[Comprehensive] The same return
Chapter 4: Deception
Because I wanted to believe, I ignored the flaws and chose to be deceived. ——Xiao Qianqian
Many people may have encountered such a thing more or less in their lives-riding a tiger is hard to get off.
I made a decision, and then rationally told myself to stop halfway, because there are better choices, but because of various problems, I chose a dark path, and felt that I had no way back.
The 17-year-old Xiao Qianqian is in such a state.
At that time, two years had passed since the struggle for power and the Bailan Rebellion. Unlike Nana's mother who decided to stay in Japan, Xiao Qianqian was full of unrelenting love at that time. Regardless of Nana's mother's worried expression and dissuasion, she gritted her teeth and followed Sawada Tsunayoshi and others went to the headquarters of Vengley in Italy.
I have always been by his side, I have liked him for so long, so now, I still want to be by his side.
It was such a strange obsession that made Xiao Qianqian make the worst choice and go to a place that was incompatible with her abilities.
Everyone can more or less see, feel, and know that Xiao Qianqian likes Sawada Tsunayoshi.
The 14-year-old Tsunakichi Sawada is probably very nervous, and he positioned Xiao Qianqian on his relatives early in the morning.After becoming Judaime, Sawada Tsunayoshi has grown a lot rather than transformed, and finally realized that Chihiro, who is like an older sister who she regards as an important relative and wants to protect, has admiration for him.
But things like feelings are the most reluctant.Otherwise, how could there always be idiots and resentment in history?
After ten years of getting along, he still hasn't fallen in love with Xiao Qianqian; but for Jingzi, he may have caught his eye and heart at a glance.But after all, he couldn't bear to hurt Xiao Qianqian, he just implicitly let Xiao Qianqian understand that now he and Jingzi are in love with each other.
Although Kyoko sometimes gets a little nervous, she still has a bold and careful friend Kurokawa Hana by her side.When Kurokawa Hana mentioned it, Kyoko also figured out a little taste.But she has a pure heart and doesn't want to hurt Chihiro.
This made the persevering Chihiro even more painful.
It was as if she was the only one in the whole world who persisted, but she didn't get any response, not even negative ones.
It became more and more embarrassing and unbearable.
The dilemma was until Tsunayoshi Sawada and Kyoko got engaged, and Li Baoen suggested that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Miss Qianxun actually has this awareness, but she just needs someone to push her to give up.
Xiao Qianqian finally gave up and went back to Japan—no matter how her bottom line is still there, how could she still want to be a mistress so shamelessly?
Like a curse, the flight back to Japan lost contact on the same day-when Xiao Qianqian even thought about the future after returning to Japan, and accepted the fact that she would spend the rest of her life in this world, She faced death unprepared.
Suffocating, hopeless, terrifying.
Until regaining consciousness, Xiao Qianqian did not recover from the real, head-on death.
"Are you scared? You're really scared." The beautiful girl who hadn't seen her for a long time suddenly approached her, staring at her face that was paler than the first time they met, and there was still fear on it.
Xiao Qianqian looked at the opponent's blue eyes with her own embarrassed figure, and she still didn't recover from the previous shock.
It seemed that every time she saw this girl, she was frightened.
This thought just crossed my mind without leaving any trace.
The girl was very patient and snapped her fingers, making Xiao Qianqian feel a soft beam of light in this dark space, waiting for her to recover.
"You..." Xiao Qianqian opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.After all, she had thought that she would never see this girl again.
"haven't seen you for a long time."
Seeing that Xiao Qianqian had slowed down, the girl who had not reported her name so far waved her hand familiarly, as if they hadn't seen each other in 17 years, but were just acquaintances who hadn't seen each other for a few days.
"I'm sorry, this form has pulled you back. After all... I didn't expect you to fail to be with the person you like."
"What do you mean?" Xiao Qianqian didn't understand, but this kind of question temporarily left behind the things she wanted to ask if she saw this girl again.
"After all, at that time, because I wanted to fulfill your wish, I asked you to go there specially, and prepared everything for you." The girl looked distressed. "None of your wishes came true, so I pulled you back, thinking about whether to go back in time and let you try again."
