I am the white moonlight of the giants who died early

After "hugging left and right" all afternoon, Yun Qingcen finally "drives" him away.

"I've been too busy recently." Yun Qingcen sent people away one by one, the smile on his face was weak and tired, it seemed that even smiling made him feel tired, his voice was soft, "I will call you when I am free later , Come out when the time comes."

It's just that people who heard this sentence reacted differently.

Fu Mingrui: "Is there anything that you must do yourself? I'll send you two people?"

Zhao Hexuan: "Alright, I'll wait for your call, Qingcen, don't forget me."

Qin Yi: "Is it lack of money or lack of connections?"

After Yun Qingcen perfunctory passed one by one, they all got satisfactory answers, and they felt comfortable sending money and contacts to Yun Qingcen.

After the people left, Zhou Xuyao ​​walked behind Yun Qingcen, and they stood by the elevator in the corridor, looking at the display floor above the elevator.

"Brother Qingcen, among these people, who do you think is the best?" Zhou Xuyao's voice was sour.

Yun Qingcen raised his eyebrows, he turned around and faced Zhou Xuyao ​​face to face, this was the first time he looked at Zhou Xuyao ​​seriously after such a long time.

For a moment, Yun Qingcen felt that Zhou Xuyao ​​in front of him was very strange. Since his "resurrection", he had never seriously observed these "old people". The attention is given to preferential treatment, and he doesn't care about other people's changes.

When he knew that this was a "story" when he died, Zhou Xuyao ​​and the others became a character, a symbol in his heart, and they were no longer flesh and blood people.

Only in stories, there is a protagonist like Su Ming, who can have everything without doing anything.

In reality, no matter how good a person is, no matter how good he is, if four out of ten people can really like him and appreciate him, that's already great.

And the kind of person who can be liked by anyone who associates with him is a person who "lost himself", knows how to listen, how to value others more, and anyone who gets along with him will I think he is very good, which requires not only emotional intelligence, but also morality.

Yun Qingcen himself has been tempered step by step, even if someone around him can't bring him benefits, but for the benefits he may get in the future, he can cooperate with each other when getting along.

One step further, that is, what the other party wants, he will give to the other party.

Zhou Xuyao ​​wanted a mixture of family affection, love and friendship, so he kneaded these things into a ball and stuffed them for Zhou Xuyao.

Zheng Shaowei prided himself on being strong, so he turned himself into a poor wretch who desperately needed protection.

He only looks at the strengths and weaknesses of the other party, and what the other party needs. It really makes him describe each person's deeper character and personality. Yun Qingcen feels that he can't do it.

Because he has never thought of being with anyone for a lifetime, so it doesn't matter to him what these people are, as long as they can bring him benefits in the long or short term.

He only needs to understand the layer that he can use.

However, at this time Yun Qingcen looked at Zhou Xuyao, and the strangeness made him a little dazed.

Standing in front of him, Zhou Xuyao ​​was still handsome. Yun Qingcen looked at him carefully and found that Zhou Xuyao's temperament had changed a little. He used to be like a helpless wild dog. Loneliness was synonymous with his life. Now Zhou Xuyao ​​is much more stable. There is no longer any fragility visible to the naked eye in the eyes.

He got better.

Yun Qingcen stretched out his hand, pinched Zhou Xuyao's cheek with a smile on his face: "I have something to do tonight."

It has been a long time since Yun Qingcen has done such an intimate gesture. Zhou Xuyao ​​was a little flattered, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Okay, I won't follow."

"So cute." Yun Qingcen patted Zhou Xuyao ​​on the shoulder.

Yun Qingcen asked Zhou Xuyao ​​to go in first, and made a phone call outside.

Teng Jing didn't come to the company all day today. He has his own business to attend to.

Yun Qingcen can only wish Ren Yun not to be found too early.

"Yun Qingcen?" Teng Jing answered the phone quickly, with a smile in his voice, "What's the matter?"

Yun Qingcen's voice was lazy and tired: "General, I have news. Are you free tonight? If you are not free, you can postpone it."

