I am the white moonlight of the giants who died early

If you only talk about getting along, Zhao Hexuan is a very good lover, he is generous, considerate, and will never go against you.

Yun Qingcen had quarreled with Zheng Shaowei and Fu Mingrui before, but he had never quarreled with Zhao Hexuan. Zhao Hexuan always bowed his head before quarreling. He seemed to have no temper, but also seemed to know how to advance and retreat.

But Yun Qingcen knew very well in his heart that the attitude is the lowest, and the more he asks for.

Just like when he first came into contact with Zheng Shaowei, his posture was kept to the lowest level. He didn't even mind letting Zheng Shaowei see his relatives knocking on the door and pulling his collar to let him go with them.

Zhao Hexuan is just like him before.

In fact, in the final analysis, even though everyone has different personalities, they are similar in many ways, especially when it comes to interests.

Zhao Hexuan obviously didn't see Lang Zhuo, he took Yun Qingcen directly to the reserved seat.

Yun Qingcen didn't look back at Lang Zhuo either.

Lang Zhuo was an accident. Everyone Yun Qingcen contacted before his death was someone who could provide him with benefits. For Yun Qingcen, this was a kind of exchange of interests. He gave them emotional needs, and they gave him material needs. , which does not involve physiological needs. Once physiological needs are mixed in, the balance of this exchange of interests will be broken, and morality and emotion will be involved.

This is why Zheng Shaowei and the others know each other's existence, but they can maintain a delicate balance.

They are very clear that Yun Qingcen has no love for them, maybe it has, but not much, so they are actually in a competitive relationship.

And Yun Qingcen controls this competitive relationship.

It is the most stupid way to really treat love as a bargaining chip and fall in love with everyone. Love is exclusive, or all feelings are exclusive to the extreme, whether it is friendship or family affection.

Twins will rob parents' attention, there is no real "big love without boundaries".

Unless you love someone.

Yun Qingcen never had this kind of sweet dream. The reason for being able to open a harem is because everyone in the harem has their own interests, and this interest must not be love.

In the ancient emperor's three palaces and six courtyards, those who could control the balance were the most powerful in the previous dynasty, because the interests of the harem were closely related to the previous dynasty. Without the interests of the former dynasty, the harem could fight at any time.

But Lang Zhuo is not in this part of the competitive relationship.

If Yun Qingcen had a fish tank, and Yun Qingcen caught the other fish, Lang Zhuo just swam in in a daze. After swimming in, he found that the tank was good, so he didn't leave.

Yun Qingcen also thought about what he offered Lang Zhuo.

He quickly figured it out, what he provided Lang Zhuo was "confidence", and Yun Qingcen never asked Lang Zhuo anything - mainly because Lang Zhuo had no money.

And Yun Qingcen doesn't like to be perfunctory, even if he is perfunctory, the people he is perfunctory must feel that he is sincere.

So Lang Zhuo couldn't find a little pressure on Yun Qingcen, but a lot of encouragement. He has a little advantage, and Yun Qingcen will praise him, and even magnify it.

Lang Zhuo is a child from a well-to-do family. His family is not poor, but he is not considered rich. He can live a life without worrying about food and clothing when he returns to his hometown to find a job. Even if their family took out all their savings and sold the house in their hometown, Lang Zhuo could only buy a [-]-square-meter bachelor apartment in this city.

And have to pay the mortgage.

So Lang Zhuo has been pushing himself when he was studying. His parents are not well educated. Both parents graduated from junior high school. After graduation, they entered the local factory. What I said the most was: "You can't rely on your family."

Especially after Lang Zhuo came to university - many universities in this city are locals, because the score line is low, although it is one of the best universities, but the score line for recruiting foreign students has skyrocketed, but the score line for recruiting local students is only the score line for non-local students two-thirds of.

When Lang Zhuo entered university, he saw classmates who drove luxury cars, classmates whose family fortunes reached hundreds of millions, and classmates who could enter the top [-] in China after graduation.

There are also ordinary ones, but the ordinary ones of most students are different from his ordinary ones, and those similar to him are no longer within the scope of his comparison. People's eyes are always looking up.

The self-confidence he had built up academically disappeared in an instant.

