Long grass warbler flying

When he heard the sound of spring thunder, Ji Xiao belatedly remembered that this year's New Year's Day seemed to be Valentine's Day.

But it had nothing to do with him. At that time, Ji Xiao was immersed in the depression of the New Year's Eve dinner, chatted with Zhai Xinen endlessly, and edited a New Year's greeting message to send.He fell asleep even before the New Year's fireworks were over.

But now, Ji Xiao is lying in bed and wandering into space.This semester started late, and when the first heavy rain poured down in March, he reflexively wanted to check the perpetual calendar on his phone.

Throwing the mobile phone on the desk below, Ji Xiao sat up and then lay down resignedly - the bed was too warm, although it had been a long time since the beginning of spring, and the first month of the lunar calendar had not yet come out, his hands and feet curled up with cold hands and feet, and he didn't want to move.

After a day of torment in the course, he returned to the dormitory as if he was exhausted like a dog.

It was past the lights-out time, and the other two roommates also fell asleep, snoring slightly, but Chu Lan's desk lamp was still on.Ji Xiao leaned over the edge of the bed and looked around. There was a man sitting at the desk opposite, with his back slightly hunched and his chin resting on one hand, but he was not writing a book, but was reading some brick-and-mortar book.

Chu Lan was wearing thick pajamas and fleece socks on her feet. She was so warm that it looked like a hug.From the first time he saw Chu Lan's warm winter outfit, Ji Xiao thought so countless times.It may be caused by his niche hobbies, after all, everyone has a love for beauty, and Chu Lan's appearance and temperament are in line with Ji Xiao's aesthetics after enlightenment.

In other words, if Ji Xiao had just ignorantly known that he liked boys before, then the moment he saw Chu Lan, he suddenly turned around and clearly knew what kind of boys he liked.

At this moment, Ji Xiao was looking at Chu Lan's back almost greedily in a pitiful posture.

He is tightly wrapped, with only a white nape exposed. The short-cut black hair is swept slightly to make it more contrasting. The desk lamp is warm yellow. When you turn the book, you can vaguely see the side, against the light, and the furry gentleness.

Chu Lan's hair must be very soft.

When this idea was raging in Ji Xiao's mind, the person he had been watching secretly raised his head suddenly, which startled Ji Xiao.

He looked out the window.The curtains in the dormitory are more than nothing but a decoration, and now the rain is about to come, and the wind blows the lush trees outside the window to rattle.Ji Xiao's lips moved, and just as he was about to say something, a bolt of lightning lit up half the sky.

The sound of thunder seemed to wake up the whole earth, but Chu Lan didn't have any fluctuations. He just sat quietly for a while, and then looked at Ji Xiao, as if he was talking to him, or talking to himself: "Today seems to be Is it Jingzhe?"

There was another bolt of lightning, more powerful than the previous one. Ji Xiao saw that the white light illuminated Chu Lan's face for a moment, and suddenly it was empty.

He didn't respond, and Chu Lan didn't force her. She turned her head and continued to read, but Ji Xiao suddenly made a movement.

Keeping his voice low so as not to wake up the other two roommates, Ji Xiao said, "Chu Lan, do you want to eat at the cafeteria at noon tomorrow? Let's go together."

Chu Lan's gaze was still bright against the light, when Ji Xiao's eyes met his, his heart skipped a beat, and then he lost his rhythm, as if he had been struck by several spring thunders of the Jingzhe.

Chu Lan raised her hand and gave him an "OK".

Ji Xiao suppressed the turmoil, contentedly retreated into the quilt, and soon heard the sound of turning off the lights and getting out of bed.With a little smile in his mouth, he thought, "Awakening of Insects, Awakening of Insects, isn't it the return of spring to the earth?"

The spring rain outside the window fell all night, and when I woke up the next day, even the plants were a little greener.

In the first few days of school, Ji Xiao will adapt to the schedule of the liberal arts class, and even recruited a representative of the geography class.The geography teacher is a senior old teacher with rich experience and good temper. He is old and hard of hearing. As long as there is no trouble in class, the teacher will be tolerant and not care about it, so the task of the class representative is also relaxed.

The encounter with Chu Lan in the cafeteria made him inexplicably distressed for a while, and then, like a follower without hesitation, he waited for Chu Lan to tidy up slowly every day, and then sent him to the cafeteria at a leisurely pace, and pretended to be a child after cooking. "Meet by chance" and sit across from Chu Lan, and have a peaceful meal together.

Zhai Xinen commented on Ji Xiao reservedly: "Hypocritical."

Ji Xiao shook his head happily but did not refute, he was just trying to make himself happy.

The long-planned invitation to have dinner together was finally sent out on a rainy night, and Ji Xiao suddenly felt that his previous attempts had become a reason to despise him: Chu Lan clearly has such a good date!Rubbish!coward!

He didn't pay attention to listening to the lecture all morning, but he didn't doze off either. He stared at the blackboard with vigor and concentration, and the math teacher looked sideways frequently, thinking that this child was really well-behaved.

