[Lou Cheng's first time] Nirvana

The mouth is full of bitterness, and there is no sweetness at all.

There is no going back, he has changed his surname to Wang.He's no longer that Ah Cheng from the Ming family...

Mingcheng went directly to Xia Yuechun's office, "Yuechun, borrow the phone." During this period of time, the Ming family must have dinner at home...

Sure enough, it was Ah Xiang who answered the call. "Brother Ah Cheng!" Ah Xiang's excited three words made everyone at the table put down their bowls and chopsticks immediately.

Mingcheng only heard the sound of table and chairs moving on the phone, as well as footsteps...

Mingjing, Mingtai and Yu Manli both ran to the phone, and Minglou had already picked up the receiver. "Ah Cheng."

"Brother..." Mingcheng didn't expect Minglou to answer the phone so quickly, and was a little taken aback. "Brother, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, everything is fine, don't worry."

It's a good thing to be discharged from the hospital, but these three words also mean - parting.Minglou tightened his grip on the receiver, "As long as you are well, you are not allowed to mess with your body again, you understand?"

"Which one is talking too much?" Mingcheng looked at Xia Yuechun, Xia Yuechun shook his head hurriedly.That's Rong Chu... "Brother, I understand, I will take good care of myself. From now on, you have to take care of yourself too. Don't forget to carry the medicine with you at all times..."

Mingcheng is more worried that there is no one around Minglou to take care of him...

"I'm such an old man, do I still need you to tell me this?" Minglou's eyes were curved, but tears flashed, "At home, leave it to me."

"Yeah." Minglou was talking about Ah Ci, and Mingcheng knew... Minglou wanted to keep Ah Ci, and would not appear in front of him tomorrow.Tonight, they can only say goodbye on the phone.

"Be sure to be good." Although Minglou's exhortation was only six words, it was so homely that it made people feel sad.

"En." Mingcheng choked up, and uttered a reply in a heavy nasal voice.

"I'll pick you up when you go back to Shanghai." Will definitely come back?Minglou's hands trembled slightly, and he said something that even he himself didn't believe.

"En." Mingcheng's answering voice became softer and less audible, and this voice was also full of uncertainty and hesitation.He is not sure whether he can return to Shanghai...

"..." Minglou heard only a softer "hmm" from the other side, and his heart seemed to be blocked by a huge rock, making him unable to breathe.But this is the way they are going, they are already on the way, and there is no other way but to keep going. "Mingcheng, take care."

The last four words were not spoken as relatives, but as comrades in arms...

Mingcheng blinked, letting the tears dissipate a lot.He solemnly replied, "You too." Mingcheng hung up the phone first, he knew Mingjing Mingtai and Yu Manli were nearby, but he couldn't talk to them.

Ming Jing heard that there was no sound on the phone, her whole body stiffened, but she just complained. "Why did the kid hang up the phone? I haven't..."

"..." Minglou couldn't bear to turn around, he didn't dare to look at Mingjing.When did the eldest sister, the young head of the family, have been so fragile?He felt distressed just looking at it...

"Ah Xiang." Ming Jing took Ah Xiang's hand, and there was nothing wrong with it, except for her eyes full of reluctance and sadness. "You go shopping early tomorrow morning. Remember to buy a crucian carp. Ah Cheng likes my crucian carp soup the most. He has just been discharged from the hospital, so he needs to make more..."

"Big..." Mingtai also saw something was wrong, he was about to speak but Yu Manli quickly stopped him with his eyes.Yu Manli tugged at his sleeve and motioned him to clean up the dinner table.

Ming Lou sat on the sofa tiredly, Ming Jing repeatedly told Ah Xiang by his ears, as if Ah Cheng would come back after being discharged from the hospital tomorrow.How much he wanted to deceive himself like a mirror, but he couldn't.He still needs more things to do, and he can't be vulnerable in the slightest.

"Ah Xiang, go and see Mingtai and the others, how could they do that?" Minglou hardened his heart, and met Mingjing's hurt eyes.He stretched out his hand towards Ming Jing, "Sister, I'll accompany you for a walk."