Many people with good grades in their student days collapsed as soon as they entered the society. It is also because of these two sets of values. When they were studying, good grades were of high value, but after entering society, they discovered that family background and earning ability are of high value.

A person with high value in student days finds that his value is not high in the eyes of others after entering the society. If he cannot change his mentality, he will easily doubt himself, deny himself, and then collapse himself.

When Lang Zhuo was about to collapse, Yun Qingcen appeared, and he affirmed Lang Zhuo.

Even if he was just perfunctory, Lang Zhuo quickly and enthusiastically fell into it.

He needs Yun Qingcen, this kind of need is rigid.

After a long time, he was deeply involved, and even Yun Qingcen felt incredible for a while.

Especially after he took out all his savings to buy a single apartment for Yun Qingcen.

Yun Qingcen was unwilling to accept it at first, because no matter Zheng Shaowei or Fu Mingrui, if you pick one at random, they are much stronger than Lang Zhuo in terms of financial resources and family.

Lang Zhuo has no competitiveness at all, so Zheng Shaowei will be wary of everyone, Zhao Hexuan will be jealous of Zheng Shaowei, and Fu Mingrui will hate Qin Yi, but none of them will give Lang Zhuo a look. In this game, Lang Zhuo doesn't even have a ticket to enter.

But Lang Zhuo must give it. It seems that if Yun Qingcen doesn't accept it, he will go crazy in the next second.

After taking his seat, Yun Qingcen suddenly asked, "Do you remember Lang Zhuo?"

Zhao Hexuan raised his eyebrows, he smiled and said, "Is that the kid?"

In Zhao Hexuan's view, Lang Zhuo will never be his competitor, and he doesn't have to look down on Lang Zhuo, because Lang Zhuo couldn't sit at the gambling table at all.

Yun Qingcen: "I seem to have seen him just now."

Zhao Hexuan's tone and expression did not change, and his posture was very relaxed: "It seems that there are not many invitations for the opera this time. Maybe he found a good job. What's the matter? Do you want to talk to him?"

"Why don't I accompany you to look for it later when the show is over."

Yun Qingcen smiled: "So generous? Why wasn't it like this before?"

Zhao Hexuan took off his glasses, wiped them in his hands, and said with the corners of his mouth curled up, "That depends on the person."

Yun Qingcen's smile brightened a bit: "Watch people order."

Zhao Hexuan also chuckled lightly.

After the opera started, Yun Qingcen didn't talk to Zhao Hexuan again.

At the end of the opera, the Grim Reaper gave Elisabeth eternal freedom with a kiss.

There was thunderous applause.

Zhao Hexuan said in Yun Qingcen's ear: "There is a line in it that suits you very well."

Yun Qingcen leaned over, and Zhao Hexuan's breath sprayed Yun Qingcen's ears, his voice was full of affection, hoarse and magnetic, he said: "Looking back on the past life, I have no regrets, be loyal to myself and never betray."

Yun Qingcen pushed Zhao Hexuan's head away, and he hummed softly: "Let's go."

Zhao Hexuan shook his head with a smile, and followed Yun Qingcen out.

Zhao Hexuan can speak German, but Yun Qingcen can't. Although Yun Qingcen has learned a small language, he has learned French and is not proficient in it—until now, he can only remember some daily expressions and swear words.

But Yun Qingcen never showed timidity, even if he watched a German musical, he could even guess and figure it out.

No matter what the occasion, Yun Qingcen won't be at a disadvantage if he doesn't talk about controlling the field.

He can chat with the wealthy sons, and he can also sit and complain with the traffickers and pawns.

This is an advantage gained through years of practice.

Yun Qingcen never felt that she was hypocritical—how many people in the world dare to say that they are absolutely sincere?

How many people have never told a lie?Didn't dress up for the image in the eyes of others?Haven't tried every means to improve yourself for the sake of profit?

How many people learn something just to make money?in exchange for value.

When going out, Yun Qingcen and Zhao Hexuan received a lot of attention gifts, Zhao Hexuan also met a few acquaintances, stopped to say hello to people, and stopped chatting.