Zhou Yang felt especially deeply about his abnormality, and knocked on his arm: "Dude, did you take the wrong medicine today?"

Ji Xiao smiled meaningfully: "No, I'm hungry."

Zhou Yang: "..."

He felt that Ji Xiao was very strange today, but he couldn't say anything, so he just shut up embarrassingly.

There are five classes in the morning, and the last class belongs to Xiao Yingchun, the head teacher.She would never hear the bell for the end of get out of class. She dragged herself through the class for 10 minutes amidst the wailing of the crowd, and then assigned homework and drifted away. All the top liberal arts students rushed to the cafeteria immediately.

Ji Xiao looked at Chu Lan, his seat was a little far away from him, separated by two groups.

Chu Lan didn't seem to be affected by the anger of the crowd at all. She folded up the page numbers of the homework in each exercise book and arranged them neatly in the upper left corner of the desk.After completing this series of actions, Chu Lan slowly stood up and walked out, Ji Xiao followed without losing the opportunity, Chu Lan glanced at him sideways, and the corners of her lips pulled slightly, making a not-so-obvious smile.

Ji Xiao wanted to ask Chu Lan if he never smiled, but he suddenly thought of Chu Lan's girlfriend in humiliation—he must smile in front of her.

So the happy mood became dull, and it didn't get better until he walked silently all the way to the cafeteria.

They swiped their cards and ordered food individually as usual, the only difference was that Ji Xiao squeezed out from the crowd after ordering the food, and saw Chu Lan holding the plate, waiting for him in a daze.

Ji Xiao looked at him and laughed - he admitted that he was an idiot, but he couldn't hide it.

Chu Lan was baffled by his smile, and asked after she sat down, "Why are you so happy?"

Since we met, this was probably the first time that Chu Lan asked him something, and Ji Xiao quickly replied, "It's probably because the weather is good today, so I'm in a good mood."

However, there is no causal connection at all with what.Chu Lan was stunned for a moment, then Ji Xiao said in a very serious tone: "After the new rain in the empty mountain, it is worth letting yourself go."

"It's spring now." After silently complaining about the second half of the poem, Chu Lan tapped the side of the bowl with her chopsticks, like an adult, "Eat."

Ji Xiao was ordered, the corners of his lips were still raised happily.

I was able to observe Chu Lan at a close distance, and across a narrow and long dining table, he stared at Chu Lan from time to time like a thief and boldly.The bright windows are wide open, and the smell of grass and trees washed by the rain, mixed with the smell of damp soil is pervasive. It is clearly just an ordinary afternoon, but Ji Xiao is extremely happy.

Chu Lan eats very politely, and when she lowers her eyelashes, her eyelashes fall down. The sky is shining brightly, and a small shadow is immediately reflected on the lower eyelid.The boy's outline is still youthful, and there is still baby fat on his face that looks like he hasn't grown up.

Ji Xiao wanted to start pinching, and this longing followed him like a shadow for quite a while.

There was supposed to be physical education class in the afternoon, but it suddenly rained, and a group of teenagers had to be taken back to the classroom by the physical education teacher for self-study.Chu Lan came back a bit late, and he didn't know where he ran off. His hair was wet, and he sat down angrily, and the noise almost alarmed the teacher.

Ji Xiao poked Zhou Yang: "What happened to him?"

Zhou Yang heard the reputation and looked over, and saw Chu Lan's side face was tense, and the whole face was covered with overcast clouds, which was as dull as the iron-gray sky on a rainy day outside.He pursed his mouth: "I don't know, maybe I'm in a bad mood."

But didn’t you and your classmates prepare to play badminton just now?Ji Xiao gave Zhou Yang a blank look.

He can't take care of other people's affairs, and he can't feel that he and Chu Lan are too good to be in the same dormitory and eat two meals, and he can care about his mood.He looked down at the book, skimming through the texts he didn't learn in the Chinese textbook like a novel, but still couldn't put it down, so he had to wait until get out of class was over.

After class, Chu Lan left the classroom and disappeared. He didn't come back until the last history class.

Ji Xiao had no choice but to run to Zhai Xinen: "Chu Lan isn't in class anymore?"

Zhai Xinen said as usual: "It happened to me once last semester. Later, I explained to us that I coaxed my girlfriend to go—that girl shouldn't be too good at being a demon."

Ji Xiao is in a bad mood. He has been immersed in his own world for too long, and he completely forgot that Chu Lan has a girlfriend, let alone imagine him coaxing others.

There are three periods of self-study in the middle of the day and evening, and the last lesson is not compulsory.Students who live far away usually leave early after making a report, while those who live in the dormitory prefer to study more in the classroom. Zhai Xinen calls this "the stubbornness of a top student".

About half of the class left, and Zhai Xinen's house was not too far away, but her father was worried that her daughter would be dangerous on the road after school, so he insisted on letting her leave early.

