And what about the desire at this time?

It can only be said that it was fortunate that a few minutes before the explosion, he struggled to escape from the inside with Chang Yunbing on his back and dragged Gu Zhong, and hid in a relatively safe place.

It can only be said that Chang Yunbing is a scourge, he can die if he wants to, but he doesn't even spare the people around him.He buried the bombs quite densely, especially along a line planted by the crew, pulling his whole body.

The explosion closest to the kitchen, even if Chang Yunbing didn't press the button, would eventually trigger an explosion in the kitchen.

After Su Yu successfully escaped, he was also in a cold sweat.Because, if it wasn't for a single thought, let him try his best to take Gu Zhong and Chang Yunbing away together. Now Gu Zhong and Chang Yunbing may have already flown into the sky with the kitchen.

But even so, after a small explosion in the kitchen, Suyu's place is no longer safe.

Su Yu knows that someone must be looking for them in the explosion site, but the set is too big and their position is deep.

After the explosion, Su Yulai's short-cut road caught fire, and there was no way to go back the same way. If he wanted to escape, he had to take a detour and go out in the opposite direction.This runs counter to the direction of the rescuers.

Coupled with the huge thick smoke, the visibility is almost zero.Everything has to depend on himself.

As for shouting, it is even more impossible.In such a big smog, he didn't even dare to take a big breath.Every ounce of air that entered his lungs was mixed with thick smoke, burning his internal organs.

But even so, he had to find a way to get out immediately, otherwise not only would he not be able to save people, but he would also have to fold himself here.

Su Yu summoned up all his strength to stand up from the ground, but he was too physically exhausted just now, not to mention carrying Chang Yunbing on his back, even his own legs were weak.

Knees were so soft that he couldn't use his strength, Su Yu staggered, and unexpectedly fell into Gu Zhong's embrace.

No matter how skinny Su Yu is, he is still a man, and Gu Zhong choked up when he hit him like this.The weight on his body also made his chaotic consciousness clearer.

But it still doesn't work.

"Let's go, you can go by yourself." Gu Zhong subconsciously straightened the lust that had fallen into his arms, and persuaded him hoarsely.

This sentence, he has said too much along the way.

He was well aware of his own situation.In the past, his personal safety was not affected, and he could barely control it, waiting for the darkness to dissipate slowly.

But now it's different.Holding the towel, he could feel the choking smell of smoke, but what about the unrestrained desire?

Gu Zhong knew that the distance from the kitchen to the current place was only 50 meters at most.However, there are so many secrets buried, the boundary between life and death turns this short distance into a barrier between heaven and hell.

On the way from being carried here to here, many thoughts flashed through Gu Zhong's mind, but the most was one sentence, death is about to die, why bother others.

"Let's go, let's go!" Gu Zhong grabbed Su Yu's clothes with trembling hands, trying to give the towel to Su Yu, but he was too weak to even do such a movement.

But Su Yu has the most stubborn temper, the more he can't do it, the more he will resist.

What's more, as a profiler, if he can't even appease Gu Zhong's stress reaction, then the food these years will be no different from eating it in the stomach of a dog!

"Bang!" There was another roar, it should be that other explosives exploded near them.

Suyu's ears were buzzing.But his eyes clearly saw that the roof above Gu Zhong's head had been shaken, and the glazed tiles rolled down one after another.

According to this height and distance, Gu Zhong would be buried directly.Su Yu gritted his teeth, hugged Gu Zhong and rolled out from the corner.Then he got up immediately and dragged Chang Yunbing away from the ground.

It was only two or three minutes before and after, but Su Yu was gasping for breath and collapsed on the ground, wishing that time would stand still.

He was really tired. Whether it was his lungs that were almost filled with smoke or his exhausted physical strength, it meant that his body had reached its limit.

Boom!Half of the place where they were in the previous desire collapsed.

Su Yu closed his eyes and forcibly suppressed the negative emotions in his heart.

It's really not safe here anymore. If you don't run, even if you don't get crushed to death by the collapse, you will eventually be choked to death.

But his burden is too heavy, and he must not be able to drag two people at the same time.Unless, Gu Zhong can temporarily overcome the emergency response and walk by himself.

It must be heavily drugged!

Normally, PDST patients must be treated by a professional therapist.Especially during the onset period, it is necessary to cooperate with drugs to relieve it.

But no matter what it is, the desire is not owned, but in the current special situation, the desire can only be tried.Trying to channel Gu Zhong in the most basic way so that he can regain control of his body.

Even if only part of it.

Gritting his teeth, Su Yu carried Chang Yunbing on his back, then grabbed Gu Zhong's arm and dragged him out.

"Gu Zhong..." Su Yu's voice was hoarse, and there was blood in his throat. He tried hard to swallow, and said what he was about to say, "Gu Zhong, I know you don't want to die."

