I am the white moonlight of the giants who died early

The room was quiet, Yun Qingcen put the wine glass on the table, and the bottom of the glass fell on the table with a crisp sound.

The so-called responsibility, how to bear it, Yun Qingcen doesn't know, this is a new thing for him, his concept of responsibility stays in "marriage", a man and a woman, either because of love, or because of other things into the relationship. The Civil Affairs Bureau obtained a marriage certificate. As for whether love can be preserved because of marriage, and whether the so-called responsibility is due to marriage, Yun Qingcen has his own views.

Marriage didn't guarantee anything—his parents were married, had kids, and seemed happy, but to them, the family was just a company-like unit.

At most, when they get divorced, the Marriage Law will ensure that neither of them will suffer a big loss, or that no one will take too much advantage.

The so-called responsibility is just to give a "title", boyfriend and girlfriend, husband and wife, and tell others that you have a partner.

But he can change his mind at any time, and if he wants to leave after getting married, he has to pay a price.

Yun Qingcen never felt that marriage can bring people a sense of security, marriage can only bring a sense of security in property, and people who change their minds will never be reassured by a marriage certificate.

Yun Qingcen looked at Teng Jing, and he asked his own question: "What does the general think is responsible?"

Teng Jing also has his own opinion, with a smile in his eyes, and a gentle voice: "Naturally, it is to hold the hand of the son and grow old together."

Yun Qingcen laughed, spread his hands and said, "General, we won't grow old. We will face the same person for decades and hundreds of years in the future, won't we get tired?"

The night wind came in from the window, blowing the broken hair around Yun Qingcen's ears. He looked at Teng Jing with calm eyes, without any fluctuations.

This is his rare truth, without any pretense.

Teng Jing didn't make any guarantees, he just asked back: "If you don't try, how do you know you can't do it? Even if you can't do it, you can leave at any time."

Yun Qingcen blinked, this was the first time he heard such words.

Whether it is Zheng Shaowei, Fu Mingrui, or even Lang Zhuo, they all hope that he can be "loyal", not loyal to feelings, but loyal to them. Even if he has no feelings for them in the future, he must stay by their side because of this loyalty.

This is the case with everyone in the world. When love is gone, there is still responsibility. Even if there is no responsibility, there must be loyalty.

This is virtue.

But Yun Qingcen was born without knowing how to write the word loyalty. He was only loyal to his own desires and loved everything he had.

He never thought that there would be a stable and long-term relationship, but if the partner is Teng Jing or Ren Yun, he can try it.

"Okay." Yun Qingcen smiled at Teng Jing, "I have no objection."

Teng Jing pursed her lips, and the corners of her mouth curled up.

"After I settle this matter, if you want to stay here, I will accompany you. If you don't want to, just change to another place." Teng Jing stood up, "If Ren Yun comes to you, you can reject him. outside the door, tell him to find me."

Yun Qingcen leaned against the door frame: "I don't care about your affairs."

Yun Qingcen said with a smile: "I'll wait to see who wins."

Teng Jing stood up generously: "Whoever wins is me."

Yun Qingcen sent Teng Jing downstairs. At this time, the city was still asleep. Downstairs were young people passing by. eyes, said with a smile: "Ren Yun may come to see you these two days, I won't bother you."

Yun Qingcen really couldn't figure out Teng Jing's brain circuit, he even felt a little embarrassed.

Yun Qingcen didn't see Teng Jing and Ren Yun again for a long time afterwards, Yun Qingcen was not curious about the result, they were one person after all, just like Teng Jing said, whoever loses wins, in the end it is " Teng Jing" will win.

"Brother Yun, what are you looking at?" Su Ming brought Yun Qingcen a cup of tea.

Yun Qingcen put down the book in his hand, Su Ming looked over and found that it was Wuthering Heights.

Yun Qingcen: "I made up a short paragraph before, and it happens that I have nothing to do recently, so I plan to watch it again."

Su Ming nodded, Yun Qingcen looked up at him, and found Su Ming Qiqi Ai Ai, frowning slightly, asked straightforwardly: "What's the matter?"

Su Ming blushed a little and started to stutter. He took out two tickets from his bag and handed one to Yun Qingcen: "It's the ticket for tonight, a new movie."

Yun Qingcen rested his chin, narrowed his eyes, and Su Ming's face turned even redder: "Okay, you bought the ticket, and I'll buy popcorn and drinks that night."

Su Ming's eyes seemed to be glowing: "Good!"

Yun Qingcen just looked at the back of Su Ming leaving "drunk", lowered his head and laughed.

He finally understood why Su Ming was able to replace him in the original book. Su Ming may have countless shortcomings, but one thing that attracts him is his "loyalty".

He is a person who can "stay the same forever". Faced with the temptation, he finally chose Zheng Shaowei, the man who abused him, in the book.