Yun Qingcen was not going to see Lang Zhuo, he thought it would be better for Lang Zhuo to stay away from him.

Lang Zhuo didn't have what he wanted, even if he was perfunctory, he wouldn't give it for nothing.

However, Yun Qingcen felt that his luck was not very good today. As soon as he was about to get in the car and leave, someone called his name.

In the crowd, someone shouted his name.

Yun Qingcen's face did not change, but his eyes became very cold.

No one doesn't like the taste of the limelight, but no one likes the taste of the limelight.

When Lang Zhuo ran towards him, all eyes were on Yun Qingcen.

Yun Qingcen turned his head and looked at Lang Zhuo.

Zhao Hexuan stood beside Yun Qingcen and smiled, Lang Zhuo was not in his eyes at all.

Lang Zhuo is wearing a long windbreaker. He is close to 1.9 meters tall, but has a very "tender" face, double eyelids and big eyes with slightly drooping eyes. The standard "dog eyes" Face, he is very likable, almost killing all ages.

When he ran to Yun Qingcen, Yun Qingcen looked at him.

"Qingcen..." Lang Zhuo's voice was trembling, his eyes were red, and those doggy eyes made people feel more affectionate.

Yun Qingcen was unmoved, he just showed a puzzled expression: "Sir, are you calling me?"

At this moment, Lang Zhuo's brain has shut down, and his voice is choked with sobs: "Qingcen..."

He could only repeat Yun Qingcen's name over and over again.

But Yun Qingcen's attitude was very indifferent: "Sir, did you admit the wrong person?"

Zhao Hexuan understood Yun Qingcen's meaning, he hugged Yun Qingcen's shoulders, and said to Lang Zhuo intimately: "Mr. Lang, I haven't seen you for so many years, how are you?"

Zhao Hexuan is gentle and gentle, and he is very graceful in everything he says.

Lang Zhuo regained his senses after hearing Zhao Hexuan's voice. He looked at Zhao Hexuan, and then at Yun Qingcen.

Zhao Hexuan said suddenly: "You are not the only one who recognizes him as Qing Cen, but he is already dead, and the best thing is to come out. If Qing Cen knows, he probably doesn't want you to dwell on the past."

Lang Zhuo felt that his heart was about to stop beating. He looked at Yun Qingcen's face intently, unwilling to believe the facts before him.

——He watched Yun Qingcen's burial with his own eyes, watched Zheng Shaowei go crazy in the mourning hall, and watched Zhao Hexuan cry silently, but he was just a bystander.

No matter how sad he is, no one will see it.

Zheng Shaowei would fight Zhao Hexuan and mock Fu Mingrui and Qin Yi, but he would not say a word to him.

Lang Zhuo clenched his fists: "I don't believe it."

His eyes were bloodshot: "There will never be such a similar person in this world."

Zhao Hexuan sighed: "Mr. Lang, do you want to say that Qingcen can come back from the dead?"

Lang Zhuo had a crazy guess in his head: "Perhaps Qing Cen is not dead at all."

Zhao Hexuan: "...Do you think there is really a fake death drug? What if you think Qingcen has a need to fake death? Mr. Lang, I am greeting you now because of our friendship, but that doesn't mean I want to listen to you Conspiracy theory."

Zhao Hexuan nodded slightly: "My friend and I are leaving."

Lang Zhuo said almost without thinking, "You can't leave!"

Lang Zhuo looked at Yun Qingcen, his expression was extremely fragile, he stepped forward to grab Yun Qingcen's hand, but Yun Qingcen took a step back to avoid it.

"Mr. Lang." Yun Qingcen was very calm, "No matter who you think I am, I am not the person you know."

He looked into Lang Zhuo's eyes: "As Brother Zhao said, people have to look forward."

Yun Qingcen felt sorry for Lang Zhuo, probably he put a lot of sympathy on Lang Zhuo. It was an accident that Lang Zhuo would be by his side, and it was not a good thing for Lang Zhuo.

Since Lang Zhuo has lived a good life in the past ten years, he is not going to bring Lang Zhuo in again.

Yun Qingcen sighed in his heart, and felt that he was a peerless good person, and it was worth hanging this sympathy on the wall and framed it.

