so called love

In a few days, the wallet will be embroidered, and the courage can also be recharged. In the past few days, Su Mei's courage has doubled, so that she smiled at the moment. She laughed at herself why she "hugged Bumaosi" "How about planning a relationship?"Isn't it just a confession, why not go straight?

Looking back at the past, or looking back at a few days ago, people tend to smile at the past or the self of a few days ago, but what is so funny?The self at that time was the best self at that time, and the self at this time is the best self at this time.

Because Su Mei's courage has doubled, she doesn't want to act according to the original plan. Compared with her courage at the moment, the original plan is too conservative. She despises the original plan and wants to make some changes on the original plan, so, The purse that should have been handed over to him after the embroidery was supposed to be stranded in her hands for a day.

At night after evening self-study, Su Mei came to the pharmacy.

"Buy a condom," she said to the clerk behind the counter.

"For men, for women?"

"Male." Su Mei tried to say as little as possible, wanting to finish this matter quickly.

"Okay, wait a minute."

The clerk walked a few steps, went to another part of the counter, bent down, and a big butt came out spontaneously when he bent down. Under the cover of the big butt, he skillfully took out three boxes of condoms, and then walked back unsteadily, and took out three boxes of condoms. The condom appeared in front of Su Mei.

"I only want one." Su Mei said in astonishment.

"I know you only want one, but even though you only buy one, we must do our best to serve you, Oh! No! We will do our best to serve you." The clerk said, "I'm sorry, my thinking is too easily influenced by the things in front of me. "

The clerk held one of the boxes in his palm and said, "This is latex, which is the most widely used at present, but about 8% of the population is allergic to latex. I don't know if you or your lover is Not a misfit?"

"No," Su Mei said, "..."

"Although you are not allergic to latex, you don't have to choose latex, because you may not be allergic to polyurethane." The clerk's words were too fast to cover his ears, and Su Mei didn't have time to say what he wanted to say.

The clerk held up another box in his palm and talked eloquently, "This is polyurethane. The condom made of polyurethane has good thermal conductivity, but it is not as elastic as the condom made of latex. It is like a plastic bag. In some emergency Have you ever used a plastic bag as a condom?"

Su Mei was dumbfounded.

"I have used it." The clerk said proudly, holding the last box in his palm, chattering endlessly, "This kind of condom is made of animal intestines, made of sheep's intestinal membrane, and it is better than condoms made of polyurethane and latex. Condoms made of materials have a better touch, but they can only be used for contraception, and cannot prevent the infection of STDs and AIDS. Warm reminder, don’t use this kind of condom for one-night stands.”

The clerk was complaining, admiring, weeping, and complaining, and the lingering explanation was so smooth that it was really hard for Su Mei to interrupt.After the explanation, she asked Su Mei: "Do you want latex, polyurethane, or..."

"Latex." Su Mei was impatient.

"There are four sizes: large, medium, small, and extra small. What size do you want?" the clerk asked.

"casual."

"This matter can't be taken casually, and you can't take it lightly." The clerk said earnestly, "Condoms that are too small are easy to break, and condoms that are too big are easy to slip in. Both situations may lead to contraceptive failure and disease infection."

"How much is it?" Su Mei asked.

"Latex, 5 yuan each, polyurethane,..."

"Here you are." Su Mei threw down five dollars, took a latex condom casually, turned around and walked away.

"mlgbd! Buying a condom is such a fucking effort!" Su Mei cursed in a low voice after walking out of the drugstore.

People's ignorance can be manifested in not knowing what things should end quickly.

After Su Mei bought the condoms, she forgot one thing, but she still has one more thing, she wants to finish writing a love letter tonight.

Girls who are just in love and have no love between men and women are good at writing love letters.

This night, Su Mei lay on the bed, propped up her feet, and materialized love in a prostrate posture.

do you know?You can't sit upright when writing a love letter, and your thinking while sitting upright is not romantic enough.

