[Comprehensive] The same return
Chapter 88: Reconciliation is not as good as before
I had a nightmare. In that nightmare, everyone I loved and hated died.In the end, I was the only one left. --Kokichi Sawada
Nightmare.
Sawada Tsunayoshi, the Sun God of the present world, summed up what happened in two words as if it were a list.
Asa looked up at him.
She suddenly remembered a line of verse, which she thought she had forgotten, a long time ago, something she learned in textbooks.
"Young people don't know what it's like to be sad, so they force their sorrows in order to write new words."Now that I have tasted all the sorrow, I want to say it, but I say it will be a cool autumn. 'This is a very famous poem written by Xin Qiji back then, and she also spent a long time reciting it. It was just for schoolwork, but she never thought about the meaning.After the exam, the task was completed and I forgot it. I didn't want to think of it suddenly at this moment.
It's probably because the handsome young man in front of him showed the attitude of accepting reality after growing up just now.
Asa raised his hand, and finally just patted his arm as a comfort.Her temperament was no longer used to showing a worried expression, so she didn't force herself to do so, but Apollo received her meaning, and the corners of her mouth curled up.
"It doesn't matter, it's been a long time." He took Asa's hand, held her back, and chose a place with a good view to sit down, through the robe, he could feel some coolness The lush grass and touch, the endless sea in front of you, the sky and the sea in the distance, it is a good place to talk about the past. "In that dream, the person I loved turned into the person I hated, and then she died, and in the end, I was the only one left."
As he spoke, he fixed his gaze on Asa, who rarely showed obvious astonishment.
Asa met his blue eyes and blurted out, "This is impossible!" She immediately understood from Apollo's expression and tone that the hero of love and hate in Apollo's mouth was her, but since she decided to give up their friendship, , she came to this world directly, until she reunited with Apollo who was pushed off the seal of time and space by her own hands and went to another time and space.
If it is her amnesia, the possibility is very small, at least for now, Asa does not believe it.
There may still be a few people in the Three Thousand Worlds who can attack or kill her, but if you want to say that the one who erased her memory without her noticing it may only be Qingkong, but Qingkong will never do this.
"That's not you, I know." Apollo looked away, his expression was stunned because of the memory, "But if it's in a dream, no matter how unreasonable it is, you'll be stuck in it and won't notice it."
Duke Zhou dreamed of a butterfly, or a butterfly dreamed of Duke Zhou.
The unreasonableness in dreams, especially in nightmares, most people only realize after waking up that they will have emotions such as fear, fear, and unimaginability.
Of course, that's what he said, but what Apollo said was not a nightmare after all.But Apollo also knew that it shouldn't be a world, after all, the "Chihiro" who got along with him was fake.As for whether it is a hallucination or just a real dream that has been affected, Apollo does not know.The only thing I dare to say is that the feeling in the dream after waking up is so real.
In the dream, he and Chihiro were still good childhood sweethearts, they finally found their way home, and then returned to the eve of crossing, and then began to live a normal life.
But their relationship has not changed, so they talked about a normal relationship, went through junior high school, and started high school and university.
As lovers, they also quarreled, but in the end it was either Tsunaki who took a step back first or Chihiro who took a step back first, and then reconciled as before.
The two graduated from university by chance, one entered a financial company, and the other became a department manager.Both of them are excellent, and these two white-collar workers are both good jobs from [-] to [-], so their daily life is very idle.
Some people say that if there is no long-term concern in life, there must be near-term worries.I don't know when, the conflicts between Tsuna and Chihiro began to increase, and it became more and more difficult to reconcile after the quarrel.
As a department manager, Tsuna has a lot of entertainment, and his excellence is destined to have women around him, but it doesn't matter, because Tsuna will never do things that are sorry for Chihiro.
However, there is a woman who angered Chihiro because of Tsunaki's relationship. Chihiro's methods are very good. She is not a person who is angry, but after a long time and many times, she will inevitably feel annoyed and blame Tsuna. Ji and those women are all troubles caused by him, and Gang Ji's handling attitude is too soft and kind, which makes the other party worse.