Xiao Qianqian was a little confused.
"Back in time..."
There was a gleam in her eyes that she hadn't noticed.
What to say to give up, what to say to accept fate.When there is a slight possibility, she still can't let it go.
Loved too much, loved for too long, sacrificed too much.So no matter what, I want to get what I want... huh?
The girl's smile deepened when she read Xiao Qianqian's thoughts that she hadn't even noticed.
"is it possible?"
"Of course it's difficult. But I'm a god after all, and I can do this for you. It's just that this kind of thing consumes too much energy." The girl looked helpless, "But you are the chosen one after all, and you can do it yourself with others." It’s different. If you promise to help me recover my divine power after fulfilling your wish, I’d be more than happy to help you.”
Xiao Qianqian hesitated for a moment, but the girl who claimed to be a god looked like an old god.
In the final analysis, Xiao Qianqian lived two lifetimes, but in her previous life she was a little girl who had just turned 15 years old.In my second life, I revolved around one person. I lived to death at the age of 17. I haven't experienced many things, and I haven't set foot in society.Even if he went to the old base camp of the so-called mafia in the later stage, he was well protected and naturally still very tender.Most of the time, you can only see what is in front of you, and you don't think long-term enough, but what girls want is such a quality.
"...Me." Xiao Qianqian asked hesitantly, "Can you ask me what kind of things I can do?"
She was still shaken after all.
She felt that she still liked Sawada Tsunayoshi, if it was possible to do it all over again, maybe she would be able to succeed?
"No hurry, I won't embarrass you." The girl said with a smile, "You can help me after you get what you want."
"...well, I want... to go back in time." In the end, Xiao Qianqian bit her lips and said this, and then suddenly realized something, "By the way, my parents... what happened."
She asked with difficulty, looking a little ashamed.
She still remembers that she abandoned her parents so innocently back then, and felt that she would have no psychological burden to make them happy, but later in Sawada Tsunayoshi's world, she actually missed them very much.
Miss their love and care for her.Sawada Nana treats her very well, but she is someone else's mother after all.
When you have it, you only look at what you don't have, and you want to chase what you want. Only when you lose it will you know its value, but you can't ask for it anymore.
"You said I could see their situation." She held the pendant tightly, "I can't see..."
"Can't you see it?" The girl showed a strange look, "It shouldn't be. Let me see."
She leaned over and said in confusion, "Isn't it right here?"
She pointed to the opened pendant, "Look at the flow of the world over there. You have graduated from high school and entered the city center. Your parents are very proud. You held a banquet in the restaurant to entertain your relatives."
The girl wrinkled her nose and looked at Xiao Qianqian in confusion, "Can't you see?"
"..." Xiao Qianqian was taken aback by the words, she didn't doubt him, but she had another thing on her mind, so she also asked, "I...can I go back?"
After waking up from the dream, instead of going back in time again and walking around Gang Ji alone, Xiao Qianqian suddenly wanted to go home.
I miss her home, her parents, her classmates, and her friends very much.
At that time, they could laugh loudly and jubilate together, discussing different topics intensely, such as traveling, eating, visiting bookstores, and watching movies.That kind of life is better than a life centered on one person.
Even though she knew the chances were slim, she still wanted to ask.
The girl gave her a regretful look, "I'm sorry, you have already left that world and no longer exist. Even I can't bring you back."
Xiao Qianqian's heart sank, and she said dryly, "That's it...it doesn't matter, as long as my parents are well..."
The girl looked at her cautiously, asking for advice, "...Then go back in time?"
"En." Xiao Qianqian's eyes flashed with confusion, but she still complied.
As if there was no other choice.
Let's do it again, she thought, maybe what she can do this time is to avoid letting Tsunayoshi Sawada preconceive herself and start a family.
What should be done?If you have a second chance, what should you do to be liked?
Repeated beginning, the same environment, the original face.The doorbell rang, and the '7-year-old' girl in the mirror turned her head slightly, thinking about such a question.
