A certain CV that is not noble and glamorous

Since arriving at the military training base, Shen Qingchuan began to conduct military training that was so strict that it was a bit perverted. After returning to the dormitory, he was tired and fell asleep immediately after staining the pillow. The chat with the old words almost stopped after the last sentence.And he knew why he was allowed to bring a mobile phone. The signal in this place is so good.

Seven days is not a long time, but when we get here, we are separated from the old words, and they say that the days are like years, which is really sour and refreshing.

On the day of Jiu Ci's birthday, Shen Qingchuan and other students changed classes. Here, they not only had to do physical training, but also weeding tasks on the playground. The instructors really knew how to make good use of resources.

At 07:30, it was very dark, and there were dim lights on the side of the road, but the lawn in the middle could be seen clearly.Shen Qingchuan pushed the lawn mower around the playground, and finally found a place with a signal.

Although I have already given the old Ci birthday present, it has been sent in advance.Because of the task of mowing the lawn, Shen Qingchuan came up with an idea on a whim.

He and several other classmates staggered the place, and divided the area he had to deal with in advance, so that none of them would grab it.After sending people away, he concentrated on digging up treasures in the treasure land he found.

It is difficult to cut out Chinese characters with a lawn mower, and Shen Qingchuan is not skilled enough, so he only plans to make a homophonic number 521.Although it seems that the practice is quite vulgar, but the conditions are really limited, I hope the old words will not complain about him in my heart.

After the work was done, Shen Qingchuan sat on the ground directly, and sent a video invitation to the old QQ.The video was connected quickly, and sure enough, even though it was his birthday, the old Ci didn't go out.

In the camera, Jiu Ci's complexion is fairer and more transparent, and the two dark circles under his eyes are also very obvious.The old words should not even come out, wearing pajamas, a little loose, Shen Qingchuan can see his deep collarbone from his collar, a little thinner.

He, who was tortured by military training every day, was still alive and kicking, but he was a little tired after staying at home.

The moonlight cast a layer of soft light on Shen Qingchuan's face, Shen Qingchuan asked him: "Seeing that your complexion is not very good, do you miss me and think about insomnia?"

Although only one word was uttered, Shen Qingchuan still let out an "um" when he heard the old words.Shen Qingchuan was very surprised, he didn't expect that Jiu Ci's face had become thicker now, and he would pick up his own jokes.

His complexion was still the same calm, but there was a blush at the corners of his eyes, Shen Qingchuan observed carefully.

Shen Qingchuan blinked: "I miss you too, there are still three days left."

"Soon." Jiu Ci whispered, and changed the subject to ask Shen Qingchuan something that happened in the barracks.Shen Qingchuan started talking like a chatterbox.

When talking about the strong interest, Shen Qingchuan suddenly made a fuss and let out an "ah".

The old words were also taken aback by Shen Qingchuan's surprise: "What's wrong?"

Shen Qingchuan didn't speak, just stared at the phone, but it wasn't him.Finally, after a while, Jiuci heard Shen Qingchuan say: "Baby, happy birthday."

After zero o'clock, the students weeding had already gone back, and the night was silent.The evening wind blew across the grass, making a rustling sound, but it didn't cover up the tenderness in Shen Qingchuan's voice.

Old Ci's heart beat half a beat faster, and he didn't feel how nasty the baby he called was.

He looked at Shen Qingchuan with gentle eyes and a gentle voice: "From now on, you will spend my birthday with me every year." The words of the old words were full of clingy coquettishness, looking at Shen Qingchuan with hopeful eyes, waiting for him answer.

"Well, I've been with you every year." Shen Qingchuan stood up suddenly, "I have a gift for you."

Then he flipped the camera over to the patch of grass at his feet.

"Lu Ci, I love you." The words of the confession were lingering, and the camera switched to Shen Qingchuan's affectionate face again.

"I really want to kiss you now." Shen Qingchuan said with a little regret.

The voice of the old speech was gentle: "You can come back soon."

Shen Qingchuan yawned.

"Aren't you going to bed yet? Get up early tomorrow."

Shen Qingchuan chatted with Jiuci for nearly four hours, but he didn't enjoy himself to the fullest.But knowing where there is a signal, it will be much more convenient to contact in the future.

After finishing the video chat with Jiuci, Shen Qingchuan didn't forget to get rid of the uncut grass before going back to sleep.

Walking back all the way feels like stepping on clouds.He missed the old Ci, and the old Ci also missed him, and their moods were the same.

When Shen Qingchuan went back, the roommates in the dormitory with him were still awake, chatting excitedly.Shen Qingchuan washed up, tidied up and lay down on the bed, they were still chatting, their energy was equally vigorous.

Shen Qingchuan was not interested in their topic and slept with his eyes closed.

"Actually, I have a sister." A sad voice.

"I never heard you mention it. I thought you were the only child." Someone asked.

"Dead. She suffered from depression because of a broken relationship. She committed suicide. I thought she was going to be fine, but I still didn't think about it."

There was a moment of loneliness in the room, and the topic of their chat was a bit heavy.

Shen Qingchuan was not asleep yet, and his eyes were opened.When that person was hurting the spring and autumn, he suddenly asked: "Depression... Will it cause self-harm? For example, cut the wrist?"

Shen Qingchuan's sudden opening also startled people, one more person joined the topic, and that person was asked another question, just happened to have no place to vent the sad things, before Shen Qingchuan could ask carefully, he said everything Speak up.

That man's older sister and his boyfriend were childhood sweethearts. They were about to get married after eight years of dating. It was just a trick of fate. That honest man somehow slept with another woman and got her pregnant. , and also have a sense of responsibility and plan to be responsible for the bottom line.His older sister became cannon fodder. She was sad, begged humblely, and even tried to threaten her with suicide, but she couldn't get the man back, and finally got married.The first time he committed suicide, he was rescued, but his whole body was in a daze.

He and his family took turns to look at his sister every day. My sister probably didn't want to worry the family. She was in a much better mood. She thought she was fine, but she jumped from the room on the [-]th floor in the middle of the night when there was no defense.

She was not rescued, and when the body was being groomed, the family members discovered that there were many marks of self-harm on her wrists and body. It was winter during that time, so they were well covered up.

It is said that when depression occurs, you will want to self-abuse and vent, and those scars have left traces, which shows how hard and ruthless you were when you cut yourself, but depression patients probably do not feel pain, but feel relaxed , the pressure is relieved.

Sadness and despair reach a certain point, even death is ignored, and it is nothing to pick up a blade and self-mutilate.

That person has gone from chatting about his sister to angrily cursing his scumbag ex-boyfriend.

Shen Qingchuan didn't listen to the rest of the words, the depths of his eyes flashed with contemplative light, and his drowsy mind became more and more awake.

He stretched his hand down, and stroked the wrist of his left hand with his right hand. The touch was smooth, and there was no scar that might be scratched by a blade.

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I heard that tonight is New Year's Eve, so I'll update it <(￣︶￣)>

Thank you for scaring me to hold my chicken tightly, you moved on the body of Banlangen, and you threw mines in the mountains 22:22:41