Jedi Marriage Proposal [Live]
Chapter 58
Gu Zhan never imagined that the "one place" Xiao Sheng mentioned would be the old house of the Gu family that was mortgaged back then.
"Here... can I go in?"
It is even more timid to be close to the hometown, not to mention that Gu Zhan once saw this house was sealed by the executors of the court. The psychological shadow of that time is still lingering and lingering until now.
"Of course." Besides, this house will belong to you in the future.
Unbeknownst to Gu Zhan, Xiao Sheng had already bought this house when he just returned to China, and now he is entrusting someone to transfer the house to his name.
The matter was not finished yet, so Xiao Sheng omitted the second half of the sentence. He knew that the little anchor had a pure heart and would definitely not accept such a gift from others. It is better to keep this matter from him first, and wait until it is done.
"However, this place was sealed off a long time ago." Gu Zhan looked at the tall gate, but couldn't muster the courage to push it open.
He was afraid that after pushing away, it would be full of devastation, or be as depressed as when they left that day.Xiao Sheng stood silently behind him, his fingers slipped between his fingers and intertwined with his, and he leaned close to him, encouraging him: "This is your home. Don't be afraid, push it away."
The voice was deep and bewildering, as if being hypnotized, Gu Zhan repeated his words, and murmured: "Home?"
"Yes, this is your home. If you want, I can live in. We will have many, many family members, including grandpa, father, and mother, and we will have two lovely dogs, and There is the housekeeper, Uncle Jin, and many, many people you are willing to accept.” Xiao Sheng only mentioned the future, and ignored all the past, he didn’t want the little guy to dwell on the past, so instead of doing that, it’s better to look forward to the future.
"My home..." Gu Zhan foolishly followed Xiao Sheng's train of thought, and soon fell into a fantasy about the future.
"Yes, your home is also my home, our home. Now, you can open the door and see what our parents look like? Are you satisfied?"
Since he didn't want the little guy to dwell on the past, Xiao Sheng naturally remodeled the house to a certain extent. While retaining some key objects, he reintegrated the internal structure.He hopes more than anyone that these integrations can meet Gu Zhan's wishes.
"Okay." Gu Zhan was completely dumbfounded when he saw this house, and Xiao Sheng said what he said.
He relaxed his body, followed the strength of Xiao Sheng's interlocking fingers, raised his hands, and leaned forward——
As if light leaked from the crack in the door, Gu Zhan became temporarily blind.
After a short period of blindness, what appeared behind the door was a high-domed hall and magnificent accessories, which were no longer as complicated and gorgeous as before, but made people feel refreshed and refreshed.
It wasn't until this moment that Gu Zhan slowly felt his consciousness come back. It turned out that he had been afraid of something.
What is he afraid of?
Probably the previous "home".It contained too many memories about his mother. Although it was sweet, it would also make him fall into endless self-blame and pain at the same time.
Seeing the completely new interior decoration, Gu Zhan's eyes flickered.
"Do you like this new home?" Seeing his pensive look, Xiao Sheng became uncommonly uneasy.
The little anchor is such a person with ideas, is he too good at making his own ideas?Perhaps you should have asked him before acting.
Gu Zhan's eyes warmed up bit by bit, like the clear sky after the snow, blooming with a wonderful vitality.He took two quick steps to the stairs connecting the upper and lower floors, touched the cylindrical guardrail with warm tentacles, and said with a toothless smile: "I like it! I like it very much!"
I really like it very much, this place is too similar to the single-family courtyard he once imagined, no, it is better than he imagined.
If you can follow what Xiao Sheng said, introduce two more dogs, a cat, and then build a grape trellis in the garden, sit under the grape trellis in summer to drink tea, and nest in the warm room to listen to the piano in winter, that day will be wonderful. So beautiful.
Gu Zhan was so delighted by the beauty of his imagination, he suddenly remembered something and asked, "Shengda, what kind of tree are we planting outside our house?"
