[Comprehensive] The same return

The feeling of living in the shadow of others is that people will start to doubt themselves and eventually lose their goals, because even they don't know what they are suitable for and what they should do. ——Masahiro Abe

Abe Masahiro, as the youngest member of Abe Seimei's family, has had an obsessive interest in Onmyoji since he was a child.It's a pity that as I grow older, I gradually find that the hardware can't keep up, and at the same time, I'm always called "Seiming's grandson" and "Seiming's grandson", as if he doesn't have his own name.It seems that it is because of a grandfather like Abe Seimei that he was able to enter the Yinyang House through the back door with a kind of bottom-level talent, which made him not know whether to be happy or sad.

In fact, it's not that he hasn't thought about it. If you don't have talent, it's better not to force yourself and just learn something else.Why bother with the profession of Onmyoji, who values ​​innateness?

He tried different vocational trainings such as musicians, calligraphy, etc., and the conclusion is——

He sucks for any kind of talent.

Maybe not, but there is no way.The existence of the subconscious mind is too scary. The idea of ​​wanting to become an onmyoji like Abe Seimei or even surpass him is like a shadow. It’s not a sentence that I see the reality clearly, I don’t have that talent, and I give up. If you say this, you can really let go up.

After all, such a wish existed probably before I can remember, and it has been more than ten years.What's more frightening is that perhaps this wish itself is influenced by the natural rhetoric of "Abe Seimei is the greatest onmyoji of this era. As Abe Seimei's grandson, how can you not inherit the profession of onmyoji?"

Masahiro Abe felt more confused than ever.He began to feel that he didn't know what he really liked and what he wanted to do.Even though the pressure from his grandfather or his family is completely gone, he still gradually becomes anxious day after day.

He knew that there were two distinguished guests at Abe's house.Although the grandfather didn't say anything specifically, it seemed that Abe Masahiro's father was not at ease, and specifically asked him not to get close to the guests brought by the dragon god of the expensive boat, so as not to accidentally bump into the other party.

Even if he knows that the other party will not be a god who cares about every detail, he is still a god after all.

Not my race.

Abe Yoshima's worry was not unreasonable, but he did not expect Abe Masahiro to be completely lacking in interest during this period of time.Regarding the fact that Abe Seimei chose the youngest Abe Masahiro to inherit his mantle among the not-so-small descendants, there are actually many people who are puzzled, but it is different from Abe Masahiro's active to passive resistance. It seems that other Abe family members are also good. Whether it is an onmyoji, he has already developed a kind of blind faith in Abe Seimei. Even if he doesn't understand it very well, as long as it is Abe Seimei's decision, it must be reasonable, as long as he obeys it, he is right.

This is also what Masahiro Abe doesn't like.

No matter how big the Abe mansion is, it is just a mansion, and occasional encounters will definitely happen.But there is no intersection.When Abe Masahiro saw the girl with white hair and black eyes, he only maintained thorough etiquette and showed respect for the gods.

It's just that such an encounter would naturally be reported to Seimei by Seimei's shikigami who stayed by Masahiro Abe's side to take care of Masahiro in shifts.

Regarding the encounter between the two, Seimei didn't show a look of satisfaction or dissatisfaction, but just asked Qinglong, "That's all?"

Qinglong sullenly said, "What else do you want?" "Your Highness Qianxun just nodded."

It was just a passing pass.

Then Seimei, who was really busy recently, ran to the god's door with a smile on his face to pay a visit.

It's also a coincidence that Gang Ji is not here at the moment, and probably went to attend the recent memorial service.Abe Seimei belongs to the kind of person who always has something to talk about if he wants to.After exchanging pleasantries for a while, he got to the point. "Abe Masahiro is my chosen successor, but it seems that many people don't understand why I chose him. Changhao himself doesn't understand very well, especially when the rebellious period has arrived recently. After going to Yinyang Liao a few times, he has no energy at all. If I It's too bad to have no successor at this age."

Chihiro looked at Qingming who was about to bloom with a smile that pretended to be pitiful, and thought of the rumors that Qingming was frightening when he was young, and he was indifferent and indifferent, and once again lamented the truth of the saying that time is a butcher's knife.

"Although I haven't seen all the other members of this family, he is the descendant of Abe with the strongest blood of the sky fox that I have met so far." Chihiro thought for a while and added, "Except for you .”

Although it is a pity, this is also impossible.It is luck and God's will to be able to give birth to a son like Qingming who has inherited the almost pure blood of the sky fox.The descendants of humans and Sky Fox, not everyone has the opportunity to inherit the blood of Sky Fox, most of them will only be mortals, or people who are smarter and have stronger spiritual power.To gather the essence of the two bloodlines, Chihiro couldn't think of any other explanation except for the word miracle.