If Tsunayoshi Sawada likes a girl like Kyoko, wouldn't it be enough for her to become "a girl like Kyoko"?
You can try it...
She is no longer the Xiao Qianqian she was the first time, she is used to the aura of the mafia, and she will not be so embarrassed this time.
Just imitate Kyoko...
Maybe Sawada Tsunayoshi will fall in love with her.
Most definitely.
Xiao Qianqian pursed her lips, showing a determined look, and walked towards the door.
One step into the abyss.
She probably would never have thought that in another dimension, the girl who claimed to be a god, had an angelic appearance, and was extremely kind in Xiao Qianqian's heart, was in front of the mirror at this moment, watching Xiao Qianqian's every move, with an extremely disobedient expression on her face. He sneered.
"It's so deceiving. It's so funny." She said this, and looked up at the blue-haired sharp-eared elf who merged with the mirror, but the name she said revealed another frightening and shocking information. "Mirror Dream Girl, how long will it take to absorb the virtues and blessings of her ancestors?"
"Not enough time. My lord."
"Not enough? Then give her another lifetime. Anyway, once it starts, it becomes an obsession, and you can never let go. Human beings are really easy to control."
"Is it really good to say that about human beings? Even though they want to take away the merits of human beings, they still look down on human beings. It's really too bad, I don't know."
A sudden ray of light in the darkness made the girl who hated the light look somber, exuding a terrifying aura all over her body.
"Don't call me this! Abyss God!!"
The man known as the God of the Abyss unexpectedly brought with him the power of light when he stepped into the girl's realm, just like the heart of darkness that completely didn't match the girl's appearance.
The Abyss God, who was surrounded by light, chuckled lightly at the girl who didn't dare to call him by his name directly, and didn't think he was disobedient.
"Then what should I call you? After all, you are just a creature born of evil thoughts. So many years, so many worlds, enough lies, pain, despair, and betrayal have made you have thoughts, and even reached the level of a god." power—but you won’t be able to become a god after all.”
"I will." The girl looked straight at the Abyss God.
So handsome that he couldn't speak, his appearance that didn't belong to the world didn't have any influence on the creatures who didn't have any positive emotions in essence. Only power was the only reason that really made this evil thing afraid.
"I found it, I found the opportunity. This girl is different, one of the three thousand worlds, shrouded in the merits of the past generations, but not blessed by luck. 'It's just the merits of recognition. As long as I have all the merits of this girl, I can become an evil god!"
Generally, no matter which world it is, when the ancestors have accumulated virtue and protected their children, the younger generation is certainly lucky and attracts people's eyes, but no one who can see those luck will want to harm them, because what is accompanied by luck is Protect.
Whoever really moves, not to mention if he can’t move, will basically be backlashed badly—for example, the guy who wants to drive into this kind of person is very likely to have his brakes fail halfway and hit him to death, and then he will be pulled out in the end. If you want to harm someone, you still have to be told that you deserve it.
Over the years, creatures who want to become gods have been greedy for such people, and dare not move around.After finally picking up a person who has merit but no luck to protect her body, she doesn't care about the reason, she will find a way to get it first.
Sure enough, without luck to protect the body, it is too easy to do harm.
As an evil thing, even if its strength is comparable to that of a god, it is still a sky-high evil.
The lord of the abyss glanced at the girl who fell asleep in this dark space, but seemed to be frowning unsteadily—it was Xiao Qianqian, who also knew the unknown trick.
He shook his head slightly, and didn't say anything more. Human beings are easy to deceive, so why isn't this spirit with evil thoughts not 'simple'?
The Abyss God has a very high divinity, and his visit made the unknown a little uneasy.But soon she didn't care, maybe it was because she realized that she was about to become the god of the three thousand worlds, so she came here on purpose.she thinks.
After all, her power is huge, once she becomes a god, she will not be a god in the small world.Burning heat flashed in the unknown eyes.
Soon, soon...!
The author has something to say:
I have seven chapters on file now, do you want to read them?