Xiao Sheng was asked by him, he ahed, and replied casually: "Wutong?"
Gu Zhan squinted his eyes and thought about it, clapped his hands and said: "Hello, the phoenix tree, the phoenix perches on the phoenix tree, meaning noble and pure."
Xiao Sheng was happy: "You know a lot."
Gu Zhan happily walked upstairs, and finally saw the familiar old objects.There is a floor-standing globe that my father brought back from abroad, and my mother’s favorite ancient Greek statue, and my heart is gradually filled with memories.
He said one by one: "When I was three years old, my mother taught me to learn the alphabet. This is when I was six years old. My father brought it back from France. This is my favorite when I was young... ..."
Xiao Sheng smiled and listened to him telling these dusty pasts, remembering them one by one in his mind, sketching in his mind the childhood life before his sweetheart met him.
The two talked and walked, and they came to the piano room without knowing it.
Seeing that milky white grand piano, for some reason, Gu Zhan's eyes suddenly turned red.
"The piano room is the best memory of your childhood, right? Do you want to try the hand feel again?" Xiao Sheng said with feeling.
Gu Zhan glanced at him gratefully, walked over and lifted the piano cover.
This is still my mother's old grand piano, with a familiar feel, Gu Zhan closed his eyes, and calmly felt the call of the past.
The indifference of the father and the love of the mother accompanied the child in those days when he practiced the piano.
The tunes under his hand are sometimes passionate and sometimes shallow, sometimes passionate like tides rushing, sometimes light like hibiscus weeping dew, melodious like a warbler crying at dawn, majestic like a rainbow piercing the sky, but at the highest and most passionate moment, Gu Zhan Spotlights and dark audiences appeared in front of my eyes, and a terrifying sense of suffocation hit.
——"Liar, what kind of genius, what kind of future master, is not worthy of playing the piano at all!"
——"Can you really play the piano? My son's "Little Star" is better than your liar who rolls the keyboard!"
——"The organizer will refund the money!"
——"That's right, refund the money! Garbage!"
No!I'm not a liar!no!
After a short period of suffocation, Gu Zhan's eyes widened, his five fingers formed a fist, and he slammed on the keys, the melodious melody stopped abruptly, replaced by a noise of heaven and earth shattering.
A pair of hands stretched out from behind, intertwined and held his, and a voice came from his eardrum: "It sounds good, why don't you continue?"
"I can't continue anymore," Gu Zhan couldn't help feeling sad when his mind was called back to clarity, "I can't perform anymore!"
I originally asked why he didn't continue to play, but I didn't expect to get such an answer.
Xiao Sheng was very surprised, and asked urgently: "Why? You are so outstanding! The song just now was improvised, right? Gu Zhan, your talent is even higher than mine, why don't you continue? Are you worried about money? I I can help you, I will definitely make you the best idol, no, if you want, I will let you surpass me. Gu Zhan, you don’t have to worry about anything, stand on my shoulders, you will go higher Further, your future will be better than mine, you are the best."
I thought these words were impassioned enough to touch people's hearts, but Gu Zhan shook his head, looked down at his hands, and said, "No, I can't. I can't stand under the spotlight, my hands... They don't belong to me."
Xiao Sheng was completely surprised this time.
"What happened? Gu Zhan, you can tell me anything, there is no face problem between us, you should let go of all guards, so that I can better understand how to help you, okay? "
The deep voice seems to have a reassuring magic power, which makes people gradually lose the ability to resist, become addicted to it, and cannot extricate themselves.
Xiao Sheng was surprised to learn that it turned out that Gu Zhan's last performance was paid for by his mother's death.
He was very disturbed when he received the phone call before the performance. Although he tried his best to last until the end, the whole performance still ended in failure and cheating evaluation.This was his first performance and the last time, a chance his mother had worked so hard to get, but he screwed it up.
Gu Zhan ran away before he finished playing, and when he desperately rushed to the hospital, the doctor had already covered his mother's quiet face with a white sheet.
