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There is no window in the storage room of ten square meters, and even the moonlight cannot penetrate, and you can't see your fingers.Fortunately, the maid turned on the light on the top floor when she saw his pity, and a little light could leak through the crack of the door, at least it wasn't pitch black and frightening.

The thick alloy door panels cut off everything, and it was on the top, three floors short, so no one might know in time if someone died on the top.

Bai Lu slumped down with palpitations, and there was a dead silence around him. He didn't make a sound, and he almost became a dead thing. After an unknown period of time, he finally couldn't suppress it anymore. He sat up with his knees hugged, and covered his hands tightly own face.He tried his best to hold back, but there was still a slight sob in the dead silent room.

I really hate this man, it makes him tremble with fear every time.Perhaps Xie Juanting also hated himself to the extreme, otherwise how could he be so cruel? !He was also imprisoned eight years ago, but it was locked in a room, and a maid came in to take care of him. It was such an airtight and lightless cage.Looking at it now, Xie Juanting at that time was actually considered gentle?

Bai Lu hugged his knee tightly, leaned his face on it, and waited for the trembling of his body to pass away slowly.

In the dark and cold, he could only warm himself like this.

He had thought about the worst possible outcome. According to Xie Junting's temperament, he would probably be locked up overnight. He even thought to himself, if it was colder, it would be better if it was as cold as ice and snow, in this kind of dark room without heating. If he took off his clothes, he would be frozen to death, but the idea just popped up, and he still wrapped his coat tightly again and again.

Death was so terrifying, the moment he saw blood, his heart almost stopped.However, if you want to die, that's just the first step, and then you have to keep stabbing yourself, so that the blood keeps flowing, and you can't die immediately, at least you have to struggle to survive for half an hour.All the courage has already exploded, and it has been suppressed by Xie Junting to the point of being extinguished, and now there is not even a spark.

He didn't yell anymore, but just stuck behind the door restrained and endured, trembling all over.

Diandian was woken up by the big commotion just now, but when she came out, she saw that there was no one in the corridor, but the lights were on.He felt that he had just heard his father calling for help, so he ran to the maid to ask for help. The lingering fear on the maid's face and her choking made him realize that something had really happened to his father.The maid is not a cruel person, she always sympathized with Bai Lu, and when she saw the young master begging for tears to come out by the corner of her clothes, she took Diandian to the top floor, then patted the door hard, and cried out "Master Law".

He responded, but the voice was too low and hoarse to be heard by the outside, and then he heard Diandian calling himself. In response, he slammed the door hard, and then replied hoarsely, "I'm here."

Diandian ran downstairs while crying, obviously going to beg Xie Junting, but Bai Lu told him not to go, Didian didn't listen.

The child's pleading may not be effective but will make the situation worse, because Bai Lu knows Xie Junting's temperament and hates pleading from outsiders the most.He was even worried about being angered a little bit.

But the result was beyond his expectation. Half an hour later, near midnight, the door was opened.

Xie Juanting stood in front of him, his back was against the light, he didn't speak, but he felt cold.

Being so pierced by the light, Bai Lu's eyes were sore, he held back his tears and stood up while leaning on the wall.

He heard Xie Junting ask him seriously, "Do you know what is forced now?" His tone was cold and without warmth, "I can lock you up for a whole day."

"I'm afraid," Bai Lu said tremblingly, "don't treat me like this..."

That's what he said, but he wasn't afraid anymore, he really knew Xie Junting too well, the words just now made him quickly realize that the person in front of him didn't fly into a rage, at least at the moment.

After squatting for too long, his legs were numb when he stood up, Bai Lu limped up to Xie Junting, with tears in his eyes, said "I'm sorry" in a low voice, then his legs went limp, and he knelt down down.But Xie Junting grabbed his hand, and Bai Lu couldn't stagger.

His lips were pale and trembling, and he looked at Xie Juanting as if looking at a life-saving straw, "I don't dare anymore, can you let me go out..."

"Jun Ting, Jun Ting..." Bai Lu called him repeatedly, then stretched out his hand and gently held the other's injured left hand, "How many days will it take for this injury to heal?"

The gauze seemed to be bleeding again, and he saw bright red.

Xie Junting didn't answer, but just took his hand back and put it behind his back.

"Stand for me," he whispered.

Bai Lu originally planned to kneel down again and continue to attack his heart, but the other party's face was very serious. After thinking about it, he felt that the trick was over, so he firmly grasped Xie Junting's wrist, slowly stood up, and looked at him.

Three hours ago, swords were on the verge of breaking out, but those sharp ice thorns seemed to have been sloppily resolved at this moment when Bai Lu took the initiative to admit his mistake, and it was easy for Xie Junting not to care about these things with him.