"It doesn't matter if you can't see it, I, I will take you out."

The voice of desire is very soft, but in the smoke-filled explosion field, it is very clear.

Gu Zhong felt the arm holding his hand, and turned his head to Su Yu blankly, as if asking him why you didn't leave.

"I can't go unless you are with me." Su Yu grabbed Gu Zhong's hand even harder, dragging Gu Zhong away one meter with difficulty.

He was panting heavily, but he still tried to channel Gu Zhong's emotions.

"Gu Zhong, do you remember? What you hate the most is being weak, so you have been working hard to make yourself stronger, never giving yourself a moment of rest, and your requirements for yourself are almost strict."

"At the end of the day, have you ever thought about it? Your so-called disgust may not be disgust, but fear."

"And your stress response is the same, not because of your own weakness, but because of your childhood shadow."

"Your adoptive parents treated you badly. As long as you can remember, they...they haven't hugged you, and beat and scolded you."

"So, that's why you are always afraid. You are afraid of the pain mixed with your body, the hopelessness of being powerless, and even more afraid of the collapse that adults will force you to the point of no return."

"Therefore, you force yourself to be strong and hate all cowardice. But the harm of childhood, for people, is a lifetime."

"You were almost beaten to death..." Su Yu felt the trembling suddenly intensified under his palm.

Suyu stopped, hugged and respected, and then continued, "The pain and fear of death feed back to the body, so you will suffer from PDST."

He changed his posture and dragged Gu Zhong forward again, "You always feel that this is the reason for your own weakness and uselessness, but in the final analysis, it's not your fault."

"And the embrace you long for, the salvation you long for, and the protection you long for, but only you can give it to yourself."

"Gu Zhong, I have seen your video. When you are alone, you will hold your right hand with your left hand."

"You are comforting yourself. Use your own body temperature to comfort yourself, use your own courage to support yourself."

"But Gu Zhong, Gu Zhong, you are wrong." Su Yu took Gu Zhong's hand and tightened it, barely pulling him out by one meter.

"A embrace that smells of blood can't heal, it can only bring you greater scars. And money, fame, and status can't make you proud, they're just false proofs that you're still alive."

"Your true self is too weak to move forward alone, so you force yourself to become an idol of the people, fill yourself with sunshine, and bear the expectations of thousands of people, so that you can force your stumbling steps to continue moving forward."

"But in fact, your body is already fragile."

"Take a break, Gu Zhong!"

"It doesn't matter if you don't need to be so good, because we all love you. Even if you are not perfect, you are flawed, you are restless and afraid, and you are even fragile and fearful, we want to protect you urgently."

"So Gu Zhong, don't be afraid, stand up, and I'll take you out!"

"Gu Zhong, don't die here!"

Su Yu almost lost his voice, but he never let go of Gu Zhong's hand.

He has no strength anymore, Gu Zhong can feel that the distance he moves becomes smaller and smaller, almost disappearing.

But even so, the desire still did not give up. He was constantly persuading himself, comforting himself, and even promised to take himself out of hell.

so why?

Why does the desire to do this?

Why did he want to save such a self?

To save a self who is not glamorous, not omnipotent, or even cowardly and invisible, who may never be able to get up after this fall.

He raised his head and looked in the direction of desire.

It was still pitch black in front of his eyes, and his limp body didn't feel any sensation at all.In addition to lust, he also firmly grasped his hands.

Gu Zhong subconsciously clasped back, wanting to grab the only warmth.But at this moment, he keenly felt that there was a sticky liquid flowing from the hands of the two of them. The sweet and fishy blood was mixed with the smoke of the explosion and broke into the nose.

Gu Zhong opened his eyes wide and empty, and his already flustered heart became even more flustered.

"Are you hurt?" With a trembling voice, he finally spoke a complete sentence.

But Su Yu didn't answer, all Gu Zhong could hear was his desperate panting.

Fear struck again, Gu Zhong hurriedly said, "You, let me go! I can't stand up, I can't."

But in the next second, he was rushed by Suyu, and a huge explosion exploded in the ears of the two of them.Then came the scorching, blowing heat.

"Don't let go..." There was almost no voice in the broken desire, but it was very clear.

Gu Zhong heard him say, "Gu Zhong, I will not let go, you and I, together, live on."

Following these words, Gu Zhong could feel the blood of his desire falling on his skin drop by drop.

So, he did get hurt.And it was to protect yourself from injury.

Gu Zhong stretched out his hand and touched Su Yu's face, the moistness of the tentacles made his eyes wet along with it.

"I'm sorry." Gu Zhong muttered to himself, but he subconsciously pulled Su Yu into his arms.

It's so warm, Gu Zhong tightened his arms tightly, as if in this way, he could embed his desire and all the persistence and courage of his desire into his arms.

