put your skirt on

When Su Jing woke up, he found that his hands were tied and tied to an ordinary wooden chair.

Su Jing struggled a few times, and found that the rope that was binding him was the special nylon rope, and there was no way to break free.He calmed himself down, took a few deep breaths, collected himself, and then noticed that Chu Hancai was sitting in front of him.

"Are you awake?" Chu Hancai heard the movement, and slowly raised his head to look at Su Jing, "Are you hungry? Thirsty? I bought two cups of milk tea, do you want to drink?"

I thought that as soon as Su Jing woke up, he would ask himself why he kidnapped him, or yell at him for his purpose, but to Chu Hancai's surprise, Su Jing calmed down and asked softly: "How many years have you been?" How are you doing?"

Chu Hancai was taken aback when he heard this, then lowered his head weakly and looked at the ground covered with a deep red carpet.

So many years have passed, and Su Jing is still the mermaid princess who unintentionally broke her life like stagnant water with her singing. Su Jing is still the angel who is willing to pull her to escape from the white hell. For so many years, his gentleness and kindness have never been changed.

And what about yourself?

The appearance was tampered with, the body was trimmed, the eyes were blinded by blood, and even the heart gradually sank in the torture again and again.

"Your appearance has changed. I can't recognize you anymore. Back then on the rooftop, why did you leave without saying hello? I searched for you in the hospital for a long time, but I couldn't find you again."

Su Jing's tears rolled down his face. At that time, he really wanted to take Chu Hancai out of there, but later his father warned him not to get involved in the Chu family's affairs and not to provoke the forces behind him.

"I was changed gender, from Omega to alpha," Chu Hancai turned his back, and showed the wound on his neck to Su Jing, "Even my appearance has changed, the bones have been cut, the corners of the eyes have been opened, and the pads have been padded. Nose. Because I said that I look nothing like Mr. Chu, he insisted on changing my face to look like him. I was cut more than 100 times by him with a scalpel... ..."

The only similarity between him and Omega's father was changed, and the only connection was cut off by the scalpel.

Even the gender has been modified.

It's just because the Chu family doesn't need an Omega heir, even if it's just a puppet.

At the moment when the scalpel cut through the gonads, Chu Hancai smelled the withered scent of lemons as if burned by flames.Everything about him has been changed, and all traces of his hard work have been obliterated.

"But even so, I still believe what you said, and work hard to live," Chu Hancai looked up at Su Jing, "I was taken to the Chu family, where I lived twisted like a maggot."

Beating and humiliation are already the lightest punishments. What really suffocates Chu Hancai is that no matter what he likes, he will be denied or even eliminated by the Chu family.

The wild cat that looks more, the food that admires a little, the toy that pays a little attention...

Boss Chu carved him into a satisfactory knife. He thought that this knife would not have a heart or a soul, but he did not expect that Su Jing had once planted a heart full of light in Chu Hancai's heart. Seed, as long as there is this light, it is impossible for Chu Hancai to really succumb to his majesty.

"Until one day, I found an opportunity. Master Chu may never have imagined in his life that the blade he raised with one hand would cut him open one day." Chu Hancai looked at his hand, "I didn't exaggerate. Oh, literally...he bled a lot, I thought I was going to be happy, I finally killed him, I endured it for so many years, I suffered so much, I finally killed He, but... I can't be happy at all, I have lost my gender and appearance for so many years, what's the point of killing him?"

Su Jing stared at Chu Hancai with wide eyes in disbelief, and tears welled up in his eyes.

Chu Hancai stepped forward and wiped away Su Jing's tears with his hand.

"Don't cry," he said such a terrible thing, but there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, "I also met a very good person later, he was not very gentle, and he didn't know how to take care of me, but he accompanied me through life. Lived the loneliest years of my life."

After killing Master Chu, Chu Hancai returned to the country with more money than he could spend in his life.

He met Chen An. Although they had different personalities and hobbies, the two supported each other and had a good time.

only later...

Chu Hancai still remembered that Chen An rarely went to the market to buy vegetables and fruits that day.On weekdays, Chu Hancai went to buy things at home, Chen An rarely reached out, but occasionally came back with some cakes, and when Chu Hancai was not paying attention, he would slap him in the face.Chen An's talent in housework is not one ten millionth of his talent in medicine, nor one ten millionth of his talent in playing tricks on Chu Hancai.

"Which side does the sun come out today, you know how to buy vegetables?" Chu Hancai was sitting by the window painting a still life with watercolors, and he didn't know what was going on. After meeting Chen An, Chu Hancai began to like this kind of water for both shades and shades. As for the paint used for sketching, what he likes most is to paint a light orange on the watercolor paper after drawing the line draft, so that the whole painting will be full of warmth.