It's a pity that Lang Zhuo couldn't appreciate his kindness, so he said excitedly, "Qing Cen, it's me! Lang Zhuo! Don't you know me?"

His voice was too loud, the people around who were about to leave stopped when they heard his voice, and many people were looking this way.

"Brother!" When Lang Mianmian arrived, what she saw was her brother breaking down and shouting in front of the other two handsome men as if he lost control of his emotions.

She quickly hugged Lang Zhuo's arm, and said to the man standing opposite Lang Zhuo, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my brother is not like this usually, please go first."

Zhao Hexuan nodded at her, then he glanced at Lang Zhuo: "Let's go first."

Yun Qingcen and Zhao Hexuan walked out together.

Lang Zhuo wanted to follow, but Lang Mianmian hugged Lang Zhuo's arm with all his strength. Lang Zhuo could not be violent to his sister. When he finally broke free, he could no longer see Yun Qingcen.

Lang Zhuo looked at Lang Mianmian, he had never been angry with Lang Mianmian before, but this time he couldn't hold back, his eyes were red: "Are you crazy?! Why did you stop me?!"

Lang Mianmian was not to be outdone: "You should look at your expression and face just now! What do you want? Fight with someone? Don't you see that they don't want to talk to you?!"

Lang Zhuo turned his head, he pursed his lips tightly, and then said out of breath, "What do you know? You don't know anything?"

Lang Mianmian: "I don't understand, but brother, what can you talk to with people like that just now? Why don't you calm down, even if you want to do something, you must know your goals. This is what you taught me. If there are not enough people If you stay calm, you will only be stupid, and the more stupid you are, the farther and farther you want from you."

Lang Mianmian walked to Lang Zhuo's side, reached out and patted Lang Zhuo's shoulder, her voice was much gentler: "Brother, let's go back first? You wash your face well, if you have anything to say, you can talk about it tomorrow." Not too late."

Lang Zhuo only said one sentence: "The man in the hat is Yun Qingcen."

Lang Mianmian's expression changed instantly, she held Lang Zhuo's arm tightly, afraid that Lang Zhuo would run away.

No one knows Lang Zhuo's mental state better than her, and she is the only one who knows how much Lang Zhuo loves Yun Qingcen, and she has always kept this secret for Lang Zhuo in front of her parents.

When Yun Qingcen died, she had just entered university and came to join Lang Zhuo. She lived in the house Lang Zhuo rented at the time. The brother and sister shared the same room. During a period of time, Lang Zhuo quit his job and locked himself in the room every day. She knew that he was in a whirlpool, and that was when she knew that her brother was gay.

She grew up in a small place with an insidious distaste for homosexuality.

But the shock and disgust that his brother was gay was quickly replaced by distress.

For the first time, she knew that one person's death could take another person's soul.

It made her unable to utter a word of condemnation.

Until now, even if her parents urged Lang Zhuo to marry every year, she would find a way to cover Lang Zhuo.

"Brother..." Lang Mianmian said softly, "Yun Qingcen left ten years ago."

Lang Mianmian: "No matter how similar that person is, it's not Yun Qingcen."

But Lang Zhuo said very firmly: "He is Qing Cen, and no one will mistake him if I am wrong! Only he has that kind of temperament and that kind of face."

Lang Mianmian: "Maybe it's plastic surgery, it's done like Yun Qingcen, the man standing next to him is rich at first glance, why can't a rich man do it?"

Lang Zhuo looked at Lang Mianmian in confusion, but he didn't agree with Lang Mianmian's guess, he just said, "I will confirm it."

"I'll confirm it," he repeated.

Lang Mianmian sighed in her heart, but she didn't dare to provoke Lang Zhuo, so she patted Lang Zhuo on the back and said, "Okay, okay, when you calm down and find a way to prove it, let's go home first."

She always felt that her brother had come out, and now she found out that he was still in the whirlpool.

Ten years of relationship, close to 11 years of despair, she was afraid that he would not be able to bear it this time.

The city at night is still full of traffic, the roadside crowds are bustling, and the lights are flickering.

Yun Qingcen was sitting in the car with no expression on his face. Zhao Hexuan said while driving, "Lang Zhuo hasn't changed much after all these years."