But the country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change.Gangji is a warm man by nature. Although he is firm in his position and in matters of right and wrong, he is not good at rejection, especially cold rejection.
After a long time, Chihiro didn't bother to quarrel anymore, but talked more and more coldly, and sometimes she even watched some women pestering Tsuna, but she just watched coldly.
Gangji was scared.
Yes, it’s fear. The change in Chihiro’s attitude scares him, but he can’t do anything. He just asks Chihiro more times to emphasize that if there is something to get angry or quarrel, the two must be honest with each other. He even said, if you don't like it, I can change it, if you don't like whoever tells me, I will break it immediately.
For the sake of being able to say such things, Tsuna really tried hard to keep her.
He's this got to love her.
But Chihiro didn't do that.She didn't say that she didn't like Gangji, nor did she say that she hated whoever wanted Gangji.
Just like in the Gintama world, suddenly, without warning, she left Gangji.
After deciding on this matter, before leaving, she just said coldly to Gang Ji's questioning, some things don't need others to tell you how to do it, you just do it.Don't say it as if I want to force you to break up with someone, force you to change yourself.I'm not interested in transforming people.
I'm bored.
Chihiro said that, and no matter how much Tsuna begged, she never looked back, and disappeared in Tsuna's world and life decisively.
Sawada Tsunayoshi and Chihiro, after all, are ordinary people, with ordinary people's feelings, love will turn into hate, and couples will turn into resentment.After unparalleled longing and pain, love turned into hate.This is true whether it is Tsunayoshi or Chihiro.
Both of them are actually arrogant, but compared to Chihiro, they show it on the surface; Tsunayoshi's arrogance is hidden in his bones.Begging Chihiro to stay is because he feels that he has retreated to the bottom line.
As for Chihiro, she felt that Tsuna Kichi knew him well, and she didn't have any sincerity when she said the words of "break me if you want". You clearly know that my pride will not judge your behavior at all.
If it's a lover who can be snatched away easily, don't mind.
Eventually, she got fed up and bored.Being troubled by a woman who admires Gangji, whether successful or not, is like a fly, very annoying.
All this is because of Gang Ji's inaction.
Nuannan is not a central air conditioner. Unfortunately, most of the time it is two extremes and there is no middle.
This relationship was ruined like this, and Gang Ji was slowly abandoned because of love, and the continuous love turned into hatred, trying to make himself feel better.
It's just a little bit, because after being abandoned, it is far more difficult to admit that he still loves the other party than hating the other party.
From the very beginning, I hoped that Chihiro would come back; I wished that Chihiro would regret it; until the end... the hatred gradually deepened.Despicably hope that the other party will not be happy without him.
Suddenly, after he finally let go of this too young relationship, he heard that Chihiro died.
Exactly how he died, after Tsuna 'woke up', he actually couldn't remember clearly.I only remember that after that, I seemed to be abnormal, knowing that Chihiro was dead, but he actually looked for Chihiro everywhere, and then others would look at him strangely.He didn't understand it in the dream, but when he woke up, he was horrified when he recalled this passage—he was clearly abnormal.
I can't remember the dream clearly after that, anyway, he woke up in the end.
Nightmare... or rather, creepy fever.
Apollo slowly recounted this dream that would make him feel ominous even today, but the coldness in it was greatly reduced because one of the protagonists was by his side.
"When you hate someone, I really hope that the other person is unhappy. Even in my dreams, I often don't look like me, and I don't have this self-awareness... But those feelings are too real. But the other person really passed away and didn't It's a joyful feeling. The deepest feeling at the end is that there is only one person left, without even a thought, it's terrible..."
"..." Chihiro frowned deeply. The dream Tsunakichi mentioned made it hard for her not to think about the intersection of her and the previous three generations of Tsunakichi.
The difference is that at that time Chihiro didn't have the illusion of dreaming, every word and deed in it was her own.
