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"My mother?" Yuan Yi was slightly taken aback, "I've never seen my mother before."

Seeing Lu Yueze's surprised expression, he said again: "My mother left as soon as I was born, and she hasn't come back yet."

The person sitting on the sofa suddenly looked up at him, looking even more surprised.

After a long silence, he said, "Sorry, I apologize to you for my rashness."

"It's okay, I'm used to it." Yuan Yi smiled, "Besides, I still have my dad. My dad is so good to me. He will give me what others have. Since I was a child, I never felt that I was lacking. What."

What Yuan Yi said was the truth, Yuan Qingyuan treated him better than anyone else.Perhaps because he felt that he could not give him a complete family, Yuan Qingyuan almost devoted everything to doting on him.Back then, in order to take care of him, he rejected all kinds of large-scale commercial performances, and even the opportunity to become famous and step onto the big stage, so he guarded him and guarded a dance studio for half of his life.

When he was still ignorant, Yuan Yi wondered why other people had mothers, but he didn't?

But since he grew up and learned about Yuan Qingyuan's devotion to him, he realized that their family only lacked an important member that outsiders considered indispensable, and they did not lack the warmth, happiness and love that a normal family should have. .

So he was satisfied, the love Yuan Qingyuan gave him was enough for him to enjoy it for a lifetime.

……

Lu Yueze looked at him, his ruddy face was full of smiles, and the soft light poured down silently, casting a faint warm light on him.His heart suddenly became soft, he was probably the warmest child Lu Yueze had ever seen.

Maybe it's because he has a warm breath that makes people can't help but want to get close. Lu Yueze stood up from the sofa, walked to him, and asked in a casual tone: "What's for dinner? Need me? help?"

Although Yuan Yi was surprised by the change in his attitude, he was genuinely happy in his heart.

"It's just some home-cooked dishes, including shredded pork, diced chicken, and fish. Does it suit your appetite?"

"I'm not picky eaters, I'll eat anything."

"That's good, can you eat spicy food?"

"can."

"Actually, it's not very spicy. My dad has a bad stomach and can't eat too spicy."

"...He was like that too."

"Oh, are you old classmates?"

"No, he didn't mention it to you?"

"He just said it roughly, and he said it because I found out the photo of you together."

"Picture?"

"Well, it's the one you took with him standing shoulder to shoulder at the school gate."

Lu Yueze's eyes dimmed, and he said in a very low voice: "He still has that photo..." as if muttering to himself.

Yuan Yi didn't hear clearly, "What did you say?"

"It's nothing." Lu Yueze came back to his senses, "You only recognized me through the photos?"

"Yes." Yuan Yi raised his chin triumphantly, "Am I very good?"

Lu Yueze nodded cooperatively, "It's okay."

The two chatted and walked into the kitchen together.

After finishing the preparations, Yuan Yi was in charge of cooking, and Lu Yueze was beside him to help him, and even chatted with him from time to time.In the kitchen, not only the smell of food wafted out, but also a warm and harmonious atmosphere slowly permeated.

Yuan Qingyuan changed his clothes and walked to the door of the kitchen. What he saw was such a harmonious scene.

The two men, one big and one small, chatted while cooking. They had only known each other for a short time, but they didn't feel unfamiliar at all. This was probably because blood is thicker than water.Even if they don't know each other's identities, this blood relationship cannot be separated.

For a moment, Yuan Qingyuan wanted to rush forward and tell all the truth, but he still gritted his teeth and held back.

He admits that he is cowardly and timid. If he dared to say it, he would have said it 20 years ago, and he would not wait until now.

In his opinion, the picture in front of him was so beautiful that it seemed to happen in a dream, which made him feel very unreal, and he was reluctant to destroy this hard-won moment of warmth.

He looked at the father and son quietly, and the two figures were reflected in his eyes, turning into tears.

I don't know if it's because of his age, but he found that his tears are getting lower and lower. He can't help but feel sad when watching some tragic movies, not to mention the fact that the two most important people in his life are like this now. Appearing in one screen at the same time, this is something he has dreamed of for many years.

The dishes seemed to be ready soon, fearing that they would notice something strange, Yuan Qingyuan hurried into the bathroom to tidy himself up, and when he came out again, the two of them were already sitting at the dining table waiting for him to eat.

The atmosphere during the meal suddenly became subtle, as if returning to the previous mode of getting along, Yuan Yi alone was talking non-stop, while the other two just listened silently and buried themselves in the meal.

Yuan Qingyuan has been quietly looking at Lu Yueze.

More than 20 years is enough to turn a young boy into a mature man.

Time is like a sword, the same person is no longer what he remembers.

Time carved clear lines in the corners of his eyes, and dyed some hoarfrost in his hair.

Yuan Qingyuan looked at it, and his heart began to turn acid.

At the age of 40, I am not too old to say that I am old, why is my hair gray...

After the meal, apart from the occasional chime in with Yuan Yi, the two of them didn't speak a single word.

