gray love

In Yunshe Village, Taiping Town, Jiangkou County, we wandered in this Tujia village shrouded in mist and rain like a paradise. In Zhangye City in the middle of the Hexi Corridor in Gansu Province, we visited the colorful and majestic Danxia landform. In the Qilian Mountains Riding horses in the prairie, leading camels in Badain Jaran to appreciate the desolate beauty, and finally, we went to Denmark.

At the door of a church in Copenhagen, she stopped suddenly.

"Let's get married," she said, eyes shining.

I stood there in a daze, thinking that I should say marriage first, but I didn't expect that the person in front of me who made me think about it day and night and almost passed me by, would say it first.

I felt guilty and restless, so after our trip was over and she came home, I bought a pair of rings. There were no diamonds.

I went to K City, and now I feel uncomfortable if I don’t see her for a second. Similarly, I temporarily stayed in a hotel near her house, but after she heard that I came to K City, she blamed me for not getting along with her. She said hello in advance, and then asked me to check out and go to her house to live.I was embarrassed, and I repeatedly declined, but in the end I was defeated by her pretended anger.

Her parents entertained me very warmly and cooked a large table of dishes. Xiao said that it was the first time she saw me so shy, like a little girl. I was talking nonsense, but I could speak freely in front of my father-in-law and mother-in-law. Is foul language inappropriate?

But to be honest, I haven't experienced this kind of warmth with my family for a long time, and I was so moved that I wanted to cry. Xiao said that I am actually a sentimental person, but I am usually more pretentious.

After dinner, we went for a walk outside. City K is a medium-sized city that is not as developed as City H, but the night view is still good. After she took me for a stroll, I suddenly proposed to go to her high school. She readily agreed, but she didn’t know me. In fact, there are other attempts.

Her alma mater, K City No. [-] Middle School, is a place where every bit of her past is buried. We walked around the campus, and she was very happy. She took my hand and ran here and there, talking more.

"I'm the youngest in the class. Everyone calls me Xiaoxiao. It's not the Xiao in my name, but Xiaoxiao. Some mischievous male students call me Xiaobudian directly. As long as they call me that, I will take a broom and go to school." They chased and beat them all over the corridor, and then they saw that I was serious, so they really didn't dare to call me that." She said to me happily.

I scratched her nose and said with a smile: "I didn't expect our Teacher Yu to be a mighty little witch."

We sat on the benches on the campus to rest, the evening breeze was blowing, the leaves were swaying, and the tip of our noses was full of youthful breath. I turned my head and looked at the slight smile on her lips and said, "In high school, you can talk Ever been in love?"

She turned to look at me in surprise and said, "What? You want to eat old vinegar?"

"No... I'm just asking." I said, looking at her softly.

She smirked and said, "Guess."

"I guess..." I looked up to the sky, "No."

"how do you know?"

I looked at the brightest star in the night sky and said: "Because you once said that the person who can change you has not yet appeared. Falling in love in high school can completely transform you from an obedient girl, but you haven't... , so... I don't think you talked about it."

She smiled and said, "Hey, Hui Hao still has the potential to be a detective. But... At that time, there were still many boys chasing me, but I don't know why, I didn't feel any of them, including in college, I didn't The one who can see right, until my parents arranged him for me."

When I mentioned him, she suddenly froze her smile, and there was a hint of panic in her eyes. I quickly hugged her and let her lean on my shoulder.

"The previous things are over, now you have me and you can love with confidence. I will not hurt you, nor will I change my mind, nor will I leave you." I promised softly in her ear.

She straightened up and looked me in the eyes tenderly: "I believe in you."

I stroked her hair, and she suddenly took my hand and said, "What about you? How many times have you talked?"

I said with some confidence: "You are the only one."

She was dumbfounded, and looked at me in disbelief: "Isn't it... first love?"

"Yeah." I nodded and smiled, "So...the time I kissed you on the company's rooftop...it was my first kiss."

Her eyes melted, and there was a hint of emotion on her blushing cheeks.

"Actually, I've always wanted to know, since when did you fall in love with me?" I said, staring seriously into her eyes.

This question seemed to have reached her heart, she turned her head, smiled mysteriously, and did not speak.

"When?" I asked reluctantly, but she remained indifferent and smiled to herself.I was about to give up. It seemed that she didn't want to tell me. I lowered my head and said with a little disappointment: "Forget it if you don't tell me. Anyway, I guessed it."