No =V=
I can't speak, if the above words make you angry, you can hit me~~~
Thanks to the handyman for the rocket launcher!I love you!touch ass!
Many people may have encountered such a thing more or less in their lives-riding a tiger is hard to get off.
I made a decision, and then rationally told myself to stop halfway, because there are better choices, but because of various problems, I chose a dark path, and felt that I had no way back.
The 17-year-old Xiao Qianqian is in such a state.
At that time, two years had passed since the struggle for power and the Bailan Rebellion. Unlike Nana's mother who decided to stay in Japan, Xiao Qianqian was full of unrelenting love at that time. Regardless of Nana's mother's worried expression and dissuasion, she gritted her teeth and followed Sawada Tsunayoshi and others went to the headquarters of Vengley in Italy.
I have always been by his side, I have liked him for so long, so now, I still want to be by his side.
It was such a strange obsession that made Xiao Qianqian make the worst choice and go to a place that was incompatible with her abilities.
Everyone can more or less see, feel, and know that Xiao Qianqian likes Sawada Tsunayoshi.
The 14-year-old Tsunakichi Sawada is probably very nervous, and he positioned Xiao Qianqian on his relatives early in the morning.After becoming Judaime, Sawada Tsunayoshi has grown a lot rather than transformed, and finally realized that Chihiro, who is like an older sister who she regards as an important relative and wants to protect, has admiration for him.
But things like feelings are the most reluctant.Otherwise, how could there always be idiots and resentment in history?
After ten years of getting along, he still hasn't fallen in love with Xiao Qianqian; but for Jingzi, he may have caught his eye and heart at a glance.But after all, he couldn't bear to hurt Xiao Qianqian, he just implicitly let Xiao Qianqian understand that now he and Jingzi are in love with each other.
Although Kyoko sometimes gets a little nervous, she still has a bold and careful friend Kurokawa Hana by her side.When Kurokawa Hana mentioned it, Kyoko also figured out a little taste.But she has a pure heart and doesn't want to hurt Chihiro.
This made the persevering Chihiro even more painful.
It was as if she was the only one in the whole world who persisted, but she didn't get any response, not even negative ones.
It became more and more embarrassing and unbearable.
The dilemma was until Tsunayoshi Sawada and Kyoko got engaged, and Li Baoen suggested that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Miss Qianxun actually has this awareness, but she just needs someone to push her to give up.
Xiao Qianqian finally gave up and went back to Japan—no matter how her bottom line is still there, how could she still want to be a mistress so shamelessly?
Like a curse, the flight back to Japan lost contact on the same day-when Xiao Qianqian even thought about the future after returning to Japan, and accepted the fact that she would spend the rest of her life in this world, She faced death unprepared.
Suffocating, hopeless, terrifying.
Until regaining consciousness, Xiao Qianqian did not recover from the real, head-on death.
"Are you scared? You're really scared." The beautiful girl who hadn't seen her for a long time suddenly approached her, staring at her face that was paler than the first time they met, and there was still fear on it.
Xiao Qianqian looked at the opponent's blue eyes with her own embarrassed figure, and she still didn't recover from the previous shock.
It seemed that every time she saw this girl, she was frightened.
This thought just crossed my mind without leaving any trace.
The girl was very patient and snapped her fingers, making Xiao Qianqian feel a soft beam of light in this dark space, waiting for her to recover.
"You..." Xiao Qianqian opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.After all, she had thought that she would never see this girl again.
"haven't seen you for a long time."
Seeing that Xiao Qianqian had slowed down, the girl who had not reported her name so far waved her hand familiarly, as if they hadn't seen each other in 17 years, but were just acquaintances who hadn't seen each other for a few days.
"I'm sorry, this form has pulled you back. After all... I didn't expect you to fail to be with the person you like."
"What do you mean?" Xiao Qianqian didn't understand, but this kind of question temporarily left behind the things she wanted to ask if she saw this girl again.
"After all, at that time, because I wanted to fulfill your wish, I asked you to go there specially, and prepared everything for you." The girl looked distressed. "None of your wishes came true, so I pulled you back, thinking about whether to go back in time and let you try again."
