Haruno

Tang Wan's hand to peel the apple stopped.

He wanted to say, what are you kidding, how could you die?You look so good-looking, someone will love you to death in the future.

But when he raised his eyes, he saw He Yun's expression.

Solemn and serious.

Such a look rarely appeared on the boy's face, but once it appeared, it meant that he was not joking.

Tang Wan was speechless.

He looked at the young man and found sadly that after an operation, the young man was slowly withering away like a frost-damaged flower.He was thinner and paler.His hair is dry, only a pair of eyes, so bright, so penetrating.

This release of Buddha is the only place where this young man shows his vitality.

But it made Tang Wan feel even more uncomfortable for no reason.

"Promise me, okay? Tang Wan."

He Yun said softly.

He also looked at Tang Wan, knowing that the young man was stunned.

Originally...he really wanted to let go.

What a selfish child he was, making a request selfishly, just to satisfy his own desires.He knew, he knew, as long as he proposed, no matter what, Tang Wan would agree.

Just a matter of time.

And what he lacked was time.

How much he wanted to be with Tang Wan.I don't know where this charming thought came from, but it was like a devil, occupying his heart.He wants it.

He didn't hesitate to destroy the tender feelings between them, but also wanted to say it.

Because, he is really going to die.

Others don't know, but he knows best that he is really going to die.

Tang Wan pulled the quilt on He Yun, covered his eyes with her hands, and said, "You should be asleep."

He Yun didn't speak any more, and closed his eyes obediently.

Tang Wan waited for his breathing to be even and calm before leaving.

He walked under the lights of the city, not knowing what to say.It's getting hotter, but it's cold at night with just a coat on.

He gathered his coat and let out a soft breath.

He looked at the sky dyed red by neon lights, his brows gathered.

Tang Wan's mind was in a mess, he tried to clean it up, but he couldn't sort it out.He was shocked by what He Yun said.

"Why do you have such thoughts?"

He said softly, not knowing who he was speaking to.

"How can you have that kind of thought?"

His tone was so light that there was hardly a trace of reproach.

In Tang Wan's experience, no one has ever told him how to deal with feelings.He never seriously thought about what his other half would look like, but he just thought that he would probably have a virtuous wife and some well-behaved and filial children in the future.

Well, maybe those children will still look like He Yun.

For a while, he raised Heyun as his son.

Later, these secondary school fantasies were gradually crushed by life.

Tang Wan smiled wryly.

He twisted his fingers, took out a pack of cigarettes from his trouser pocket, took out one, and lit it tremblingly.

In the smell of tobacco, he couldn't help thinking that if He Yun hadn't been lying on the hospital bed, he might have scolded He Yun severely to wake him up.

man and man?

how could it be possible!

Where is the path He Yun should take?

but……

but……

Who made He Yun the only one?

Tang Wan smoked a cigarette slowly.He was not in the habit of smoking.But working in a nightclub, I had to learn to smoke.Now he is no longer in nightclubs, but he still has a pack of cigarettes in his pocket.

He wasn't that angry, but he was helpless, and even felt sad after calming down.

He can understand, but he can't accept it.

This was expected by He Yun.It would be abnormal if Tang Wan accepted it immediately.

After that conversation, he never saw Tang Wan again.It's not that Tang Wan didn't come, it's just that this person no longer visits him when he is awake.

Maybe it was because he was afraid of his pleading.

Tang Wan has always had little resistance to his requests.Then Tang Wan could choose to stay away from him.

He Yun was not as emotional about this as Tang Wan was worried about.

After the confession, there was nothing that could move him, unless Tang Wan agreed.

He Yun knew that Tang Wan would come to him every night, and it could be seen from the fact that he could drink new tonic soup every morning.

But Tang Wan never appeared in front of him.

After about seven days like this, He Yun's body was finally able to get out of bed.His bodily functions are recovering well.

So, he finally didn't fall into a deep sleep that night.

He closed his eyes soberly.

The whole hospital was quiet, silent, and dark, so he closed his eyes and waited for Tang Wan's arrival.

His consciousness is drowsy, because he still hasn't recovered to a healthy state after all.He was in the dark night, as if he was returning to the mother's body, it was all so chaotic, but it was not comfortable, because he still had concerns in his heart, and he couldn't sink into the darkness.

For a moment, his consciousness trembled.But the body did not move.

He woke up.He even felt a bunch of focused eyes on him.

He tried his best not to open his eyes.

Tang Wan is here.

The door was pushed open, and the small sound made He Yun tense.Then he realized that he couldn't really be sober.

He didn't know if Tang Wan really wanted to see him.However, since Tang Wan was able to visit him at night, it meant that Tang Wan still missed him in her heart.So he can't wake up.

Otherwise, if this person knew that he was pretending to be asleep, would he not come to see him at night?

Gently and slowly relax the body.

In the dark night, He Yun's senses become more sensitive.He seemed to be able to hear Tang Wan's breathing, Tang Wan's light footsteps, and smell his body...

He felt Tang Wan gradually approaching.

He was able to outline Tang Wan's actions, even though he didn't open his eyes.

Tang Wan closed the door, and it was dark again.Tang Wan walked to his side, and knocked the insulated lunch box in her hand on the table—that's why he knew why Tang Wan had come.Then, Tang Wan picked up the chair on one side, carried it out, and put it beside his bed, and finally Tang Wan sat down.

He knew that in order to make his voice quieter, he wouldn't pull the chair carelessly away.

Tang Wan was sitting there.

look at him quietly.

And even nose sour.He was suddenly overwhelmed by a sense of grievance.

He couldn't tell what the grievance was.Just want to cry.

I really want to cry in Tang Wan's arms.

I really want to.

He even breathing is still steady.

Enveloped by Tang Wan's aura, his mood gradually calmed down, and he fell asleep helplessly.

When a new day came, Tang Wan moved her stiff body and stood up again.

Now he won't watch Heyun during the day, but will come to keep watch at night.

Then, when he was about to walk out of the hospital, the new nurse who was on shift had already arrived and was talking to other nurses, when he saw him, he hurried over.

Tang Wan took a pink card from her hand.

He smiled, thanked him, and saw that the nurse blushed and was speechless.

He missed it.

Tang Wan walked out of the hospital, still holding that card in her hand.I don't know why, there is no joy in my heart.

It was obviously a card from a pretty girl, maybe it was a love letter, but he didn't want to read it.

What's going on here?

Tang Wan put away her smile, lowered her head and wanted to put the card into the trash can.Anyway, this place is already outside the hospital, and the little nurse probably couldn't see it.

But after hesitating for a moment, he turned over the back of the card, which was the side where the words were written.

He was taken aback when he saw the delicate and familiar font.

This is even.

The content is a paragraph.

Brother, here is an orchid.

They say it will bloom.Because it is an orchid.

And I saw its leaves turning yellow, its branches withered, and its withered ground.

But I won't say it.

If so, it will leave my sight.

Do you know how it grows?

Is it the same as my flowers, curled up in the cold winter, awakened by the rain and dew, and sprouted in the east wind?

Brother, it has never bloomed.

It's dead.