Yes Qing Fei Qing

Han Feihe looked at her younger sister and elder brother who were smiling happily, and also smiled sweetly, as if she had seen that the family had everything and had no worries about food and clothing.

"All right."

After only lifting for a short while, Han Qingming felt his arms began to get tired.

This body is really...that child is so light!

Sure enough, let's do more work, when it's time to exercise.Even in modern times, we also pay attention to the all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique, art and labor!Run every day.In ancient times, this good habit must be persisted, not to mention that this body is as weak as a chicken, so don't faint in the examination room by then!

Without even considering the various complaints and complaints he made about the unreasonable exercise system in the past, Han Qingming made excuses for his work behavior, and then walked into his room.

Men and women have different seats at the age of seven.

Although they are brothers and sisters, Han Qingming is too old to live in the same house with his younger sister.

Probably because the original owner's father was a scholar, and there were many rules in the family, so when the original owner was about ten years old, a new house was built for his son to stay and study.

Coincidentally, Han Qingming doesn't have to worry about disturbing his sister when he reads.

To say the least, he was really unlucky.You have already traveled through time, why do you still want to study!

Finally, after three years of hell, he was admitted to a key university!Once I wake up from the dream, all the hard work in the past will be in vain!

It's like a river of hard work flowing eastward, a sad girl... How old is she.

It's no wonder that he always wanted to die back then, or simply didn't want to stay here...

If not at the beginning...

Alas, I'm afraid I'm really going to die, right?

Open the paper window, prop it up with a wooden stick, and place a book in front of him. Although he really wants to concentrate on reading, when he thinks of his two younger sisters returning with a basket half as tall as his, he can't help but think of the time when he wanted to die. thing.

Speaking of...

I really can't blame myself!

In the 21st century, a girl with the same age as a flower and... ahem, I will talk about her appearance later, so, and a beautiful and bright future girl, suddenly woke up and found that she had timetraveled and changed her personality for free !

And the poor rats and cockroaches at home don't come - there are really no rats and Xiaoqiang!

There are two more oily sisters, no one can bear it, okay?

She is also the only child in the family. She was born in accordance with the national one-child system. Her family conditions are not bad. She is a hard-working mother and a lazy daughter. She has a caring mother who loves her daughter and is also hardworking. clothes, plus a half-month shift to clean up the dormitory.

All the difficult-to-wash clothes were handed over to my mother at home, Han Qingming became lazy, and the school schedule was tight and the holidays were short, so he only took a bath once a month!

Suddenly, when she came to such a place where the sheets were so thin that it was frightening, the sheets and cushions were only one layer, the quilt was too thick to keep you warm in winter, the ground was full of pits and livestock feces, and the house was full of all kinds of dust, she couldn't bear it. How is the bird?

The modern countryside is not so messy!

There is also the outer wall, which is only 1.5 meters high!The wall is also uneven, and the taller ones can come over with just one hand, can they really prevent thieves?

She huh.

The clothes are also made of coarse cloth, the rice is not peeled off, and there is not even richer seasoning here!There is always only salt and sugar in the seasoning jar in the kitchen, and there is no aniseed pepper!Not even onions!Fortunately, there is still garlic, otherwise Han Qingming, who is a half-foodie, really doesn't know how to live.

The same goes for the clothes, the inner and outer layers are all patches, the clothes are wear-resistant, but they are also thick!

Fortunately, it was the soul wearer, otherwise Han Qingming swears, she would definitely be worn down!

In fact, the bad environment was second to none. Han Qinglang didn't have much requirements for the conditions, so he was relatively adaptable. The most important thing was his psychological gap.

The loss of a loved one, the confusion about the future, and the panic of a sudden change in the environment.

Coupled with the unspeakable changes in the body...

All this made the former Zhang Xiaoya feel extremely painful.

In addition, thinking of the novels I have read in the past, the heroine returned to modern times after dying in another world...

Soon, death became Zhang Xiaoya's only goal during that time.

Especially after the initial panic, from the third day after transmigrating, Zhang Xiaoya began to seek death at all costs.

At first, they planned to commit suicide with an ax and a kitchen knife, but Han Shuihe accidentally discovered that the two girls hid all the sharp weapons in the house, not even a pointed bamboo stick.

I couldn't find the murder weapon at home, so I went outside.Throwing into the river, hanging himself, Zhang Xiaoya would even try jumping off a cliff if it wasn't for the absence of cliffs around here.

But every time he was discovered and rescued by the two girls "in time".

During that time, other people in the village were pointing at her and the two little girls, and when walking on the road, some people cast strange glances.Those gossips are nothing more than that the eldest son of the Han family has gone crazy... he couldn't bear the blow and went crazy.There are also those who are not narrow-minded, but the overly sympathetic eyes and actions are not much better than gossip.

Zhang Xiaoya doesn't care.

She always wanted to go back, what did the people here care about?On the contrary, the two girls gradually lowered their heads under the strange eyes and words of the villagers.

Until now, Han Shuihe is not very willing to take the initiative to talk to others.

It's not that she didn't find out, she just didn't want to care.She even felt that these two little girls were haunted, how disgusting!

Probably to vent her anger, she could ignore the hurt the two girls suffered, and she was even slightly pleased because of it.Thinking about it now, she was probably a little extreme at that time, and even felt that it was because of these two little girls that she couldn't go back!

