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Yuan Qingyuan's tone sounded a little unhappy.

Yuan Yi held up his mobile phone, glanced at Zhong Man, and then said into the microphone, "Dad, that... I, I..."

After only saying a few words, his tongue became very knotted. Yuan Yi couldn't tell what he was guilty of. Perhaps he felt an indescribable sense of guilt towards Yuan Qingyuan. As soon as he heard the other party's voice, he lost his confidence. More than half.

For example, those who celebrated the New Year did not accompany their relatives at home, and lived up to Yuan Qingyuan's long-standing expectations. Instead of finding a girl to have a normal relationship with the other party according to the other party's wishes, they developed feelings for a man that they shouldn't have.All these things made Yuan Yi feel guilty.

Yuan Qingyuan's voice sounded again from the receiver, "What are you? Are you not going to come back?"

What a smart man my father is, Yuan Yi dared not hide it from him, and quickly told the truth, "Dad, my boss has a cold and can't drive. Let's rest here for a day and come back tomorrow."

There was silence on the phone for a while, and then, there was a faint sigh, "Okay, be careful."

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a long distance away.

Yuan Qingyuan hung up the call, and sighed helplessly at Lu Yueze who was sitting beside him, "Yuan Yi can't come back today, his boss is sick, so it's inconvenient to drive."

Lu Yueze murmured, "Safety is the most important thing."

"You won't see him until tomorrow."

"I'm going back tomorrow morning, and my assistant booked the flight for me."

The sudden news made Yuan Qingyuan startled, "So urgent?"

"Yes, it has been delayed for two days. There are many things that I have to deal with personally."

"Then you, have a safe trip..."

Yuan Qingyuan took a deep look at Lu Yueze, and then hurriedly looked away.

In fact, he really wanted to ask when the other party would come back, but he couldn't ask such a few simple words no matter how hard he tried.

The two clearly reconciled, and even did the most intimate things, but Yuan Qingyuan felt that they had become very polite and strange when getting along, and could not find the original intimacy and natural feeling at all.

It was probably more than twenty years of blankness. Those years of not participating in each other opened a gap between them.

But the gap between people's hearts is the most difficult to fill, Yuan Qingyuan was very afraid, he was afraid that they really wouldn't be able to go back.

He was feeling sad when his body was forcibly turned in a different direction, and then he met Lu Yueze's quiet face.

With a sudden heartbeat, Yuan Qingyuan stared blankly at the person in front of him, as if he didn't know what to do.

Lu Yueze lowered his head and pressed a kiss on his forehead, and when he looked up again, there was a smile in his eyes, "I'll be back when I'm done."

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Suddenly, a hot stream rushed into his eyes, Yuan Qingyuan was afraid that he would make a fool of himself, so he suppressed the agitation in his heart and said, "It's getting late now, I'm going to prepare dinner, you Are you going to eat here tonight?"

"Ok."

"Then you can watch TV, I will finish it soon."

Yuan Qingyuan left these words, and walked towards the kitchen quickly as if fleeing. The moment he stepped in, his eyes couldn't help getting wet.

Lu Yueze's contribution was a kind of salvation for him.The other party once took him to the Nine Heavens, allowing him to taste all the beauty in the world, and they fell into the endless abyss together. He struggled in the darkness where he could not see the future, just looking for a glimmer of hope, and Lu Yueze It is the light by which he lives.

Yuan Qingyuan took several breaths in a row before he calmed down a little. He took out the ingredients from the refrigerator and started to work, as if he didn't know that there was a person standing outside the door, watching him quietly.

……

Lu Yueze stood at the door of the kitchen, his eyes kept chasing the busy figure, but he didn't step forward to disturb him.

He took out a cigarette and was about to light it, when he suddenly remembered that Yuan Qingyuan didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so he played with it in his hand.

In fact, he has already noticed Yuan Qingyuan's thoughts. The other party is very reserved in front of him, always looking like he can't let go, like a child who has done something wrong, he is at a loss, even a little humble, willing to lower all his posture , carefully please him.

Lu Yueze doesn't like this way of getting along, but he can understand Yuan Qingyuan's thoughts.

The leaving without saying goodbye back then was not only a thorn in his heart, but also Yuan Qingyuan.Although the other party has sufficient reasons, it cannot erase the damage done to each other over the past two decades.

To be honest, Lu Yueze was angry when he learned the truth.

Because his lovers don't trust him, they miss out on so much that they shouldn't.

After the anger passed, it was accompanied by a great sense of grief.

Lu Yueze was in great pain. He missed his lover's pregnancy in October, the arrival of the baby, and the growth of the child. When the secret was revealed, his son had grown up and called him uncle.