Teng Jing quickly agreed: "Just tonight."

A smile appeared on the corner of Yun Qingcen's mouth, and his voice became softer: "Okay, I'll give you the address."

After sending the address, Yun Qingcen set off. Originally, he didn't want to take Han Nan and the others, but thought that if they were not allowed to grow up, they would never be of much use. Yun Qingcen never does anything that doesn't get rewarded for what he does.

When they left, Yun Qingcen only said hello to Zhou Xuyao. Su Ming didn't come to work these few days, and he always had to go back to take care of his parents for a few days every month.

Because Yun Qingcen calculated the salary and commission for him, and after he had a fixed income, Su Ming never mentioned the matter of returning to the entertainment industry. With his EQ, no one would escort him when he entered the entertainment industry. All that's left is to be eaten raw, and the little actors beyond the [-]th line are better at being human than him.

Yun Qingcen walked down the company building and was about to go home, pick up his things, and turn back into a ghost.

However, as soon as he went downstairs, Yun Qingcen saw a familiar face standing under a tree outside the building.

Yun Qingcen laughed—it seems that today he is destined to spend time to get rid of these old toys.

Zheng Shaowei was standing under the tree, his hand was healed, the fracture did not leave him any sequelae, he looked haggard, his lips were bloodless, his face was pale, and he had lost a lot of weight, but compared to his haggard body, he His eyes were shining brightly, and when he saw Yun Qingcen, he couldn't help but took two steps forward.

Yun Qingcen also saw him.

Both of them could hear the noisy sound of people and cars. Zheng Shaowei was behind the road, and the passing vehicles and horns kept honking, making people panic.

"Qing Cen..." Zheng Shaowei pursed his lips tightly, his body swayed, and finally stabilized. When he looked up, he realized that Yun Qing Cen had already walked towards the other side.

Zheng Shaowei's face became even paler, and he ran towards Yun Qingcen's direction. At that moment, he didn't think about anything, only a feeling of pain and suffocation that his heart was being squeezed.

He waited downstairs all afternoon, as if he was being roasted on the fire this afternoon, watching Fu Mingrui and the others go up and down.

Obviously many years ago, he was the closest person to Yun Qingcen, and Yun Qingcen was more willing to "coax" him at that time.

Zheng Shaowei only now figured out that his temper back then was even worse and more childish than now, and only Yun Qingcen was willing to coax him for years.

Only later, Yun Qingcen didn't want to coax him anymore.

"Yun Qingcen." He grabbed Yun Qingcen's arm.

At that moment, he felt that he was not only grabbing Yun Qingcen's arm.

Yun Qingcen turned to look at him.

Under Yun Qingcen's intentional changes, his current face is seven points similar to his original one.

Compared with Yunqing's face, it is more delicate, more beautiful, and has the capital of a femme fatale.

Zheng Shaowei's eyes turned red the moment Yun Qingcen turned his head. He took two deep breaths, his voice was trembling, and his hands were shaking. He said with difficulty: "Qingcen, I know I was wrong."

It was easier to speak out what was in his heart after opening his mouth, Zheng Shaowei stared intently at Yun Qingcen's eyes: "I did something wrong before, Qingcen, you can ask me to do anything, as long as you can forgive me."

Yun Qingcen sighed, then withdrew his arm from Zheng Shaowei's hand, and said softly, "Shaowei, don't do this, the past is over."

"What do you mean passed?!" Zheng Shaowei's voice suddenly became louder, and many people passing by looked at them, but Zheng Shaowei didn't notice it—he never cared about other people's gazes, and when he was emotional, even if he stood beside him It's the Heavenly King Lao Tzu who won't take it seriously.

Yun Qingcen looked at him expressionlessly: "Are you here to quarrel with me?"

"No!" Zheng Shaowei's voice dropped again, with a hint of pleading, "Qingcen, whatever you ask me to do, don't ignore me."

There were tears in Zheng Shaowei's eyes. He lost more than half of his weight, and his face became thinner. Only he knew exactly what kind of suffering he had suffered and what kind of psychological torture he had endured.