Chen An put the plastic bag in his hand safely on the dining table, then wiped his hands and walked behind Chu Hancai, reaching out to circle the gloomy-looking man.

Chu Hancai was happy in his heart, but he couldn't help complaining to Chen An: "Don't make trouble, be careful not to damage my painting."

Chen An turned a deaf ear to it. He knew that no matter how angry the young master of the Chu family was, he would never do anything to him. Chen An bit Chu Hancai's ear and whispered, "I want to hug~"

Chu Hancai has always been responsive to him, immediately put down his pen, took off the apron around his waist, turned around and hugged Chen An, he was worried about what would happen to Chen An, so he didn't forget to pat Chen An when he hugged him Ann's back.

"What's the matter? Sudden acting like a baby?" Chu Hancai was afraid that he would be bullied by others, so he calmed down and coaxed Chen An, "Who has bullied you? Tell me that I will help you..."

But this time, Chen An's performance was different. Chen An's hand was like a flexible snake, and got into Chu Hancai's clothes.

The memory of this kind of skin-to-skin contact probably still remains in childhood. Chu Hancai felt a little uncomfortable at first, but soon got used to it. He didn't have those thoughts for Chen An, but if Chen An wanted it, he was willing.

He stretched out his hand to touch Chen An's face, and kissed his lips.

He has never been taught love, he even kisses carefully, like walking on thin ice.

Chen An laughed at him for being a virgin who didn't know how to kiss, but before he finished speaking, he was still willing to hold Chu Hancai and stroke him gently.

They fell in love so hard that they were covered in bruises and blood before they met each other.

One had his hands bound by thorns, and the other had his body torn apart by a blade.

"Go to bed," Chu Hancai gently stroked Chen An's too long hair, and coaxed Chen An to go to their bedroom.He knew that Chen An's previous memories of sex|love were too humiliating and disgusting. For the first time between them, Chu Hancai wanted to be as gentle as possible.Use the twisted and passionate emotions between them to cover the scars of the past.

Chen An jumped up and clamped Chu Hancai's thigh with his legs, but only a few steps away, he insisted on acting like a baby and letting Chu Hancai hug him.Chu Hancai secretly scolded him for being coquettish, but still carried him into the bedroom according to Chen An's wish.

They both fell on the bed, Chen An took advantage of Chu Hancai's inattention, climbed onto Chu Hancai's lap and sat down.

Chu Hancai thought that Chen An's past memories were too bad, and wanted to do the above one with him.In fact, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter who goes up or down, as long as you can touch him skin to skin, intertwining lips and teeth is enough.

Chen An leaned down and kissed Chu Hancai's ear, "I found out about a drug that is being tested, which can make beta increase the chance of pregnancy."

"That kind of medicine is not very good for the body, but I don't care about that," Chen An fantasized about the bright future, "As long as we can have a child, it is enough for us to have a child."

"In the future, we will have a family of three. You will teach him to paint, and I will teach him to study medicine. On weekends, we will go to the nearby park to fly kites together. He doesn't have to be very good, he can be a little stupid, as long as he grows up safely. enough."

A newborn child must be able to use the family to heal all the previous wounds of you and me.

In the future, our memories will definitely be full of warmth and light.

"It's just that after taking that medicine, I may go before you, but it doesn't matter, he can continue to accompany you in the time without me."

"Chu Hancai, I want a child who is related to your blood, give me a child."

He sat on Chu Hancai's body, and when he lowered his head to look at his lover, Chu Hancai's face was covered with tears.

Chu Hancai never thought that he would be the one who punctured Chen An's dream in the end.

"I...was originally an Omega." Chu Hancai turned his face sideways, not daring to look at Chen An's expression, "I became an alpha after undergoing sex reassignment surgery. I have no ability to make anyone pregnant... ...."

It is impossible for him to leave offspring. His right to bear children was ruthlessly deprived by Master Chu when he was sent to the operating room.He is doomed to be unable to connect with anyone, unable to have a family relationship with anyone that blood is thicker than water.

After listening to his words, Chen An's excited expression slowly disappeared.

He has worked very hard to find a place for his desires in this world, but why?

Why is everything heading towards a broken end.

He frantically wiped away the tears on Chu Hancai's face with his hands, and hugged Chu Hancai forcefully, as if he wanted to rub this person into his bones.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I will protect you," Chen An fell into madness and chaos again, "No one will hurt you again."

Everything that makes us miserable, I will wipe out.

This is the unique "love" that belongs to you and me.