In order to write this love letter well, she specially brought up a pot of flowers from downstairs, a pot of flowers that were originally wild flowers blooming dotted with stars, saying that it is dotted does not mean that it blooms less, but that it blooms like a star. , is as dynamic as the movement of "Dian Dian". After being domesticated for so many years, its leaves have lost their original color in nature, and their flowers have lost their original freedom in nature. The sunshine, air, and water at home , like P S for it.

What has not changed and will not change is the story it carries, because the story is the past, and you can never change the past.Of course, the present will eventually become the past. Changing the present can be said to be changing the past, but we cannot go back and change what has passed.

This is a deep mountain and old forest. In this season, there are colorful, lush, blue and clean skies. In short, there are all kinds of scenery that people who dare not explore can't see.

Here, the water is flowing, the birds and beasts are moving, the wind is piercing through the forest and beating leaves, they are talking.

16 years ago, they were also the kind of people who didn't need to use their brains and were naturally romantic.

"Which of these flowers do you think is the most beautiful?" the man asked the woman.His white shirt was rolled up at the cuffs, his arms were long and thin, and there were no visible veins, which made one feel that he was very solid, and the rows of fine hairs grew like his fluffy tattoos.

Men's hair is also divided into grades, some men's hair grows to curly, disorderly, like permed hair, intricate, while some men's hair is well-organized, densely packed but not disturbing. .

In front of their eyes, all kinds of flowers are blooming, and a creek with a unique path passes through the flowers, demonstrating what happens when it happens.

"It's really hard to say, but..." the woman said.Her goose-yellow dress was rubbed with a little light green grass pulp, but she didn't take it as a warning and walked with the skirt in her hands.

She thought that walking in such a scenery and worrying about getting her skirt dirty would be a disservice to the scenery.

"but what?"

"However, it's easy to say."

"Where is it hard to say? Where is it easy to say?"

"I like all these flowers, you know I don't like looking for the 'best' in the range I like, but if you can pick one and give it to me, then the one you gave me will be the most beautiful. "

"I can't pick one and give it to you."

The woman tilted her head and looked at the man suspiciously.

"I have to dig out one for you." The man said, squatting down, and began to dig the soil from the root of a flower with his bare hands.

That flower has a lonely pattern. Although there are other flowers growing around it, it seems that these flowers have taken a lot of effort to break out of the ground and have a foothold.

Perhaps it was because of the void it had with the surrounding flowers that he dug it.

He didn't know there was Tai Sui under the flower.

"Just pick the flowers and give them to me, why bother."

"I can't pick the flowers for you, but I have to bring the roots, because that means," the man vowed, "that means, my love for you is alive. I want to take it home and plant it .”

"Take it home? It's not acclimatized, it will die."

"We can bring some soil back from this mountain."

"What about the water?"

"Soil contains moisture, so when you bring back the soil, you bring back both the soil and the water."

"But the soil that will be brought home by you will not be like the me that will be brought home by you. It will never change. One day it will still change and become secular and no longer suitable for nourishing a wild flower."

"As long as it doesn't change all at once." The man said, "You just said that you will never change. Are you a fairy? Never change."

"My face may change, but I love your soul, and it will never change."

"When people are thirsty, they seem to be able to drink the entire ocean. In this situation, you are moved, and you boast about the 'never changing' sea mouth, isn't it?"

"If one day I change, it must be because the sea has changed." The woman said, turning around and giving the sea in front of her a radiant face.

"The sea has become a field," the woman continued.

This is a wild sea, of course it is a wild sea, its ripples are different from the ripples of the sea in the scenic spot, like the eyes of a lonely person and a pair of people.

The delicate ups and downs of this sea will make you feel that the wind here will walk gently on the waves.

But suddenly, the wind here began to fly and domineering, the rhythm of the wind sound was comparable to the rhythm of the man picking up the soil, as if the sound of the wind was played from the man's hands picking up the soil.

