Long grass warbler flying

As the saying goes, almost every college student has been hanged on a tree, and this tree should not be expensive.

"Hang yourself," Fan Fan typed with one hand and drank milk tea with the other, "We don't have this class, I would say it's better to learn languages, and see how Xin En is tortured. "

Zhai Xinen was submerged in linear algebra and calculus, and took time out of his busy schedule to sigh with emotion: "Yes, my mother has lost five catties."

Jiang Xinghe: "At any rate, you still have a career direction. I'm at a loss in my studies now, and I feel that I have no future. I guess I will have to waste medical equipment in the future in our line of work."

Everyone knew that he had a tragic breakup, and after that he couldn't work hard in his studies, and now he always felt a little bit at a loss for repeating, so no one dared to say anything, for fear of irritating Jiang Xinghe.Only Chu Lan was not afraid of offending him, and said quietly: "Who made you blind at the beginning, everyone advised you to go to Beijing, how can Zhou Yang be inferior to that guy?"

Caught off guard, Zhou Yang, who was assigned by La Lang, sprayed his water on the computer screen, grabbed a tissue and wiped it frantically: "Alan, you are slandering me! Don't insult my reputation!"

Ji Xiao: "..."

His ellipsis was sent out, and the rest of the audience copied and pasted it.

Chu Lan: "Ah Xiao, let's talk privately."

Fan Fan spared no effort to start booing, and Zhou Yang, who didn't know the truth, seemed to have spied a little secret: "What's wrong? Annoyed, what are you yelling at? No, why do you all look so terrible? What's wrong with Ji Xiao and Chu Lan? in argument?"

This person is so innocent that Jiang Xinghe, who has a poisonous tongue, can't bear to scold him.

But Ji Xiao had no time to pay attention, he asked Chu Lan directly: "What's wrong?"

Chu Lan said calmly, "I'll go home on New Year's Eve and leave on the seventh day."

Ji Xiao: "...a garbage school."

When he typed this sentence, Ji Xiao was in the early stage of the high math exam.This is the last exam in his first semester of university, and he will be able to go home with Zhai Xinen after it is over.He was full of joy and felt that he could start a romantic winter vacation when he returned home. When he first fell in love, it was when the glue was sticking to each other. Chu Lan's words were like pouring cold water on his head.

In the twelfth lunar month of winter, in the south of the Yangtze River without heating, Ji Xiao's heart felt very cold.

He finished his high math test in this indifferent and melancholy atmosphere, went back to the dormitory to pack his things, and was dragged to the school gate by Zhai Xinen's serial calls.

Ji Xiao's expression was too solemn, and after the two got on the subway, Zhai Xinen asked cautiously: "A Xiao, did you... have a fight with Chu Lan? Or is there something wrong at home?"

He showed Xin En the chat records, then sighed, and finally adjusted, the first sentence was: "Xin En, do you know any shop looking for short-term workers?"

Zhai Xinen was speechless: "Are you so unhappy at home?"

Ji Xiao forced a smile: "Qiu Yu is back this holiday, my mother and her father must care about her more. She doesn't like to see me, and she will be sarcastic when she meets me at home. Although I don't know if I have grown up now, I can't count on it either. Being bored in the room around the house, I might as well earn some pocket money to buy my boyfriend a New Year's gift."

It sounded good before, and Zhai Xinen nodded frequently, then turned around abruptly at the last sentence, and fed her dog food.Zhai Xinen rolled his eyes: "Let me ask my mother, she said before that the company is recruiting interns, and she asked me if I would go."

Zhai Xinen's mother works in a securities company, so she can be regarded as a professional counterpart. Ji Xiao was very happy to hear that.

The two chose the high-speed rail instead of taking the plane. Firstly, they couldn’t buy discounted air tickets during the Spring Festival travel season. Second, Ji Xiao bought the ticket because he happened to see the high-speed rail. After asking Zhai Xinen, he decided to experience it.

Depart from Hongqiao and finally arrive at Jincheng East Station.

It was early in the morning when we arrived, and Zhai Xinen was yawning so sleepy, her daughter Nu's father came to pick her up in a car, complaining about why Xin En didn't buy tickets properly while helping her unpack her luggage.

"Don't you want to come back sooner!" After Zhai Xinen finished speaking, he greeted Ji Xiao together, "Dad, Ji Xiao's home is in the east of the city, why not take him back first. He doesn't have the guts to take the high-speed rail by himself if he doesn't accompany me."

Papa Zhai smiled happily: "Hey, yes, thank you, classmate Ji."

