put your skirt on

Although Bai Xingzhou took the initiative to lure Su Jing many times, Bai Xingzhou never refused Su Jing's request every time.

It's the same this time.

The moment Su Jing put his hand into Bai Xingzhou's T-shirt, Bai Xingzhou knew that he would not be able to escape today.With the last of his sanity he reached for the lounge doorknob and locked it.

Su Jing left, so there was no need for Chu Hancai to watch the concert anymore.What's more, after Su Jing left, the style of the Phoenix band became an idol band, and the songs they sang only made Chu Hancai, who was used to listening to opera and classical music, feel sick to his stomach.

He thought of Su Jing's appearance at the concert, he was still so energetic and radiant.

Chu Hancai unconsciously recalled how he was when he first met Su Jing.

After his omega father died, the body sat in the house for three days.For three whole days, Chu Hancai sat in the room guarding his father's corpse without going anywhere, until the corpse rotted and the stench of the corpse spread to the upstairs neighbor's house.The neighbor didn't know what happened. When he rushed downstairs with a rolling pin to ask his father to question him, he found that his father had been dead for many days.

At that time, the little Chu Hancai was sitting next to his father, his hair was messed up, and he was wiping the corpse spots on his father bit by bit with a towel.He didn't understand anything, and he thought the corpse spots were stains on his father's body that he accidentally got on his body, so he tried hard to scrub with a towel but couldn't get rid of anything.

The neighbor was so frightened that he fainted on the spot, and other residents in the tube building heard the screams and quickly called the police.The police came to dispose of his father's body in a hurry. No matter how much Chu Hancai cried outside the crematorium, the police refused to let him go to the sea of ​​flames to accompany his father.

That was his only relative, the only place where he could get comfort in his childhood.

Just because it was too painful to live, he stayed and left alone.

At that time, Chu Hancai hated why his father didn't take him away, why he left him in this lonely and desolate world.

After the body of Omega's father is disposed of, Chu Hancai will be left. Omega's father left his hometown to give birth to himself in the early years, and he has no relatives in this city. When the distant relatives in his hometown heard that Chu Hancai guarded his father's corpse for three days, he didn't cry or make trouble, and even wiped the corpse with a towel. I just feel that this child is very evil, I am afraid that he is possessed by some dirty thing, and I am afraid that I will avoid it.Those relatives quickly denied any blood relationship with Chu Hancai, for fear that the police would throw the child to them.The first time the police came to visit, they opened the door, but the second time they came, they closed the door and simply pretended that they were not at home.

Relatives are unwilling to adopt, so they can only be sent to an orphanage.

But at that time, the news made a lot of noise. How could an orphanage dare to accept such a child, and Chu Hancai was too old, so it was not appropriate to send him to an orphanage.After going back and forth, Chu Hancai stayed in the guest house in the police station.

He thought very simply, since he was unwilling to adopt himself, he would wait for the day when the police sneaked out without paying attention, found his father's grave, dug it up and buried himself.He has nothing to worry about in this world, and being with his father is the best choice.That's fine, you don't have to bother others and you don't have to wrong yourself.

It's just that my father was burned to ashes, and the grave is so big, I don't know if I can bury myself.

He has to eat less and make himself thinner.....

Chu Hancai had a good idea, but he did not expect that five days after he was kicked like a football by his relatives, a man in a suit and leather shoes came to the guest house with his secretary.

They didn't say anything else when they came in, they asked Chu Hancai's age and gender.

Standing aside, the policeman who seemed to be in charge of the reception told the man in suit and leather shoes Chu Hancai's age and gender with a smile on his face. From their words, Chu Hancai vaguely heard the policeman call the man: "Master Chu!" ".

Chu Hancai didn't know him, so he turned his head away from the man surnamed Chu.

Unexpectedly, this action angered Master Chu. He stretched out his hand to break Chu Hancai's chin, forced Chu Hancai to look into his eyes, and asked, "Do you know me?"

"I don't know..." Chu Hancai couldn't shake his head, so he could only answer.I haven't spoken for a long time, and my voice is fragmented like broken pearls, and it sounds hoarse and dry.

"I'm your father's guest." When Master Chu mentioned Chu Hancai's father, his eyes couldn't help showing a kind of disgust, "You are my son, come with me."

Chu Hancai's blinded eyes rolled a few times, he looked at Master Chu's appearance and eyes, and said casually: "You lied to me."

He has no similarities with himself, and Chu Hancai doesn't need the so-called alpha father now.

He has only one relative, who is now sleeping in Huangquan, waiting for him to accompany him.

