If you can't play bad, you will be suppressed

Big beliefs force myself to leave...

Why do you have to leave?Because all those things are things that don't belong to me, including Hei Yao's love...

It's not that he doesn't feel anything when facing such a gentle and considerate Hei Yao, on the contrary, he who has no resistance to that man at any time and place is almost shaken, and has been living in such a long time. In the deep pain of betrayal, the fortress that I thought was strong in my heart built after ten years of hard life, cracks appeared in just a few days, how terrible it is.

He thought... he didn't love Hei Yao anymore because his heart was dead, but he didn't calculate that Hei Yao's tenderness day and night is the most powerful medicine for returning to life.

These days, although he is calm on the surface, his heart is turbulent, and he is tortured by choices all the time... It's just that he is really tired, and he really can't be sure that Hei Yao loves him so much today, and will not tomorrow. Will bring others back.

Zheng Meiyuan...Su You...and that unknown boy who sat in Hei Yao's arms and taunted him how many years ago when he was in trouble, these people are not hallucinations, they are real grudges between them, But even without these, their feelings, their love is not pure from the original purpose, how much use, betrayal, use, how much truth is there in their muddy feelings?

He has indeed changed over the years, people will change, right?

Hei Yao suddenly mentioned last night, the events of that year, such a brave self, if changed to the present self, he would probably just cower in the corner in fear, I have to admit that the young Ding Yiluo is already dead, Because once a person has been hurt, he will be easily afraid, and he will not be so unwilling to turn back...

The car stopped quickly and smoothly, and the three of them got out of the car. It was a typical American single-family two-story building in the suburbs. Mo Ling led them in, and the inside had obviously been cleaned in advance. Everything is also available, Mo Ling took Ding Yiluo around the room, and said, "You are not familiar with the place here, and you don't have any documents. Hei Yao will definitely think of you when he finds out that you are gone." I am here, so I will arrange for you to live here temporarily, and I have already arranged for you passport and identity documents in advance, so you don’t have to worry, after the limelight passes, we will discuss where you want to go.”

Ding Yiluo smiled gratefully at the two people in front of him. Although they were very good friends before, it took a lot of time to suddenly ask them for such a big favor after losing contact for so long. Although they didn't say anything, they were really embarrassed.

At that time, Hei Yao threw away his mobile phone from the second floor, and he was so careless that he didn't order anyone to put it away, so he took advantage of no one's attention, went to the garden outside the window, searched for the broken mobile phone, and found it inside. SIM card.

Fortunately, he was careful at the time, and Mo Ling's phone was stored and backed up in the mobile phone and the phone card respectively. In terms of material, Hei Yao would not treat him badly, and he replaced him with a new mobile phone not long after. There is only one contact method.

Ding Yiluo secretly replaced the original mobile phone card when no one was around, and found that there were many missed calls from Mo Ling in the past few days, and he easily contacted Mo Ling and Lan Yi, although it was a bit difficult Open my mouth, but now they are the only ones who can help.

Fortunately, Mo Ling and Lan Yi didn't embarrass him and hesitated. Although he was deliberately vague, they still readily agreed to help.

After Hei Yao brought him to the United States, because his passport and certificates were in his hands, he relaxed his vigilance relatively, thinking that with Er Er's ties and his unfamiliarity with the place, he would not run away again, but he didn't expect , shortly after Er Er recovered, he really escaped.

After seeing off Lan Yi and Mo Ling, Ding Yiluo went up to the second floor of the house and found a room to live in. Looking at the cozy room with warm colors, he couldn't help thinking about Hei Yao's reaction when he learned that he left , will you be in a hurry?Will you look for him all over the world?Er Er will definitely be sad, but sooner or later you have to adapt to life without him, it's better to leave sooner...

After going around for more than ten years, I have returned to the life of cumin, a life of one person, and there is no regularity in eating. If I am not hungry, I will not eat. When I am hungry, I will simply fill my stomach a little.

After spending a period of time in the empty house in a daze, one day, Ding Yiluo slept until twelve o'clock in the noon, and went to the refrigerator in the kitchen in a daze to grab a few pieces of bread and stuffed it into his mouth, not knowing that the bread was expired After putting it in his mouth for a long time, he found that his mouth was already smacking hard, and then he suddenly woke up, and threw the bread in his hand into the trash can.He can't continue to be decadent like this, because it is very likely that he will live alone in this life, so is it possible that he wants to live this life for the rest of his life?This is not what he wants.

After that, Ding Yiluo began to work hard to be more exciting, Lan Yi often came to visit him, and he cooked for Lan Yi when he was free.