This was something he had never mentioned to anyone, even Zhou Yongyi knew very little about it. At the end, he finally broke down and cried, his shoulders buried in his knees, and he shrugged.
"Don't cry," Xiao Sheng hugged him distressedly, rubbed his cold shoulders, trying to bring some warmth to him, "It's my fault, I brought up so many sad things about you, don't cry."
"If you don't want to be an idol, then don't. I won't force you." Having said that, Xiao Sheng felt extremely guilty.Originally, he hoped that the little anchor would have a better future in the future, but he didn't expect that he would keep stirring up the past that he didn't want to recall.
Tears wet Xiao Sheng's skirt, and he couldn't help tightening his hands: "Don't cry, at least you still have me."
Gu Zhan cried for a long time, finally tired, and raised his head for no reason when he heard this.
"You still have me, your loyal fan. The first time I saw you when I was a child, I fell in love with you." Xiao Sheng pointed to his nose, raised his face with a smile, "I'm your fan." Veteran fans, much earlier than those in your live broadcast room."
"You know, I've been looking for you. Ever since I lost to you for the first time, I've been trying my best to surpass you. I don't know if you've noticed, but I quietly branded my name on the base of your trophy." Name, but in the later competitions, I never saw you again, and I started to panic, because I had no goal and I started to panic. So I secretly fabricated your appearance in my heart, dreaming that one day I could find you , defeated you with my own hands, and I never forgot you until I came back from Austria."
Xiao Sheng's eyes were extremely deep, his nose lightly touched the tip of Gu Zhan's nose, and the deep water seemed to drown a person in it.
"But Gu Zhan, until I saw you again, I realized that I no longer wanted to defeat you as much as I did when I was a teenager." Xiao Sheng pecked his lips lightly, "Do you know why?"
Gu Zhan's thinking followed him unconsciously, he lowered his head and thought for a while, then asked in a nasal voice, "Why?"
Xiao Sheng pressed his forehead and said with a smile: "Because you are a genius, a well-deserved genius. The person I like is so good, and it's too late for me to be proud. How can I have the heart to challenge?"
"Here... can I go in?"
It is even more timid to be close to the hometown, not to mention that Gu Zhan once saw this house was sealed by the executors of the court. The psychological shadow of that time is still lingering and lingering until now.
"Of course." Besides, this house will belong to you in the future.
Unbeknownst to Gu Zhan, Xiao Sheng had already bought this house when he just returned to China, and now he is entrusting someone to transfer the house to his name.
The matter was not finished yet, so Xiao Sheng omitted the second half of the sentence. He knew that the little anchor had a pure heart and would definitely not accept such a gift from others. It is better to keep this matter from him first, and wait until it is done.
"However, this place was sealed off a long time ago." Gu Zhan looked at the tall gate, but couldn't muster the courage to push it open.
He was afraid that after pushing away, it would be full of devastation, or be as depressed as when they left that day.Xiao Sheng stood silently behind him, his fingers slipped between his fingers and intertwined with his, and he leaned close to him, encouraging him: "This is your home. Don't be afraid, push it away."
The voice was deep and bewildering, as if being hypnotized, Gu Zhan repeated his words, and murmured: "Home?"
"Yes, this is your home. If you want, I can live in. We will have many, many family members, including grandpa, father, and mother, and we will have two lovely dogs, and There is the housekeeper, Uncle Jin, and many, many people you are willing to accept.” Xiao Sheng only mentioned the future, and ignored all the past, he didn’t want the little guy to dwell on the past, so instead of doing that, it’s better to look forward to the future.
"My home..." Gu Zhan foolishly followed Xiao Sheng's train of thought, and soon fell into a fantasy about the future.
"Yes, your home is also my home, our home. Now, you can open the door and see what our parents look like? Are you satisfied?"
Since he didn't want the little guy to dwell on the past, Xiao Sheng naturally remodeled the house to a certain extent. While retaining some key objects, he reintegrated the internal structure.He hopes more than anyone that these integrations can meet Gu Zhan's wishes.