Yun Qingcen sighed, and seemed to be moved by Zheng Shaowei. He glanced at his phone, and after confirming that he could spare a little time, he said to Zheng Shaowei: "Do you want coffee? I still have half an hour. I have time tonight." There are other things to do."

Zheng Shaowei nodded, his eyes remained on Yun Qingcen's face, and he couldn't move away.

There is pleading in the eyes, and there is also almost pathological greed.

They went to a small coffee shop and sat by the window. Zheng Shaowei sat opposite Yun Qingcen, and he looked at Yun Qingcen hungrily. It was more than ten years since he was face to face with Yun Qingcen again. Talk as if they had never been apart.

"Qing Cen." Zheng Shaowei stared at Yun Qing Cen closely, and he said almost urgently, "You can scold me, beat me, no matter what you ask me to do, I have nothing to say, but don't ignore me."

Zheng Shaowei wiped his face, he hadn't dressed decently for a long time, this time he came out to see Yun Qingcen, he just shaved and bought a suit of clothes that fit again, he didn't even know who to blame.

Blame Su Ming?But Su Ming didn't intend to seduce him. Before he took a fancy to Su Ming, Su Ming didn't even know his name, Zheng Shaowei.

Blame Yun Qingcen for dying early?Then why did he bother to act like a lover?Could it be that Yun Qingcen forced him to find a substitute?

It seemed he had only himself to blame.

It's because he's not firm in his will, and he claims to be affectionate.

It not only disgusted others, but also ruined his feelings for Yun Qingcen.

Yun Qingcen quietly listened to Zheng Shaowei's words, and then said softly: "Shaowei, I'm not ignoring you, or avoiding you on purpose, but I have very important things now."

Zheng Shaowei pursed his lips tightly, his eyes could not hide the madness: "I watched Zhao Hexuan and the others go upstairs!"

Yun Qingcen looked at him calmly: "Then why didn't you come up together?"

Zheng Shaowei was stunned, he looked at Yun Qingcen in a daze.

Yun Qingcen tapped the rim of the cup with his fingers: "Because you have no confidence, you are afraid that I will blame you, that I will hate you, and that I will never want to see you again."

"You know what kind of person I am, and what kind of temper I am." Yun Qingcen sighed, "Shaowei, you can look forward."

Zheng Shaowei: "I don't want to look forward, without you, where is the future?"

Yun Qingcen smiled, looked at Zheng Shaowei, and said mercilessly: "It has nothing to do with me, you know it very well."

"Without me, you can find more substitutes."

Zheng Shaowei's complexion became even worse.

Yun Qingcen took a sip of coffee: "Don't rush to refute me, you and I both know, I'm not wrong, no one in this world is irreplaceable."

"After I left you, didn't I also find Fu Mingrui?"

"You are not irreplaceable, and neither am I." Yun Qingcen, "If you think about this, you will be much more relaxed."

Yun Qingcen doesn't think there is an irreplaceable "white moonlight" in this world. The so-called "white moonlight" is just that the chasers have benefited from this light, and hope to enjoy this benefit forever.

Appearance, personality or characteristics, as long as there are light chasers who like them and can’t let go, when looking for the next one, they will find someone with the same appearance and personality characteristics, because they have benefited from it, and naturally hope to continue .

There is no "white moonlight" that cannot be defeated in this world.

The people and things that you can't forget when you are young, you will feel that they are not the same after you reach middle age.

Time beats all.

But Zheng Shaowei didn't think so. He looked at Yun Qingcen with red eyes, and clenched his hands into fists, so hard that his short nails sank into the flesh, but he didn't feel any pain. Both his brain and body seemed to be numb. The moment he opened his mouth, Zheng Shaowei even found it extremely difficult to breathe.

"I know, you're still blaming me and remembering about Su Ming..." Zheng Shaowei looked at him, "Qingcen, don't talk to me like that, even if you blame me and hate me, just say it outright, okay?" ?”