Xiao Qianqian was a little confused.
"Back in time..."
There was a gleam in her eyes that she hadn't noticed.
What to say to give up, what to say to accept fate.When there is a slight possibility, she still can't let it go.
Loved too much, loved for too long, sacrificed too much.So no matter what, I want to get what I want... huh?
The girl's smile deepened when she read Xiao Qianqian's thoughts that she hadn't even noticed.
"is it possible?"
"Of course it's difficult. But I'm a god after all, and I can do this for you. It's just that this kind of thing consumes too much energy." The girl looked helpless, "But you are the chosen one after all, and you can do it yourself with others." It’s different. If you promise to help me recover my divine power after fulfilling your wish, I’d be more than happy to help you.”
Xiao Qianqian hesitated for a moment, but the girl who claimed to be a god looked like an old god.
In the final analysis, Xiao Qianqian lived two lifetimes, but in her previous life she was a little girl who had just turned 15 years old.In my second life, I revolved around one person. I lived to death at the age of 17. I haven't experienced many things, and I haven't set foot in society.Even if he went to the old base camp of the so-called mafia in the later stage, he was well protected and naturally still very tender.Most of the time, you can only see what is in front of you, and you don't think long-term enough, but what girls want is such a quality.
"...Me." Xiao Qianqian asked hesitantly, "Can you ask me what kind of things I can do?"
She was still shaken after all.
She felt that she still liked Sawada Tsunayoshi, if it was possible to do it all over again, maybe she would be able to succeed?
"No hurry, I won't embarrass you." The girl said with a smile, "You can help me after you get what you want."
"...well, I want... to go back in time." In the end, Xiao Qianqian bit her lips and said this, and then suddenly realized something, "By the way, my parents... what happened."
She asked with difficulty, looking a little ashamed.
She still remembers that she abandoned her parents so innocently back then, and felt that she would have no psychological burden to make them happy, but later in Sawada Tsunayoshi's world, she actually missed them very much.
Miss their love and care for her.Sawada Nana treats her very well, but she is someone else's mother after all.
When you have it, you only look at what you don't have, and you want to chase what you want. Only when you lose it will you know its value, but you can't ask for it anymore.
"You said I could see their situation." She held the pendant tightly, "I can't see..."
"Can't you see it?" The girl showed a strange look, "It shouldn't be. Let me see."
She leaned over and said in confusion, "Isn't it right here?"
She pointed to the opened pendant, "Look at the flow of the world over there. You have graduated from high school and entered the city center. Your parents are very proud. You held a banquet in the restaurant to entertain your relatives."
The girl wrinkled her nose and looked at Xiao Qianqian in confusion, "Can't you see?"
"..." Xiao Qianqian was taken aback by the words, she didn't doubt him, but she had another thing on her mind, so she also asked, "I...can I go back?"
After waking up from the dream, instead of going back in time again and walking around Gang Ji alone, Xiao Qianqian suddenly wanted to go home.
I miss her home, her parents, her classmates, and her friends very much.
At that time, they could laugh loudly and jubilate together, discussing different topics intensely, such as traveling, eating, visiting bookstores, and watching movies.That kind of life is better than a life centered on one person.
Even though she knew the chances were slim, she still wanted to ask.
The girl gave her a regretful look, "I'm sorry, you have already left that world and no longer exist. Even I can't bring you back."
Xiao Qianqian's heart sank, and she said dryly, "That's it...it doesn't matter, as long as my parents are well..."
The girl looked at her cautiously, asking for advice, "...Then go back in time?"
"En." Xiao Qianqian's eyes flashed with confusion, but she still complied.
As if there was no other choice.
Let's do it again, she thought, maybe what she can do this time is to avoid letting Tsunayoshi Sawada preconceive herself and start a family.
What should be done?If you have a second chance, what should you do to be liked?
Repeated beginning, the same environment, the original face.The doorbell rang, and the '7-year-old' girl in the mirror turned her head slightly, thinking about such a question.
If Tsunayoshi Sawada likes a girl like Kyoko, wouldn't it be enough for her to become "a girl like Kyoko"?