"Okay." Gu Zhan was completely dumbfounded when he saw this house, and Xiao Sheng said what he said.
He relaxed his body, followed the strength of Xiao Sheng's interlocking fingers, raised his hands, and leaned forward——
As if light leaked from the crack in the door, Gu Zhan became temporarily blind.
After a short period of blindness, what appeared behind the door was a high-domed hall and magnificent accessories, which were no longer as complicated and gorgeous as before, but made people feel refreshed and refreshed.
It wasn't until this moment that Gu Zhan slowly felt his consciousness come back. It turned out that he had been afraid of something.
What is he afraid of?
Probably the previous "home".It contained too many memories about his mother. Although it was sweet, it would also make him fall into endless self-blame and pain at the same time.
Seeing the completely new interior decoration, Gu Zhan's eyes flickered.
"Do you like this new home?" Seeing his pensive look, Xiao Sheng became uncommonly uneasy.
The little anchor is such a person with ideas, is he too good at making his own ideas?Perhaps you should have asked him before acting.
Gu Zhan's eyes warmed up bit by bit, like the clear sky after the snow, blooming with a wonderful vitality.He took two quick steps to the stairs connecting the upper and lower floors, touched the cylindrical guardrail with warm tentacles, and said with a toothless smile: "I like it! I like it very much!"
I really like it very much, this place is too similar to the single-family courtyard he once imagined, no, it is better than he imagined.
If you can follow what Xiao Sheng said, introduce two more dogs, a cat, and then build a grape trellis in the garden, sit under the grape trellis in summer to drink tea, and nest in the warm room to listen to the piano in winter, that day will be wonderful. So beautiful.
Gu Zhan was so delighted by the beauty of his imagination, he suddenly remembered something and asked, "Shengda, what kind of tree are we planting outside our house?"
Xiao Sheng was asked by him, he ahed, and replied casually: "Wutong?"
Gu Zhan squinted his eyes and thought about it, clapped his hands and said: "Hello, the phoenix tree, the phoenix perches on the phoenix tree, meaning noble and pure."
Xiao Sheng was happy: "You know a lot."
Gu Zhan happily walked upstairs, and finally saw the familiar old objects.There is a floor-standing globe that my father brought back from abroad, and my mother’s favorite ancient Greek statue, and my heart is gradually filled with memories.
He said one by one: "When I was three years old, my mother taught me to learn the alphabet. This is when I was six years old. My father brought it back from France. This is my favorite when I was young... ..."
Xiao Sheng smiled and listened to him telling these dusty pasts, remembering them one by one in his mind, sketching in his mind the childhood life before his sweetheart met him.
The two talked and walked, and they came to the piano room without knowing it.
Seeing that milky white grand piano, for some reason, Gu Zhan's eyes suddenly turned red.
"The piano room is the best memory of your childhood, right? Do you want to try the hand feel again?" Xiao Sheng said with feeling.
Gu Zhan glanced at him gratefully, walked over and lifted the piano cover.
This is still my mother's old grand piano, with a familiar feel, Gu Zhan closed his eyes, and calmly felt the call of the past.
The indifference of the father and the love of the mother accompanied the child in those days when he practiced the piano.
The tunes under his hand are sometimes passionate and sometimes shallow, sometimes passionate like tides rushing, sometimes light like hibiscus weeping dew, melodious like a warbler crying at dawn, majestic like a rainbow piercing the sky, but at the highest and most passionate moment, Gu Zhan Spotlights and dark audiences appeared in front of my eyes, and a terrifying sense of suffocation hit.
——"Liar, what kind of genius, what kind of future master, is not worthy of playing the piano at all!"
——"Can you really play the piano? My son's "Little Star" is better than your liar who rolls the keyboard!"
——"The organizer will refund the money!"
——"That's right, refund the money! Garbage!"
No!I'm not a liar!no!