She didn't have any other thoughts because of Gang Ji's resentment towards her in her dream. Instead, Gang Ji reminded her that she had actually experienced all these intense feelings, but their seats were reversed, and the specific circumstances were different.In other words, it is not an exaggeration to say that her previous hatred was even more intense.
It's just that later... it slowly faded away.Time... is such a good thing.Heals everything and kills everything.Whether you like it or hate it.
"Sorry, Chihiro, I..."
"Be careful, 'Apollo'." Asa stopped Apollo from unconsciously saying their previous names.The constraints of gods are always greater than that of ordinary people, not to mention that in this world, gods are probably inferior to human beings who obey gods in terms of freedom except for lifespan and ability in front of the rules of the world.Fortunately, Apollo is now the twelve main gods, so as long as she is careful, there will be no major problems. "I've had similar dreams before, and I've had them for longer than yours." She paused, "Actually, you already knew something about it, didn't you, before?"
Apollo recalled bits and pieces, especially the information revealed by Asa's Zanpakuto, and he showed a look of disbelief when he guessed something.
"If I can go to a safer place in the future, I should tell you." Asa had some guesses in his heart. The overall sense of Qingkong was not bad for her, but what about the blue candle?It doesn't necessarily mean that you don't have any plans to calculate.Thinking of uncertainty, Asa is more willing to believe in Apollo than Qingkong, but no matter what this world does, it can't reach out. "Now I can open the seal of time and space at any time. You can practice with me on the earth for a while, Apollo. The time is almost here, and I will take you away."
The dream told by Tsunayoshi made Chihiro alert. Those who wake up are dreams, and those who cannot wake up are not dreams. They will always indulge in that world, and regard the dream as reality, and then die.
Even if she doesn't become a couple with Tsunaki, Chihiro has a sense of responsibility, and doesn't want to let Tsunaki die in time and space, and she can't even go back to her own world.
She is bound to collect the fragments of godhood, and regarding the dangers Tsunaki may encounter, Chihiro decides to change her original plan, and after going to the next world, if there are no too many rules, she will confess to Tsunaki appropriately.
Nightmare.
Sawada Tsunayoshi, the Sun God of the present world, summed up what happened in two words as if it were a list.
Asa looked up at him.
She suddenly remembered a line of verse, which she thought she had forgotten, a long time ago, something she learned in textbooks.
"Young people don't know what it's like to be sad, so they force their sorrows in order to write new words."Now that I have tasted all the sorrow, I want to say it, but I say it will be a cool autumn. 'This is a very famous poem written by Xin Qiji back then, and she also spent a long time reciting it. It was just for schoolwork, but she never thought about the meaning.After the exam, the task was completed and I forgot it. I didn't want to think of it suddenly at this moment.
It's probably because the handsome young man in front of him showed the attitude of accepting reality after growing up just now.
Asa raised his hand, and finally just patted his arm as a comfort.Her temperament was no longer used to showing a worried expression, so she didn't force herself to do so, but Apollo received her meaning, and the corners of her mouth curled up.
"It doesn't matter, it's been a long time." He took Asa's hand, held her back, and chose a place with a good view to sit down, through the robe, he could feel some coolness The lush grass and touch, the endless sea in front of you, the sky and the sea in the distance, it is a good place to talk about the past. "In that dream, the person I loved turned into the person I hated, and then she died, and in the end, I was the only one left."
As he spoke, he fixed his gaze on Asa, who rarely showed obvious astonishment.
Asa met his blue eyes and blurted out, "This is impossible!" She immediately understood from Apollo's expression and tone that the hero of love and hate in Apollo's mouth was her, but since she decided to give up their friendship, , she came to this world directly, until she reunited with Apollo who was pushed off the seal of time and space by her own hands and went to another time and space.
If it is her amnesia, the possibility is very small, at least for now, Asa does not believe it.
There may still be a few people in the Three Thousand Worlds who can attack or kill her, but if you want to say that the one who erased her memory without her noticing it may only be Qingkong, but Qingkong will never do this.
