Banquet

That day, Gu Yan left after saying that, without waiting for Shen Yu's answer.

He was able to analyze the case objectively and calmly in front of Shen Yu, but he couldn't remain calm and calm behind him.

He raced all the way, and the harsh wind made the seeds of mania in his heart grow more and more rampant.

After Gu Yan officially went to work, Long Ye took his printed fingerprints and rested in Bai Ye, living a very nourishing life.

After ten o'clock in the evening, there was a bang in the boxing room.

When I went downstairs, I saw Gu Yan practicing boxing.

Long Ye went over with a few bottles of wine, leaned against the sandbag and waited for Gu Yan to vent.

Compared with people of similar family background, Gu Yan can be called gentle.

He does not indulge in alcohol, sex and drugs, and does not chase the excitement of the heartbeat.

He'll have dinner with his family, he'll have a party with friends.

He was truly a model of sobriety.

However, no one is perfect china.

No one is an infallible machine.

Porcelain that has been aged for many years will shatter when exposed to light.

In a machine that runs continuously, parts will explode as they age.

The same is true for Gu Yan.

When restraint and forbearance of emotions become a habit, then the overloaded mental pressure is bound to collapse like a snow mountain, and only the last straw is needed.

"Is something wrong?"

Gu Yan's clothes were soaked with sweat, he threw the boxing gloves aside and said coldly.

"Drink." Long Ye said with a smile.

After finishing speaking, he handed the wine into Gu Yan's arms, and said seriously: "I'll think about it after drinking."

The strong wine entered the throat, and the refreshing energy released all the emotions of the person at once.

After half a round of drinking, Long Ye said slowly: "At the beginning of Yese's establishment, Chu Su asked me what I thought."

"He originally planned to design this place as a nursing home according to your idea, with green mountains and green waters, small bridges and pavilions, so that you can enjoy your old age in peace."

"I deny it."

Long Ye picked up the bottle and bumped it with Gu Yan, saying: "That may be what you like, but it's not what you need."

Gu Yan said lightly: "What do I need?"

Tatsuno smiled slightly: "You need desire, you need release."

"People can expect nothing, plain as water."

"But you are not. You have too much, but you don't know what to pursue."

"You are already standing on the top of the mountain, but there is no one standing by your side."

The wine bottles were scattered on the ground, speechless for a moment.

After a long time, Gu Yan whispered: "Maybe there are."

"How do you know for sure?"

Gu Yan's eyes were dim, as deep as night:

"I want every bone of his, every drop of blood branded with my mark."

"I want every breath he takes, every fuck to leave a taste of me."

"I want to knead him into my blood, and he is inseparable from me."

"I want to disassemble him and put him in the bag, so that it belongs to me from now on."

Tatsuno smiled slightly: "Is this paranoia caused by PTSD?"

Gu Yan shook his head and said lightly: "This is my paranoia."

"Then why don't you do it?" Tatsuno coaxed in a low voice.

"You can do this. The desire to conquer and possess is the nature of people like us. Why do you suppress yourself?"

Gu Yan's eyes were full of deep infatuation.

He said with a sigh: "I can't bear it."

"When I found out one day, watching him shine and gradually become better and even target me, my surprise was greater than all other pleasures."

What a touching sacrifice.

"If that's the case, why would you show up here and vent your punches?"

"Because of crazy jealousy." Gu Yan said lightly.

"When I see his glow that can't be concealed, I'm madly jealous."

"I don't need a plain and watery relationship." Long Ye smiled half a smile, "If I were you, possessing him and letting him belong to me immediately would be the best result."

Gu Yan didn't speak, his eyes flickered, he got up and said: "It's getting late, you and I are going back."

Long Ye sent him out, his deep voice was like a ghost on the sea, seducing the crew and said: "Gu Yan, you can rest assured only if you eat it in your stomach."

After Gu Yan left, Chu Su came in to clean up the mess.

Long Ye asked leisurely: "How long have you been standing at the door, why don't you come in?"

Chu Su picked up a bunch of wine bottles and said, "Heavy taste, forced to play, I don't care about it."

Tatsuno reminded: "Maybe you can remind your little friend."

Chu Su was about to leave, and asked strangely: "Why do I need to remind? Gu Yan is my brother, he is the most important, isn't he?"

Long Ye smiled slightly: "Yes, if it has something to do with Gu Yan, then what does the life and death of other people have to do with us?"

"Human nature originally hides two extremes, one is full of greed, and the other is full of restraint."

"Balancing left and right is like walking high in the sky, and a little carelessness will smash your bones to pieces."

"Gu Yan has been gone for too long, it's time for us to give him a push."

Chu Su nodded casually, and walked out of Bai Ye calmly.

As soon as he walked out, he ran outside and called Shen Yu.

Shen Yu is on his way back to school.

It was a long time before the call was connected.

"Where are you?" Chu Su asked hastily.

Shen Yu glanced at the subway station sign and said a name.

Chu Su immediately said: "Find a place nearby and come down, don't go back." He added, "Turn off your phone too, don't contact anyone."

Shen Yu was confused for a while, but finally followed his words.

Chu Su hung up the phone, as if he was fished out of the water.