"Here," the man handed the freshly picked flower to the woman, "now you know which flower is the most beautiful?"

At this moment, the wind has returned to a wind that can walk gently on the waves, and the sound of the wind can no longer be heard, but it has begun to rain.

The rain began to be a little rain that people didn't care about.

"Well, as long as it is yours, as long as it is given to me by you, it is the most beautiful."

"Are you bragging about yourself?"

"Ok?"

"Because you are mine too!"

"I'm not only yours, I'm also what you gave me." The woman laughed, "Because, with you like this, I'm like this me."

The rain is now a drizzle that makes people think, but men and women still don't care, because their hearts are occupied by each other's words at the moment.

Immediately, the two pushed each other with their lips, and gradually fell to each other's rhythm, taking the soil under their feet as a bed, and the trees in front of them as curtains. Of course, this is only the author's subjective imagination. Maybe the love between the two There is no need for curtains at all.

Love is so wild that even closing the curtains feels like a constraint.

They intensified and so did the rain.

The rain has now turned into moderate rain, it seems to be difficult to stop, as if to extinguish them, but they are also difficult to stop, as if to cater to the rain.

Until a frightening thunder sounded, the man stood up, because the thunder shortened him a lot.

The man took off his white shirt and put it on the woman's head, just like wearing sackcloth and filial piety.

The woman held the flower in one hand and was pulled by the man in the other. The two trotted all the way to the place where their car was parked.

The man hurriedly took out the tent from the trunk, a tent with a considerable space to set up, and started to set up, so he set up the tent inside and set up the tent outside.

On this trip, they brought a tent, a compass, and a Bondi that can bring a sense of security to people with skin trauma. They didn’t bring condoms or contraceptives. Most of the reasons were that it was not popular to carry them around at that time. These things, even when traveling.

Fortunately, she didn't bring these, otherwise, in the days without him, how could she see his shadow, how could she feel that he was still by her side, and that he was not gone?

"Do you know how happy it is to travel with the one you love?" the woman said hoarsely.She caught a cold so quickly.

"I know." The man said.

"I know that too," the woman said.

The two looked at each other and smiled, and then seemed to engulf each other.

When they finished, the sky cleared, and under the sunlight and rain, the forest was very crystal clear, just like the scene in heaven believed by those who believe in Jesus.

They came out of the tent, naked.In this forest, there is no one where they can see, and where they can't see, they believe that there is no one.

They are hugging in the sun, being considerate, and wanting to be inlaid together is really unreal.

The sky began to rain again, which made their already sticky bodies even more sticky.

They're back in the tent, not to hide from the rain, hey, it's a little rain, they have to put on their clothes,

Walk in this rain, see through this forest.

They thought the rain would be just right all the time.

They walked happily.It is better to travel thousands of miles than to read thousands of books, and it is better to take a step with the one you love than to travel thousands of miles.

The rain was so sudden that there was no warning of wind, lightning, or thunder.

A cave came into view, where they could hide from the sudden heavy rain, but there was a river between them and the cave. The man picked up the woman and wanted to cross the river. Although the river was a bit wide, it was very shallow when viewed with the naked eye. .Of course, things sometimes give the eye a gentle appearance, and crossing this river may be a little risky, but adventure is not very romantic.

He hugged her all the way, like hugging a pet dog, but suddenly the flow of water slowed down, and suddenly the water under their feet became muddy because of their stepping in, and the water a few steps away from them also became muddy. The man turned his head to the far upstream, not because he was aware of it - he really didn't have the mind to notice the rest when he was with the one he loved - he just looked around casually, but the sight in front of him The scene is that a violent mudslide as wide as the river is coming from upstream.But at this moment, they stayed away from the shore.

The back is far away from the shore, and it is not a few steps before you can touch the shore.He quickly looked back behind him, and felt that it was still worthwhile to move forward.