Yun Qingcen sighed: "Shaowei, I don't blame you, nor do I hate you."

Zheng Shaowei didn't believe it.

Yun Qingcen said the truth very seriously: "In my heart, I rank first, so what you do is not important to me."

Zheng Shaowei still didn't believe it, he even smiled wryly twice: "Qingcen, you don't need to say such words to comfort me."

Yun Qingcen spread her hands: "I didn't comfort you."

Zheng Shaowei remembered how they used to get along. At that time, Yun Qingcen had no friends, and he always followed him after he went to school. He would not refute what he said, even if Yun Qingcen was angry, Yun Qingcen would be the most Ignoring him for two days, he got a lot from Yun Qingcen.

Companionship, trust, adoration and love.

And what Yun Qingcen got from him, Zheng Shaowei sometimes thinks about it, and he admits that it is probably only "money".

Because at that time, he didn't know how to love and care for others.

Yun Qingcen held him, and he was taken for granted by Yun Qingcen. He didn't care what Yun Qingcen wanted, and it was impossible for him to give up his "self-esteem" to be considerate of Yun Qingcen.

He felt that in his relationship with Yun Qingcen, Yun Qingcen was the humble one, he was confident and loved with money.

It was he who missed Yun Qingcen, it was he who missed the immature Yun Qingcen back then.

"Qingcen, we have known each other for so many years." Zheng Shaowei played the emotional card, "You let me look forward, can you forget all of it?"

Yun Qingcen looked at him strangely: "Why should I forget, that memory is still very good."

"You were naive and naive back then, and you were still a violent man." Yun Qingcen shrugged, with a smile on his lips, "Not very well-behaved, but most of the time you are willing to listen to me."

Yun Qingcen suppressed her smile and sat up straight: "But that's a thing of the past."

He glanced at his phone, half an hour had already passed, Yun Qingcen stood up, and stretched out his hand to Zheng Shaowei: "I have something to do tonight."

Zheng Shaowei stretched out his hand dully to shake hands with Yun Qingcen.

Yun Qingcen closed his hand three times before taking it back. His brows were slightly frowned, and he was already a little impatient. Even if Zheng Shaowei was his own son, he was tired after coaxing him for so long.

What's more, even if he was heterosexual, he couldn't have such a stupid son.

Zheng Shaowei followed Yun Qingcen out of the coffee shop. He wanted to send Yun Qingcen home, but Yun Qingcen didn't give him a chance. As soon as he stepped out of the coffee shop, Yun Qingcen got into a taxi and even Didn't give him another look.

Zheng Shaowei stood at the door of the coffee shop, the warm winter sun shone on him, but he still felt cold, and the chill made his whole body tremble.

His eyes were red, but he kept holding back the tears.

How can it be so cold...

Yun Qingcen went home and took Zhou Xuyao ​​to prepare the summoning bell and Jin Ruyi for him.

As the name suggests, the soul-calling bell can attract souls, whether it is the soul of the living or the ghost of the dead, as long as there is this bell, it doesn't matter where the ghost hides, but it also depends on the Taoism, the better the soul-calling bell, the stronger the Taoism the ghost.

As for Jin Ruyi...

This time, I can try how powerful this golden Ruyi is.

The Zhang family’s ancestral tomb is in the suburbs, and it was rebuilt in modern times. During the chaos, their ancestral tomb and even the stone stele were carried away to build roads. Later, the Zhang family got rich and got the land back, no matter whether it was bought or rented. In short, the ancestral tomb is still the ancestral tomb of the Zhang family.

There was no village nearby, and the Zhang family would go there every year to worship their ancestors, and they stopped going there after the accident.

The place where Zhangjiazu's grave is located is very remote. It used to be a village, but after planning, the land there was too barren, so the villagers all moved away.

But people can move, but the tomb cannot be moved, and the Zhang family's ancestral tomb is left there.

It was already dark when Yun Qingcen rushed over. Zhangjiazu’s tomb, which is far away from the town, was built on a hillside. Not only was there no human habitation, but also no large animals, even hares and pheasants. Qing Cen seemed to be on an outing, he walked slowly on the dry grass, not in a hurry.