Ji Xiao hurriedly said it was okay, and took out his phone.In the WeChat dialog box, Chu Lan sent a message after two o'clock, asking him if he was there. He slept too soundly at that time, and then hurried to get out of the car and never returned.Ji Xiao pressed a few words and sent it, thinking, "Ah Lan won't be waiting for this point, it's almost dawn."

Just as this thought fell into my heart, the phone vibrated slightly.

Chu Lan: "It's good when we arrive, I'm going to sleep."

Ji Xiao was full of doubts and didn't dare to say any more. According to Chu Lan's personality, no matter what he sent, even if it was an expression, Chu Lan would reply.Afraid of disturbing Chu Lan's sleep, Ji Xiao turned his head and looked out the car window, forcing himself not to think about it.

He is such a sleepy person, he becomes lazy when the weather is cold, he gets into bed at 11 o'clock every day, and can start dreaming in ten minutes.Even in Hong Kong, January is not as warm as before. How could Chu Lan wait until now?

Ji Xiao feels sorry for him, but also feels faintly happy.

Jincheng at night is vaguely the sleepy look in memory. The shadowy buildings have almost no lights, blending into the dark blue color, and the stars in the sky are dim, and their brilliance is covered by the flowing clouds.He stared at the bare tree shadow, his attention was in a trance, and he saw his expression that was not even half tired reflected in the car window.

When Ji Xiao returned home, he moved lightly and still woke up his mother.Ji Nan put on his coat and came to the living room. When he saw him, he let out a sigh and said, "I thought I was a thief, why did you come back so early?"

"I told you the day before yesterday." Ji Xiao replied, changed his shoes and entered his room.

Facing the unmade bed, he silently pulled out the chair and sat down.All kinds of grievances and anger in my heart surged in my throat together, and I remembered for no reason that I said to Chu Lan, "Mom only loves herself."

Ji Xiao plugged in the phone and played with it repeatedly. He lowered his head and typed a few words in the dialog with Chu Lan. After reading it for a long time, he deleted them one by one.He was afraid that Chu Lan would take it seriously. At such a fragile moment, Ji Xiao could only think of Chu Lan, except for his father, whom he hadn't seen for a long time and only had a vague shadow left.

That line of words lingered on the tip of his tongue for a long time, and he managed to say them out, then timidly deleted them one by one.

"Why don't you take me home?"

This day Ji Xiao packed up his clothes, put on a thick winter coat, and went out early in the morning after few people got up.He couldn't remember how long he hadn't taken this bus. Since the divorce, Ji Nan was eager to cut off all ties with her husband's family, and for this reason, he did not hesitate to fall out with his parents.

Ji Xiao just went there once when he was in junior high school, unexpectedly, it has been another six years.

The bus staggered along the way from the newly developed urban areas to the oldest places.Ji Xiao jumped out of the car. The morning light was dim, he stretched himself, followed the direction he remembered, and bought fried dough sticks and soybean milk at the alley. After thinking about it, he went to the snack bar next door to pack mung bean porridge With meat buns.

He carried the steaming plastic bag and walked into an alley.

When Ji Xiao lived here when he was a child, the roads in the old town were narrow and complicated, and he would occasionally get lost when playing with his friends.Ji Xiao felt more and more familiar as he walked. He stopped in front of a unit building, looked up at the flowers on the second floor, and smiled.

When he knocked on the door, he was overwhelmed with anxiety, Ji Xiao's heart was beating very fast, he didn't say hello, he came to visit rashly, and he didn't know if they would be happy.But it's been too long since we haven't seen each other, so there's a lot to talk about. If we haven't contacted each other before, will they mind?Ji Xiao thought, "This is the last harbor."

Soon he heard the meowing of cats inside, as well as footsteps, and the old-fashioned iron door creaked when it opened.

The gray-haired old man folded his coat and raised his head: "... so early, who is it?"

He tried his best to suppress his voice so that it would not sound trembling: "Grandma, it's Xiaoxiao."

"He's in college..." Grandma patted his head and put the breakfast on the table, "Don't even mention that he came to see us. Your grandpa was sick before, and now he's still busy."

Ji Xiao took out the dishes from the kitchen and poured out the soymilk for grandma: "You drink it. Before my mother didn't allow me to come, I had some conflicts with them... I don't want to make her angry anymore. I will definitely come here often in the future, grandma. I'm an adult now, so I can come anytime. You save my phone number, call me if you miss me, and I'll be right there."

Grandma smiled and took his hand, Ji Xiao lowered his eyebrows, and noticed the wrinkles and age spots on the back of his hand.He hasn't been close to his elders for a long time. When he remembered, his grandma was a spirited and very pungent middle-aged woman. She often lost her temper because of her parents' affairs, and she was strict with him. If she disagreed with her, she would take a feather duster.

