I am the white moonlight of the giants who died early

After enjoying Yun Qingcen's sweet talk, Zhou Xuyao ​​began to prepare for the task that Yun Qingcen entrusted to him.

Zhou Xuyao ​​is a person without material desires. This is the reason why he doesn't do life-killing business. He doesn't need money, or need it, that's not that important.

Xu Fan was reluctant, he was willing to change his life for others, and he had to bear the karma because of it. It was impossible for Zhou Xuyao ​​to do it. He didn't need the money, and he didn't have so much sympathy to spread.

But Zhou Xuyao's pursuit of "love" is very important. He needs friendship, family affection and love. For him, what he wants in the end is "exclusive" and "extreme" feelings.

He found this feeling in Yun Qingcen.

Yun Qingcen said a sweet word to him, and he was satisfied.

As for whether it is true or false, it is not that important to Zhou Xuyao. It is not self-deception, but he understands a truth. There is no perfect thing in this world. He is willing to dedicate himself to Yun Qingcen, but this is his own business. No matter how much you say, at best you can only move yourself, don't try to move Yun Qingcen.

"Go." Zhou Xuyao ​​sat tightly in the room, with an incense burner in front of him, Yuanbao Mingcoins and a brazier at hand.

And in front of him stood dozens of Yin soldiers.

These yin soldiers were all passed down to him from his master, and any one of these yin soldiers picked out at random was older than him.

Yin soldiers are all wearing armor, but some have short hair and some have long hair. It can be seen that the age of death is different, but they all have uniform cold white skin, blue faces, and claw-like hands. Weapons, they stared blankly at Zhou Xuyao, and waited for Zhou Xuyao's order before they came out through the walls from all over the house.

Zhou Xuyao ​​was still sitting there, holding a golden bell in his hand. There were intricate patterns on the golden bell. Only those who knew how to do it would know that these were not patterns, but spells.

He stood up, put the golden bell back into the wooden box, and looked down at the box.

Back then, in order to recruit Yun Qingcen's soul, he exhausted all his property and the books and talismans left by his master to exchange for this golden bell.

But this golden bell failed to recruit Yun Qingcen's soul.

He still kept this bell for so many years, probably because he always thought that as long as there was a bell, he would be able to recruit one day.

For him, the golden bell was a life-saving straw, which prevented him from sinking into despair like Zheng Shaowei.

Thinking of Zheng Shaowei, Zhou Xuyao ​​suddenly let out a cold snort, with a mocking yet pitying expression.

I don't know what kind of mood Zheng Shaowei feels when he learns the truth now?

Desperate to live?Days feel like years, or are you trying to find a way to turn things around?

But he won't give Zheng Shaowei a chance to make a comeback.

Zhou Xuyao ​​clenched his fists.

Back then, if he had anything in common with Fu Mingrui and the others, it was that they both hated Zheng Shaowei and were jealous.

As long as Zheng Shaowei is around, Yun Qingcen spends the most time with him. Qingcen looks the same to everyone, smiles at each other, never loses his temper, but only quarrels with Zheng Shaowei, cold war.

After a long time, Zheng Shaowei became his demon.

When Zheng Shaowei is in one day, others will always be behind Zheng Shaowei.

Now that Zheng Shaowei is completely disgusted by Yun Qingcen, who can't breathe out the stale air that has been accumulated for many years?

I'm afraid Qin Yi, who looks the most indifferent, is laughing in his heart, right?

Zhou Xuyao ​​put the wooden box containing the golden bell into the cabinet, and the moment he closed the cabinet door, he thought blankly that no matter what method Zheng Shaowei thought of in the future, he would mercilessly step on Zheng Shaowei.

Only when Zheng Shaowei "died" did he have a chance.

Even though Yun Qingcen seems to be ignoring Zheng Shaowei now, it is not fake that they have accompanied each other for so many years.

One day when Yun Qingcen saw Zheng Shaowei again, he would react at that time, and it would be too late.

The company's benefits have improved. As soon as the two designers came, they made changes on the basis of the original puppet, turning the scary-looking puppet into a real ugly puppet. The puppet walks two steps—although Yun Qingcen doesn't quite understand what's so good about this little thing walking two steps.

However, according to the feedback, the number of customers has increased significantly, and some of them are really here to buy a souvenir.

I don't know what it is used to commemorate. It is estimated that I forgot to bring gifts for my family when I went out for a trip, so I found the puppet on the Internet.

In addition, the puppet is ugly and cute, and it looks a bit exotic when you look closely. The price is cheap, so I bought it back.

Because making a wish requires a specific time and a specific place to be successful, so there is no need to worry about making a wish if you go back purely to buy a souvenir.