Not long after Zhai Xinen left, the bell for the last class rang, and at this moment Chu Lan walked into the classroom covered in wet rain.He ignored the side-eyes of his classmates, and sat straight in his seat—there was no teacher guarding this class, which naturally caused a little commotion.

Chu Lan didn't talk to anyone and didn't show emotional ups and downs. After he realized that he had made a big noise just now, he buried himself in a new paper seriously - and didn't apologize to his deskmate.

He is like a cardboard man who refuses to communicate with the outside world, turning a deaf ear to everything around him.

Ji Xiao stared at him for a long time, and found that Chu Lan's hair was not dry.

The spring rain at the beginning of the physical education class has been pattering and falling for a long time, and now, where has Chu Lan gone, and why has he become such a ghost?That piece of his clothes is also water stained, right? ...Didn't you bring an umbrella?

The questions randomly occupied all his reason, Ji Xiao had no intention of previewing, so he had to look up the words casually.

This self-study class seemed to be much shorter because of Ji Xiao's absent-mindedness, and when the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Ji Xiao was still a little at a loss.He looked at Chu Lan's seat, that person seemed to have been stripped from the black face in the afternoon, and became a familiar look...

Not really.Ji Xiao thought, he didn't know the real Chu Lan at all.

He walked over, knocked on Chu Lan's desk, and said to Chu Lan's blank gaze, "Go back to the dormitory together, I'll wait for you."

Not listening to Chu Lan's answer, Ji Xiao sat down at his vacant front desk, flipped through an exercise book on someone else's desk, and really waited for Chu Lan who was dawdling.

"What are you waiting for me?" Chu Lan suddenly asked as they walked side by side on the dimly lit school road.

"By the way." Ji Xiao lied without changing his face, "Are you hungry, I want to go to the canteen to buy a supper."

Chu Lan said helplessly: "Then I have to wait for you... let's go."

After buying supper and the next day's breakfast, Ji Xiao was worried for a while, seeing that Chu Lan didn't seem to be in such a bad mood, he tentatively asked, "This afternoon...there is evening self-study, where did you go?"

Chu Lan glanced at him strangely, frowning slightly.Even though this movement was very small, Ji Xiao already regretted it, and wished he could turn back the time by 1 minute, so he wouldn't ask if he was killed: "Uh, I don't want to say if it's inconvenient, anyway, I just mentioned it casually, Teacher Xiao is late." I asked during self-study... Zhou Yang said you went to the bathroom."

Chu Lan: "..."

He was dumbfounded by this excuse, looked down at the shadows of the two people elongated by the light, and said in a flat tone that couldn't tell his mood: "I'm going to find her."

Ji Xiao: "Who is it, girlfriend?"

Chu Lan nodded, his shadow was suddenly folded in half by the light, and his upper body was instantly buried in the thick night.Ji Xiao thought he had asked a bad question, but he couldn't get it right for a while, holding two cups of yogurt, not knowing what to do.After a while, he handed Chu Lan a box like a fool.

Chu Lan tossed the box of yogurt up, caught Ji Xiao's fear accurately, and said after a while as if nothing happened: "I quarreled with her, and we had quarreled for a long time. Today she suddenly asked to see her." On the one hand, I felt annoyed at first, but then I went—I went, it’s not a big deal, I had dinner with her and watched a movie.”

Ji Xiao: "..."

Chu Lan: "I told her not to encourage me to skip class next time, but she was smiling again... There is no way."

He even smiled a little when he said the last three words, and his tone was tinged with affection.Ji Xiao felt sore, so he pretended to be busy and unwrapped the cake and took a bite.

Ji Xiao was in a complicated mood, and when he spoke, he even felt nervous: "You like her so much?"

Chu Lan: "...Isn't it really outrageous?"

Ji Xiao didn't know what kind of evaluation he hoped to get, but he was a little sour when he thought about it, and his throat tightened with discomfort.It was wrong to nod left or right and shake his head. Taking advantage of the fact that he had already arrived at the door of the dormitory, he threw a towel on Chu Lan's head: "It rained all afternoon, go wash up, and be careful of catching a cold."

Chu Lan said, oh, a heavy nasal voice is almost a sign of illness.

After he left, Ji Xiao lay on the desk, feeling like he was split into two people. One said that Chu Lan had never talked so much, and the other said that you are mentally retarded. Everyone said that they were all girlfriends. , There was a lot of noise on both sides, and when he closed his eyes, his desire to escape became more and more obvious.

I read a book before that jealousy is the prototype of liking.

Ji Xiao slammed heavily on the table, feeling a refreshing pain on his forehead.He rested his palm on the slightly swollen area, and all the things that flashed through his mind were Chu Lan.

Chu Lan would laugh when she mentioned that girl, unprincipled like all people in love, clearly still in the cold war, but then walked several blocks to meet her at another school, skipped classes, got caught in the rain...maybe even got sick .

"I'm jealous, I'm probably liking too."

He didn't want to mix with anyone's feelings, but he couldn't control himself.

...the deeper and deeper it will end sooner or later.