The night was quiet, with only a crescent moon shining brightly in the sky, and few stars to be seen.

Yun Qingcen didn't need a light, and Teng Jing came earlier than him. After Yun Qingcen arrived, he saw Teng Jing sitting on a stone not far from Zhang's ancestor's grave.

Teng Jing was still wearing his own clothes, the black military uniform, instead of the modern clothes that Yun Qingcen bought for him.

"The general came early." Yun Qingcen held the calling bell in one hand and Jin Ruyi in the other, both hands were full, he had a smile on his face, a slender figure, with the night as the background, he was so handsome.

Even Teng Jing sighed: "If you were born at my time, if you read better books and have a good teacher to guide you, I'm afraid you can also be named on the gold list."

Yun Qingcen was amused: "In ancient times, officials were selected based on face?"

Teng Jing nodded solemnly: "It's always convenient to be good-looking."

Yun Qingcen: "General Teng is also a general based on his face?"

Unexpectedly, Teng Jing was not humble: "After I have military achievements, the saint gave me another volume of military books."

Yun Qingcen: "..."

As long as the level is not bad, and above the average line, a good face can indeed bring a lot of convenience, which is the case in ancient and modern China and abroad.

Isn't it the same now?For professors of the same level, students are willing to choose the good-looking one when they choose courses. At the end of the year, the teacher will be graded, and the good-looking one will be more advantageous.

Teng Jing jumped down from the rock. He was tall, but his movements were light and agile, like a swallow. His clothes fluttered slightly in the wind, elegant and elegant.

Yun Qingcen narrowed his eyes, and waited until Teng Jing came to him before asking: "General, you came before me, did you notice anything wrong?"

Teng Jing looked around: "There is not a single ghost here."

Yun Qingcen understood.

Evil ghosts are like tigers. There will be no second tiger on a mountain, let alone ferocious beasts. Evil ghosts occupy this place, and the lonely ghosts here will either become "soldiers" in their hands, or become their mouths. Snacks, peaceful coexistence?impossible.

They walked to the Zhang family's ancestral grave. The Zhang family spent a lot of money on the ancestral grave and built it like a miniature castle. Compared with Yun Qingcen's grave, it was the difference between a capitalist and a poor peasant.

It can't be blamed that Zheng Shaowei and the others didn't spend money to repair his grave. In fact, it is impossible for Zheng Shaowei and the others to buy a piece of land for his cemetery.

Yun Qingcen walked to the grave, and threw sacrifices on the tiled countertop, and there were vases on both sides, and the vases were filled with fake flowers that could be mistaken for real.

The tiles are maroon, and patterns are engraved on the stone pillars on both sides. On both sides of the cemetery are pine trees, cypress trees and willow trees. Both are double numbers.

Modern public offerings are also mostly pine trees.

Yun Qingcen suddenly asked Teng Jing: "General, what does your tomb look like?"

Teng Jing: "Wear a body of sin, a roll of straw mat, and a pile of loess."

Yun Qingcen sighed: "It's miserable."

Compared with Teng Jing, Yun Qingcen's grave immediately became taller.

Teng Jing glanced at Yun Qingcen: "Don't do it yet?"

Yun Qingcen sighed: "General, you are really good at calling people."

Teng Jing had a smile on his face: "I didn't catch this ghost for myself."

Yun Qingcen raised his eyebrows, he picked up the summoning bell and shook it gently with his hand.

This soul-calling bell does not make a sound that can be heard by the human ear.

Listening to the crisp ringtone, Yun Qingcen said to Teng Jing, "General, can you help me later?"

He bent down and looked up at Teng Jing with a smile on his face: "I'm not as good as you, I don't have confidence."

Teng Jing looked at Yun Qingcen with dark and deep eyes, and felt that Yun Qingcen was like a fox, innocent and cunning.

It seems that there is nothing in the world that he is afraid of.

Teng Jing smiled and said, "Okay."