But Su Yu quickly broke free from Gu Zhong's arms, and dragged him hard again, trying to escape.But this time, the desire to lose strength was so strong that he couldn't even hold Gu Zhong's hand.

However, this time, Gu Zhong took the initiative to grasp the desire.

Because, he wants to live.

It's not because I'm trying to survive in vain, but because this is the first time someone has risked his life to save him.

Someone is willing to accept him who is not perfect and not strong, and protect him with his life.

Gu Zhong recalled every word that Su Yu whispered in his ear.Those words full of emotion struck the heart, like fireworks suddenly exploding in the night sky, making Gu Zhong's desire to survive reach its peak.

To escape, even if it is for lust!

The fear gradually faded, and the weak body gradually regained its ability to move.

Gu Zhong's eyes still couldn't see, but holding his hand gave him a sense of security.

Believable, the person in front of you can be trusted.Gu Zhong kept telling himself in his heart.

Since he was a child, he has seen too much malice. Even now that he has become famous, he still has to check and balance capital, like a high-altitude steel wire, and he must be cautious in his words and deeds.

But desires are different.

Su Yu knows all his embarrassments, sees his hidden darkness, and knows that he is not perfect.

But even so, he still has to save himself, the current self who is like a disabled person.

Then what reason does he have to live up to?

Care about this life, the kindness you get can be counted on your fingers.Sustained desire was the brightest light he had ever seen.

So, he wants to live!To live with Suyu!

For the first time, Gu Zhong broke through the shackles of the stress response. He moved his legs and put all his perceptions on the hand that was pulling him.

OK!He can do it!

And the soothing voice of desire has been surrounding Gu Zhong.

Following the guidance of this desire, Gu Zhong stumbled and walked for a long time, and the smoke that had been suppressing around them finally gradually dissipated.

"Are you going out?" Gu Zhong asked cautiously, at this moment, there was another loud explosion.Gu Zhong opened his eyes wide suddenly, and his pupils shrank a lot.

But in the next second, he was thrown by his desire, and he was tightly protected in his arms.He could only feel the scorching air waves whistling along his body.But unexpectedly, before he passed out, he felt very relieved.

The eyes that had been invisible all this time finally saw the blurred shadow.

It was Su Yu's smiling eyes, he said to himself, "Gu Zhong, well done, we escaped."

"Yeah, escaped."

Gu Zhong closed his eyes tiredly, subconsciously clenched his desire and held his hand, and the nervous voice of the medical staff was next to his ear, "Quick! Call the doctor, Gu Zhong needs first aid!"

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The scene was in chaos, and the disappearance of Gu Zhong and Chang Yunbing had made everyone anxious.As for the discussion on the Internet, it was even more intense. Gu Zhong's fans were almost out of control because they were worried about their idols.Even if Qin Zheng went into the water himself, it was only a temporary relief.

Therefore, when Su Yu dragged Gu Zhong out of the fire scene with Chang Yunbing on his back, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

The doctors and nurses in charge of first aid arrived soon, and put Chang Yunbing and Gu Zhong on stretchers and sent them to the hospital for emergency treatment.

Gu Zhong's manager hurried over with his assistant to take care of him.As for Chang Yunbing, there are also police officers from the serious crime team in charge of guarding.

Finally, everyone.

Seeing the scene in such a mess, Su Yu exited the encirclement, found a place where nobody was slumped on the ground and panted heavily.

But then, he was also suddenly hugged into his arms.

"Cough, cough cough..." Su Yu coughed twice, raised his eyes, and met Huo Qi's red eyes.

"You're fucking crazy!" Huo Qi wished he could slap Su Yu.

For more than half an hour, Su Yu disappeared at the scene of the explosion for more than half an hour, and he was almost driven crazy by anxiety.I'm afraid that the desire will disappear along with it.

It wasn't until Su Yu finally staggered out with one on his back and dragged the other on his back that he was relieved.

Subconsciously, he hugged the desire in his arms tighter, and with the help of the temperature from his body, Huo Qi's heart, which had been suspended for a long time, gradually returned to its place.

But Su Yu raised his hand and squeezed Huo Qi's jaw to make him look at him.

"What's wrong?" Huo Qi looked helplessly at Su Yu.

However, after taking a few breaths, Su Yu said silently with his lips, "Don't shake, I'm dizzy."

His throat was damaged by the smoke in the explosion site, and he could only make weak breath sounds.

His pale face was covered with black ash, but his lips were very white. Even his eyes were covered with water vapor due to discomfort, and he was no longer as calm as before.

Huo Qi panicked for a moment, and when he let go of his hand, Su Yu almost fell to his knees on the ground.Huo Qi hurriedly hugged him back into his arms, but watched helplessly as blood trickled down from the wound on the back of Su Yu's head, covering his neck.It was as if what I held in my arms was not the desire to control everything in the past, but a flower that was about to wither.

This is the first time that Xu Yu has shown her fragile side in public.

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