"That's not you, I know." Apollo looked away, his expression was stunned because of the memory, "But if it's in a dream, no matter how unreasonable it is, you'll be stuck in it and won't notice it."
Duke Zhou dreamed of a butterfly, or a butterfly dreamed of Duke Zhou.
The unreasonableness in dreams, especially in nightmares, most people only realize after waking up that they will have emotions such as fear, fear, and unimaginability.
Of course, that's what he said, but what Apollo said was not a nightmare after all.But Apollo also knew that it shouldn't be a world, after all, the "Chihiro" who got along with him was fake.As for whether it is a hallucination or just a real dream that has been affected, Apollo does not know.The only thing I dare to say is that the feeling in the dream after waking up is so real.
In the dream, he and Chihiro were still good childhood sweethearts, they finally found their way home, and then returned to the eve of crossing, and then began to live a normal life.
But their relationship has not changed, so they talked about a normal relationship, went through junior high school, and started high school and university.
As lovers, they also quarreled, but in the end it was either Tsunaki who took a step back first or Chihiro who took a step back first, and then reconciled as before.
The two graduated from university by chance, one entered a financial company, and the other became a department manager.Both of them are excellent, and these two white-collar workers are both good jobs from [-] to [-], so their daily life is very idle.
Some people say that if there is no long-term concern in life, there must be near-term worries.I don't know when, the conflicts between Tsuna and Chihiro began to increase, and it became more and more difficult to reconcile after the quarrel.
As a department manager, Tsuna has a lot of entertainment, and his excellence is destined to have women around him, but it doesn't matter, because Tsuna will never do things that are sorry for Chihiro.
However, there is a woman who angered Chihiro because of Tsunaki's relationship. Chihiro's methods are very good. She is not a person who is angry, but after a long time and many times, she will inevitably feel annoyed and blame Tsuna. Ji and those women are all troubles caused by him, and Gang Ji's handling attitude is too soft and kind, which makes the other party worse.
But the country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change.Gangji is a warm man by nature. Although he is firm in his position and in matters of right and wrong, he is not good at rejection, especially cold rejection.
After a long time, Chihiro didn't bother to quarrel anymore, but talked more and more coldly, and sometimes she even watched some women pestering Tsuna, but she just watched coldly.
Gangji was scared.
Yes, it’s fear. The change in Chihiro’s attitude scares him, but he can’t do anything. He just asks Chihiro more times to emphasize that if there is something to get angry or quarrel, the two must be honest with each other. He even said, if you don't like it, I can change it, if you don't like whoever tells me, I will break it immediately.
For the sake of being able to say such things, Tsuna really tried hard to keep her.
He's this got to love her.
But Chihiro didn't do that.She didn't say that she didn't like Gangji, nor did she say that she hated whoever wanted Gangji.
Just like in the Gintama world, suddenly, without warning, she left Gangji.
After deciding on this matter, before leaving, she just said coldly to Gang Ji's questioning, some things don't need others to tell you how to do it, you just do it.Don't say it as if I want to force you to break up with someone, force you to change yourself.I'm not interested in transforming people.
I'm bored.
Chihiro said that, and no matter how much Tsuna begged, she never looked back, and disappeared in Tsuna's world and life decisively.
Sawada Tsunayoshi and Chihiro, after all, are ordinary people, with ordinary people's feelings, love will turn into hate, and couples will turn into resentment.After unparalleled longing and pain, love turned into hate.This is true whether it is Tsunayoshi or Chihiro.
Both of them are actually arrogant, but compared to Chihiro, they show it on the surface; Tsunayoshi's arrogance is hidden in his bones.Begging Chihiro to stay is because he feels that he has retreated to the bottom line.
As for Chihiro, she felt that Tsuna Kichi knew him well, and she didn't have any sincerity when she said the words of "break me if you want". You clearly know that my pride will not judge your behavior at all.
If it's a lover who can be snatched away easily, don't mind.