Yuan Qingyuan really wanted to have a chat with Lu Yueze, but the passive character he had developed for a long time made him silent and not good at actively communicating with others.Besides, Lu Yueze is a very important existence to him. The more he cares about him, the less he can treat him as an ordinary person. When facing him, he will be nervous, at a loss, and maybe even speak incoherently.

Hey, Yuan Qingyuan comforted himself in his heart, it's good to be able to watch silently.

……

Time passed quietly, and Yuan Qingyuan hadn't figured out how to start the conversation with Lu Yueze, but the other party was going back, which also meant that it would be difficult for them to see each other again after this separation.

The three stood at the door to bid farewell. Yuan Yi warmly invited Lu Yueze to come to their house to play again in another day. Lu Yueze responded with a calm expression. Yuan Qingyuan couldn't tell whether he was sincere or false.

However, it's true that you don't want to care about yourself.

Because Yuan Qingyuan found that his eyes did not stay on him from the beginning to the end.

With the sound of closing the door, the party finally came to an end.

After Lu Yueze left, everything seemed to have settled, and they were going back to their original life track.

For some reason, Yuan Qingyuan suddenly felt unwilling.

He still didn't say a lot, didn't ask a lot of questions, and he didn't want the other party to leave so easily.

He grabbed the coat on the coat rack, forgot to change his shoes, and rushed out of the house quickly...

The cold wind was blowing outside, and there was still fine snow floating in the air. Yuan Qingyuan walked quickly in the snow wearing a pair of cotton slippers.

The snow on the ground was more than a foot thick, and every time he took a step, his shoes sank deeply into the snow, soaking the soles of his feet.

He no longer cared too much, and walked straight towards the parking lot. Before he reached his destination, he saw a familiar car approaching him. With a hint of joy, he reached out and stopped the car.

The car window fell, revealing Lu Yueze's handsome and resolute face.

The other party looked at him with some doubts on his brows.

Yuan Qingyuan bit his back teeth, summoned up his courage and said, "I'll see you off."

The people in the car looked him up and down, their eyes fell on his feet, and they frowned slightly, "Get in the car."

The heater was turned on in the car, and Yuan Qingyuan felt much warmer as soon as he sat in.

He turned his head to look at Lu Yueze, thinking about what to say to open up the topic, only to see the other party stepped on the accelerator and drove the car out.

He originally wanted to chat for a few words and left, but the car drove away suddenly, which shocked him a little. He couldn't guess where Lu Yueze would take him, and was wondering, when he heard the people around him say: "The driveway in your community It’s too narrow, and parking in the middle of the road will block others.”

"Oh..." After hearing this explanation, he felt a little lost.

Lu Yueze saw that he said "oh" and then stopped talking, and he didn't have much desire to speak, so he had to drive around the community.

One circle, two circles, three circles around.

The car was driving very slowly, and it was quiet inside, and it was unknown who was waiting for who to speak first.

After driving four or five laps in a row, Yuan Qingyuan found that Lu Yueze did not show any signs of impatience, and finally broke the deadlock of silence.

"How have you been all these years?"

Lu Yueze smiled without warning, but just hummed lightly, which was quite ironic.

Then, she glanced at him and said flatly, "Not bad."

He didn't notice that much, and he was very relieved to hear that the other party was doing well, "That's good."

Lu Yueze asked him back, "What about you?"

He quickly replied, "I'm fine too."

Lu Yueze raised his eyebrows and didn't answer any more.

……

The conversation fell into a cold situation again. Yuan Qingyuan glanced at Lu Yueze, and found that the other side looked calm and was concentrating on driving.Yuan Qingyuan couldn't see any sign of wanting to continue chatting with him, so he slowly turned his gaze back.

His heart was beating like a pounding, and the phrase "Are you married yet?" was about to pop out of his throat several times, but he was forcibly swallowed back into his stomach.

Probably because he was afraid of hearing an affirmative answer, Yuan Qingyuan couldn't ask no matter how hard he tried.

Compared with the unacceptable truth, he would rather continue to bury his head in the sand and be a self-deceiving ostrich.

The car circled the neighborhood three or four times, and Yuan Qingyuan couldn't stay any longer.

The two of them just sat there and didn't speak, it was extremely embarrassing.

Just when the car was about to drive downstairs to his house, Yuan Qingyuan told him to stop the car, said "goodbye" and was about to get out of the car, when a man's voice with a smile came from behind him, "You said send me off, It turned out that I sent you to the door of the house."

Yuan Qingyuan turned his head in surprise, seeing that he was in the mood to joke, he was inexplicably moved, and then sat back on his seat.

Lifting his finger forward, he said with a smile: "Go out of the community and walk 200 meters to the left. I opened a dance studio there. It's on the street. There is a sign nearby, and you can see it at a glance."

Lu Yueze nodded, but said nothing.

Yuan Qingyuan didn't deliberately invite him to visit. He sat in the car for a few seconds and prepared to go back.

Before getting out of the car, he secretly took out a business card from his jacket and stuffed it into the storage compartment on the car door.