[Comprehensive] The same return

I don't remember where I saw the sentence, but I firmly remember the content: I know a lot of truths, but I still haven't been able to live a good life. ——Chihiro

[Author ps: I saw it on Weibo, if you know the source, please let me know]

People can change.

It's a phrase that has proven its validity over time, and at the same time it's hated by people.It is both truth; and good reason.

For those who have changed their minds, the best reason to choose to separate is: you have changed.Some are true, while others reflect their own variations.It's a pity that even if Tsunayoshi Sawada knew this truth, he never associated this sentence with Chihiro.

He always thought that he was the one who changed, but Chihiro was the only one who really remained the same.No matter how far he walked, the feeling that Chihiro was still standing there when he looked back made Tsunaki subconsciously feel at ease.

But no one stays in place forever.Chihiro has stayed in the same place for too long, so people forget that she will also change.

While Chihiro was worried that Tsuna would not be able to adapt to a long life, she didn't realize that some kind of dark emotion was stirring in her heart.What is brought by her divine power and godhead is more fermented by time, slowly pervading, and finally devouring a person's thoughts.

For example, she became more irritable and irritable than in any previous stage, with a very bad temper.Even though Chihiro has tried her best to control herself, sometimes she still feels manic from the bottom of her heart and wants to vent.

By destroying.

For example, this time about the situation where Akiko Fujiwara was targeted.What Tsunayoshi saw was the Emperor, Fujiwara's direct lineage, and the Abe family trying to help and protect this girl who was born with powerful psychic abilities but powerless; but what Chihiro saw was reflected by Fujiwara Shoko The whole era and society treat women unfairly.

From this comes a hatred of men as women who treat women this way, feel unfair, and... want them to suffer.

Of course Chihiro could easily do such a thing.But it was also because of the ease that she sensed some kind of deep danger, and she kept controlling herself.Also realize that this is not the right idea.

However, she can feel that this anxiety is getting worse, and one day...

will get out of control.

What will it be like then?Chihiro didn't know, but she knew that someone had to stop her.

Tsunayoshi Sawada is a good candidate.

Before, she never understood what some villains who wanted to die were thinking in the end. She always felt that they could actually achieve the destruction they wanted to achieve, but they failed in the end.The reasons for failure are all kinds of strange, but they are all avoidable.

Now she understands.

It wasn't that the IQ was suddenly zeroed out, nor was it treated like a protagonist, it was just because they were using their last self-control to try to stop their out-of-control thoughts and behaviors.

It's like a fast-moving hunter, even if he slams on the brakes, the inertia is still there.

Can't stop until it crashes completely.

Not only that, there are some things that cannot be said, how to say to a close person: I hate it so much, I suddenly feel that everything is unfair, I want to destroy everything, I can't control myself...

The other party may not understand what you want to express at all, nor will they understand your mood, and what they can do is very limited. At most, they are helpless to persuade...

However, everyone knows very well that those pale methods, the truths that everyone can easily tell, are useless to the sick and blind.

"... can still restrain, I can still... control." Chihiro said in a low voice, holding her trembling right hand with her left hand.The power of despair and hatred on the palm of the right hand is slowly dissipating.

The violent beating of the heart can still be heard in the ear.In the dark silence, Chihiro felt that her heartbeat was too loud, and her breathing was especially heavy.The cold sweat covered her body, before it faded, she sensed some kind of power fluctuation that she had ignored before.

"Who, get out!" she shouted in a low voice.The voice is not loud, but there is a ruthless meaning in it.This made the existence who was holding his breath in the dark have no time to think about being cheated, and directly showed his figure.

"...You are." Chihiro squinted and easily recognized the other party, "Abe Seimei's side."

She didn't think that Abe Seimei was the kind of guy who would go to the twelve shikigami to monitor the high-level gods without understanding, so she guessed it was a coincidence, "What's the matter?"

"Your Highness." The blond-haired blue-eyed Shikigami exuded a serene aura, his brows and eyes were gentle, which miraculously calmed Chihiro, who was still a little manic, who was looking at her. "Master Qingming asked me to ask if you can move to the front house. He seems to have divined something he cares about, and he wants you to know."