"He's my brother, so I can't make him like me."

Chu Su whispered to himself softly.

You can't lose the most precious things in your life forever because of a moment of selfish desire like me.

So is career, and so is love.

It was supposed to rain that night, the sky changed suddenly with lightning and thunder, but the last drop of rain did not fall.

Shen Yu was sleeping in a nearby pudding hotel. In his dreams, Jiang Zetao was repeatedly seen from the back. No matter how he ran or shouted, he never looked back.

He woke up suddenly from such a dream, covered in cold sweat.

It was still dark, and there were only a few lights outside the window, and the shadows of the street lamps, which were illuminated for a long time.

In such a lonely, deserted morning, he thought of Gu Yan.

His face was cold and tired, as if he was engaged in a great struggle.

In the end, he just said lightly:

"Next time you see me, can you take the initiative to come to me and don't make me wait too long."

But before he could speak, he left.

Are you too proud?So he lost his temper with Chu Su last night?

Shen Yu thought helplessly.

Then apologize and let me coax him.

Shen Yu changed her clothes and made a decision in her heart.

After leaving White Night that night, some people were sleepless and some fell asleep.

Shen Yu is the latter, so naturally someone is the former.

When Gu Yan got home by taxi, it was already late at night.

The lights in his kitchen are warm yellow.

"Dad, why aren't you asleep yet?"

Gu Yan poured himself a cup of hangover tea, walked over and asked.

Gu Mingyuan knocked an egg into the dough with a leisurely gesture.

"At this time of year, your mother will be very unhappy." He smiled playfully like a teenager, "I'll make her something to make her happy."

Men in the Gu family know how to cook, which is a fine tradition that continues to this day.

Although there are servants in the family, Gu Zhongxun asked the Gu family to try their best to solve it by themselves.

Don't bother others, even the servants at home, when you can do things by yourself.

So Gu Mingyuan and Gu Yan were able to cook one or two dishes, which were either delicious or unpalatable.

Gu Yan looked at his father's busy back, a little envious.

So he asked, "Dad, how do you distinguish between loving someone and wanting to possess someone?"

There was rare confusion in his tone.

Gu Mingyuan kept moving, and said lightly: "If it's possession, you only want to make yourself happy."

"If it's love, you want to make her happy."

Gu Mingyuan put the washed vegetables into the pot, and teased his son with great interest: "Is there someone he likes, Young Master Gu?"

Gu Yan lay on the sofa with a gloomy expression: "But he doesn't like me."

He added earnestly: "I'm not sure if it's love, but I share everything with him just to make him happy."

He walked to his father, took the bowl of noodles, and prepared to hand it to his mother.

Gu Mingyuan suddenly stopped him.

"Gu Yan, if you dare to bully men and women like others, I will break your legs with my own hands."

Gu Mingyuan stared at him and said lightly.

Gu Yan smiled lightly: "Don't worry, I am reluctant."

These four words fell up and down in front of Gu Mingyuan, and the similar picture seemed to reappear in front of his eyes.

That year, Gu Chengyuan and his family disclosed their sexual orientation.

He rejected the test-tube baby proposed by Gu Zhongxun, so Gu Zhongxun was furious.

His father, who loved him so much, was heartbroken, and his mother fell ill with rage. Gu Chengyuan hadn't spoken to Jiang Zetao at the time, so all his emotions were oppressed on him alone.

He was like a bird with wet wings, lying on the edge of the bed, silent.

Gu Mingyuan secretly took food from the kitchen for Gu Chengyuan to eat.

Gu Chengyuan finished his two bowls of rice listlessly, and passed the rest to his brother as usual.

"I've already eaten!" Gu Mingyuan said with puffed cheeks.

Gu Chengyuan picked out a carrot and threw it over, sadly said: "Then eat some more with brother."

He suddenly raised his eyebrows and said, "Are you accompanying your girlfriend without caring about your own brother? Do you want me to tell this matter too?"

After finishing speaking, Gu Chengyuan put down his chopsticks, like a righteous revolutionary soldier: "Anyway, I have nothing to fear."

Gu Mingyuan watched coldly and took a bite of carrot: "Have you talked to Jiang Zetao?"

Gu Chengyuan's high-spirited aura suddenly weakened, he forcibly lay on his younger brother, and said softly: "Say a fart, I don't want to bear it."

Those four words are both light and heavy, as light as Gu Chengyuan's sigh, and as heavy as Gu Chengyuan's biggest concern.

Gu Mingyuan reminded: "He probably hasn't accepted you yet."

Gu Chengyuan shook his head proudly: "Then I'm also afraid that he will feel bad in the future."

Gu Mingyuan bowed his hands to his brother, and respectfully admitted that he had lost.

Gu Chengyuan's big tail was raised high, but the tenderness in the depths of his eyes couldn't be concealed until they overlapped with Gu Yan.

Gu Mingyuan smiled slightly, and said to Gu Yan: "What's the use of being reluctant? Maybe people don't even remember your face."

He sighed and cleaned up the kitchen, ignoring his son who was fuming behind his back.

The author has something to say:

JJ smoked, let's find a job to watch, and complete these two chapters tomorrow.