I am the white moonlight of the giants who died early

Zheng Shaowei's eyes were scarlet, and he was covering his abdomen with his hands.

Yun Qingcen had already retracted his hand, his face was expressionless, and he looked down at Zheng Shaowei condescendingly, without any emotion in his eyes.

Yun Qingcen said softly: "Mr. Zheng, save yourself some face."

Zheng Shaowei's body shook.

Yun Qingcen: "It's too ugly."

After Yun Qingcen said these three, he turned his back and walked towards Zhao Hexuan again. Zhao Hexuan looked at Yun Qingcen with bright eyes.

Zheng Shaowei suddenly said: "Wait!"

Yun Qingcen stopped in his tracks. He turned his head and looked at Zheng Shaowei with a smile on his face: "Mr. Zheng, what else do you want to say? Mr. Zheng is a proud son of heaven, he shouldn't be as knowledgeable as me, right?"

He was smiling, and that smile was bewitching and sentimental.

Zheng Shaowei froze there, he almost thought that the person standing in front of him was Yun Qingcen.

When he met Yun Qing last time, did Yun Qing look like this?

"You..." His neck seemed to be strangled, and he couldn't speak a word.

Is there really a person in this world who is so like Qingcen?Su Ming is similar to Yun Qingcen, but only skin-like. No matter how similar Su Ming looks on the outside, he is very different from Qingcen on the inside.

But the person in front of him, his movements and expressions are almost exactly the same as when Qing Cen lost his temper with him.

In his memory, Qing Cen is rarely angry, even if he is angry, he will not get angry, and even if Qing Cen gets angry, he will maintain his demeanor.

Zheng Shaowei: "Do you know... Yun Qingcen?"

He didn't dare to think in other directions at all. The resurrection of the dead is simply a fantasy.

Yun Qingcen smiled at him: "Boss Zheng, isn't Su Ming enough?"

Zheng Shaowei looked at Yun Qingcen and didn't speak.

"Let me think about it." Yun Qingcen narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked slowly and maliciously, "Zheng always thinks that Su Ming isn't like enough?"

Zheng Shaowei looked at Zhao Hexuan.

Zhao Hexuan had already stood up. He walked behind Yun Qingcen and put his arms around Yun Qingcen's shoulders. He couldn't hear what Yun Qingcen was saying to Zheng Shaowei, and he didn't know what Zheng Shaowei was talking about. Qing Cen left here.

Zheng Shaowei's voice was hoarse: "Did Zhao Hexuan tell you?"

Yun Qingcen didn't admit it or deny it, he just said coldly: "Mr. Zheng, do you feel happy to find a less like substitute?"

Zheng Shaowei was panting, and Yun Qingcen poked his wound, making him in agony.

"However, after looking at the substitute product for a long time, it is actually not much different from the real product, is it? After all, human beings have two eyes and one nose." Yun Qingcen laughed, "What you like is your freedom, but running to Isn’t it good to show off in front of others?”

Yun Qingcen: "You and Su Ming are just bearing the consequences now. You know what you did before."

"You are only allowed to set fire to yourself, and others are not allowed to kill. Is there such a reason? Huh?"

Yun Qingcen looked into Zheng Shaowei's eyes, thinking of Zheng Shaowei's previous appearance.

Zheng Shaowei at that time was not like now, he had a bad temper, but he never said a serious word to Yun Qingcen.

Zheng Shaowei deserves to be beaten in front of others, but he is very well-behaved in front of Yun Qingcen, like a big wolf dog.

It's just that Yun Qingcen didn't have nostalgia for Zheng Shaowei back then, let alone now.

He patted Zhao Hexuan's hand on his shoulder, and walked out of the security office first.

Zhao Hexuan followed behind him.

Before leaving, Zhao Hexuan turned his head to look at Zheng Shaowei who was still in a daze, and showed a smile to Zheng Shaowei, that smile was sinister, like ridicule, but also like pity.

After Yun Qingcen and Zhao Hexuan left, Zheng Shaowei realized that he wanted to catch up, but his stomach hurt unbearably. He just stood up and sat back down again.

"Yun Qingcen!" Zheng Shaowei suddenly called out.

Yun Qingcen stood still, turned his head, his head was slightly tilted back, and the sunlight outside made his whole body blurred.

Zheng Shaowei suddenly couldn't hear his voice, and could only see his mouth opening and closing, as if he was saying something.

Zheng Shaowei endured the pain and stood up, his fingers were trembling, and he slowly clenched his hands into fists.

Zheng Shaowei ran towards Yun Qingcen.

——He wants to ask clearly, to ask clearly!

Just when his hand was about to touch Yun Qingcen's shoulder, Zhao Hexuan grabbed his wrist, and Zheng Shaowei knew that Zhao Hexuan didn't see anything.