As for earning money, Su Ming couldn't stand it anymore. The money flowed out like water. Not to mention that the company had no profit, and hired so many employees, the wages were a waste. After raising ten yuan, I finally had an income.

There are five new employees, two designers, one front desk, one property, and one cleaning lady.

There is also a cooking aunt who is looking for an intermediary company and only comes to make lunch every day.

Because Yun Qingcen felt that her cooking was not very tasty, she added meal allowances to the employees and asked them to solve their own dinner.

There is no employee who doesn't like Yun Qingcen—especially the employees Yun Qingcen recruits are all girls.

"It can't be my fault." Yun Qingcen said to Su Ming, "The men who applied for the job are not good-looking."

Su Ming: "...Brother Yun, is that how you look at your face? What if they are not capable enough?"

Yun Qingcen blinked: "I pay them a lot of wages, and I also arrange a house for them. Two people live in a flat. How could they not be capable enough? Even if they are not capable, they will try their best to complete the work."

Su Ming was persuaded, he nodded, and looked at Yun Qingcen with admiration: "Brother Yun, you think carefully."

Recently, Yun Qingcen was often flattered by Su Ming, but he didn't realize that he hated it——Su Ming's flattery came from the heart, and he really thought Yun Qingcen was very powerful.

Sometimes Yun Qingcen felt that if Su Ming hadn't been "discovered" by Zheng Shaowei, with his mouth alone, he would be able to look like a man in any sales job, but it's a pity that he entered the entertainment industry.

The entertainment industry does not rely on mouths, but on behind-the-scenes pushers and opportunities.

Good teams can pack a three-point star into a seven.

When the opportunity comes, the star doesn't need to do anything himself, the team can help him seize this opportunity.

Yun Qingcen: "Zheng Shaowei hasn't harassed you during this time, has he?"

Su Ming thought for a while, recently Yun Qingcen answered whatever he asked, let alone making up nonsense, he would never hide anything - he felt that Yun Qingcen knew everything, so he gave up resisting and surrendered to Yun Qingcen up.

"He asked me if you were busy recently." Su Ming said seriously, "He probably wanted to come to the company to find you."

After all, it is a registered company, and it has sent a recruitment plan, so the address can be found directly on the Internet.

Yun Qingcen: "Next time he asks you again, just say I'm busy, and you answer once he asks."

Su Ming hesitated for a few seconds, but finally couldn't hold back, he whispered, "Brother Zheng, he's not feeling well recently, he seems to have fallen ill again."

"Just came out of the intensive care unit the day before yesterday."

Yun Qingcen looked at Su Ming, and he smiled: "Why, is there any more love left?"

Su Ming didn't feel depressed for a moment, he just said: "I feel a little pitiful for him."

Su Ming is used to telling Yun Qingcen everything. He lowered his head, looked at his hands and said, "Brother Zheng used to have a lover, you should know? The name is very close to yours, and that person's name is Yun Qing." Cen, I miss you, but I passed away due to an accident ten years ago, no, it will be 11 years soon."

"Everyone thinks that Brother Zheng supported me because I look like him."

Speaking of this, Su Ming laughed at himself.

"Brother Zheng was seriously ill and mentally ill before, but he didn't want to take medicine. Sometimes he would treat me as Yun Qingcen."

"He behaved completely differently in front of Yun Qingcen than in front of me. At that time, I thought Brother Zheng liked me."

Some words remained silent in his heart, slowly rotting away.

Now that he opened his mouth, Su Ming realized that it wasn't that difficult to say it. He sighed: "I should hate him, because he never saw me in his eyes, I was just an actor he hired."

"But now I feel that I don't hate him at all. He saved me and allowed my parents to have the current life. I will always remember this kindness."

"Every year on the day of Yunqing Cen's death, Brother Zheng would go out alone and never let anyone follow him. He would go to the hospital the next day with a stab wound on his chest, about three years ago, because of this Injured, he spent half a month in the intensive care unit."

Su Ming: "Brother Zheng was in the hospital when he called me yesterday. A friend from the company told me that a lot of things happened to Brother Zheng recently."

"He was very serious when he got sick, and this time his hand was almost useless."

Su Ming looked at Yun Qingcen, and he said to Yun Qingcen from the perspective of a rescued person: "Actually Brother Zheng is not that bad, he is just self-willed, he may just want to meet you and say a few words to you .”

"He also sometimes can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy."

"If you want to see him, he will probably just say a few words to you."

Yun Qingcen listened carefully to Su Ming's words, and then Yun Qingcen asked: "What position are you standing on to say these things to me? Is it Zheng Shaowei's former employee, ex-lover, or my employee?"