Eventually, she got fed up and bored.Being troubled by a woman who admires Gangji, whether successful or not, is like a fly, very annoying.
All this is because of Gang Ji's inaction.
Nuannan is not a central air conditioner. Unfortunately, most of the time it is two extremes and there is no middle.
This relationship was ruined like this, and Gang Ji was slowly abandoned because of love, and the continuous love turned into hatred, trying to make himself feel better.
It's just a little bit, because after being abandoned, it is far more difficult to admit that he still loves the other party than hating the other party.
From the very beginning, I hoped that Chihiro would come back; I wished that Chihiro would regret it; until the end... the hatred gradually deepened.Despicably hope that the other party will not be happy without him.
Suddenly, after he finally let go of this too young relationship, he heard that Chihiro died.
Exactly how he died, after Tsuna 'woke up', he actually couldn't remember clearly.I only remember that after that, I seemed to be abnormal, knowing that Chihiro was dead, but he actually looked for Chihiro everywhere, and then others would look at him strangely.He didn't understand it in the dream, but when he woke up, he was horrified when he recalled this passage—he was clearly abnormal.
I can't remember the dream clearly after that, anyway, he woke up in the end.
Nightmare... or rather, creepy fever.
Apollo slowly recounted this dream that would make him feel ominous even today, but the coldness in it was greatly reduced because one of the protagonists was by his side.
"When you hate someone, I really hope that the other person is unhappy. Even in my dreams, I often don't look like me, and I don't have this self-awareness... But those feelings are too real. But the other person really passed away and didn't It's a joyful feeling. The deepest feeling at the end is that there is only one person left, without even a thought, it's terrible..."
"..." Chihiro frowned deeply. The dream Tsunakichi mentioned made it hard for her not to think about the intersection of her and the previous three generations of Tsunakichi.
The difference is that at that time Chihiro didn't have the illusion of dreaming, every word and deed in it was her own.
She didn't have any other thoughts because of Gang Ji's resentment towards her in her dream. Instead, Gang Ji reminded her that she had actually experienced all these intense feelings, but their seats were reversed, and the specific circumstances were different.In other words, it is not an exaggeration to say that her previous hatred was even more intense.
It's just that later... it slowly faded away.Time... is such a good thing.Heals everything and kills everything.Whether you like it or hate it.
"Sorry, Chihiro, I..."
"Be careful, 'Apollo'." Asa stopped Apollo from unconsciously saying their previous names.The constraints of gods are always greater than that of ordinary people, not to mention that in this world, gods are probably inferior to human beings who obey gods in terms of freedom except for lifespan and ability in front of the rules of the world.Fortunately, Apollo is now the twelve main gods, so as long as she is careful, there will be no major problems. "I've had similar dreams before, and I've had them for longer than yours." She paused, "Actually, you already knew something about it, didn't you, before?"
Apollo recalled bits and pieces, especially the information revealed by Asa's Zanpakuto, and he showed a look of disbelief when he guessed something.
"If I can go to a safer place in the future, I should tell you." Asa had some guesses in his heart. The overall sense of Qingkong was not bad for her, but what about the blue candle?It doesn't necessarily mean that you don't have any plans to calculate.Thinking of uncertainty, Asa is more willing to believe in Apollo than Qingkong, but no matter what this world does, it can't reach out. "Now I can open the seal of time and space at any time. You can practice with me on the earth for a while, Apollo. The time is almost here, and I will take you away."
The dream told by Tsunayoshi made Chihiro alert. Those who wake up are dreams, and those who cannot wake up are not dreams. They will always indulge in that world, and regard the dream as reality, and then die.
Even if she doesn't become a couple with Tsunaki, Chihiro has a sense of responsibility, and doesn't want to let Tsunaki die in time and space, and she can't even go back to her own world.
She is bound to collect the fragments of godhood, and regarding the dangers Tsunaki may encounter, Chihiro decides to change her original plan, and after going to the next world, if there are no too many rules, she will confess to Tsunaki appropriately.
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