In the courtyard of the Ming Mansion, clumps of peonies are still blooming, colorful and colorful.Although I can't see clearly at night, the scent of flowers mixed in the evening wind is very strong...

Ming Jing was a little dazed. She thought she could protect her younger brothers, but in the end she couldn't protect any of them.For the country, for the faith, they will leave her one by one.Ah Cheng is the first...

"Minglou, can Ah Cheng really not stay? Our family can also recuperate, and I can take care of him. Can you let Ah Cheng come back? Isn't he the one who listens to you the most?" Ming Jing couldn't understand why Ah Cheng must Want to leave them and go to Wang's house?Why can't you come back?

"Eldest sister..." Minglou paused when he saw Mingjing's expectant eyes. "Ah Cheng's identity is just a cover. He has a mission to complete when he goes to Nanjing."

"He's injured like that, and there's still work to do!" Ming Jing was in a hurry, she grabbed Ming Lou's hand and asked him. "Who the hell are you! Ever since you suddenly returned to Shanghai, I felt something was wrong. With multiple identities, which one is the real you!"

"We are all Chinese, and what we do is for the future of countless Chinese people." Ming Lou answered candidly, "No matter what our status is, our wishes are the same. The real us, even though we are now in deep quagmire , but will always live upright. A heart, pretending to be a family and a country. A life, offering a thousand miles of mountains and rivers."

Both he and Mingcheng are soldiers, a soldier with a firm belief.

When they swear an oath under the party flag, their lives have been contributed to the country.They have never been involuntary, they have always been obedient, and that will never change.

Family is important, yes, it is.

They can exchange their lives for the safety of their families.For example, Mingcheng exchanged his life for Mingtai... However, Mingcheng also did so under the condition of ensuring that the dead time plan would not be affected.

Tasks come first.There is no other choice!

"Eldest sister, the Ming family can no longer be involved. You have protected us for half our lives, so we should protect you." Ming Jing is what they want to protect, without Ming mirror, there would be no Ming family. "Acheng's identity is very complicated, he must cut off the connection with us. For you and for him, you have to endure. Tomorrow..."

"I can't see him tomorrow?" When Ming Jing saw Minglou nodding firmly, her eyes were already hazy. "Can't we even meet again?"

"...he will come back, big sister." Ming Lou could only comfort her like this...

"..." Ming Jing buried his face in Ming Lou's chest, crying in a suppressed voice.Minglou raised his hand and patted her on the back softly, with his head tilted slightly, the tears in his eyes just flowed back into his heart little by little.

——A Cheng, you must come back.

"Morning, Uncle Mo." Mingcheng was wearing a silver-gray suit, well-cut.The scar on his face was only a touch of pink, and he still smiled brightly.

"Good morning, young master." When Mo Hai saw Mingcheng, he would always smile along with him, and bow to open the door for Mingcheng. "Madame is in a meeting at the Ministry of Finance, and she ordered her subordinates to follow you at your command."

Mingcheng sat in the back seat, "Go to the Ming Mansion." Seeing that Mo Hai just started the car and refused to drive, he smiled. "What? Didn't you just go there yesterday? Uncle Mo won't tell me, don't you remember?"

Mo Hai has been by Chen Bijun's side for so many years, so he is naturally a sensible person.As soon as he heard Mingcheng's words, he knew he was looking for trouble.But he didn't do anything yesterday? "Son, I'm sorry."

"Uncle Mo, what are you talking about? You are the most important person around the godmother. Mingcheng can't bear your apology." Mingcheng's smile is very bright, but there is no warmth at all. "Drive, go to the Ming Mansion."

At this moment, Mo Hai only had one sentence in his heart: It's not that a family doesn't enter a house.This kind of deterrent power in Mingcheng is really not available to the sons and daughters of ordinary families. "Yes, young master."

