I am the white moonlight of the giants who died early

In the original body's memory, his longing for his parents has never faded, and his friends in the orphanage are all the same. Even though they know that they were abandoned by their parents, they still have illusions, and even look for the parents who abandoned them. Excuses, such as they were not abandoned, they were abducted and stolen by human traffickers, who then dumped them in orphanages.

In this way, their parents are also victims, and they can still have a natural love and longing for their parents, a child's love for their parents.

Especially in orphanages, children were abducted and then ran away by themselves. After being sent to the orphanage, their parents were also found.

This example became the hope in the hearts of all orphans.

Even they know that it cannot be the case for everyone.

After the original body left the orphanage, he also searched for his parents. A person who doesn't like to deal with people, he looked through the information on the lost children posted by his parents when he was abandoned in the orphanage on the website. He saw someone similar to himself. , I will call to inquire, but the final results are not very good.

Slowly, he stopped thinking about finding his biological parents.

He even comforted himself that perhaps he was destined not to have a family.

The original body was not found when he was alive, but he was found when he was dead.

Yun Qingcen didn't have the slightest sympathy, and didn't feel pitiful for the original body, and even felt a little ridiculous.

Those who abandon themselves and betray themselves, no matter how difficult they are, are not worthy of turning back.

The more extravagantly you seek love, the less love you will get.

He himself had already seen it through.

Yun Qingcen knew very well that his own birth was just for his parents to provide for someone to take care of him in the future, and how much they paid for him was to get more from him in the future.

Every time his report card is a certificate from his parents that he is a good parent.

Yun Qingcen grew up in a deformed family, but he does not lack love, and he never needs others to love him.

Love is just a word to him.

It is a tool that others try to use to control him.

He had come to terms with loneliness and enjoyed it, no one loved him more than himself.

Yun Qingcen went to the orphanage the next day.

He was not so curious about Yuan Chen's parents, but wanted to meet the director of the orphanage, the woman whom Yuan Chen loved and loved like his mother.

This time Yun Qingcen didn't ask anyone to be his driver, and took a taxi to the orphanage by himself.

The orphanage is in the third district of Nancheng, which is the poorest district in the whole city. There are many low-rent houses here, and the residents are all migrant workers. Their money has to be saved and sent back home, so the third district is full of The illegal buildings that need to be demolished are messy here. I heard that a lot of money is spent every year to clean them up, but there is not much effect.

The developer cannot afford to contract the land here, so even in terms of demolition compensation, every tenant here is a millionaire or multi-millionaire like Yunqing once, but they still have to pay hundreds of thousands of rent a month , dreaming of becoming a rich man in the future.

Warm House is here.

Yun Qingcen pulled out his life in the orphanage from the original body's memory.

Because of the dean, this orphanage has never abused children. On the contrary, the dean has been trying to provide a better environment for the children. property, and children, she is only 52 years old now, but she looks like a person in her [-]s or [-]s.

When Yun Qingcen arrived, there happened to be a staff member cleaning the yard.

As soon as she saw it, Yun Qingcen shouted excitedly: "Ah! Ahh!"

Yun Qingcen gestured to her in sign language: "I'm back."

The staff member's surname is Chen. She is deaf, but unlike Zhao Hexuan, she cannot afford hearing aids and can only use her hands to gesture.

Another difference from Zhao Hexuan is that Zhao Hexuan was born while she was acquired.

She had a fever when she was a child, and her family valued boys over girls, so she was unwilling to send her to the hospital to spend money on treatment. Later, she couldn't do it, and she was about to burn to death. After being sent to the hospital for treatment, she became deaf.

Such a family would not send her to study. Mother Chen ran away from home when she was 14 years old, because her parents wanted to send her to be a wife to a man in his 40s—the man’s ex-wife was beaten by her husband After running away, leaving behind three children, Chen Ma made the most important decision in her life.

After running to the city, she first sold zodiac calendars at the station, and then sold trinkets to earn a little money, but she had to avoid the city management.

Later, the dean saw her pity, so he gave her a job.

Now Mama Chen has a husband who is as hardworking and honest as she is. They have a healthy daughter who is still in college, and Mama Chen works in an orphanage with her husband.

The husband works as a cleaner, and Chen's mother cooks for the children. The couple help each other most of the time.

Chen Ma ran forward enthusiastically and hugged Yun Qingcen.

Her arms were not warm, nor were her hands strong.

But Yun Qingcen was stunned for a moment, then raised her arms and hugged her too.

He patted her on the back, knowing she couldn't hear what he said, so he didn't speak.

It wasn't until Chen's mother had enough hugs that she opened the distance, dancing and sign language, and said to him: "Your parents have found it!"

"Few people are as lucky as you! I know you always wanted to find your parents!"

She was so happy that she dragged Yun Qingcen into the building of the orphanage.