He felt very ironic. If he hadn't returned to China this year, or hadn't met Yuan Yi, then he would never have known in his life that there was a person with his blood flowing in this world who lived with him in a place he couldn't see. .

They don't know each other's existence, they live their own lives, and they can meet each other across the ocean, but they are like two parallel lines that don't intersect, walking on their own trajectories, never intersecting one day.

He originally thought that he would hate Yuan Qingyuan. It was the other party who caused him to suffer in pain for more than [-] years, and it was the other party who caused him to be separated from his son.But when Yuan Qingyuan hugged him and cried bitterly while confessing, his heart softened after all, and the resentment and unwillingness in his heart were taken away with the tears falling and evaporating.

Although Lu Yueze has been sick and gone crazy, those are all in the past tense.He is a rational person, otherwise he would not have come out of the pain.

He can imagine the hardships and hardships of a man who is both a father and a mother raising a child alone.Over the years, Yuan Qingyuan has suffered no less than him.They've missed it for so long, why continue to miss it when the truth is revealed?

So, he chose to forgive.

For the eternal love in the heart, for their children, to accept this person who hurt him again.

……

The sound of "chachacha" cutting vegetables came from the kitchen, and it fell into Lu Yueze's ears, with an indescribable warmth.

Living alone for so long, he almost forgot what home felt like.

Maybe just like at this moment, just looking at that person silently, breathing the same air as him, my heart is at ease.

I want to be close to him, want to be with him, and want to find that long-lost sense of belonging in him.

Lu Yueze couldn't help but stepped forward, came to Yuan Qingyuan's side, looked down at the gentle and jade-like face, and asked softly, "Do you need my help?"

Yuan Qingyuan was very attentive in chopping vegetables, when he suddenly heard someone talking in his ear, he was startled, he calmed down and looked to the side, Lu Yueze was smiling at him, feeling warm for a moment.

"No need to help." He hesitated for a moment, then said, "Can you chat with me for a while?"

"can."

Lu Yueze agreed so simply, Yuan Qingyuan didn't know what to say.

While he was busy, he racked his brains to think about the topic. Before he could think about it, he heard Lu Yueze ask: "Is it hard to be pregnant and give birth back then?"

"Fortunately, it's all over. I just wanted to hide, for fear of being found out." Yuan Qingyuan didn't tell lies. After so long, he can't remember the specific feelings at that time, but he only vaguely remembers that period. Life is tough.

There was an extremely light sigh in the air, so light that it was almost inaudible.

A hand covered his forehead, and gently brushed aside a strand of hair that fell on his eyelids.

"Don't be so stupid again."

The man's deep and mellow voice was as broad and warm as the beautiful melody played by a cello.

Yuan Qingyuan gave a soft "um", and a thousand words could not express the emotion in his heart.

Lu Yueze asked again: "Is Yuan Yi and your physique the same?"

"Yes." Yuan Qingyuan nodded, "I've always been afraid that he would get too close to boys, and I often remind him that he should like girls, but recently he has been too close to his boss. I'm a little worried."

Lu Yueze: "You still have to find a suitable opportunity to tell him all these things."

Yuan Qingyuan: "Okay, I will tell him."

Lu Yueze: "I have been in contact with Yuan Yi a few times, and his impression to me is generally pure. I have also met his boss twice. That kid is my friend's nephew. He seems to have a good character, and I can see He came out to defend Yuan Yi. Regardless of whether they have that kind of relationship, we must first understand Yuan Yi’s thoughts. What you worry about is also what I worry about. I also hope that Yuan Yi can find a girl to start a family and start a business, but we can’t interfere too much A child's feelings can only guide him at most, don't be too impatient, do you understand?"

"Well, I see."

Yuan Qingyuan smiled, and there was one more person who could discuss with him, as if he had taken a reassurance pill, he felt more at ease.

……

Once the chatterbox was opened, it tended to be unstoppable, and Yuan Qingyuan also let go a lot, chatting with Lu Yueze while cooking.

They chatted all about trivial matters, their respective jobs, lives, and ways to spend their free time.

They chatted while cooking, chatting while eating, and didn't stop washing the dishes after eating, as if they wanted to finish the things they hadn't said in 20 years at once. When they talked until the dead of night, Yuan Qingyuan watched It was getting late, and Lu Yueze had to take a flight tomorrow morning, so he gently reminded him to go back and rest early.

Lu Yueze sat on the sofa, calmly and leisurely, "I'll spend the night here tonight."

Yuan Qingyuan froze suddenly, with a look of surprise on his face, "Huh?"

Lu Yueze looked at him, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, "What? You're not welcome?"