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Seeing that Yuan Yi was still rummaging through the box, Yuan Qingyuan walked over and sat beside him.

Before his butt could sit still, Yuan Yi clung to it.

"Dad, you haven't answered my question yet! What kind of person is my mother? I really want to know, so just tell me!"

"Okay, let me say." Yuan Qingyuan glanced at Yuan Yi dotingly, and then turned his attention to the old things in front of him. Those old things are like these old things, you keep them in a place that you can't usually touch After a long time, you will forget it completely, and you will not know that it has always existed in your life until you unintentionally flip it out one day.

"He was a very warm person."

After many years, Yuan Qingyuan still remembered that the winter when they fell in love was much colder than in previous years, and the snow fell earlier. At that time, there were a few female students in the class who couldn't resist the cold winter and asked for leave early to escape the cold, while He never felt cold.

Maybe there is one more person around, and nothing matters anymore.Even if he stood in the cold wind every weekend and waited for that person to come through the snow, his heart was still warm.And these warmths were all brought to him by his lover.

"A warm person?" Yuan Yi asked, "Does she have a good personality?"

"He has a cold personality and is relatively slow to warm up, but his thoughts are very delicate. After being in contact with him for a long time, you can feel his caring and considerate side."

"That's the cold outside and hot inside right?" Yuan Yi asked again, "What does she look like? Is she good-looking?"

Seeing his son's curious face, Yuan Qingyuan scratched his nose with his fingers, "You are so handsome, he must be not bad."

"I'm already fat, so you think I'm handsome." Yuan Yi squeezed the fat on his face, remembering that Zhong Man said he was fat and asked him to lose weight, did he feel disgusted?

"Dad, do I have to lose weight?"

"It's okay, you're not very fat, why do you want to lose weight?"

"But my boss thinks I'm fat. He said he would take me to exercise. I'm very confused about whether to go or not. You know, I'm lazy and don't like to exercise, but I don't want to refuse him. Hey, my head hurts. .”

"You're just working for him, why should he think you're fat?" Yuan Qingyuan was eager to protect the calf, and couldn't tolerate others saying that Yuan was not good at all, "Besides, you stay in the kitchen every day and don't come out to greet guests. What does he care about so much?"

"Dad, don't get excited, I made a slip of the tongue..." Yuan Yi of course knew his father, and quickly explained, "My boss doesn't think I'm fat, but because he sees that I'm afraid of the cold and I'm in poor health, so he wants to take me to exercise. , make me stronger."

"Oh, he has a lot to worry about."

"That's right, he's been nice to me."

Yuan Qingyuan felt amused, his son was so innocent that he didn't hear what he said, "Well, tell me, how does he show his kindness to you?"

"He would call me when he went out to eat at noon every day. Sometimes I didn't have time to go to make cakes, so he would bring me back food. He knew that I struggled to read, so he specially assigned a few waiters to take orders from customers. Then verbally inform me. He will pick me up and go to work whenever he is free, and he often buys me delicious snacks... There are many other small things that I can’t finish in a while, anyway, he is right I'm really good, besides you, he should be the best person in the world to me."

When Yuan Yi spoke, it seemed as if stars had fallen into his eyes, shining brightly.

Looking at his smiling face, Yuan Qingyuan's heart sank.

It's over, this silly boy is tempted...

Alas, Yuan Qingyuan sighed deeply.

He took precautions everywhere and protected Yuan Yi so well, but he couldn't guard against that throbbing heart.

He called "Si Ze", saw Yuan Yiyi coming over, and said, "Don't rely on a person easily, you will develop a habit after a long time, your emotions are all affected by him, and he will become your partner over time. An indispensable part of life, if one day he turns around and leaves you, you will lose not only him, but also the spiritual support he brought to you, and you will feel very uncomfortable at that time."

Yuan Yi seemed to understand, "Do you mean to tell me not to rely too much on my boss?"

"Well, it's impossible for him, including me, to take care of you for the rest of your life. You have to learn to be independent."