During that time, her temper became more and more moody.

She was considered a good child before, and she started beating and swearing, smashing bowls and things, and stabbing everything she could touch to vent her anger.

Then, watching the two girls cry in a panic at the beginning, and then become numb and forbearing, secretly thinking, when will these two annoying spirits ignore themselves and let themselves die.

until one day……

Waking up at night... that is, the self who went to the bathroom, passed by the kitchen, and saw the dim light in the kitchen.

At that time, her mind was full of suicide and madness, and she was also on a hunger strike, but she never thought of suffocating to death... It was too challenging for human beings, and she couldn't do it.

There are a total of two rooms for people to live in, one is where I live, and the other is where a man and a woman used to live, but now it belongs to two girls.

Both rooms are dark, the kitchen is bright.

Is it a thief?

By accident, Zhang Xiaoya came over.

It was later judged from the voice that it was the two little girls, and there were some broken voices, as if they were looking for something to eat.

Not a thief...

Zhang Xiaoya lowered her eyes slightly, and then continued to go to the toilet with heavy and numb steps.The tossing and tossing for many days also made her mentally and physically exhausted. While going crazy, she herself was not feeling well.

But the sounds in the kitchen attracted her.

"Sister! I found it!"

"Well, good boy, eat quickly."

……

Zhang Xiaoya walked slowly to the toilet.

Maybe it was because the night was too quiet, or maybe the two children didn't expect that there would be someone outside the kitchen, so they didn't cover up their voices, or maybe it was a combination of both, their voices reached Zhang Xiaoya's ears very clearly.

Then, make her unable to move at all.

"...Sister, the rice bran is so unpalatable. People say that the wife of the rice bran is a woman like us who grew up eating rice bran?"

... rice bran?

Isn't that the rice skin dregs left after rice milling?

Zhang Xiaoya couldn't help turning her head to the side so that she could hear more clearly.

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"Then sister, what do you mean by "dirty wife?"

"Well... I don't know either. Well, stop talking! Eat quickly!"

After another period of silence, Zhao Xiaoya couldn't help but wonder if she heard it wrong.

But just as she was about to leave, the voice came again.

"Sister... the bran is almost finished, what shall we eat tomorrow?"

"...My sister doesn't know either."

"Sister, our brother doesn't eat every day, and those meals are cold...can we..."

"no!"

Zhang Xiaoya didn't remember the names of the two children at that time, or she didn't care at all, but she could tell the identities of the two children from the tone and voice of her speech.

The older child interrupted the younger one very forcefully, and said, "There is no rice at home. It was okay a few days ago. These days, it is the leftovers from before I warmed it up for my brother. If we eat it, When my brother wants to eat, there will be no more."

The younger one said, "But I'm hungry..."

"Isn't there rice bran in it!"

"But the rice bran is not very hungry! And..." the smaller child was about to cry, "and... there is only a little bit of rice bran left..."

"Shh-!"

Seeing that the younger sister was crying louder and louder, the older one hurriedly stopped her, "Stop crying! What if I wake up my brother!"

"But I'm hungry!"

The child didn't dare to speak ill of his brother, but he couldn't stop his complaints about not having enough to eat.From her voice, Zhao Xiaoya could clearly hear her resentment and grievance.

……

In modern times, it is still possible to picky eaters and play tricks, and all kinds of disobedient ages.

"...Be patient, tomorrow, wait until tomorrow, sister will take you to dig potatoes to eat."

"This is the fourth time for you! Sister, are you lying to me?"

"Isn't there someone watching in the field, so you can't steal...you can't dig! Can't you bear it?"

"But I'm hungry!"

"Hush! Keep your voice down!" The louder one was also a little anxious, then paused, as if trying to calm down, "Tomorrow... wait for tomorrow, I will definitely get you something to eat." The voice was a bit firm, but also... Some ruthless.

"Then...how about today?"

"Be patient, it's a big deal... I'll give you these."

"……Oh."

It sounded a bit disgruntled, but the little bit finally compromised, and then there were some trivial sounds.

Zhang Xiaoya seemed to hear the older one swallowing, but she didn't seem to, because she couldn't hear clearly.

Covering her mouth to prevent herself from making a sound, Zhang Xiaoya didn't dare to wipe the tears on her face, for fear of disturbing the two timid and sensitive children like mice in the kitchen. Then she leaned on the wall and let the cold winter wind blow her face Her tears shaved into ice, making her face cold and painful, and she slowly moved back into the room.

Suddenly, I felt that I really couldn't hold on anymore.

The long period of depression and gloom seemed to burst out in an instant, burying her.

The cautious and worried faces of the two children, those clumsy and naive words to comfort her, and their aggrieved expressions these days, the strange and cautious expressions when they saw the food she didn't eat, and their silence when they packed up the things they broke language……

What a beast!

All the images flooded her eyes at the same time, making her barely able to see the way, almost tripping, and the small voice seemed to startle the two children, and their voices stopped.

Zhang Xiaoya hurriedly stumbled back to the room, then closed the door.

Ok……

Forgot to go to the toilet.

In short, the next day when the two children came to his room with a smile on their faces and holding their rice bowls, what they saw was a brother with a gentle smile and very gentle eyes looking at them.

That night, she became him, accepting all the memories left in her body by the original owner.

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