Su Ming was stunned, and he murmured: "I just think he is very pitiful."

Yes.

Su Ming suddenly understood at this moment.

He has always pitied Zheng Shaowei, even though Zheng Shaowei is richer than him, has more social status than him, and can even decide his future with a raise of his hand, but he has always pitied Zheng Shaowei.

Love is born of pity.

But that love is not love, it is an emotional resonance brought about by excessive pity.

Yun Qingcen smiled: "If you have time to think about others, you might as well think about yourself. Isn't your mother in the hospital? Do you have enough money now?"

Su Ming was stunned for a moment, then whispered, "Not enough."

But he is not under so much pressure. The house his parents live in was bought in full during the peak of his career. The location is very good and the area is enough. The total price is more than 1000 million. There are a few million, and the money for medical treatment is enough, and there is no problem in using it for a few years.

The main reason is that his parents did not buy medical insurance back then, otherwise his pressure would be less than it is now.

But Su Ming still wanted to tell Yun Qingcen about Zheng Shaowei, probably because after leaving Zheng Shaowei, he could see the emotional entanglement between him and Zheng Shaowei more clearly.

But Yun Qingcen didn't give him a chance to continue, Yun Qingcen stood up, his brows were rarely so cold, as if Su Ming was talking about someone who didn't want to do it at all.

"In the future, I will give you a salary every month." Yun Qingcen rubbed his shoulders, "How much do you want to tell the property yourself."

"Also." Yun Qingcen turned to look at him, "Don't mention Zheng Shaowei in front of me again."

Yun Qingcen: "I feel sick."

Su Ming was stunned for a moment, then said "Oh" in a daze, and sure enough he never mentioned it again.

In the Zheng family's villa, Zheng Shaowei, who had just been discharged from the hospital, was facing Zheng's father sitting in the living room, and a bunch of his brothers and sisters.

Father Zheng didn't know how to restrain himself when he was young, and he was merciful everywhere, and those women thought they had caught a man who was affectionate. Even if this man had a wife, they didn't have no chance. Children were their investment in the future. They failed miserably, but now, Father Zheng has started raising these illegitimate children again.

Standing next to Zheng's father was Zheng Shu, who had successfully ascended to the top of the Zheng family. She was young and capable, and she was proud of her promotion. Compared with Zheng Shaowei, who looked downcast, she was more like the heir of the Zheng family.

Zheng Shaowei looked at the family, he sneered and said, "What's the matter? I'm not dead yet, and I'm ready to enter the house?"

"Where's my mother?" Zheng Shaowei asked Father Zheng.

He doesn't have much respect for his father. Zheng's father would rather spend time talking with his valued employees than caring about his son. He even thinks that Zheng Shaowei is his son, so he should have the same natural sense of business as himself. .

As for the responsibilities of being a father?He gave Zheng Shaowei money and status. This is something that many people can't get in their lifetime. Zheng Shaowei was born with it. As a father, he has never treated this son badly.

So he was able to speak confidently and confidently, and said to Zheng Shaowei with a serious expression: "Your mother has gone back to your grandfather."

Zheng Shaowei's arm was covered with plaster, he looked into Zheng's father's eyes: "You finally decided to divorce?"

Father Zheng couldn't take it anymore: "Is that why you talk to me like that?"

Zheng Shaowei sneered: "How do you say that? I'm at this age, and you know I'm your son?"

Father Zheng: "I think you are old but not brainy!"

Zheng Shaowei shrugged: "Whatever you say, what did you call them to your home? Finally decided to change the heir?"

Furious, Zheng's father scolded, "You're mud that can't support a wall!"

Zheng Shaowei looked at Zheng's father's face, this man who was once tall and stalwart in his heart was old, like a tree, withered and wrinkled, no longer alive, but still struggling to die.

Even if everyone knew it, he would never be able to pull out a new branch.

"You can say whatever you want." Zheng Shaowei remained indifferent, "I'm going back to my room to rest, if you come to an outcome after your discussion, please let me know, and I'll leave immediately."

Father Zheng yelled: "Zheng Shaowei!"

Zheng Shaowei walked halfway, turned around and smiled at Zheng's father: "Oh, by the way, you still have to ask me how to deal with several cooperation cases of my company. I thought you forgot, but it’s okay, I forgot anyway.”

"Brother." Zheng Shu said suddenly, she still had a calm and generous face, speaking loudly, but not harshly, "Dad wants to have a good talk with you."

When Zheng Shaowei, who was still calm just now, turned around again, his expression was ferocious. He almost squeezed out a sentence: "Do you have a share here?"