"I know this, I can earn money by myself now, Dad, it's time for me to take care of you."

"Okay, I'll wait for you to take care of me."

Yuan Qingyuan smiled, and the fine lines at the corners of his eyes swayed slightly. Yuan saw it in his eyes, and he really felt that the years are not forgiving.

He leaned close to Yuan Qingyuan, leaned his head on the other's shoulder, and rubbed against him like a baby.

The next moment, a soft voice rang in Yuan Qingyuan's ear, "Dad, you can find a companion."

……

"You've been single, are you afraid that I won't be able to accept it? In fact, it doesn't matter to me. As long as you are happy, I will definitely support you."

Yuan Qingyuan was slightly taken aback, but he was a little surprised that he would say these words, and then said softly: "It's none of your business, it's just a knot in my heart that I can't untie."

"What knot?" Yuan Yi stood up and looked at him, looking a little nervous, "You can't forget my mother, can you?"

Yuan Qingyuan smiled, and then fell silent for a while, just when Yuan Yi thought he would not speak any more, he heard a faint "um" floating in the air.

The tip of his nose was sore, Yuan Yi felt heartache and sadness.

From his birth to the present, exactly 21 years, Yuan Qingyuan has also entered the age of forty from youth.

People often say that the best time in life is between the ages of 40 and [-], but his father actually gave his best time to a person who didn't know where he was.

If that person never shows up, do we have to wait forever?

Yuan Yi wants to cry, many things can happen in 20 years, maybe that person has already had a new life, if he wants to come back, he won't wait until now.

The most helpless thing in this world is that you spend your whole life waiting for someone, but he has already forgotten you.

Yuan Yi turned his face away, desperately opened his eyes wide, trying to swallow back the tears that were about to overflow his eyes.

Feeling that his eye sockets were not so swollen, he buried his head to pack his things again, for fear that Yuan Qingyuan would see something, and he didn't want the other party to suffer with him.

The room suddenly became quiet. The two father and son were thinking about their own thoughts. The chandelier above their heads elongated their figures and reflected them on the wall. They were motionless and a little lonely.

I don't know how long it took, Yuan Qingyuan almost dozed off sitting on the sofa, only to hear Yuan Yi bluffing there alone.

"Dad, when was this photo taken? Who is the person in the photo? He looks so handsome! Why did the good photo get torn?"

Hearing this, Yuan Qingyuan suddenly jumped up, staring at the photo in Yuan Yi's hand, feeling sad for a moment.

Over the years, they have moved several times and lost countless old things, but no matter where they move, he is reluctant to lose this photo, but he is afraid to see it.

He glued the two halves of the torn photo together with transparent glue. He glued it very carefully, but he still couldn't cover up the hideous crack between the two.

Whenever he sees this photo, the smiles of the two boys seem to remind him that the beauty of the past is no longer the same.

He hid the photo in the attic, a place he deliberately ignored. He didn't seem to look at it. He only needed to know that it still existed, so he could keep a thought.

After such a long time, he thought that the original heartache had gradually faded away. It wasn't until this photo appeared in his field of vision again that he realized that the bone-deep pain had merged with his life.

"It was accidentally torn..." Yuan Qingyuan took the photo in Yuan Yi's hand, looked down at the person in the photo, and involuntarily stroked that handsome face with his fingers, "He is an old friend I haven't seen for many years. I have lost contact with him for a long time, and I don’t know where he is now, and how he is doing well.”

"Looking at you smiling so happily, your relationship should be very good, right?"

"good."

Yuan Yi glanced at the photo and grinned, "Dad, I noticed that you were so delicate when you were young. Your hair was a bit long and you looked very thin. Did no one regard you as a girl? Hahaha!"

"Bullshit."

Yuan Qingyuan was amused, and the atmosphere at home suddenly became much more relaxed.

He looked at Yuan Yi, who was staggering with a smile, and suddenly felt that he was not alone with his son on this journey, on the contrary, he was very happy.