Mingcheng flipped through the magazine in the car and said casually. "Uncle Mo, thank you for your hard work." For someone like Mo Hai, saying a few words is enough to make him uncomfortable for a long time... Mingcheng is still very cautious when dealing with the bullying of his own people.

Mo Hai wiped off his cold sweat, he still hasn't figured out how he offended Mingcheng...

When the car arrived at the intersection, just as Mo Hai was about to turn a corner, Ming Cheng lowered his eyes. "Uncle Mo, stop the car. Just wait for me in the car, don't pass by."

Mo Hai bowed and said, "Yes, young master."

From the intersection to the entrance of the Ming Mansion, there is only a 100-meter road, and there are lush trees along the road twice.Walking on this road, Mingcheng felt so strange for the first time...

The familiar door was in front of him, but his steps became heavier and heavier.

"Second Brother!" Mingtai and Yu Manli ran towards him, calling out "Second Brother" in unison, which made Mingcheng take two steps forward involuntarily.

"Second brother!" Mingtai hugged Mingcheng, the last time we met was a few days ago when we were in the hospital... In just a few days, Mingcheng became even thinner. "You've lost a lot of weight..."

"Mingtai." Mingcheng patted Mingtai's back and smiled at Yu Manli.Only then did he look inside the Ming Mansion, "How is Eldest Sister?"

Yu Manli turned her head sideways, and a shadow fell into the corner of her eyes...

The elder sister had been standing in this corner early in the morning and had not moved.She seemed to know that Mingcheng would definitely come back, but when she saw Mingcheng appearing at the door, she took back the foot she was about to take...

"Eldest sister is fine, second brother, don't worry, we will definitely take good care of elder sister." Mingtai seemed to have matured a lot suddenly, with more responsibility on his body.However, in the face of parting, he is still the Mingtai who relies on his brother. "Eldest sister has cooked a lot of dishes you like, can you leave after lunch?"

Mingcheng shook his head, and took out a letter from his pocket. "I still have some things to deal with in a while, so I won't go in. You can help me give this letter to my eldest sister."

"Second brother..." Mingtai held a thin letter, feeling extremely heavy.His bright eyes looked at Mingcheng expectantly. "You're bound to come back again, aren't you?"

Mingcheng smiled brightly, and a pair of clear eyes overflowed with warm light. "No matter where I go, my heart will always be with you. You will always be my dearest family."

When Ming Jing, who was leaning against the wall, heard these words, he couldn't hold back his tears.She resisted not letting herself make a sound, resisted not going out to take a look at Mingcheng, and only cried secretly in this corner where Mingcheng could not see...

Mingcheng's answer in disguise was telling them even more.He had no way to guarantee that he would be able to come back again, and he didn't want to lie to Mingtai, so he had no choice but to say so.Because his life and death are uncertain...

"Mingtai, Manli, take care." Mingcheng gave Mingtai a hug, and then hugged Yu Manli.

"Second brother!" Mingtai and Yu Manli could only watch Mingcheng turn around, watching this figure move away from their blurred vision...

Mingcheng got into the car, and when he looked towards the door of the Ming Mansion, he saw the bright mirror looking towards him from a distance.He held the car door tightly with his hand, but the movement to open the door was frozen just like that...

——You have to remember, you are now a child of the Wang family...

"Young master, it's still early, why don't you go and see each other again?" Mo Hai was used to seeing farewells, so he wouldn't be moved by a small separation.However, Mingcheng's parting with the Ming family this time, although there were no tears, no retention, nothing...

However, it is heartbreakingly depressing...

"Let's drive." Mingcheng lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes covered the tears in his eyes.He heard the sound of the car driving away, and he didn't have the courage to look at the surrounding scenery, even for a glance...

"Dear Sister:

There are a thousand words in writing, but I don't know where to start.

Ah Cheng grew up in the Ming family since childhood, drank the water from the Ming family, ate the food from the Ming family, and received favors from the Ming family.The eldest sister and elder brother treated Ah Cheng with the utmost kindness, and Ah Cheng was deeply grateful and never dared to forget it.