Some people are like this, with almost no bottom line. No matter how abused and insulted they are, as long as they are given some favors, they will become loyal and loyal, eating but not beating.

Yun Qingcen also likes this kind of person.

When Zhou Xuyao ​​arrived at the company, it was already off-duty time, Yun Qingcen and Su Ming were about to have dinner together, when Zhou Xuyao ​​came.

Just a moment ago, Su Ming was excitedly talking to Yun Qingcen, the leading director of the movie tonight, what story he was filming, but the next moment when he saw Zhou Xuyao, his expression changed.

"Brother Yun..." Su Ming turned his head and looked at Yun Qingcen with expectations and prayers in his eyes.

Yun Qingcen gave Su Ming a reassuring look, and felt that Su Ming was now like a child vying for favor.

"Xu Yao, are you here so late?" Yun Qingcen asked with a smile.

Zhou Xuyao ​​strode towards Yun Qingcen, he gave Su Ming a vicious look, as if he was looking at an enemy for many lifetimes, then grabbed Yun Qingcen's wrist, and pulled Yun Qingcen to the end of the corridor.

Yun Qingcen didn't struggle, and followed Zhou Xuyao.

"I've been in the suburbs for the past few days." Zhou Xuyao ​​looked anxious.

Originally Yun Qingcen thought that Zhou Xuyao ​​was angry with Su Ming, but Zhou Xuyao ​​didn't take Su Ming seriously.

Zhou Xuyao: "It's been cloudy almost every day recently, and it will rain in the early morning. I'm worried..."

Yun Qingcen patted Zhou Xuyao's arm: "It's not something we need to worry about, don't worry."

Zhou Xuyao ​​looked at Yun Qingcen: "You know?"

Yun Qingcen didn't hide it from Zhou Xuyao, he nodded slightly: "The weather will be worse next time."

When Yun Qingcen's words fell, there was a thunderstorm outside, the pouring rain fell instantly, and the light of lightning fell on Yun Qingcen's face, Zhou Xuyao ​​took a step back subconsciously.

Yun Qingcen smiled at Zhou Xuyao: "I have an appointment with Su Ming to go to the movies tonight, do you want to go together?"

Zhou Xuyao ​​looked at Yun Qingcen with complicated eyes, and he suddenly realized that there were too many things about Yun Qingcen that he didn't know.

He also suddenly realized that maybe no matter how hard he tried, Yun Qingcen would not pay attention to him.

Yun Qingcen only likes two kinds of people, one is someone who completely obeys him, and the other is an opponent who is equal to him.

The former type of people can live well in Yun Qingcen's hands, just like Zhou Xuyao ​​himself, but don't expect any love, Yun Qingcen will not fall in love with someone who can only look up to him.

But the latter kind of person will die in the hands of Yun Qingcen. Yun Qingcen is a tiger in the mountain forest, and the mountain where he is located can only have him as a tiger.

Unless that person has both of these two characteristics, he can match Yun Qingcen and be completely obedient.

But this kind of person is hard to find. People with strong abilities are often like Yun Qingcen, arrogant and will not bow their heads to anyone, let alone obey others.

Zhou Xuyao's throat was a little dry, and he suddenly felt a little sad.

"Brother Qingcen." Zhou Xuyao ​​lowered his head and asked, "Does it mean that you will never consider me?"

This was the first time Zhou Xuyao ​​asked so bluntly.

Yun Qingcen didn't practice Tai Chi anymore either, he is now interested in Teng Jing's "responsibility", and he doesn't mind doing another good deed after Lang Zhuo.

He looked into Zhou Xuyao's eyes sincerely, and stretched out his hand to straighten Zhou Xuyao's collar: "Xuyao, have you ever thought about what would happen to you if I didn't come back to life?"

Zhou Xuyao ​​was stunned for a moment. Before Yun Qingcen came back to life, he was alone, with no worries, and no fixed residence.

Just like what his master said, he was born with wind in his blood, destined to be a wanderer all his life, but Yun Qingcen came back to life, and Yun Qingcen is his home.

Zhou Xuyao's eyes were a little red.

There are not many good memories worth remembering in his life. The master is only strict with him, never gentle.

He kept moving and changing schools, never lived in one place for more than three years, lived into his teens, and had no friends.

Yun Qingcen stretched out her hand to stroke Zhou Xuyao's profile, and stroked the corners of Zhou Xuyao's eyes with her fingertips: "Xuyao, you can let yourself go."

Zhou Xuyao ​​grabbed Yun Qingcen's wrist. He knew what Yun Qingcen was talking about, but instead of being hysterical like before, he asked in a low voice, "Brother Qingcen, do you want me to go?"

Yun Qingcen nodded: "You always knew that I didn't treat you..."

There was no surprise on Zhou Xuyao's face: "I know."