After a short period of suffocation, Gu Zhan's eyes widened, his five fingers formed a fist, and he slammed on the keys, the melodious melody stopped abruptly, replaced by a noise of heaven and earth shattering.
A pair of hands stretched out from behind, intertwined and held his, and a voice came from his eardrum: "It sounds good, why don't you continue?"
"I can't continue anymore," Gu Zhan couldn't help feeling sad when his mind was called back to clarity, "I can't perform anymore!"
I originally asked why he didn't continue to play, but I didn't expect to get such an answer.
Xiao Sheng was very surprised, and asked urgently: "Why? You are so outstanding! The song just now was improvised, right? Gu Zhan, your talent is even higher than mine, why don't you continue? Are you worried about money? I I can help you, I will definitely make you the best idol, no, if you want, I will let you surpass me. Gu Zhan, you don’t have to worry about anything, stand on my shoulders, you will go higher Further, your future will be better than mine, you are the best."
I thought these words were impassioned enough to touch people's hearts, but Gu Zhan shook his head, looked down at his hands, and said, "No, I can't. I can't stand under the spotlight, my hands... They don't belong to me."
Xiao Sheng was completely surprised this time.
"What happened? Gu Zhan, you can tell me anything, there is no face problem between us, you should let go of all guards, so that I can better understand how to help you, okay? "
The deep voice seems to have a reassuring magic power, which makes people gradually lose the ability to resist, become addicted to it, and cannot extricate themselves.
Xiao Sheng was surprised to learn that it turned out that Gu Zhan's last performance was paid for by his mother's death.
He was very disturbed when he received the phone call before the performance. Although he tried his best to last until the end, the whole performance still ended in failure and cheating evaluation.This was his first performance and the last time, a chance his mother had worked so hard to get, but he screwed it up.
Gu Zhan ran away before he finished playing, and when he desperately rushed to the hospital, the doctor had already covered his mother's quiet face with a white sheet.
This was something he had never mentioned to anyone, even Zhou Yongyi knew very little about it. At the end, he finally broke down and cried, his shoulders buried in his knees, and he shrugged.
"Don't cry," Xiao Sheng hugged him distressedly, rubbed his cold shoulders, trying to bring some warmth to him, "It's my fault, I brought up so many sad things about you, don't cry."
"If you don't want to be an idol, then don't. I won't force you." Having said that, Xiao Sheng felt extremely guilty.Originally, he hoped that the little anchor would have a better future in the future, but he didn't expect that he would keep stirring up the past that he didn't want to recall.
Tears wet Xiao Sheng's skirt, and he couldn't help tightening his hands: "Don't cry, at least you still have me."
Gu Zhan cried for a long time, finally tired, and raised his head for no reason when he heard this.
"You still have me, your loyal fan. The first time I saw you when I was a child, I fell in love with you." Xiao Sheng pointed to his nose, raised his face with a smile, "I'm your fan." Veteran fans, much earlier than those in your live broadcast room."
"You know, I've been looking for you. Ever since I lost to you for the first time, I've been trying my best to surpass you. I don't know if you've noticed, but I quietly branded my name on the base of your trophy." Name, but in the later competitions, I never saw you again, and I started to panic, because I had no goal and I started to panic. So I secretly fabricated your appearance in my heart, dreaming that one day I could find you , defeated you with my own hands, and I never forgot you until I came back from Austria."
Xiao Sheng's eyes were extremely deep, his nose lightly touched the tip of Gu Zhan's nose, and the deep water seemed to drown a person in it.
"But Gu Zhan, until I saw you again, I realized that I no longer wanted to defeat you as much as I did when I was a teenager." Xiao Sheng pecked his lips lightly, "Do you know why?"
Gu Zhan's thinking followed him unconsciously, he lowered his head and thought for a while, then asked in a nasal voice, "Why?"
Xiao Sheng pressed his forehead and said with a smile: "Because you are a genius, a well-deserved genius. The person I like is so good, and it's too late for me to be proud. How can I have the heart to challenge?"
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