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Chu Hancai arranged a room for Chen An, the second bedroom opposite the second floor of the small villa. When Chu Hancai bought it, it was a refined room. Originally, Chu Hancai was planning to bring the other party's sundries.But now that there is more Chen An, let him live.There is no shortage of basic furniture such as beds, sofas, tables, chairs and benches. Chu Hancai found the sheets and bedding that he bought before for washing, and put them on Chen An first.

Chen An sat on the chair and watched Chu Hancai busy.He is still in a trance state.The humiliation of being imprisoned, the pain of being forced, the despair of miscarriage, as long as you stop, everything you have experienced recently will be like maggots crawling on the bones, eating away the last bit of your sanity.And he was also unconsciously indulging his madness.

Just like he promised Chu Hancai to be a substitute for each other, anyway, he won't encounter anything worse.

Chu Hancai noticed that the white coat on Chen An's body was torn when he was pulling it in the hospital. He went to his room, picked out a windbreaker from the closet, and gave it to Chen An to put on.The figure is just right, and it is Chen An's suitable size.

Chen An didn't resist or refuse, and he didn't ask who the original owner of the clothes was. He let Chu Hancai pull himself up, and stood in front of the mirror, constantly changing his posture.

"Very suitable," Chu Hancai stood behind Chen An. While helping Chen An tidy up his clothes and button up his windbreaker, he looked at Beta in the mirror.

After being taken away by the Chu family for so many years, without even a picture of Zhang Xiannian, Chu Hancai has long forgotten his father's real appearance.These years have been relying on memories, but the memories are getting weaker and weaker, until there is no trace of them.

But seeing Chen An now, Chu Hancai seemed to find some comfort.

He leaned into Chen An's ear and whispered slowly: "I bought this dress for my Omega father..."

Chen An felt a little strange when he heard this. Didn't Chu Hancai let him wear private clothes?Although he had studied medicine for so many years and had never seen any dead bodies, Chen An still felt a little nervous. When he was about to unbutton the clothes and take off his clothes, Chu Hancai held his hand down.

"Don't move, he passed away when I was very young, I just bought the clothes." Chu Hancai buried his head in Chen An's neck, the windbreaker was sprayed with lemon-scented perfume, and Chen An smelled like Like an Omega with a lemon scent, he patiently introduced his situation to Chen An, "I don't know who my alpha father is, he is my only family member, after he died, no one hugged me, nor No one loved me anymore. "

Although most of the story is hidden, this is the simplest introduction of Chu Hancai's life experience that Chu Hancai can tell.

Chen An didn't say anything after listening, he reached out and took Chu Hancai's hand instead.

Now that they have agreed to be each other's substitutes, he will cherish this abandoned and lonely child like Chu Hancai's Omega father.

Just like mothers and fathers all over the world do.

Such a simple action made Chu Hancai's eyes ache.It's been too long, and he has almost forgotten what warmth is, what is crying, and what is family affection.

During the time when the Chu family took him away, he woke up in a pure white room every day, doing those meaningless training.The master of the Chu family is not his biological father. In fact, it doesn't matter whether he is Chu Hancai's biological father. What the master of the Chu family wants is a child who can be completely controlled by him.That life-and-death and invincible alpha's thirst for power is almost at its peak. He has three boys and two girls in total, but these children are either useless, or their wings have been cut off by the master of the Chu family long ago.The master of the Chu family, who was over half a century old, found that his subordinates were eyeing the position of the underworld after fighting with his children.

It was only at this moment that he regretted why he didn't leave a usable child, at least the Chu family's property would not flow into the hands of outsiders.

But it is useless to regret. In order to hold the power in his hands more firmly, the master of the Chu family traveled across the ocean to find him. Chu Hancai’s Omega father had just passed away, and his relatives were unwilling to take over. It is easy to manipulate. If you want to kill grass and roots in the future, Chu Hancai has no blood relationship with the master of the Chu family. You only need a paternity test to take away everything Chu Hancai owns.Chu Hancai was taken away by him and went abroad, to the Chu family where even his own child could not survive.

In the days that followed, the master of the Chu family did not treat Chu Hancai as a human being. Chu Hancai was not only his puppet, but also a prop he used to vent his anger and pressure. A word of resistance and grievance would be a big fuss , Hit or scold Chu Hancai.In the cruelest way, Chu Hancai was built into what he wanted.In order to survive, Chu Hancai had to obey all his arrangements.

Only occasionally, when emotions erupted, Chu Hancai searched for the dead corner of surveillance, buried his face in his knees, and secretly missed Omega's father.