Before he knew it, grandma had learned to be tolerant, but she was really getting old.

"Study in Shanghai? Well, well, I knew our Xiaoxiao family would be successful. The old man will be well in the spring, and we are still in good health. Wait for you to honor us in the future."

Ji Xiao nodded quickly: "Yes, I study finance, so I will be able to find a job in the future. I will come back to Jincheng after I graduate from university. Then I will buy a big house and take your elders to live there."

Hearing this, grandma showed an embarrassed look: "This...not good, the court sentenced you to Ji Nan...you also have her surname—"

"It's okay." Ji Xiao calmly took out the buns and handed them to grandma. "It's up to the court to decide. She's remarried now, and it's not good for me. She's just doing her duty. Her stepdaughter will support her and her family." Uncle, when I start to make money, I will return my college tuition to my mother one after another, and then everyone will have nothing to do with it."

Grandma didn't seem to understand Ji Xiao's thoughts, she just looked at him blankly.

Ji Xiao didn't intend to say anything more, he stood up, put the soy milk and steamed buns for another person on a plate, and walked away: "You have breakfast first, I'll go see grandpa."

He stayed at grandma's house until noon, and then accompanied the old man to a nearby vegetable market to buy vegetables.Ji Xiao is very talented in cooking. When he was a child, he could only cook simple dishes such as noodles and fried rice. He was guided to the kitchen and freed up a table of meat and vegetable dishes.Ji Xiao took a photo with satisfaction and sent it to Chu Lan.

While eating, Chu Lan replied with two simple words: "I want to eat."

Ji Xiao suddenly laughed, and grandma asked curiously: "Xiaoxiao, who are you chatting with, so happy?"

"I'm... my best boy." Ji Xiao beat around the bush, changing concepts secretly, and said it very tactfully, is there something wrong, "He hasn't had a holiday yet, I'll bring him to your place to play when he comes back. "

He and his grandparents have not sat down to eat together for many years, but there is no sense of alienation because of time.Ji Xiao seemed to have finally found a foothold. Except when he was with Chu Lan, he felt at ease for the first time, and he could relax and talk about the world without having to walk on thin ice, and he didn't care what others thought of him.

It wasn't until dusk that Ji Xiao returned to his place of residence.Ji Nan and Qiu Zhijun didn't ask him where he went, they didn't care, they just wanted to give Ji Xiao a confession for the past few years, and then he would not owe him anything.

He could see the disappointment in their eyes, Ji Xiao thought countless times, "I obviously did nothing wrong."

In such a strange atmosphere, he finally waited for Chu Lan to return.

It was the airport again, Ji Xiao arrived at noon this day.The scene was exactly the same, except that it changed from a cool midsummer dawn to a brilliant winter afternoon. Ji Xiao wrapped himself in a long black coat and stood on the arrival floor as if he was not afraid of the cold.

After Chu Lan's flight arrived, he received a WeChat message from the other party.After waiting for about 10 minutes without distraction, Chu Lan, who was carrying a big backpack, came out among the crowd.When Ji Xiao saw him, he just stared at him intently. Chu Lan felt it, raised his head to meet his gaze, and waved first.

The crowd at the exit was surging, Ji Xiao waited for him to come out, and opened his arms.

In the same position half a year ago, he was uneasy, afraid that Chu Lan would be unhappy, full of hesitation and liking, and didn't know how to express it.Now he made an unformed hug, Chu Lan hurriedly walked a few steps, and hugged Ji Xiao without hesitation.

People come and go in a hurry, no one cares about their intimacy.

Chu Lan turned his head to one side, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Ji Xiao's face: "Boyfriend, do you miss me?"

Ji Xiao's old face turned hot, his arms were still around Chu Lan's waist, his emotions tightened before his reason, but he didn't speak, and buried his face on Chu Lan's shoulder.The tip of his nose smelled the refreshing scent of shampoo in Chu Lan's hair. Ji Xiao remembered this smell. On the night he lived in Chu Lan's dormitory, he saw this bottle of shampoo in the shower room, with the body of the bottle sticking to Chu Lan's hair. name.

He didn't answer the question about missing, let go of Chu Lan, and said, "Take you to my grandma's house for dinner."

Chu Lan was taken aback: "...does this count as seeing the parents?"

Ji Xiao couldn't help laughing, but still nodded and said, "Of course forget it."

The author has something to say:

Hey, the closer the thesis ddl gets, the more turbulent I will be (crying loudly

I was caught off guard one day, and I was probably writing a thesis and passed out all night.