You can try it...
She is no longer the Xiao Qianqian she was the first time, she is used to the aura of the mafia, and she will not be so embarrassed this time.
Just imitate Kyoko...
Maybe Sawada Tsunayoshi will fall in love with her.
Most definitely.
Xiao Qianqian pursed her lips, showing a determined look, and walked towards the door.
One step into the abyss.
She probably would never have thought that in another dimension, the girl who claimed to be a god, had an angelic appearance, and was extremely kind in Xiao Qianqian's heart, was in front of the mirror at this moment, watching Xiao Qianqian's every move, with an extremely disobedient expression on her face. He sneered.
"It's so deceiving. It's so funny." She said this, and looked up at the blue-haired sharp-eared elf who merged with the mirror, but the name she said revealed another frightening and shocking information. "Mirror Dream Girl, how long will it take to absorb the virtues and blessings of her ancestors?"
"Not enough time. My lord."
"Not enough? Then give her another lifetime. Anyway, once it starts, it becomes an obsession, and you can never let go. Human beings are really easy to control."
"Is it really good to say that about human beings? Even though they want to take away the merits of human beings, they still look down on human beings. It's really too bad, I don't know."
A sudden ray of light in the darkness made the girl who hated the light look somber, exuding a terrifying aura all over her body.
"Don't call me this! Abyss God!!"
The man known as the God of the Abyss unexpectedly brought with him the power of light when he stepped into the girl's realm, just like the heart of darkness that completely didn't match the girl's appearance.
The Abyss God, who was surrounded by light, chuckled lightly at the girl who didn't dare to call him by his name directly, and didn't think he was disobedient.
"Then what should I call you? After all, you are just a creature born of evil thoughts. So many years, so many worlds, enough lies, pain, despair, and betrayal have made you have thoughts, and even reached the level of a god." power—but you won’t be able to become a god after all.”
"I will." The girl looked straight at the Abyss God.
So handsome that he couldn't speak, his appearance that didn't belong to the world didn't have any influence on the creatures who didn't have any positive emotions in essence. Only power was the only reason that really made this evil thing afraid.
"I found it, I found the opportunity. This girl is different, one of the three thousand worlds, shrouded in the merits of the past generations, but not blessed by luck. 'It's just the merits of recognition. As long as I have all the merits of this girl, I can become an evil god!"
Generally, no matter which world it is, when the ancestors have accumulated virtue and protected their children, the younger generation is certainly lucky and attracts people's eyes, but no one who can see those luck will want to harm them, because what is accompanied by luck is Protect.
Whoever really moves, not to mention if he can’t move, will basically be backlashed badly—for example, the guy who wants to drive into this kind of person is very likely to have his brakes fail halfway and hit him to death, and then he will be pulled out in the end. If you want to harm someone, you still have to be told that you deserve it.
Over the years, creatures who want to become gods have been greedy for such people, and dare not move around.After finally picking up a person who has merit but no luck to protect her body, she doesn't care about the reason, she will find a way to get it first.
Sure enough, without luck to protect the body, it is too easy to do harm.
As an evil thing, even if its strength is comparable to that of a god, it is still a sky-high evil.
The lord of the abyss glanced at the girl who fell asleep in this dark space, but seemed to be frowning unsteadily—it was Xiao Qianqian, who also knew the unknown trick.
He shook his head slightly, and didn't say anything more. Human beings are easy to deceive, so why isn't this spirit with evil thoughts not 'simple'?
The Abyss God has a very high divinity, and his visit made the unknown a little uneasy.But soon she didn't care, maybe it was because she realized that she was about to become the god of the three thousand worlds, so she came here on purpose.she thinks.
After all, her power is huge, once she becomes a god, she will not be a god in the small world.Burning heat flashed in the unknown eyes.
Soon, soon...!
The author has something to say:
I have seven chapters on file now, do you want to read them?
No =V=
I can't speak, if the above words make you angry, you can hit me~~~
Thanks to the handyman for the rocket launcher!I love you!touch ass!
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