When Qingming married Ruolai, Tianhu's bloodline was diluted again. It was already Qingming's luck to have Changhao who almost inherited two-thirds of the strength.

This time, Qingming's smile finally brought a seriousness and a kind of vicissitudes of time, "As expected of His Royal Highness." Even if the successor is the son of man.But the nobility of Tianhu's bloodline is almost as close as that of Guichuan's Dragon God.The gods are creatures whose bloodlines determine their superiority and inferiority, so for Seimei and Changhao, the Dragon God of Guizhou will at least pay attention to them, while the rest of Abe's family really depends on whether their moods are taken care of.

"It's a pity that even I can't guarantee that Changhao, who has inherited strong spiritual power and blood, can grow up. So I had to seal his ability to see the hell. That's why it became what it is today."

In fact, there are many places that can be criticized for Qingming's early practices.In a sense, it is true that at least one-third of the child's developmental ability has been ruined.It's a double kill.But rather than letting his grandson face the responsibilities and monsters brought about by his abilities prematurely, Seimei, who is now entering old age, hopes that he can grow up and grow old safely.

He is too old to take any chances.I can't bear to carry out cruel training in the name of love for future generations.

Abe Masahiro was born at a very good time, past the age when Abe Seimei was sharp and rebellious.

"Even if the Abe family will weaken after you die?" If you train with him from childhood, Abe Masahiro can definitely continue the glory of the family that Abe Seimei created for several generations.

"Prosperity must decline." Abe Seimei has now looked away, and has shamelessly labeled himself an 'extreme'. He looked at Qianxun's thoughtful face, "Everyone's choice is different. What's more As His Highness said at the beginning, no matter how thick the blood of the Sky Fox that Chang Hao inherited from me is, it is not as thick as the blood of the Sky Fox that I inherited from my mother. Even if Chang Hao knows my choice in the future, he will not leave The other road I have traveled has higher expectations. For me, it is impossible to bet on Changhao’s life with the family. After all, there is hope only if you are alive. Changhao can at least maintain the glory of the Abe family for a generation, and even if it declines after that If it goes on, he won’t be able to see it in his lifetime. These are enough for me.” Abe Seimei said emotionally that he would never say in front of Changhao, “Does your Highness even know that the single guardian People who are actually not good for the other party, but still want to protect them.”

If someone is willing to protect the innocence of another person in his lifetime, even if the protected person suffers deeper harm after losing the protection, in fact, he still has obtained the innocence that most people in this world can't ask for, even want. A happy age that I can't even imagine.

Which is right and which is wrong, luck or misfortune?How can others jump to conclusions.

"..." Chihiro was a little dazed.In the end, I shook my head, "Whether I have it or not, I probably wouldn't do it. Maybe it's this moment, that moment, maybe it's a different idea, a different idea; but the most important thing is..."

"I know I don't have the ability."

In my world, I don't have the ability to cover the sky with one hand and protect a person's innocence, romance and willfulness.

Even imagination can't do it.

Abe Seimei was not surprised.Perhaps in the eyes of human beings, it is easy for gods to do what they expect, but human beings forget that there is no single god.Just as humans are bound by kind and law; so are gods.Gods are not human beings, so they have things that are difficult for them to do.

In the end, it's all the same.

"It's an honor to have such a conversation with you. Your Highness." Before leaving, Qingming thanked her.

After the great onmyoji left, the broom monster, who had been hiding in a corner since the other party stepped into the house, poked its head out, and after confirming that the other party's breath was no longer there, ran out and started again spontaneously. Daily cleaning.

Not sweeping the floor blue and thin.

Chihiro glanced at the monster who was happily cleaning the house with distaste, stretched out his hand and poked him down, looked at the innocent and cute dazed black face of the other party, and complained expressionlessly, "Qi, Tsuna has fed you to death You are a Shikigami with SSR-level attack power, you may not be invincible even against the big monster Ibaraki who has the power of hell, why are you so cowardly?"

The broom god had a question mark on his face, a little aggrieved: This is innate, after all, no matter how hard you keep up the day after tomorrow, but he is the lowest N-level among all shikigami, this birth cannot be changed!

So wronged, being despised by another master.Lanshou, shiitake mushrooms.

So when Gangji came back, he saw Shushen squatting in a corner with a cloudy expression on his face.Knowing that this little monster is actually sensitive and grateful, he subconsciously looked at Chihiro, "What's wrong?"

"...I hate him for being cowardly when he sees Qingming, and then he becomes like this."

Tsuna, "... most monsters are afraid of Seimei, how can you blame him."

Gang Ji feels very distressed, but now his arms are occupied by an instant noodle, so Gang Ji can only comfort the broom god, and by the way, make three chapters with Chihiro: stop bullying the cuties!Look at their cute looks, can you bear it?

Chihiro, who knows Tsunayoshi's enigmatic cuteness: "..."

Damn we're going to break up sooner or later.