After leaving this time, many kindnesses were not reciprocated. I failed my elder sister's careful cultivation, and all my hard work was wasted.This is a shame for Ah Cheng.She made a heart-to-heart promise with her eldest brother, and promised each other for life, so that the Ming family's incense would not continue, making it difficult for the eldest sister to choose between family affection and filial piety.This is Ah Cheng's shame.Acknowledging a thief as his father and turning his back on the Ming family caused the Ming family to be disgraced, their fame could not be restored, and the lintel's glory was stained with dust.Ah Cheng is ashamed of the three.

After all these things, Ah Cheng has no face to enter the door of the Ming family again, please forgive Ah Cheng for being unfilial.The eldest sister is the person Ah Cheng owes the most in this life, and the kindness of her life is hard to describe.If there is an afterlife, Ah Cheng only wants to give up everything he has.I hope that my eldest sister will take care of her body and be healthy every year.Farewell Mingcheng. "

After reading a letter, Ming Jing was sobbing, his mind was full of that well-behaved child smiling brightly at her.Tears stained the letter paper, but she could never find her most obedient, kind, and well-behaved brother...

The meeting of the Economics Department of the Ministry of Finance did not end until 10:30. Minglou was appointed as the director of the Economics Department in public, and Yang Muci, as the chairman of the Shanghai Chamber of Commerce, also had an extra slack as an economic consultant.

After the meeting, Minglou got into Yang Muchi's car directly.

"Go down." For Minglou, Yang Muci didn't have to have a good face at all.If he hadn't cared about the influence of the public, he would have kicked Minglou out of the car.

"Your elder brother looked for me." Minglou sat calmly, and the words he ran out made Yang Muci instantly compromise.Minglou smiled gently, with a hint of cunning in his eyes...

Grasping the weakness, who wouldn't?

Yang Muci slammed the car door shut and asked Minglou. "Where are you going?" Since you have something to say, there must be a place where you can talk.

Minglou smiled, "No. 28, Sinan Road." He wanted to tell Du Luning that he and Yang Muchi were standing on the same line right now.Du Luning had to provide more informants...

"..." Yang Muci looked at Minglou with the eyes of a madman.Most of the hidden personnel of the military command lived in an apartment on Sinan Road.The house number of a single family is a bungalow of a wealthy family.Ming Lou actually bought such a set of property right under the nose of the military commander! "As expected of Zhang Lipu's apprentice!"

Minglou sneered and replied unceremoniously. "The trick of being black under the lamp was taught by Du Luning!"

No.20 five chapters of deep love

It was the first time Minglou set foot in the small garden house on Sinan Road since he brought Mingcheng there that night.For damaged things, he arranged for people to maintain and repair them.

Minglou took out the key to open the door. It's not far from the train station, so it's very suitable...to hold Yang Muci back. It's not a good job. For an excellent agent, intuition is the secret weapon.

Therefore, Minglou can only play the emotional card.

One Rongchu and one Mingcheng should be able to drag Yang Muchi until they leave.

The house is warmly and comfortably furnished, and to Yang Muci's astonishment, the decoration and colors, including the design style, are all Mingcheng's favorite.He looked at Minglou with a more relaxed look, "Here..."

"I hope this is the home of Ah Cheng and me." Ming Lou smiled tenderly, speaking his heart that he had never said to Ming Cheng.

No matter how much he refuses, he has to admit the importance of Yang Muci in Mingcheng's heart.That kind of companionship in adolescence is often remembered for a lifetime, especially in that kind of environment...

The home of Minglou and Mingcheng... Although Yang Muci is not as emotionally intelligent as Rongchu, he understood the meaning of this sentence.A home made up of two people is a partner, a lover!

But Minglou's confession at this time made Yang Muci feel that it was unreal.He bluntly said, "I have never understood you, Minglou, especially when it comes to Mingcheng."

"No one can fully understand another person. It has nothing to do with IQ." Minglou smiled. "No one can tell clearly about emotional matters. The taste in it is like drinking water, knowing whether it is warm or not."