Father Zheng: "She is your own sister!"

Zheng Shaowei looked at Zheng's father with bloodshot eyes: "Did it come out of my mother's belly? Or will you give birth to me and her?"

Father Zheng was so angry that he kept coughing, his hands kept swinging up and down in the air, and the muscles on his face twitched uncontrollably.

Finally, the brothers standing behind Zheng's father couldn't help it anymore, and one of them stood up and said, "Zheng Shaowei, don't go too far! Dad is sorry to everyone, but you are the only one who is sorry!"

Obviously they are all the sons of Zheng's father, but Zheng Shaowei was born as the Zheng family's prince and successor, and what about them?For illegitimate children, even if Zheng's father would subsidize them in private, they can't be compared with Zheng Shaowei. Zheng Shaowei has enjoyed everything they never had, so why blame Zheng's father?

Zheng Shaowei looked at the one who spoke: "What did you just say? Say it again?"

The one who spoke probably felt that there was someone around him, even if Zheng Shaowei went crazy, he wouldn't post here.

He boldly said: "I said that Dad is sorry and everyone is sorry for you."

This sentence is not enough to drive Zheng Shaowei crazy, but he seems to think it is not enough, and added another sentence: "What else do you do besides worrying about Dad? How much did you spend on the company to support that man named Su Ming? I remember Back then, there was someone who looked similar to Su Ming beside you, right? He seemed to be dead?"

He spoke more and more vigorously. He had no chance to say these words before. At that time, Zheng Shaowei didn't even know his name. Look at that one who looks similar to him, it is because of your temper that you choose to die..."

Before the word "dead" fell, Zheng Shaowei strode over and punched him on the bridge of the nose. At that moment, everyone heard the sound of bones breaking.

Before the people next to him could react, Zheng Shaowei had already grabbed his collar and punched him on the head one after another.

"People are going to die!" I don't know who yelled, and the others finally reacted, and several people pulled Zheng Shaowei away together.

And the one who was beaten has passed out and his nose is collapsed. It seems that after waking up, he will have to undergo rhinoplasty anyway.

Zheng Shaowei broke free from their restraint, he looked at Zheng's father: "You have discussed it, just tell me the result."

"As for him." Zheng Shaowei pointed to the person who was carried to the sofa and said, "If he mentions Qingcen in front of me again, I will kill him."

Father Zheng finally broke out: "Get out! Get out of this house!"

Zheng Shaowei walked upstairs without hesitation, and then went downstairs within 10 minutes, but when he came down, he had an extra bag in his hand. He even said calmly: "This is my stuff, the card and others are in the In the closet, you can watch and put it away."

Father Zheng: "You are not a teenager anymore!"

Zheng Shaowei remained expressionless: "I would rather I am."

When he was a teenager, he had Yun Qingcen by his side, but now he has nothing by his side except some blood-sucking insects who always want to benefit from him and relatives with ulterior motives.

He'd rather go back to his teens.

Father Zheng: "Get out, get out now! From today onwards, I don't have your son!"

Zheng Shaowei took one last look at Zheng's father, and then walked out of the gate of Zheng's villa. He stood at the gate, the wind in early winter was not so cold, but it made people's heart chill.

He went back to the house he bought for Yun Qingcen. The house was the same as before. The housekeeper came to clean it once a week. There was no dust. It was exactly the same as when Yun Qingcen lived here. There was still Yun Qingcen in the closet. For the clothes she has worn, there are Yun Qingcen's shoes in the shoe cabinet, and Yun Qingcen's accessories and perfume in the cloakroom.

Every week, Zheng Shaowei would come over to take a look and sit alone in the living room for a while.

Zheng Shaowei stood in the entrance, he put on his slippers, went to the bathroom to wash his face, and then came out.

He was sitting on the sofa in the living room, and the past between him and Yun Qingcen seemed to be right in front of him.

They liked to stay in the living room most at that time, Yun Qingcen would lie on the sofa and read a book, Zheng Shaowei would sit next to him and complain that he ignored him, Yun Qingcen would sit up helplessly, waiting to hear what he had to say.

There are always endless things to talk between them, Zheng Shaowei will talk about future plans - he doesn't like to talk about the present, when he was young, he always liked to have sweet dreams about the future.

But Yun Qingcen prefers to talk about what happened around him and who are the interesting people around him.

Yun Qingcen would sometimes talk about his parents to Zheng Shaowei. Zheng Shaowei still remembered what he said back then: "I probably only inherited their selfishness."

Zheng Shaowei didn't think so.

Is Yun Qingcen selfish?