"Guess what?"

"Maybe you were infected by what I said on the phone that day, so you said you love me."

She suddenly patted me on the head, pouted and said, "I love you so casually, don't I?"

"That is…"

"That...Xu Yangyang incident, do you still remember? When the security guard took Xu Yangyang's father's lover away, I saw you covering the eyes of the little boy who was crying loudly, and then dismissed him. Bought him a lot of delicious food to coax him..." She raised her eyes and looked at me affectionately, "At that time, I suddenly found that you are so kind and careful, although you appear cold and heartless, your heart is full of sunshine Yes, it was also at that time that I would...unconsciously...pay attention to you."

She frowned: "But... I can't fall in love with you, let alone I have a boyfriend, you are my student after all, or... a girl..."

She closed her eyes and opened them again, with moist eyes: "But... I couldn't control myself in the end. I have to admit that I have fallen in love with you."

"I didn't expect that I would turn around without anyone noticing it. I met les in college before. At that time, I thought that my world and their world would not intersect. I couldn't be like them, but... I am I really didn’t expect that for the first time, the thing that made my heart flutter... was a girl, a very handsome girl, when she leaned on the motorcycle and bowed her head to light a cigarette, when she vented her anger for me, when she silently cared about me , when she was playing, when she said 'Happy Birthday' to me, when she was wandering downstairs in the community, when she was seriously teaching the children to sing the national anthem, when she took off her big white and wiped the sweat from her forehead , when she said 'I love you' with all her strength, my heart told me from all directions 'I love her, I should love her.'."

I bowed my head and kissed away the tears that fell from the corners of her eyes. She looked at me and said, "I'm sorry...I kept it from you for so long, and hurt you for so long..."

I smiled slyly and said, "Then...how can you make up for me?"

"Ah?" She was taken aback for a moment, not knowing what to say.

I looked at her with hot eyes, she suddenly blushed, pinched the bench with her fingers nervously, and murmured: "You...you don't want...to me..."

"What you said... I won't ask for it," I guessed what she was thinking and said, "If one day you are willing...hehe..."

I lowered my head and smiled: "I won't stop it either."

"What are you talking about..." She stood up blushing and walked towards the teaching building.

I followed and gently took her hand.When we came to her high school classroom, the door was locked, and I accidentally found that the window could be opened, so I jumped into the classroom from the window first, and Xiao hesitated for a while before jumping in.

I turned on the flashlight that came with my phone, and the classroom instantly became much brighter.

She walked to her high school seat and sat down, rubbing the table and chairs.

"Nothing has changed, what has changed...is the teenagers who are struggling here."

I looked at her, peacefully.

"Know...why I want to be a teacher?" she said, looking at me.

"why?"

She lowered her head and smiled gratifiedly: "Because, only then can I stay on campus and filter my youth over and over again."

I looked at her without speaking, and let her caress her hastily lost youth.

"With you, my youth is perfect." I said softly, and suddenly turned and walked to the podium.

I took out the ring in my pocket, and said emotionally under the dim light: "Mr. Yu Xiao, in the next few days, are you willing to write with me to perfection?"

Xiao was stunned, stunned in the dim shadow, she got up and walked over slowly, she saw clearly the ring in my hand, I faced her, and half-kneeled: "In the days to come, teacher, would you Let me protect you, forever?"

She was still there in a daze, and for a while I heard her sobbing in a low voice.

"Hey, hey, why are you crying..." I stood up helplessly and wiped away her tears.

She cried pear blossoms with rain, and my heart felt like it was being torn. She suddenly raised her head and pouted and said, "Why don't you put it on for me?"

"Oh." I was ecstatic, so...she promised me...

She put another ring on my left middle finger. I looked at her happily and was just about to kiss her when I heard movement outside. I hurriedly pulled her to squat down together and turned off the cell phone that was on.A security guard came from the corridor, muttered, closed the window, and walked away.

We hid under the tables and chairs and laughed together. After the security guards walked away, we jumped out of the window and left the campus.

When we were about to reach her community, we had to loosen our grip. At this moment, I suddenly leaned into her ear and said, "When I grow up, I will marry you."

She pinched my face and said dotingly: "Then you have to grow up well, don't let me wait."

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The final exam is coming up recently, and the update is slow. Please forgive me. If you like this novel, please comment and bookmark it. Chu Mo is here, thank you all ^o^