so called love

"I especially like to eat carrots in Malatang." Zhang Xixi picked up a piece of carrot and said in a child's voice.

The Malatang in front of him was steaming vigorously, and Xiao Xia opposite him was eating Malatang with relish.He was tired of the food in the school cafeteria, so he walked a few steps to this Malatang restaurant for lunch. Xiao Xia came here before him, and they met by chance.

He saw him sitting at a table by himself, so he chose to sit at the same table with him and sit opposite him.

"Here you are." Xiao Xia held a few slices of carrots in her bowl to Zhang Xixi's eyes.

Zhang Xixi looked at his hands, which were red and thin.

"You don't dislike me, do you?" Xiao Xia asked.

"Don't dislike it, don't you like to eat?" Zhang Xixi was a little shy, and there was a bit of happiness in the shyness.

He likes other people to treat him as a sweet pastry, and he prefers special people to treat him as a sweet pastry.

"I like it, but don't you really like it!" Xiao Xia put the emphasis on "special", and gently put the carrot in Zhang Xixi's bowl.

Zhang Xixi picked up a piece of carrot Xiao Xia gave, put it in his mouth, chewed it slowly, and found it very sweet, maybe because carrots are inherently sweet.

"It should be a happy thing to be with you, right?" Zhang Xixi asked with a smile. His long eyelashes and eyelids help him look like a naughty cat.

"Why do you say that?" Xiao Xia asked politely.

He is a miserable young man who doesn't flirt with flowers and grass, but flowers and grass fly to him like bees and butterflies.

"You are so considerate." Zhang Xixi stared at him affectionately.

In front of Xiao Xia, he always has a sweet heart.

"Haha." While laughing, Xiao Xia lit a cigarette.

The way he puffs out smoke is equal to the way he desires and dissatisfies, greedy and greedy, making people wonder if his kiss is also greedy like this, the smoke he sucks in and then spits out seems to be his breath that he can see.He likes his breath.

"Do you have a partner?" Zhang Xixi's eyes were in the game.

Although he knew that he had a partner through Chuaiwu, but Tuaiwu likes to talk nonsense!There was always in his mind the possibility that he was single.

"...No." Xiao Xia hesitated for a while and said.

"True or not?" Zhang Xixi's joy flowed faintly from his brows and eyes.

"Really!" Xiao Xia looked at him softly and intently. The distance between the two of them was only the width of a dining table. He looked at Zhang Xixi, but it was like looking at a lotus that can only be seen from a distance but not played with. .The way Xiao Xia looked at him made him feel like a girl.

"I don't believe it, you are such an attractive person." Zhang Xixi smiled happily, showing a bit of covetousness in his smiling eyes.

"Please don't say that a person who is not liked by the person you like is attractive." Xiao Xia looked serious, which seriously increased the credibility of the words.

Isn't he with Jiang Ni?Isn't it cloudy and rainy once a week?

Did Jiang Ni not like him anymore, or did he never like Jiang Ni at all?

He is a man who can have sex without love, in other words, a man who can still fall in love with sex without falling in love with each other.

Zhang Xixi was silent for a moment because of his words.

"Do you have a partner?" He continued to ask, continuing to look in the eyes of the game.

"...No." He continued to hesitate, and continued to lie to him.

Why did he lie to him?

Because you are worried that revealing your partner will weaken your ability to attract bees and butterflies?

Because in the third year of junior high school, because he didn't know how to hide his relationship, he was beaten by his head teacher and his parents?

He believed him, he was willing to believe him.

"Is there something wrong between you and Ding Mu? You always run to her during class." Xiao Xia seemed to be intentionally opening up the topic.

"I ran to her, because her seat is very close to yours." Zhang Xixi thought about the main reason, but said: "Oh, because I am learning guitar with her."

What a poignant insincere!

"You won't be 'clearly repairing the plank road, secretly keeping Chen Cang'?"

"How is it possible? Boys don't need to cover up when they like girls. It's a matter of course. Why do they wear a mask? Unlike boys..." Zhang Xixi's face was full of sadness that hesitated to speak.

"It's not like a boy?" Xiao Xia lowered his head, the chopsticks in his hand stopped in the air, and his eyes looked up at him.

"It's not like boys like boys." He said stumbled, with strong feelings in his stumbles.

"Haha, how can a boy like a boy! Isn't it a pervert for a boy to like a boy!" He didn't know that his words had seriously hurt his heart.

He didn't want to argue, words were sometimes weaker than a look, so at this moment, he looked at him with confusion and disappointment.

"How is the guitar learning?" Xiao Xia vaguely noticed that his expression was not good, so he diverted his attention.

"I can play some simple chords now. If I put in a lot of effort, I think I can create simple songs." Zhang Xixi really looks like a child. At this moment, his face is like an April sky in the world.

"Not bad, lad."

He likes to be called a lad by others, and he prefers to be called a lad by special people.He felt that the "young man" contained sunshine, youth, hormones, and prosperity.