"Why does my elder brother want you?" Yang Muci didn't want to talk to him about this, he came because of his elder brother.Regarding Mingcheng's relationship issue, it's still with Minglou...he doesn't even want to hear it!

It was really cold enough!Facing Yang Muchu's icy paralyzed face, Ming Lou suddenly thought of a word - cold face, but it was better than the fake smile on Yang Muchu's face.At least, real!

"He said you were going to Nanjing and asked me to find a way to keep you." Seeing Yang Muci's face darken, Ming Lou instantly felt a sense of revenge. "I promised him."

Minglou is a very cunning person. Generally, out of ten sentences he speaks, only half of them are false, and the rest are true.However, some people believed his false statement...

He made it clear to Yang Muchi in advance, so that he would not be in trouble when the time comes.At critical moments, we still have to stand on the united front.As for the conflict between the two brothers, it has nothing to do with him. In short, what he said is the truth.

"And then?" Yang Muci didn't believe it was that simple? "Why did you tell me again?"

"I'm a student of economics, and the maximization of profit is the only purpose." Minglou's eyes were smeared with a faint smile, "You are Ah Cheng's junior, you are familiar with each other, and you have a good understanding. You and Ah Cheng act together. It's the highest, for the sake of Cheng, I can't let your elder brother go to Nanjing."

When Yang Muci heard what Minglou said, although he couldn't believe it completely, he was still a little relieved. "You promised my elder brother, but you can't do it, aren't you afraid that he will do it?" Rong Chu's temper looked good, but once it involved a matter of principle, it would be devastating.He doesn't care who his opponent is, he's right in the dark...

"Only by cooperating with him in Shanghai can we become a solid backing for you and Ah Cheng in Nanjing. Your elder brother is also a businessman, and he knows better than me what win-win cooperation is." Changing the plan from the beginning of Rong, one step at a time Starting to calculate Fujita step by step is enough to see Rongchu's mind.With Rongchu by Mingcheng's side, Mingcheng has an extra think tank.Rongchu is also Yang Muci's elder brother, Mingcheng has a respect for Rongchu, so he will not be too impulsive in doing things.Rongchu can take care of Mingcheng...

In comparison, Yang Muci is Mingcheng's younger brother, so he can't restrain Mingcheng's certain behaviors...

Ming Lou considered all the factors thoroughly, and he couldn't ignore every detail.Mingcheng walks on the tip of the knife, he can't accompany him, he can only arrange a guide to guard him.

"Do you know when they will leave?" Yang Muci asked Xia Yuechun, and the answer he got was just these two days.He was always on tenterhooks, for fear that Rong Chu would run away if he made a mistake.

"I don't know." Minglou lied without even shaking his eyelids, and his words were full of bitterness and helplessness.Even Yang Muchi felt that he looked a little pitiful at the moment...

Yang Muci took out his cigarette habitually, and when he saw such a clean room, the movement of lighting the cigarette stopped. "Can I have a cigarette?" It's polite to do whatever you want.

"Give me one too." Minglou took Yang Muchi's cigarette without any hesitation, and lit it skillfully.

The smell of tobacco fills the room little by little...Minglou has a lot to ask Yang Muci about Ah Cheng and those years of his absence.He was thinking about how to open his mouth so that Yang Muchi could tell the hidden secret.

Yang Muci blocked his mouth with a cigarette, he had already vaguely guessed Minglou's purpose.It's nothing more than Mingcheng... He promised Mingcheng that the past should not be mentioned to anyone, especially Minglou.

"Your elder brother is very kind to you." Ming Lou didn't intend to remain silent, Yang Muci didn't speak, so let him speak. "Yang Muchu has no faith, and the most important thing in his heart is his family. In his eyes, any struggle is just a shortcut to fame and fortune. He can save lives and heal the wounded, but he doesn't believe that any organization can once and for all, really give our country and The nation brings hope for the future."