Yun Qingcen looked out the car window: "What do you want to say?"

Zhao Hexuan: "Will you recognize him?"

Yun Qingcen laughed: "He is living a good life now, why bother?"

Zhao Hexuan didn't speak, and after a while he said, "I don't know if I should envy Lang Zhuo anymore."

Yun Qingcen showed no expression and didn't reply.

Zhao Hexuan knew that Yun Qingcen didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, so he changed the subject: "Are you still busy during this time? How is the company running?"

Yun Qingcen stretched himself in the car, looked at Zhao Hexuan's profile and said, "It's not bad, things are going well."

Zhao Hexuan smiled: "That's good. Originally, I planned to lend you the talents of my company's operation department if things don't go well for you."

Yun Qingcen propped his chin, and suddenly asked: "If I hadn't appeared, would you have fallen in love with Su Ming?"

This is the first time Yun Qingcen asked this sharp question.

Zhao Hexuan was stunned for a moment, and he subconsciously said, "No."

Yun Qingcen: "I guess you will."

Zhao Hexuan pursed his lips tightly, and he retorted: "Apart from a face that resembles yours, what else can Su Ming compare to you?"

Yun Qingcen smiled and didn't look angry: "That's not necessarily the case."

Zhao Hexuan: "Where did you hear any gossip? Qingcen, you know how I treat you."

Yun Qingcen yawned: "It's not necessarily true."

Zhao Hexuan wanted to continue talking, but was stopped by Yun Qingcen, who said softly, "Don't take me home."

Yun Qingcen looked at Zhao Hexuan with a smile that was not a smile: "Take me to Xu Yao, I have something to tell him."

Zhao Hexuan saw Yun Qingcen's expression from the corner of his eye.

Yun Qingcen is like a cat, he plays with his prey.

But it also made his prey even more inseparable from him.

Zhao Hexuan turned around and drove the car towards Zhou Xuyao's community.

Yun Qingcen said regretfully, "I thought you were going to be jealous."

Zhao Hexuan pursed his lips, and he said softly: "No matter what you want, I can do it for you, even if I can't do it, I can find someone."

Zhao Hexuan: "Qingcen, can you tell me the truth? Do you have me in your heart?"

Yun Qingcen blinked, he smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes: "No."

This answer seemed to be expected by Zhao Hexuan, so he asked again: "Is there anyone else?"

Yun Qingcen said casually: "Not at all."

"You are all the same to me."

Zhao Hexuan seemed to be relieved, his voice became gentle again: "There are still 10 minutes left."

As long as Yun Qingcen has no one in his heart, then he still has a chance. He has not been sentenced to death. What he likes is the dark side of Yun Qingcen.

He loves Yun Qingcen, but he doesn't need Yun Qingcen's feedback.

When he arrived at Zhou Xuyao's community, Zhao Hexuan sent him upstairs, and gave himself a reason: "I haven't seen Zhou Xuyao ​​for a long time."

Yun Qingcen: "Why, do you want to catch up with him? Or fight him?"

Zhao Hexuan looked at Yun Qingcen: "Do you want to see me fight with him?"

Yun Qingcen: "I don't want to."

Yun Qingcen added another sentence: "You guys don't have a sense of beauty when you fight, it's too ugly."

He thought of Fu Mingrui and Jiang Qin again, and his expression obviously became disgusted.

Zhao Hexuan smiled softly.

When Zhou Xuyao ​​opened the door, he saw Yun Qingcen who had changed back to his original appearance, and Zhao Hexuan who was standing beside Yun Qingcen, who was close to him.

Zhao Hexuan also greeted Zhou Xuyao ​​in a personable manner: "Master Zhou, long time no see."

Zhou Xuyao ​​put on a half-smile, and said eccentrically, "Mr. Zhao came to the humble house, and it is full of splendor."

Yun Qingcen sighed: "If he doesn't come, I will come, and I will go first."

Yun Qingcen pushed Zhou Xuyao ​​away.

Zhao Hexuan and Zhou Xuyao ​​stood there in a daze, staring wide-eyed.

The most important audience is gone, what else do they perform?