter As for Gu’s matter, since you have objections, we can still discuss it in the long run. Now I have to ask you a question, Master and Xiangling both said that your medical skills are supernatural, is this true or false?”