Minglou spoke very straightforwardly, and Yang Muchi knew that these were all facts.However, that was the old Yang Muchu... It's different now. After he disappeared for two years and came back, he found that Yang Muchu was no longer the same Yang Muchu.

"He has indeed changed." Minglou smiled. "He is surrounded by a group of lunatics who will save the nation and the country at any cost. These lunatics let him see a kind of strength. But you are what make him change." factor."

In the final analysis, Yang Muchu's change was for Yang Muchu...

"He wants you to live, so he has to make a choice. You are his only relative in this world, and you are his everything." Ming Lou said that Yang Muci knew it well, but as a bystander, he could not understand these facts. When he said them one by one, Yang Muci's icy face cracked...

"In this regard, I'm not as good as your elder brother." Immediately afterwards, Ming Lou stabbed Yang Muci's heart directly. "It's also the eldest brother, I have done too little for Ah Cheng."

"Small?" Yang Muci sneered, Minglou dared to compare with his elder brother?Not even a hair of his elder brother's hair can compare! "Have you done anything for Mingcheng?"

Although the purpose of Ming Lou's words was to pry Yang Muci's mouth open, but when he heard Yang Muci's rebuttal, his heart seemed to be rubbed by a hand, and the pain made him feel that the air around him was thin Already... Having said that, he just took the opportunity to continue. "I sent him abroad to study..."

"Send him to study abroad? Send him to a place like St. Petersburg?" Yang Muchi threw away the cigarette in his hand, crushing the end of it with the toe of his shoe. "Is your Ming family bankrupt?"

"Yes." Minglou's answer caused Yang Muci's expression to change suddenly, as if he wanted to tear himself apart, Minglou smiled wryly. "Do I have to lie to you?"

"The Ming family has assets not only in Shanghai, but also in Hong Kong, Britain, France and Germany. You tell me that your Ming family is bankrupt because you think I am the same as Mingcheng, no matter what you say from your mouth Are you convinced?" Yang Muci felt that Minglou's words were ridiculous, and he wouldn't believe that the Ming family would go bankrupt even if he was killed!

"The Ming family colluded with other families in Shanghai at that time, intending to annex and carve up the Ming family. In Hong Kong, Britain, France and Germany, there are enemies of the Ming family. To ensure the safety of Ah Cheng, I sent him to St. Petersburg. Although there is no Wealthy, but there are still a lot of Chinese people. The school I chose is fully enclosed, which is safe enough." Ming Lou paused, "Of course, the most fundamental reason is that I shouldn't let him leave me. This is what I have done in my life. There is no one thing that I regret the most.”

If it wasn't for breaking his feelings for Mingcheng, he wouldn't have thought of sending Mingcheng away.If Mingcheng hadn't been sent away, Mingcheng would never have fallen into Du Luning's hands.If it wasn't for Du Luning, Mingcheng wouldn't have become a cold knife at all...

The root of this mistake lies in him.It's all because he had thoughts about Mingcheng that he shouldn't have, and he blindly avoided it, so he made mistakes again and again...

Yang Muci lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, and the smoke rings he exhaled were somewhat angry. "Then what happened afterwards? With Ming Lou's high skills, it will take two years to turn the tide?"

"..." Sure enough, there is a problem!Minglou squeezed his palm tightly, making it look like he didn't have any emotional ups and downs. "Later, the family got on the right track, and I studied while taking care of the family business. I thought Ah Cheng had a good life there, and life on campus was always peaceful and beautiful."

"Calm? Beautiful?" Yang Muci snorted coldly, "The Arabian Nights!"

"If Du Luning hadn't arrested him, he would have lived a peaceful and beautiful campus life, wouldn't he?" Minglou asked Yang Muci back.He didn't believe it. For this sake, Yang Muchi could still hide something.

"What is it!" Yang Muci cast a disdainful glance at Minglou, "Even without Du Luning, he wouldn't be able to live a normal campus life."

"Why?" Celadon...Minglou's heartbeat accelerated, and his blood was surging.This code name broke into his mind so suddenly, without any warning.