When the orphans heard the movement, they all came out of the room and stood in the corridor watching him.

The children all know Yuanshen, and Yuanshen used to come over several times a year to give the children clothes, stationery, and snacks.

The children in the orphanage are sensible early on and know how to be grateful. The children all think that Yuanshen is a great person——Yuanchen finished college, and he was still a local heavy-duty student. He found a job after graduation and became a "white-collar worker". For the children, the original body is the best person they can meet.

"Brother Qing!" The 16-year-old boy ran with wind.

The boy had dyed his hair blond. It looked like he had dyed it himself with the cheapest hair dye. The color was uneven, as if he had spilled all kinds of yellow paint on his head.

Yun Qingcen narrowed his eyes, he recognized the child.

Yun Xiao, I have to say that the dean's naming ability is much stronger now than before.

He sometimes thought of the orphans in Yuanshen's group, and he didn't know how those Yunchi and Yunhuang got used to his name.

Yun Xiao didn't hold back his strength, and slammed into Yun Qingcen's arms.

Like a cute little milk dog, he almost wagged his tail at Yun Qingcen. He raised his head, a pair of big eyes with the tails of his eyes slightly lowered, standard dog eyes, innocent and cute.

For cute creatures, Yun Qingcen will always be a little more patient.

After Yun Xiao stood firm, he came out of Yun Qingcen's arms embarrassingly, rubbed his messy yellow hair, smiled and showed his white teeth, and said excitedly: "The dean's mother told us that you will come over today , I thought I heard it wrong! You used to come here only in the second half of the year."

Yun Qingcen also reached out, rubbed Yunxiao's hair, and said with a smile: "Mom said I have something to do with you, so you go play first, and I will come to see you after I finish talking with my mother. I forgot to bring you gifts today. I will take you to the mall and make up for you."

Yun Xiao quickly said: "Brother Qing, you can keep your money yourself. I heard from Mother Chen that the houses outside are so expensive now! It costs tens of thousands of dollars!"

Yun Xiao: "You still want to buy a house and marry a wife in the future, don't worry about us, we have enough food, warm clothes, and a good life."

None of these children have mobile phones or electronic toys. There are only two TVs in the orphanage. In order to take care of the younger children, even Yun Xiao, who is 16 years old, has to watch Happy TV with the children.

"I'll go to the office to find my mother first." Yun Qingcen reached out and rubbed Yunxiao's head again, and said with a smile, "Let's go play."

Yun Xiao looked at Yun Qingcen's face, his cheeks blushed twice, and said: "Brother Qing, you have a really nice smile."

Yun Qingcen: "Didn't it look good before?"

Yun Xiao quickly said: "It looks good! It looks good too, just today... I don't know why, but it looks better anyway."

Yun Xiao took a step back: "Then go find your mother, I'll take them to play puzzles."

Yun Qingcen nodded, then walked up the steps.

This orphanage was remodeled from an old house during the Republic of China. It has been renovated many times before, but some places have not been completely replaced. The wooden boards on the steps have decayed, and they will make noise when stepped on.

"Crack creak", I heard people irritated.

Yun Qingcen stood at the door of the dean's office. There was a crack in the office, and he could hear the dean's voice inside.

"Xiaoqing has always been very good." The dean's mother praised the original body without any effort, "You are good at studying since childhood, you are smart, and you are also very self-disciplined. After graduating from Nanjing University, you found a job after graduation."

She seemed to want to get some justice for her original body, and said in a tactful tone: "If you hadn't lost him back then, maybe your family would have had a better life."

Yun Qingcen didn't go in, he wanted to hear what Yuanshen's parents would say.

A middle-aged man said: "Back then we had no choice. When we first moved to the city, we could only live in a bunk-bunk house. All we ate were pickled vegetables and steamed buns. We really couldn't afford it."

"Our first child is a healthy boy. If we hadn't had no choice, we would definitely not have sent him to an orphanage."

"The living conditions improved later, and we have been looking for him."

Yun Qingcen was leaning against the wall, and Chen Ma was doing sign language with him: "It's not easy for them, they are poor, there is nothing they can do about it."

Yun Qingcen smiled at him.

The original body may believe it, but he won't.

After thinking about it a little, the couple threw the child at the gate of this orphanage with their own hands.

If they are true to what they said, they will look for their original bodies after their living conditions improve.

Then they can go directly to the orphanage to find them.

But they didn't even ask.

People who may abandon and abuse their children will always find a plausible excuse for their behavior.

Yun Qingcen smiled at Chen Ma, and made two gestures:

"I know, but being poor is no excuse."

The dean has been poor for so many years, didn't he give up a child?

Yun Qingcen saw the shadow of her parents in this couple.

Greedy, arrogant, and thinks he is a little clever.

He smiled.

There are so many people like this, it's disgusting.