It may be selfish in his own eyes, but Zheng Shaowei, as the person who has been with him the longest, never thinks so, Yun Qingcen is a very gentle person to him.

Sometimes when looking at a person, what you see is not what his purpose is, but what he has done for this purpose.

Zheng Shaowei is aware of Yun Qingcen's struggle - Yun Qingcen has also struggled before, even though he never said it or revealed his heart, Zheng Shaowei can see it.

Qing Cen is a person who is used to swallowing all the sufferings and tortures in his stomach and self-digesting. He will not ask for help from the outside world, and then torture himself over and over again. Through a door to see the world.

So the world became more and more boring to him.

Everyone is looking for the meaning and value of their own existence. Zheng Shaowei found it, but Yun Qingcen did not.

Zheng Shaowei couldn't imagine what kind of mood Yun Qingcen felt when he knew that Su Ming was by his side, and he couldn't imagine what kind of expression Qingcen would have when he ordered the company to engage in a public opinion war to attack Qingcen because of Su Ming. Here, he was trembling with fear.

He was afraid of seeing Yun Qingcen, but he couldn't stop thinking about him.

Maybe he should have died long ago.

At least in that case, in Yun Qingcen's heart, he is still the same person he was back then.

Instead of being like this now, with a hideous appearance.

Zheng Shaowei removed the plaster cast on his hand, but he didn't feel any pain, as if he had been numb for a long time.

If Yun Qingcen was in front of him, he could cut open his chest and dig out his heart to show him, but Yun Qingcen would not see him.

He sinned deeply, but he could not atone for it.

Zheng Shaowei touched his arm, the bones that had just been connected were still very fragile.

He held out his other hand.

After a crisp sound, Zheng Shaowei bent down.

He lowered his head and clenched his teeth.

No one would know he was punishing himself.

But only this kind of pain can temporarily pull him out of the abyss of despair.

Zheng Shaowei suddenly took a breath, but he finally couldn't hold it back.

A drop of water landed on the carpet under his feet, smudged a dark mark, and quickly disappeared without a trace.

-

"What's the matter?" Yun Qingcen heard the noise, and looked for his reputation. The new design accidentally knocked over the water glass. The quality of the water glass was not good, and it fell apart on the ground, with glass shards everywhere.

Lin Miao quickly said, "I'll clean it up right away!"

Then she stood up, ran quickly to the utility room, took out the broom and started cleaning.

Yun Qingcen sat reclining on the sofa and rubbed her wrists.

Then he walked out of the company and was going to find Zhou Xuyao.

It's just that he just went downstairs when he met Qin Yi who had just walked to the lobby of the office building.

When Qin Yi saw him, his expression slowly became gentle. He was wearing a formal suit, and he had obviously just come down from a certain meeting. Yun Qingcen was not in a hurry to find Zhou Xuyao, and after seeing Qin Yi, he became enthusiastic. He said hello: "Why did you come to find me?"

Qin Yi walked up to Yun Qingcen, his expressionless face could only smile in front of Yun Qingcen, he smiled and said, "Just passing by, I want to go up to see you."

Yun Qingcen never exposed such lies, he just said: "I'm off work."

Qin Yi: "Dinning together for the sake of face?"

He was dignified and personable, like a gentleman brought up in an old-fashioned family.

Yun Qingcen said with a smile: "That depends on what you invite me to eat."

Qin Yi raised his eyebrows: "Dragon liver and phoenix marrow?"

Yun Qingcen: "I'll eat it if you can serve it on the table."

Qin Yi's smile became more gentle: "Let's go, I've already ordered French food."

Yun Qingcen: "Is the chef French?"

Qin Yi said seriously: "Of course."

During the meal, Qin Yi told Yun Qingcen his latest plan: "I plan to live in China permanently."

Yun Qingcen was not very interested in where Qin Yi lived. After taking a sip of wine, he said, "Aren't you going back?"

Qin Yi put down the knife and fork, raised his head to look at Yun Qingcen's eyes, his indifferent eyes only became warm at this moment: "Do you want me to go back or not?"

Yun Qingcen: "You are cheating, don't leave the problem to me."

Qin Yi's smile widened a lot: "This is my own decision, I want to be closer to you."

Yun Qingcen looked at him.

Qin Yi restrained his smile, he looked at Yun Qingcen seriously, his voice was so gentle that water could drip out.

"I missed the opportunity back then, and I won't now."

Yun Qingcen felt nothing in his heart.

He never gave Qin Yi a chance at all.

It seems that people are all the same, they are all good at moving themselves.

Yun Qingcen smiled at Qin Yi.