Bai Lu said slowly: "You are always like this... you keep forcing me to do things I don't even want to do, do you think that I dare not hate you, and I have no right to hate you, so that's it?"

Very good, although these words are not very pleasing to the ear, but at least they are meant to actively talk, not perfunctory, obviously sincere.

Xie Junting restrained his temper and asked, "Then what do you want to do?"

But before Bai Lu could answer, he said, "I want to abandon Dian Dian and be with Bai Li, then go far away and never come back."

Bai Lu remained silent, his eyes darkened, "So what, I like him and want to be with him, is there anything shameful about that?" He was no longer afraid, anyway, Xie Junting already knew all his thoughts— —Don't try to hide it, "I'm not as unreasonable as you, basing my happiness on the pain of others, and satisfying myself by forcing others."

Xie Juanting didn't take it seriously at all, "Is Bai Li willing to go with you? Do you think you can be happy with him? Even if he is willing, don't even think about it. You are already a member of the Xie family and can only be by my side. reason."

"As for the child... also, Bai Lu."

"But I don't want to!" Bai Lu cried, covering his head.

Xie Junting looked at him indifferently, "You are too emotional now, come and talk to me after you calm down."

Afraid that he would leave, Bai Lu grabbed his hand with all his might, "I can stay by your side, but you can't force me to have a baby. I already have a little bit, isn't it enough? Why do you want to force me again?"

"Forcing? If you think so, then yes." His eyes were filled with frost, which even made Bai Lu feel chills. "Make preparations as soon as possible and adapt to the child who is coming soon. This will make you feel better."

The dull pain pierced his heart and lungs, Bai Lu tried his best to hold his breath and clenched his hands tightly.

Xie Junting didn't want to waste any more time on this question, so he turned around, and Bai Lu held him back even more, this time holding him tightly with both hands.

He begged him in a low voice: "I really don't want to have a child, I'm going to Half-Life, don't treat me like this, don't be so cruel..."

"I'm not cruel to you." Seeing him grabbing his hand so hard, Xie Juanting was silent for a moment, leaned over and gently wrapped his other hand around his waist, and hugged him in his arms, but There was still no compromise in what was said.

"You should have done this by my side eight years ago. You shouldn't have betrayed, and you shouldn't have suspended animation. This is the price."

Xie Junting reached out and touched the wound on Bai Lu's neck lightly, the blood there had already solidified.But Prith flinched, staring at him without moving.

Xie Junting is absolutely strong in other aspects, so it is natural for people to ignore him. Could it be that Bai Lu is not cruel to him emotionally?First, he used all means to lure him, and then he threw it away when he got it. The first time he didn't succeed, and the second time he actually used fake death, how cruel it was.No one has ever been able to play with Xie Junting to this extent and still live well and is still in Xie's family.

Bai Lu thought he would be imprisoned again, but Xie Junting took him back downstairs.

As soon as he got downstairs, he saw Diandian leaning against the door and watching nervously.

Seeing that his father had indeed come down, Diandian rushed to hug him, and Bai Lu held the child tightly in his arms, "I'm sorry, it's my father's fault, and it made you worry."

Diandian didn't cry like before this time, not even a small sob, her eyes were red, but her tears were restrained.

He looked at his father distressedly, and shook his head slightly, "As long as you are well."

It was almost early morning, and none of them slept after a whole night of tossing.Then Diandian was taken back to the room by the maid.Bai Lu turned his head to look at Xie Junting, and found that the other party was calm, secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and went back to his room sullenly.

I thought I could sleep well by myself, but when I got out of the shower, I saw Xie Junting pushing the door in.

Holding a glass of water and a bottle of disinfectant in his hand, he walked over and put the glass on the bedside table first, then raised his eyes and called Bai Lu to come over.

Bai Lu himself had looked in the mirror when he was taking a bath, and it seemed that it was just an ordinary scratch. He washed away the blood that had dried up with hot water, and saw that the wound was a thin seam, not deep but rather long. It seemed that he My hands were shaking badly.

After all these were dealt with, Xie Juanting still didn't leave, sat on the edge of the bed, lifted the quilt and leaned in.

Seeing him like this, Bai Lu was suddenly a little scared.

"Do you want to make love?" He asked slightly painfully.

Xie Juanting did not answer, but said: "Come here."

Bai Lu's heart trembled slightly, and a pair of bright eyes looked at him like that, but he didn't dare to take a step.

"I want to hug you."

Seeing that Young Master Xie's face was calm, Bai Lu dared to go over, moved a little to the side of the bed, and sat down carefully.

Xie Junting just opened his arms, but did not take the initiative to hug him.

But Bai Lu knew what this meant, he was stunned for a while, he still compromised, and slowly leaned towards the familiar chest, but his movements were stiff and reserved, he didn't dare to touch the young master at all.

Until Xie Junting said: "Everything that happened tonight is over."