"Why do you want to learn guitar?" Xiao Xia continued.

"Because there is another way to express emotions." Zhang Xixi is as calm as water, and his calm appearance attracts people to look back at his past.

"Where do you come from so passionate?" Xiao Xia asked with a smile shaking his head.

His smile was a bit wide, revealing the upper and lower rows of off-white teeth; his smile was a bit stuck, and he stayed motionless in front of him for several seconds before leaving.

"Lonely, spiritual prosperity is driven by loneliness." Zhang Xixi said with a smile.

He sometimes laughs and says sad truth, in case the truth is too sad.

"Are you lonely?"

"I'm doomed to be lonely." Although he said this, the happy drama in his heart would never end.

He still believes that there is such a person who goes to the kitchen together, eats radishes in winter and ginger in summer, smells the fragrance of flowers together but does not talk about sorrow and joy, and goes to bed with souls in their arms.

"why?"

"Nuwa loves me so much that she doesn't want me to belong to others." He found a reason not to be alone for his loneliness.

"Don't talk about being sad in such a romantic way, okay?"

"Okay." He replied earnestly.

He felt that words ending with "good or not" had a coquettish tone, so he replied earnestly.

But he wasn't being coquettish to him.

"What do you mean by romance?"

"Romantic?" He thought for a moment and said, "Eating a bowl of Malatang with you is pretty romantic."

It's a pity that he just lip-shaped the word "with you".

"What's so romantic about eating a bowl of Malatang? I'll treat you to hot pot some other day."

"Really?" he said happily.

"Isn't it just a hot pot meal! Small meaning!" His face was full of accomplishment, because his words caused waves on his face.

"As soon as a word is spoken, it is difficult for a horse to chase."

He wants to use such a heroic idiom for a small dinner, how much he loves to be cheap!

A villain's heart likes to stretch a gentleman's belly too much.

Such a heroic idiom is used for a small treat to dinner, how much he loves being with him!

Eating face to face with him is like being in love.

When he is silent with him, it is his happy time; when he is happy with him, it is his happiest time.

This bowl of Malatang, he ate very deliciously, like a pot of soup full of stinky fish, his carrots that must have stained his saliva stained his Malatang.

This was the second time he had eaten his saliva, and it was still like kissing him.

The first time he ate his saliva, it was the pulsation that he drank the rest of his drink in one gulp.After gulping it down, he regrets gulping it down again, and if he drank it more slowly, he would have kissed him longer.

At this moment, he and he were walking back to class, their faces glistening in the afternoon sun.

This is "I have only you, you have only me" walking, not walking in small groups of rabble.

It was the first time they walked like this.

Zhang Xixi's walking route is always inclined unconsciously, leaning towards him. It seems that there is a power in him that can gather people's hearts without showing anything. Addicted to him, addicted.

"Why are you squeezing me?" Xiao Xia turned his face to Zhang Xixi in surprise.

"Did I squeeze you?" He also turned his face to give him a look of surprise, surprise mixed with innocence.

"The more you walk, the more you come towards me. Am I so attractive? If you walk a few more steps, you will bump into the rearview mirror."

Cars of various brands are parked row upon row in the parking spaces on the side of the road, sometimes they are cars, sometimes they are nests.

"You're so attractive! I'm overwhelmed!" He wanted to say some unobvious love words to him smoothly.

Every time Zhang Xixi passes a car, he has to meet the car glass sideways. The self in the car glass is more attractive than the self in the mirror.

"There is a reflective place, you can take a picture, right? It's narcissistic." Xiao Xia joked.

"There is no human love, only narcissism." A fallen leaf drifted past Zhang Xixi's eyes with interest.

"It seems that there is no comfort, only self-comfort, right?" Xiao Xia continued jokingly.

He has learned to masturbate, and the teacher is Jiang Ni.

At the end of the last subject of the high school entrance examination, she and him, as agreed, met frankly at the old place where they were out of breath, "Stop because of love".

Clouds and rains, clouds open and rains live; clouds rain, clouds open and rains live; clouds rain, clouds open and rains live.

After several rounds, they chatted.

"Long vacation, days without you, what should I do?" Xiao Xia said while sighing.

It's not that they haven't experienced the holiday of "going back to each home". There is also a holiday between the first and second semesters of the third year of junior high school, but it is a holiday that has been shortened for the senior high school entrance examination, but only one week.

This holiday is the holiday between junior high school and high school, two months!

"I tell you!" She started teasing his second brother.

Did she feel that what he said about "long vacation, what will I do without you?" was equivalent to "long vacation, what will I do with my genitals?"

His second brother finally burst into tears.

Does she love him or not?I have already snatched his essence over and over again, but I still want him to spend it once.She can't explain it in words, must she teach by example?

"When you miss me, practice this routine to respond to emergencies. You must never be a butterfly wearing flowers, looking for flowers and willows." She reminded her ears, and then added the finishing touch, "You know? This is called self-consolation, one's own self-comforting comfort."