Don't mention how surprised Lan Yi was when he first knew that Ding Yiluo could cook. It was clear that they lived together at that time. This guy even burned the kitchen, and he could never tell the difference between sugar and salt. But now he can cook. Prepare a table of meals in an orderly manner, even shredded potatoes are finely and evenly cut...

At noon, Ding Yiluo kicked Lan Yi, who wanted to help the cook, out of the kitchen. He was shaking a big spoon in the kitchen while holding a leek in his mouth. Mo Ling, who has been busy all day, is free to come today.

After simply cooking a few dishes and serving them on the table, Ding Yiluo asked the two of them to eat more.

While eating, Mo Ling suddenly said, "It's been more than a month since you left, and there's still no movement from Hei Yao's side. It seems that he really doesn't intend to look for you..."

Ding Yiluo paused when he lowered his head to pick up the rice, regardless of the rice in his mouth, he only heard that Hei Yao didn't plan to come to him at all, he was relieved and at the same time couldn't feel the feeling in his heart, so he could only say vaguely, "That's not right, it saves me from hiding..."

"...Then what are you going to do in the future? Why don't you just move in and live with us." Mo Ling still wanted to keep him.

But it's not like Ding Yiluo rolled his eyes and looked contemptuously at the two of them holding hands while eating, "I don't want to be a light bulb, am I looking for excitement as a loner?"

"..." The two holding hands were naturally a little embarrassed by Ding Yiluo's words. Lan Yi blushed and threw away the hand that Mo Ling extended just now, not forgetting to copy Ding Yiluo's He rolled his eyes and threw it to Mo Ling.

In the end, regardless of Mo Linglan and Lanyi's repeated attempts to persuade him to stay, Ding Yiluo decided to return to China, after all, that was the place where he had lived for decades.

Before leaving, Lan Yi prepared a lot of salutes for him, and forced him to accept a bank card with an unknown amount. Some money is needed for self-defense, but it should all be borrowed. When he is able in the future, he will also have to pay it back.

The moment he got off the plane, Ding Yiluo didn't know what language to use to express his feelings at this moment, thinking that not long ago Hei Yao was holding his hand and accompanied him on the plane with great care, now But he was still alone, and everything before him was probably gone like the plane that was about to leave behind him.

……

"Hmm..." Ding Yiluo gradually woke up from the chaos. He only felt a splitting headache. When he moved his hands and feet, he found that he was tightly bound and his mouth was blocked. His hands were tied behind his back on an iron frame in an abandoned warehouse, and there was no one around.

Ding Yiluo only remembered that when he walked out of the airport and was about to take a taxi to leave, suddenly a wet cloth with a pungent smell blocked his mouth and nose, and he lost consciousness in an instant, until now.

Thinking of being kidnapped, Hei Yao was the first to suspect him. After observing the dilapidated environment, he denied this idea...Hei Yao would not treat him like this...

I struggled hard, the ropes on my wrists and ankles were tied very tightly, and there was no chance of breaking free. I couldn't figure out that I had lived a normal life for these years, and I didn't have any grudges with others. Who is so big? Fei Zhouzhang tied himself here?

While Ding Yiluo was still struggling, the door of the warehouse opened, and a few people walked in cursing from the outside.

"Yo, boss, he's awake."

The man known as the boss had a sultry face and was dressed in a saucy manner. At first glance, he was the street hooligan. Hearing that the younger brother beside him said that Ding Yiluo had woken up, he walked forward with a smirk, and grabbed Ding Yiluo's body violently. The hair forced him to look up, "I haven't seen you for more than ten years. I wonder if the second young master of the Ding family knows me?"

Forced to raise his head, Ding Yiluo felt as if his scalp was about to be torn, so he said reluctantly, "I don't know you."

The man's expression darkened, he slapped Ding Luo with his backhand, and raised his foot to kick Ding Luo hard in the stomach twice as if he was puzzled.

There was no way for Ding Yiluo to dodge being tied up, and the man kicked fiercely again. Ding Yiluo gasped in pain and broke out in cold sweat.

"Of course you fucking don't know me! But you know Hei Yao!"

When Ding Yiluo heard Hei Yao's name, his heart sank a lot. It seemed that he was Hei Yao's enemy and kidnapped him to threaten Hei Yao.

I saw the man slowly squatting in front of him, and smiled sinisterly at him, "Speaking of which, we have met before... more than ten years ago..."

Before Ding Yiluo could search for thoughts in his mind, he received several solid slaps on the face, the rust smell spread from his mouth, and his face was burning hot.