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Bai Xingzhou left the police station and prepared to go home. In fact, after being with Su Jing, he seldom took a car by himself. Most of the time, Su Jing drove over to pick him up.But today he didn't want to go back for the time being, Bai Xingzhou sent a message to Su Jing, and took a bus that deliberately took a long way.

After the evening rush hour, there were no people on the bus, so Bai Xingzhou found a seat by the window and looked at the scenery outside.At this time, warm-colored clouds covered the sky, and the domineering and deep blue had not yet revealed its traces, and the pink clouds rolled with orange light.In such a warm scenery, Bai Xingzhou couldn't feel much tenderness.

There are always painters and poets who can find beauty and poetry from such scenery, but he can't see anything.All he knew was that night was coming and that he lived another day and nothing changed.

The bus stopped, and a teenager got on the bus.When passing by Bai Xingzhou's side, he suddenly stopped, and asked the person, "Officer Bai?"

Bai Xingzhou turned his head and responded, "I am..."

He looked at the boy, but couldn't find anything familiar.

"It's really you!" The boy smiled until the corners of his eyes rolled up, "My God, I thought I was wrong."

There was indescribable excitement in the boy's tone, and Bai Xingzhou looked at him suspiciously.

A friend from the orphanage?Or someone you know in the police academy?

The young man seemed to understand the strangeness in Bai Xingzhou's eyes, and quickly explained: "It was the poisoning case before, and I was in the hotel. What is my name? A survivor?"

The young man jokingly mentioned this matter, his eyes seemed to be filled with the joy of remaining alive after the catastrophe.

Bai Xingzhou was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that the boy might be one of the more than 100 people he saved by sacrificing his mental strength back then.

This is the first time Bai Xingzhou has come into contact with those survivors. When he woke up from the hospital, he refused everyone's visits, rejected all the flowers and applause, and stayed in the pure white hospital, looking at the unstained walls From morning to night.

For a long time he couldn't speak, couldn't move, couldn't feel touch, just watched everything in silence.

Until the doctor handed him Bai Xingye's phone number.

He was oiled like a machine that had been rusted for a long time, and he seemed to be alive.

——"Brother, why haven't you called me for a long time? Don't you go home? I will be very worried if you do this."

For many days, Bai Xingzhou, who didn't even say a word, finally showed a gap and let the light shine in. He showed the smile that usually hangs on his face, and skillfully told soft lies.

——"I was busy and forgot, sorry, I'll be home right away, what do you want to eat?"

I haven't seen my brother for a long time, but Bai Xingye caught him and didn't let him go.They sat together and chatted for a long time about family matters, from their childhood friends to Bai Xingye's recent paintings, from the classmates their younger sister hated to their elder brother's favorites.

It was only when Bai Xingzhou's condition improved that he began to no longer resist taking medicine, and no longer resist those doctors who smelled of disinfectant.

"I didn't expect to meet you, Officer Bai, here," the young man became agitated and began to speak incoherently, "I've always wanted too much to say thank you in person."

When Bai Xingzhou was about to say "no need", the young man sat down opposite him, as if he was going to publish his long speech.

"Yeah, I was about to take the college entrance examination in one month. By the way, I was admitted to Beijing University. Do you know our school? It's just this way..." The boy was excited He gestured, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't even be able to see the gate of the school. I was struggling with what major to choose, but after that incident, I felt that I still have to study what I like, so I chose architecture. I want to do architecture in the future..."

The boy hurriedly flipped through his work from his schoolbag, "I wanted to learn this since I was a child, but my family wanted me to be a teacher, but I insisted on my own ideas. I will show you my work."

The boy unzipped the zipper violently, and threw the miscellaneous pens and books aside.He dug out a blueprint from the innermost layer and handed it to Bai Xingzhou.

Bai Xingzhou couldn't understand this kind of picture, so he could only say something nice.

"Without you, I would not have had the opportunity to design such a building." The young man looked at Bai Xingzhou seriously, a beam of sunset light shone on his face, and tears dripped from the brightest light, "I would not have If I have the opportunity to learn what I like, I will always have to die with such troubles on my back, and I will..."

The boy became more and more excited as he spoke, and wiped his tears with the back of his hand, "I have no future... Every time I think about it, I feel so terrible... If you hadn't killed the murderer If I make a mistake, I can't even imagine how my parents would live without me, and my life is over before I can do anything..."

Bai Xingzhou unconsciously reached out and patted the boy's shoulder.

"Perhaps because I was so close to death, I feel that every moment of my life needs to be cherished."

The boy's words fell into Bai Xingzhou's ears like fluttering catkins.

This was the first time he felt that what he saved was a living life, a bright future, a life that might have been interrupted but continued on again.

All those who survived the accident were looking forward, except that he was trapped in the grief of losing his spiritual power, except that he stood at the origin and lost his direction, except that he could no longer hold his head up to deal with those sighs and ridicule.

Since childhood, everyone can only see his glory as an S-level spiritual power, everyone is afraid of his spiritual power, and everyone is jealous of his uniqueness.In the end, Bai Xingzhou became synonymous with S-level spiritual power, but Bai Xingzhou himself was nothing.His gentleness, his justice, his strength, his self-discipline, and his grades were all overwhelmed by the s-level light.It seems that as long as he is an S-level alpha, he no longer has anything other than that.

But, what is the mental strength of S-rank......

Blessed with one's own definition, what are halo and glory...  

Life is the most precious thing in this world, isn't it?

Even though he is no longer an S-level alpha, he is still Bai Xingzhou.It is the Bai Xingzhou who will be the first to rush forward when others encounter danger, the Bai Xingzhou who will sacrifice himself to protect his sister, and the Bai Xingzhou who sticks to the justice in his heart.

Even if it wasn't an S-class alpha, the original Bai Xingzhou was already bright enough.

What the hell is he suffering from... Losing it is losing it, and losing it can also be a kind of relief.

As the sun sets, the warm colors fade and the night falls.

It is precisely because the night is impenetrable that he can shine like a star.But even if there is no night, the stars of the day, the stars that cannot be caught by the naked eye, are the only one in this vast universe.

They all said that S-level mental strength is a miracle, but they forgot that Bai Xingzhou is a miracle.

Everyone is a miracle.