When Yang Muci's words reached his lips, he swallowed them abruptly.He stared at Minglou, and said three words angrily. "I don't know!" How dare you talk to him? !

That's the end of the conversation... He really is an excellent agent, and he can't even come up with words.While Minglou was feeling emotional, he just said that. "A Cheng didn't want to tell me what happened in those two years, he just cared about my feelings. Are you too?"

"Heh..." Yang Muci sneered, looking for abuse!Well, you asked for it! "As soon as he stepped into the Soviet Union, he was unfamiliar with the place and had no one to rely on. Do you know what it means to him? He was abandoned by you again! And it's not the first time! He trusts you so much, what about you? How did you For him? You pulled him up from the bottom of the well, and when he was about to reach the top of the well and saw the sun, you pushed him down again! You might as well never have appeared! He treats you as everything, and you What? Come when you call, leave when you wave, and always treat him as an accessory of yours! No bankruptcy or no compulsion, these reasons of yours, in my opinion, are a bunch of excuses to cover up your irresponsible behavior! Do you regret it? Yes, you should regret it, you should not have appeared in his life. It is better for him to die at the hands of his adoptive mother than to crawl out of hell countless times and be a cold knife that cannot even see the light! "

The cold knife is a thorn in Minglou's heart, if it is too deep, anyone who touches it will be dripping with blood.Moreover, the weight of Yang Muci's last words was so heavy that Ming Lou could barely breathe.

Crawled out of hell countless times...

"He is a fool in my eyes. He will never believe that you abandoned him!" Once Yang Muci started talking, he couldn't stop it anymore.He had wanted to say these words a long time ago, and now Minglou wanted to listen to them, that would be the best. "Du Luning took him away. In order not to enter the military academy, do you know how much he paid?"

——I haven't seen anyone with a temper as stubborn as Ah Cheng, who would rather fight those desperadoes than follow me.He bet me that he could beat five mercenaries.If he wins, I will give him a chance to write a letter asking for help from his relatives.

When Yang Muci first met Mingcheng, he was unwilling to admit that the younger man in front of him was a senior brother.But he was beaten up by Mingcheng, who was so embarrassed that he sat on the grass alone and sulked.

Du Luning told him about the relationship between him and Mingcheng... From the first meeting, when Du Luning was assassinated and rescued by Mingcheng, to the countless life-and-death trainings in a year.

"...From the first one-on-five to the last one-on-thirty, he won six chances from Du Luning to ask for help. He wrote you six letters and waited for three full months , no response. At that time, even if your Ming family just went to someone casually and said that he was adopted by your Ming family and was not an orphan, he would not become a member of the military academy! You know that for these six times Chance, how many injuries has he suffered? You can't see anything from the few letters? Every time he is so injured that he writes it himself except for the word "big brother", and the rest can only be written by Du Luning. He The letters I wrote were shorter and shorter, and the last one even had only one sentence..."

"Enough!" Minglou stood up abruptly, his eyes were terribly red, and his whole body was trembling slightly because of excessive depression...

"What is enough! This is just the beginning!" Yang Muci stood in front of Minglou, stretched out his hand and gently pushed him back to sit on the sofa.He looked at Minglou condescendingly, "I was also born in a military academy, so I don't need to explain what a mercenary is. That's right, it's exactly what you think. In order to quickly train Mingcheng, Du Luning threw him into Flongzhi's mercenary Legion, a mysterious and dark army of killing machines that can never see the light."

The source of income of each military academy is nine points dark and one clear, and the bright part comes from subsidies from the state or political power.The dark ones come from the mercenary army. These killing machines are specially hired by the country or a certain leader to earn gold, silver, money and arms...

The blood in Minglou's limbs seemed to be frozen, his throat was fishy and sweet, and he sat there like a stone sculpture... He couldn't imagine the scene where 16-year-old Mingcheng was thrown into the pile of killing machines.

Yang Muci's narration in his ear was more like a voice from another dimension, making him feel that everything was so far away...