Before being washed away by the mudslide, he could run to the other side alone. He was once the sprint champion in the provincial track and field competition, but he was holding a woman.

Of course he could let her go, and the two of them ran like a track and field race as if they had nothing to do with each other, without even holding hands.

He put her down, and he started to run, after taking her hand.He knew that if she was allowed to run alone, she would undoubtedly not be able to run to the other side, but if he held her hand and increased her speed with his speed, perhaps the two of them could run to the other side.

He clenched her hand tightly, ran with all his strength, and was no longer gentle with her, regardless of whether she was in pain or not.She was staggered and staggered.

There are still a dozen steps away from reaching the shore, and there are still a dozen steps away from the mudslide that will push them down.Once you are pushed down, you can't help yourself in the future.

After all, the speed of the mudslide was faster than their running. At this moment, he could already see the future - it would be futile to lead her to run like this.

Does he want to run away alone?At this time, it is not too late.

The mudslide was rushing like a wall, and he quickly picked her up, the princess hugged her.Did he want to die with her, and then, fearing that the mudslides would wash them apart, would he use hugs to strengthen their connection?

"Remember, I love you, put me in your soul." He said as he ran, "There is a card in the car, the password is your birthday plus mine, I have a lot to say to you, but I I can't finish those words. Remember the flowers I sent you."

Before she could respond to him, she was thrown out. Almost at the same time, the mudslide rushed over, and he disappeared.

What a smart man he was, he picked her up in order to throw her out at a certain distance, no matter how fast the mudslide was, throwing her out would be irrelevant.

After the woman woke up, she came to this cave. The entrance of the cave was covered with goose-yellow chrysanthemums blooming tremblingly and coldly. It turned out that the place they sailed to to hide from the rain not long ago was a place like a funeral.

Su Mei is concentrating on writing love letters. Mom is not at home tonight, and she probably won't be at home tomorrow night. Mom is often away at night.In Su Mei's house, the upper floor is the living area, and the lower floor is the flower shop. The flowers are fragrant and colorful, very much like her mother's single life.Mom didn't fall in love with anyone else, she still loves Su Mei's father, mother's current situation is that she only cares about clothes and not people, she can play with any man, because she is single, when she plays with any man, she just stops talking about romance, She never talked about marriage. When she played with any man, she played with the man's body, not with the man.She doesn't want to be single in black and white, she promises that loving him will not change, yes, he still loves him, and obediently put him into the soul, the soul and the body are not related.Not all women can live a colorful single life, Su Mei's mother's beautiful face is an important reason for Su Mei's colorful single life.She is beautiful, so she will attract some unscrupulous men, and women may be dragged down so easily because of biological reasons.

Some people turn affection into a look,

I once turned my affection into a look for you.

Someone turned affection into a paragraph,

I am now turning my affection into a paragraph for you.

During the days with you, I was trapped in love all day long, because of you, I was forced to refresh my soul, and my soul was full of love all day long.

Every time a bud is ready to bloom in front of you, it is making a sound to you, making a sound that you are really special, making a sound that there is only you without him in my heart, making a sound that I want to be with you.Not together like now, you next to me, I next to you, you know what kind of togetherness I'm talking about.

only with you,

I don't think the colorful phoenix follows the crow,

It will not feel like a flower stuck in cow dung;

only with you,

I am willing to marry a chicken and follow the chicken, marry a dog and follow the dog,

That's why I'm willing to be servile and obsequious as a cow or a horse,

You are the Tathagata Buddha in my emotional world.

I really envy others who have fiery youth. In youth, you can love someone, you can love someone for several months, and you can kiss.

Someone also turned affection into a kiss,

I wish I would turn affection into a kiss for you.

I love you, I love you,

Love flowers and flowers bear fruit, love willows and willows make shade, so, how about I love you?

In the early morning of the next day, there was a quiet heavy snowfall. Snowfall has become a common occurrence, and it is no longer as fresh as the first time.People seem to be numb to everything except the need for love.