Once in the circle, Zhao Hexuan was an outlier. Everyone knew that he had a disability and that his personality was different from ordinary people. Most of the people who were willing to get close to him were those who needed some favors from the Zhao family. Many people don't like to get close to him. Zhao Hexuan has very few friends, but he doesn't seem to notice it. He lives with loneliness and doesn't suffer from it.

Zhao Hexuan couldn't speak, he just looked at Zheng Shaowei, his eyes were full of warning.

Zheng Shaowei laughed angrily, and he asked Yun Qingcen: "How did you know about Qingcen? Since you are so good at pretending, why did you choose this deaf man?"

Yun Qingcen thought for a while, and felt that Zhao Hexuan was not chosen by himself, but Fu Mingrui was chosen by him, but it was a pity that Fu Mingrui let him down.

He doesn't need someone around him who wants to influence him. Compared with Fu Mingrui, Zhao Hexuan is much more suitable.

If one day Zhao Hexuan is not obedient, Zhou Xuyao ​​is also a good choice.

He was not prepared to meet Zheng Shaowei from the very beginning. Although he has been dead for ten years, what other people do is their business. Widows who died of husbands and widowers who died of wives can remarry and remarry. It is impossible to ask others to be "widowed" for him. If Zheng Shaowei finds someone who is somewhat similar to him, he will at most feel that Zheng Shaowei loves this kind of thing. He may be a little empathetic, but people are not grass and trees, and it is false to say that he cannot empathize.

The few that Yun Qingcen found by himself are not too different in height and body. Everyone has preferences, just like he doesn't like ugly people, but some people think that the ugly people in his eyes are actually pretty, so they love them. This hangs.

But Zheng Shaowei found a "low imitation" version of Su Ming, which made him feel sick.

Does he resemble Su Ming?

Yun Qingcen also asked his own question: "Is Su Ming similar to Yun Qingcen?"

Zheng Shaowei suddenly became dumb.

Yun Qingcen asked again: "Where does it look like?"

Yun Qingcen: "It's disgusting."

Yun Qingcen left after finishing speaking. At this moment, Zheng Shaowei was really sick to him.

Zheng Shaowei suddenly said behind him: "What do you know?!"

Zheng Shaowei suddenly exploded, he almost roared angrily: "When Qingcen leaves, I can't live anymore!"

He really couldn't live anymore. He committed suicide three times, and was discovered each time, and came back to life. After three times, he thought that Qingcen might not let him die, so he accepted the arrangement of his family and went abroad. During psychotherapy, the psychiatrist said that his heart was very closed, which was not conducive to the treatment. If he didn't cooperate, no matter how good the psychiatrist was, he couldn't help him.

For him, Qingcen is not only a bamboo horse, but also more than a friend, and even more than the person he loves.

Zheng's family, what a big family, besides his mother, his father also has many "confidantes" outside, and his illegitimate children can make a big show.

There are so many young and beautiful new lovers who want to force the palace. The most powerful one has three sons and one daughter, and once came directly to the door, trying to replace his mother with these children.

Although he failed to enter the door in the end, his life is not bad now. His father gave the woman more than a dozen houses, and even paid for her to start a company and help her make connections.

His three younger brothers and one younger sister were also sent abroad to study since they were young. They all majored in finance, so they knew what they were thinking without using their brains.

But this is just the best one, and there are also bad ones. Although he also gave birth to a son, his father got tired of it before the child was born. After the child was born, he gave him a few million and sent him away.

People who are used to being extravagant, what can a few million do?Buy a similar car and it's gone.

As for his mother, his mother is also a capable person. She is rich and has a company, and she can live well without leaving, but she is not. She firmly believes that as long as she does not leave, she will always be a serious Mrs. Zheng. Those Yingying and Yanyan outside will never be the mistresses who can't get on the stage, probably for revenge, the couple quarreled from the beginning, and gradually became strangers, and the two of them played their own things outside.

Later his mother gave birth to a younger sister for him.

Anyway, it's not like him and his father at all.

The couple has never had the same room, and the family knows who the child belongs to.

It's just that they maintain a wonderful balance. His father has many illegitimate children and daughters, and his mother has a few more, which doesn't seem to be a problem.

Zheng Shaowei has been a gangster since he was a child, and he loves to cause trouble. When he was studying, he did not know how many times he sent the classmates who provoked him to the hospital. At that time, he had a wound on his face every day, and when he went home with the wound, his parents would pay more attention to him. Two eyes.

But it's just two eyes.

His father thinks that he will never grow up, that he is not obedient enough, and that he is not good enough to look at adults.

His mother thinks that he is not as sweet-talking as those illegitimate children who can coax his father.

It seems that everyone has got into the horns and no one can get out.