"... this point?" That was probably really important, or a troublesome thing.Chihiro thought so.Even if the gods don't need to rest, as far as etiquette is concerned, Qingming follows the good habit of never disturbing after shifting.

"Yes. Master Qingming said it's a very important thing." Tianyi repeated it patiently, with a steady voice.It is very comfortable to listen to.

Chihiro let out a sigh of relief, and casually gave herself a cleansing spell. Her eyes were clear and cold, but at last there was no bottomless depth full of destructive meaning that made Tianyi dare not express his anger before. This made the gentle Shikigami breathed a sigh of relief.Tianyi felt that it was hard not to connect this dangerous god she saw with Qingming's solemnity after divination.Thinking of Qingming's age, none of the Twelve God Generals actually wished for peace in the world, so Qingming should not worry too much, at least spend his old age peacefully, instead of overdrawing his life and reducing his lifespan.

However, this is just an expectation after all.According to Seimei, he has outlived most people.So in the remaining days, I will still do what I need to do, what I should do, until the end.

"Your Highness." Qingming sat by the divination plate, with a rare expression on his face without a smile, "What's your opinion on divination?"

"I didn't care about this kind of thing. I didn't divination for myself." Chihiro said truthfully.She had also climbed the astrological building in the world of the Greek gods back then, but she didn't see her own destiny from the trajectory of the stars. "The divination of our gods does not appear in the compass, nor does it appear in the galaxy."

"There are three taboos in divination - you can't divination yourself or someone very close to you; you can't tell the details of divination, especially good or bad things; finally, you can't divination the world, you will get lost." Qingming said as if completely The article is not on the topic, nor did it mention why Chihiro was called, but Qianxun knows that the more irrelevant content in his previous article, the more it means that the later content may be difficult to talk about. "In the past few days, I have committed the first and third taboos."

Chihiro glanced at Seimei indifferently, and said with certainty, "You have divined Masahiro Abe."

Then standing behind Qingming, the faces of the god generals Qinglong and Gouchen Wenyan, who were standing like stances, suddenly changed.

It can be seen that they used great self-control to keep from drinking.

The so-called taboo is not something that can be committed casually.For example, simply playing pen fairy may or may not be effective, but if a taboo is violated, perhaps a harmless and exciting little game will immediately become a life-threatening spell.

And the taboo that makes all onmyojis have to think twice is naturally not comparable to a simple pen fairy.One wrong step, the whole board is wrong.This is especially true for a powerful onmyoji like Abe Seimei.

"As expected of your Highness." Abe Seimei sighed.

"Otherwise, you wouldn't specifically hope that Gangji would stay by Changhao's side. The first taboo, the taboo is not that you divination someone close to you, but the change you want to make after seeing the result after divination."

"My divination has never been wrong, but I hope this time I am wrong." Qingming sighed after all. He is a mortal, and he cares too much, so he can't achieve the mood of 'wanting to see the future'.If the future is good, he will have no regrets even if he leaves, but the bad is bad, and the established future is a big disaster, so he can't just sit idly by.

This is one of the taboos of Onmyoji.

"You want to use Tsunayoshi's power to help Changhao escape, neither I nor Tsunayoshi will mind." It doesn't matter if it's convenient, after all, the initial impression Abe Seimei gave them is really good.God has such willful capital, "The second taboo...you called me here to say something."

"The third taboo of Onmyoji is not to divination the world, otherwise it is easy to get lost in it. I did it." Qingming confessed without hesitation what an amazing move he did.Qianxun's eyes showed surprise, which was rare to be admired.

"You are probably the only onmyoji in this world who can do this without getting lost immediately."

Not spying on the world is not only a taboo for onmyojis, but even for gods.Qingming's luck is good, as the child of luck and rules that still supports this world, his death date is not yet, no matter how hard he tries to die, it will be difficult to die.If it were another person, even if they had the same level of power as Qingming, the soul would immediately be unable to return until it dissipated.

"I saw an even more ominous future." In the end, Abe Seimei finished committing the second taboo, "The ultimate source of ominousness——I saw you, Your Highness."

The world has been plunged into endless abyss and despair.I don't know when it was, maybe it was a long time in the future, so long that the Abe family no longer existed, but I saw it.

You destroyed the world.