Is she smart or stupid?Was it when he wanted her when he wanted her?Did he only think of her when he wanted her?Unknowingly, she has told her man like this: "I am your inflatable doll." Maybe she is not unconscious, but she is willing to be his inflatable doll.How nice to be an inflatable doll!There is no duty of love, only love.

"What is masturbation?" Zhang Xixi asked seriously.

"I'll teach you another day!" Xiao Xia teased him.

Of course, his teasing is to him like the sound of a piano is to a cow.

"As soon as a word is spoken, it is difficult for a horse to chase."

He still wants to use such a heroic idiom to reduce the possibility of his breaking his promise.How much he loves working with him!

"It's hard to chase your sister with four horses!" He laughed.

He didn't understand why he said that, and he didn't understand why he smiled like that, but he still smiled along with his smile, and continued with his words: "My sister is a scud? It's hard to catch a horse."

"Do you have a younger sister?" Xiao Xia asked Zhang Xixi.

"There is a cousin, the cousin of my aunt's family, who is studying in a neighboring school. Like me, she is also in the first year of high school. She could have been admitted to our school, but she is too lazy to be a scholar. Impossible to say."

"Is she in love with men?"

"She had a date with a boy in the same class in the third year of junior high school, and it was not a casual date. Later, her head teacher joined forces with my aunt to beat mandarin ducks."

"You were in the same school as her in junior high?"

"Not at a school."

"How did you know about her relationship?"

"Listen to what my mother said."

"How did your mother know?"

"After the results of the high school entrance examination were released, she missed our school by 3 points. I was admitted to our school with 33 points, and my mother felt sorry for you. Your cousin, your cousin, don't go on a date with a boy once, and all these 3 points are back. I asked her, why do you say my cousin is dating a boy? She said, your cousin had a date with a boy in the same class in the third year of junior high school, and the head teacher even joined forces with your aunt to beat the mandarin ducks! I asked her, how do you know this? ? She said, your aunt told me. They adults like to talk about their children when they are together, as if life would not be full if they don't talk about these things. "

"With 3 points, why don't you spend tens of thousands of dollars to go to our school?"

"My aunt's family has poor financial conditions."

"Have the mandarin ducks been broken up?"

"I don't know, but there is one sentence that is absolutely true."

"What?"

"You can break up the mandarin ducks in front of your eyes, but you can't stop the mandarin ducks from lingering behind you."

Xiao Xia's eyes were blank, it seemed that this sentence resonated with him.

"It's so sad to have two consecutive classes in the afternoon!" Zhang Xixi looked up to the sky and sighed.

Perhaps, everyone is not willing to go to work in class when they are students.

"How enjoyable the class is!" Xiao Xia's eyes rolled happily.

"It's not easy. I can sneak around and do some tricks in other teachers' classes. I don't even have the idea of ​​'sneaking' in her class. Although her face is kind and amiable, in my heart she is always not angry. .There is a magic in her."

"What magic?"

"The magic that turns a classroom into a prison."

"Hahaha..." Xiao Xia laughed out loud at Zhang Xixi's words.

"Taking her class feels like being in prison."

"Taking her class feels like being in the rivers and lakes."

"Deliberately contradicting me, aren't you?!"

"No, I really think her class is good! How elegant she is on the podium! Her talent can infect you in every way through her elegance!"

In Xiao Xia's view, knowledge and talent are two different things.Knowledge and talent are indeed two different things!

"You really think she's good, right? It's okay, teacher-student love is common and romantic!" Zhang Xixi didn't like to hear compliments from Xiao Xia about women.

"Don't think that I have feelings for her just because we have a big difference in her class. I am different from you. In my study career, I have always been the least afraid of the class teacher. Besides, our class teaches Chinese, Chinese It’s more vivid than mathematics, physics and chemistry! To sum up, I feel like I’m in Jianghu when I take her class.” Xiao Xia’s explanation made Zhang Xixi happy.

His joy = his interpretation of his imagination.Zhang Xixi is a person who likes to imagine, and imagination has created many good days and beautiful scenery for his life.

When they entered the school gate, there were scattered people on the playground. They stepped on the bell to enter the classroom. The advantage of stepping on the bell to enter the classroom is that they can not be late and can get the attention of the students present.

"Two Chinese classes in the afternoon. The first class will be arranged according to the results of the monthly exam that came out yesterday, and the second class will go to 408, Block A of the complex building to take an open class." Teacher Yuan Ai's eyes were lingering with sleep, obviously she had just slept nap.

Sleep really beautifies her face. In the morning, her face was yellow because of sleeplessness last night. The reason she was sleepless last night was because she talked about marriage with her boyfriend Qiu Kai all night, and now it is for nothing.

"What is the method of arranging seats according to the results of the monthly exam?"

"Open class? What public class?"

"What kind of seat is it? My deskmate and I sit pretty well!"