"Endless fighting on the battlefield, if you want to save your life, you have to be vigilant at all times, no one can believe it. Every time you rub shoulders with the god of death, all the darkness and blood are torn off the mask, and it is in front of you. There is no escape Even Du Luning couldn't believe it, half a year later, the Mingcheng he saw was still the young man with clear eyes and a bright smile." Yang Muci's expression was also a little dazed, he remembered that he asked Mingcheng how he did it of.

Such cruel fighting and painful struggles failed to erase Mingcheng's true nature.Such a dark world and bloody battles failed to change Mingcheng's belief.

——I just want to live a decent life.

Mingcheng's answer is very simple, to be an upright person, to live well... The only belief that supports him makes him a person who can't bend his back even when evil.

"People who have been on the battlefield are different. I believe you have heard about Han Dao's deeds in the military academy. That kind of battlefield is more cruel than the current frontal battlefield. After leaving the battlefield, people will be in a critical state for a while. He returned to the military academy to receive formal training, and none of the instructors dared to accompany him. Because of his PTSD symptoms, the instructors who accompanied him would be killed by him if he was not careful. Later, Du Luning specially invited the world's top psychological experts from Germany to help him. Doctor, heal this post-battle trauma."

They have all taken war psychology courses, and the symptoms of PTSD are generally found in more or less soldiers who have been on the battlefield.That is, many agents suffer from mild or severe symptoms.But Mingcheng... that's different, because he lives in a state of vigilance and fighting for a long time, and his behavior has begun to be out of his control.It is often after making a killing action that I reflect on what I have done...

Minglou's whole body was withdrawn, his mind went blank...

Mingcheng is such a strong-willed person, he was able to get out of control to such an extent that Du Luning had no choice but to hire a psychiatrist...

"The psychiatrist who helped him with the hypnosis training was probably the same." Minglou's voice was hoarse, and when he opened his mouth, the fishy sweetness in his mouth overflowed from the corners of his mouth along the gap between his teeth...

The scarlet blood stung Yang Muchi's eyes... He now understands why Mingcheng would rather bury the past than anyone other than him and Du Luning.

Anyone who cares about Mingcheng will feel heartbroken for this past...

"Yes." The psychiatrist has passed away, and there will always be only two people in this world who know about Mingcheng's past.Now, there is an extra Minglou... "Mingcheng only stayed in the military academy for three months. As soon as the PTSD symptoms disappeared, he began to perform the task of going up to the peak. The year I met him was his birthday. I, who just entered the military academy, took the train for five days and traveled all the way to celebrate his birthday with him."

Yang Muchi took out the wallet from his pocket, and the photo inside was doubled in size.He handed the photo to Minglou, "This is a coming-of-age gift from Du Luning."

When Mingcheng walked into Flongzhi to study again, it was already there.After a year and a half of training, he has become an invincible knife.

After half a year of studying hard, Mingcheng got two excellent graduation certificates issued by Frunze. He graduated from Frunze with excellent grades, and his grades are so outstanding that he doesn't look like a transfer student at all.

"Before he went to Paris, he made a detour to visit me at Waseda University in Japan." Yang Muci lit a cigarette again, and looked away from Minglou's trembling hands pinching the photo. "He told me that there is another way to save the country besides the Three People's Principles. When he took out that book, I realized that he joined the Communist Party as soon as he arrived in the Soviet Union. When he went to Paris, he carried a double identity. Celadon, and Cold knife."

Yang Muci will always remember Mingcheng's bright eyes when he talked about faith under the cherry blossom tree, as if the sky was full of stars.

Every night when he first arrived in Paris, he could see Mingcheng standing on the balcony smoking a cigarette... At that time, he just thought that Mingcheng was not used to leaving his hometown, which made him look so lonely.Thinking about it now, apart from cigarettes, what else can a person who walks in the dark and carries a double identity rely on.

Is he the big brother who abandoned him again and again?Minglou raised his hand to wipe off the blood from his lips, and abruptly