Later, when I grew up, I even lost the ability to cry.But the only thing that makes Chu Hancai more proud is that even though his appearance has been transformed to look like the Chu family over the years, Chu Hancai still remembers his hatred for the master of the Chu family and the Chu family.When necessary, it turned into a bloodthirsty knife, slitting the oppressor's throat.

Then regained freedom.

This is the tenth day after he was released from the prison of the Chu family. He leaned on Chen An's shoulder. Maybe it was too long, and the tears forgot how to circle his eyes. He couldn't cry, but just hugged Chen An. Ann, breathed in the smell of lemons on the windbreaker that was as sweet as drugs to him.That was the taste of his father, the only good memory of his first half of his life.

Chen An turned around and hugged the lonely man.He didn't know what Chu Hancai went through, but he just felt that if this was his child, he would hug him unconditionally, comfort him, and tell him that he didn't have to be afraid that he would be with him.

"Don't cry, I'll be with you..."

Like two lonely boats, they met each other on the turbulent ocean.

Drifting in the wind and rain, the hull was crushed by the waves, and the sea water spread to every corner of the ship. Maybe it would capsize in the next second, and then fall into the abyss of the seabed. It was eroded by time, and there were not even bones left.

Although we can't save each other, we can at least accompany each other to sink.

Life in the future might be as simple as that. Chen An couldn't sleep alone, so Chu Hancai let him sleep in his room.There is no extra movement to hug and fall asleep at night, the most is to sniff the other's temperature lightly.Chen An suffers from insomnia at night, Chu Hancai always waits for him to fall asleep before closing his eyes.If he dreamed back at midnight, Chen An was scared and screamed by the scene in the dream, and Chu Hancai hugged him and coaxed him slowly.

In an extremely twisted way, they formed a wonderful family.

Chen An will make breakfast for Chu Hancai, and Chu Hancai will draw a bouquet of flowers for Chen An after school.

They will look at each other's wounds, lick each other's extremely dark past, and then embrace each other and sleep.

Chen An was expelled from the university research office because of the captivity and abortion.Chu Hancai knew that he still liked to do those researches. It happened that Chen An went to sleep in his own room every night, so he changed the second bedroom into a chemical laboratory and bought him the best equipment and equipment available on the market. equipment.

They didn't have a very happy life. Sometimes they didn't say a word when they met each other, but just looked at each other silently, and felt "fortunately, there are still people with me in this world".Sometimes when Chu Hancai was free, he asked Chen An to sit in front of the window and act as his art model.

Chen An would obey, Chu Hancai asked him to take the flowers, he held the vase, Chu Hancai asked him to smile, he would pull out a smiley expression, often able to make this picky little teacher angry half dead.Chu Hancai complained that there is no way for medical students and art students to understand each other, but the pen is full of flowers, and the colorful paintings are all the crazy beta.

Chu Hancai has been imprisoned for too many years and likes to go out to play, but Chen An likes to stay at home and not go anywhere.Chu Hancai dragged him out for a walk relentlessly, but Chen An stuck to the door frame and refused to go out.After a long time, the two became familiar with each other day by day, and they could even quarrel with each other from time to time.

The two of them quarreled on weekdays, and they finally lived like individuals.

It's just that quarrels are quarrels on weekdays, but at night, the body seems to be looking for comfort automatically, and the two of them will still lie on the bed, relying on each other's warmth to barely fall asleep.

Chen An seldom had nightmares anymore, but sometimes he couldn't change his crazy appearance.Chu Hancai was fine when he was around, but when he wasn't around, Chen An would go to Mrs. Hu again, or just sit on a chair in the park in a daze.Looking at the children coming and going, I imagined that they were my own children.But more often, Chen An would suddenly turn around and hug Chu Hancai, letting him lie on his lap.He would take nail scissors to help Chu Hancai trim his nails, and his eyes were full of love that belonged only to his mother.

Chu Hancaiguang can lie down and look at him like this for a long time.

The light bulb was replaced at home, and it was a warm orange light.Chu Hancai asked his master to change the light bulb on purpose. He only felt that the light was the same when he was young, and it was also the night that his father would lie on the creaking rocking chair with him when he didn’t have to pick up guests, humming. .

Perhaps it was because the childhood memories were too good, and in the second half of his life like a desert, those memories became an oasis.

But what about Chen An?

Chu Hancai would occasionally touch Chen An's cheek with his other hand. Chen An was born with a cold body, but he could touch his body to generate warmth.He likes to let Chu Hancai's hand rest for a while, and sometimes he is willing to turn his head to kiss his palm.

Chu Hancai closed his eyes.

All this is nothing but drinking poison to quench thirst, but a mirage.

But it's better than being alone in the desert with no way out.