I thought this sentence would annoy Master Chu, and then he shook his sleeves and left, but he didn't expect that after hearing it, instead of getting angry, he suddenly laughed: "Not bad, good eyes, this kid and I are still the same!" There are a few similarities."

Chu Hancai didn't understand what he meant.

"It doesn't matter whether you are my child or who you were born by," Master Chu let go of Chu Hancai's chin, and asked the police to handcuff Chu Hancai, "Just remember one thing, starting today , you will just wait to live in hell for the rest of your life."

Although Chu Hancai didn't understand the meaning of Master Chu's words, he instinctively sensed the danger.If he wants to go to hell to accompany his father now, if he still wants to freely choose whether to live or die, he must do everything possible to get out of here now.He struggled to get rid of the handcuffs, but how can he, a child who is not yet an adult, break free from the shackles of two adults?

He was pinned to the bed, and the secretary and the police handcuffed his hands behind his back.

Only then was Master Chu satisfied, and ordered his secretary to bring Chu Hancai into the car.

He stepped out of the room with one foot, thought of something, turned back and said, "I forgot to ask what your name is?"

The flattering policeman who stood aside hurriedly answered: "You don't know, this child was secretly born by that Omega himself, and he didn't have a registered permanent residence without telling the truth, so this child has no name, just a nickname named Baobao, and he was raised in Tongzilou. I have been raised here for so many years, and I have neither read nor attended school."

Master Chu listened quietly to the policeman, and then spoke unhurriedly: "That's good, it saves some troublesome procedures. I took him away directly, old police officer, please help me manage the relationship between the superior and the subordinate. "

Then Master Chu turned around and said to Chu Hancai who was pressed on the bed by the secretary: "Forget about your previous life from now on, I will give you a name, Chu Hancai, Han from the Imperial Academy, Cai from Ning Caichen." , It’s okay if you don’t understand these literary and cultural things. This is the name of a guard dog that our family raised before. Some time ago, I ran to the kitchen in the middle of the night and ate bones and choked to death. Don’t worry, you come to us. Not much taller than that dog."

Chu Hancai just wanted to take advantage of Master Chu's inattention and bite his hand, but he didn't expect that the secretary who was pressing him had already noticed this, and when Chu Hancai was about to make a move, he pressed Chu Hancai hard , making him stuffy in the quilt, unable to lift his head at all.

"When you're a dog, remember to be good, or you will be tortured by your master at some point until you can't survive." Master Chu pointed his eyes at the policeman, who brought a black box.

The secretary raised his hand slightly, and Chu Hancai saw clearly that the box was clearly his father's urn.

"As I said before, your previous life must be obliterated to the point where no trace is left. This kind of thing is unnecessary." Master Chu reached out to open the lid of the urn, and poured all the ashes inside onto Chu Han. Cai's eyes.

That was a nightmare that Chu Hancai didn't want to recall in his life.

Chu Hancai struggled frantically to get rid of the restraints, but he could only watch the gray-white dust scattered all over the floor of the guest house, and there were still unburned bones inside.

The person he once loved deeply, the father whom he was willing to sacrifice, and the father who was willing to die as a companion, was just thrown on the earth.

He doesn't know Mr. Chu, he doesn't know these policemen, why do they treat him like this?He has already planned to die, and has already planned to have nothing to do with this world, why should he do this to him?

Chu Hancai's eyes were covered, and when he could see the light again, he was in the white prison.

It was a hospital.

In order for Master Chu to bid farewell to the past, Chu Hancai had to make some physical changes.And all of this has nothing to do with Chu Hancai's wishes.

He had escaped in the hospital, committed suicide, and asked nurses and doctors for help, but all his efforts ended in failure.

And Master Chu seemed to enjoy this kind of cat-and-mouse game, watching himself try and fail again and again, and in the end he couldn't even destroy himself.Just like training a wild dog, constantly torturing, removing sharp teeth, killing wildness, one day the wild dog will become a docile domestic dog, and then trapped in the small world of the Chu family, no longer knowing what freedom is.

Chu Han was tired.

Now when the doctor came to ask him what his name was, he would repeat the words "Chu Hancai, Han from the Imperial Academy, Cai from Ning Caichen" mechanically.Even with his poor education level, he didn't know what the Hanlin Academy and Ning Caichen were.

His daily life is to look at the sky outside the window through the small window in the basement of the hospital.

Blue sky and white clouds, occasionally not blue sky, and occasionally no white clouds.But it is always a different color, but there is always a small space left for him to remember his father.

He thought that one day he would be so tortured that he forgot who he was, that life would only become more and more painful until he could not see the light.

Until one day, he heard singing.

He heard a song like a bubble, like a sound of heaven.

That is his light.