Outsiders think that he is born with a brain problem, born in such a family, born with things that others struggled for a lifetime, he was born with a golden key, why is he always cynical, not good at learning?His grades are not good, and apart from being able to fight, he seems to have no advantage at all.

His family thought he was "useless", and his father didn't even want to see him at that time, but he read from the newspaper that on his birthday, his father took his illegitimate son to a playground abroad.

His mother didn't want to see him either, she felt that he was embarrassing herself, and her son was not as good as the bastards outside.

Then he met Qing Cen.

At that time, both of Qingcen's parents had passed away, and Zheng Shaowei no longer remembered who he had heard about Qingcen from, but he only remembered that he just wanted to go and have a look.

He and Qing Cen did have a good relationship when they were young, but that was a long time ago, and he doesn't even remember what Qing Cen looked like.

Although their junior high school was in the same school, the Yun family was already poor at that time, it was purely because Father Yun slapped his face to look fat, and sent Yun Qingcen to that noble private school, Zheng Shaowei's grades were poor, but he was the best student Yun Qingcen's grades were good, but she was in the worst class. There was a floor between them, but that floor was like an insurmountable trench.

He was just curious about what it would be like for a person who once lived in a wealthy area and was also a proud son of heaven to fall into a mud pit.

Then he knocked on Qing Cen's door.

But it was not Yun Qingcen's home at that time, because Yun Qingcen's parents owed debts, and Yun Qingcen was not yet eighteen, so after finding an adoptive family, the house would be taken away by the bank.

Although Yun's family still has a house, it is worse than this one, and it is only more than 40 square meters.

But such a house still attracted the relatives of the Yun family who were not very familiar with each other to "adopt" Yun Qingcen.

Before Yun Qingcen opened the door, all he wanted was to take a look and see how Yun Qingcen lived. If it was really pitiful, he didn't mind giving the other party some money. Anyway, he didn't have anything, just a lot of money.

As a result, after Yun Qingcen opened the door, he met a person he thought was the best.

At that time, Yun Qingcen's face hadn't opened yet, and there was still some flesh on his face, and those beautiful fox eyes were still round and big, very innocent and moist.

He was wearing a white long sleeve, his hair was a little messy, his lips were thin and light in color, but he never looked sloppy or ugly.

On the contrary, there is a kind of lazy beauty.

Zheng Shaowei, who was going to take a look at it and leave, just walked in in such a strange way.

He talked a lot with Yun Qingcen. They talked about their childhood, and when they were happy, Yun Qingcen would smile at him.

That smile seems to dispel all the haze.

"I'm rich, so come to my school." Zheng Shaowei couldn't wait to say this to Yun Qingcen after meeting him for the first time.

What did Yun Qingcen say at the time?Zheng Shaowei no longer remembers.

He only remembered that he and Yun Qingcen became classmates again, and he would always have each other by his side. He also rented a house and lived with Yun Qingcen.

In school, he protected Yun Qingcen, and when someone was gossiping behind his back, he never said much to them, and when he rushed over, he was beaten up.

Zheng Shaowei also knew what some people were saying behind his back, saying that he was a mad dog, and only Yun Qingcen could hold him back.

But he was not angry, and even a little proud.

He loves being pulled by Yun Qingcen, and he only wants to be pulled by Yun Qingcen.

All his joys, anger, sorrows and joys are related to Yun Qingcen.

No matter what the chaos at home is, as long as he is by Yun Qingcen's side, he can find peace.

He has considered everything, and they will go abroad together after they graduate from university.

Going to a country where same-sex marriage is allowed, he doesn't need a penny from the family, the two of them work hard from the beginning, he endures hardships, and Yun Qingcen can do everything he wants to do.

He is willing to give everything, as long as his lover is happy.

He will always remember that day, when he called Qing Cen, Qing Cen didn't answer the whole day.

Holding back his hatred again, he called Fu Mingrui and the others, but no one was able to get through.

Then he rushed into the house where Yun Qingcen lived at the time.

Many of the ornaments in that house were added by him. He exhausted his efforts and hoped that Yun Qingcen would like it.

Then, he pushed open the bathroom door.

All the past and future plans were shattered mercilessly like a dream at that moment.

He thought heartbreak had no sound.

But at that moment he knew that heartbreak has a voice.

There was a huge roar in his ears, as if it was going to shatter his eardrums.

The blood in his body seemed to be flowing backwards, causing pain in every blood vessel in his body.

He was not afraid of death, and he didn't want to live, but he failed to die three times, so he thought that Qingcen didn't want him to die, so he obediently lived like a walking dead.

Until Su Ming appeared.

Most of the time, he can tell the difference between Su Ming and Qing Cen.

But sometimes, he felt that Su Ming was Qing Cen.

He can only live if he keeps deceiving himself.