"Brother Qingcen, I'm not stupid." Zhou Xuyao ​​laughed, "In fact, everyone knows it in their hearts, but they just don't want to part with it."

"You don't have to worry about me."

There were tears in Zhou Xuyao's eyes: "When I want to leave, I will leave."

"Before that, I knew what I had to do."

Yun Qingcen didn't say any more, but just patted Zhou Xuyao ​​on the shoulder.

Whether it's Zhou Xuyao, Zhao Hexuan, or Fu Mingrui, they are all the same.

"Brother Yun! I went to get the umbrella, let's go." Seeing Yun Qingcen approaching, Su Ming quickly smiled. Su Ming found that Zhou Xuyao ​​was looking at them, and gave Zhou Xuyao ​​a hostile look.

His hostility was too obvious, Zhou Xuyao ​​didn't bother with him, but just smiled.

Yun Qingcen took Su Ming to a western restaurant for dinner. Yun Qingcen was a VIP customer, so he didn't need to book a table in advance. When Su Ming wanted to cut Yun Qingcen's steak, he found that Yun Qingcen didn't refuse, his eyes flickered with joy.

"Su Ming?"

The first time Su Ming heard his name, his voice was still very familiar. He turned around and saw Zheng Shaowei who was sitting not far away.

He was a little surprised, Zheng Shaowei had lost a lot of weight, his cheeks were sunken, and his chin still had unshaven stubble. He seemed to be much older, and his eyes did not have the same look as before. He was no longer the proud son of heaven when they first met. .

Su Ming looked at Zheng Shaowei, he didn't cut half of the steak, he still remembered that it was Zheng Shaowei who rescued him from the vortex and saved their family from being dragged down by money, but now he didn't know how to face Zheng Shaowei.

Zheng Shaowei was his benefactor before, but now he is...

Su Min bit her lower lip.

He looked at Yun Qingcen in a panic.

Yun Qingcen smiled and said, "Sit down and eat together?"

Zheng Shaowei looked at Yun Qingcen, with countless emotions in his eyes, which finally turned into depression.

But when he looked at Su Ming, his eyes were burning with endless anger, and he squeezed out a sentence from his throat in a questioning tone: "Why are you here?"

Su Ming was stunned.

Zheng Shaowei's forehead was full of veins: "Why are you here?"

Su Ming didn't dare to look into Zheng Shaowei's eyes, clenched his hands into fists, and whispered, "I'm working in Brother Yun's company now."

Zheng Shaowei's facial muscles seemed to be twitching, his eyes were bloodshot, he grabbed Su Ming's wrist, and asked again: "You are just a..."

Su Ming couldn't bear it any longer: "I'm just a double, I know! You take me as a double, you all use me as a double, so what? Brother Yun won't use me as a double! He won't be like you, want to Turn me into him! Make me obey like a dog, and let me talk and act like Brother Yun!"

"I figured it out!" Su Ming stared into Zheng Shaowei's eyes, "I don't owe you anything!"

Su Ming felt that he had never been so sober. Did Zheng Shaowei help him because he loved him?

Zheng Shaowei was not offering kindness, but exchanging with him, exchanging money for his acting, in exchange for his willingness to be Yun Qingcen's stand-in, and willingly dedicating to Zheng Shaowei.

He has been following the crowd all the time. When he was a child, he wanted to be a good boy and a good student in the eyes of some people.

After graduating from high school, he had to earn money because of his parents' health. He didn't even go to college. He wanted to be a filial child.

When Zheng Shaowei helped him, he just listened to what Zheng Shaowei said, he never had any ideas of his own.

But now he has his own ideas, he feels that he has changed, for the better.

And the person who made him better was not Zheng Shaowei, but Yun Qingcen.

Su Ming: "I am willing to follow Brother Yun, and Brother Yun also wants me, does it have something to do with you?"

Su Ming said harshly: "Brother Yun believes in me, thinks I'm capable, Brother Yun is sure of me, Brother Yun thinks I'm good, does it have something to do with you? Why do you speak?"

Zheng Shaowei looked at Su Ming in shock.

Su Ming snorted coldly: "Don't pretend to be affectionate, you really are so affectionate, what substitute do you find?"

Zheng Shaowei's face was flushed red, but he couldn't say a word of rebuttal.

Su Ming has never been so stubborn in his life, he said viciously: "You are jealous of me, jealous that I can sit with Brother Yun, Zheng Shaowei, I am no longer the Su Ming who wants to see your face and look up to you!"

Zheng Shaowei sneered: "You deserve it too?"

Su Ming: "Why am I not worthy? Brother Yun says I am worthy, so I am."

"Brother Yun, do you think so?"

Su Ming and Zheng Shaowei looked at Yun Qingcen together.

Su Ming's eyes were filled with anticipation, while Zheng Shaowei's eyes were filled with anger and pleading.

Yun Qingcen smiled and cursed inwardly.