All kinds of things are wiped out by this sentence.

At that moment, Bai Lu was truly pardoned.

The heart that had been hanging all the time was slowly settled down, and the tense body relaxed little by little.

A person like Xie Juanting would not let someone who hurt him go so easily.Has such a punishment that has not yet come to an end already satisfied him?Although the self-mutilation failed, Bai Lu realized that Xie Junting was even more nervous than him at that moment.

This person seems to like himself more than before, but...why?Is it because I gave birth to him a little bit?

Bai Lu was thinking wildly, and nestled into the opponent's arms tremblingly.

Xie Juanting was thinking about what the child said to himself tonight, Uncle Xie, you said he would be punished for doing something wrong, I don't ask you to let him out in advance, but I want to go in and be with him, my father used to take me alone and wake up in the morning He got up earlier than me, went to bed later than me at night, and stayed with me all the time. Now, I can't let my father stay alone in the dark room.

Yes, Bai Lu is so strong that he hates being sympathized with, and he still refuses to show weakness. Everyone naturally forgot that he was alone in those eight years, and he came here well. Remember.

He hates pregnancy, maybe not only because he doesn't love, but also because of the pain and fear deep in his heart, but he actually took the abortion pill-he's like this before he even writes his horoscope.

When Qiao Anxu told this story, Xie Junting was indeed a little depressed, but the moment he entered the consultation room, seeing the pale Bai Lu with his eyes wide open, there was not much resentment in that expression, but more pain and sadness. , rustling.But after he walked in, Bai Lu returned to his indifference.

Bai Lu's face was small, and Xie Junting could hold his cheek with one hand, gently brush away his slightly wet hair, and put his palm against his cheek.At that moment, Bai Lu was like a cat, somewhat resisted but still frowned and endured it.

Until, being soothed by the other party for a long time, he finally closed his eyes cautiously, and put the weight of his head on the other party's chest.

Xie Junting said slowly: "I know what to do for you, listen to me."

Bai Lu didn't take it seriously, "Is it for my own good to let me have a child?"

What surprised Bai Lu even more was that the other party said yes without blushing.

Bai Lu snorted softly to show his disdain.

"Eight years ago, you were alone, but this time, with me here, the feeling will be different."

"Isn't it just painful to death, what's the difference." Bai Lu's voice was muffled.

A moment of silence.

Then Bai Lu heard Xie Junting whisper, "Trust me once."

He didn't reply, but just changed his posture, straightened his knees that had been curled up to be stiff before, and leaned on Xie Junting's body.

The previous foundation was exhausted, and now his hands and feet are often cold, even in summer, let alone winter.

Xie Junting touched Bai Lu's hand on his chest, and found that even the palm was cold, so he held that hand and stuffed it into his clothes.

Bai Lu leaned on him for a while, and he became more and more relaxed, and the previous fear finally disappeared, at least at this moment.

Xie Junting lowered her head, because she was very close to him, her lips touched his fine forehead hair.

"law."

He calls him that.

"You like that too, don't you?"

Bai Lu didn't answer, and remained motionless.It would be false to say that he doesn't like the peaceful atmosphere. After all, for a dangerous but powerful person like Xie Junting, of course it's safer not to be hostile to him, or, the skin. passed myself.

"Then fall in love with me." Xie Junting said.

After finishing speaking, he didn't say anything else.

Bai Lu closed his eyes and frowned. Ever since meeting Bai Li as he wished, he had rarely experienced such ups and downs like today, but tonight he experienced all resentment, worry, pain, fear, and despair.Now he is exhausted and uncomfortable, and he still wants to make plans for the future, but his mind is in a mess.Xie Juanting hugged him like that, making his whole body warm, at this moment he really didn't want to think about it, he just wanted to fall into a deep sleep.

That night seemed to be the first time since Bai Lu returned to Xie's house, the two slept together.

Such a big person lying in his arms, really fell asleep, Xie Junting looked down, only saw the smooth forehead and thick eyelashes.

Later, he felt a little numb in his body, so he turned sideways and let Bai Lu fall on the bed, so that he could look at him directly.

This scene reminded Xie Junting of their first time. The habit of sleeping alone for more than 20 years caused him to lie on the bed after finishing sex with Bai Lu. He couldn't close his eyes all night. He just looked at the people around him quietly all night.

That feeling is very strange, but very wonderful.

However, there was emotion before, and it hurt people later.

There was a throbbing in his heart suddenly, that kind of pain-like feeling, like a sharp needle piercing his heart, it came on suddenly and then again.

There have been two lessons before, so now Xie Junting is very clear that when he really loves this person - when this person finds that he has the advantage again - it will be the time for him to leave him.

If you don't believe me, just wait for the third time.

He caressed his cheek, then bent down a little, kissed his temple, and touched him lightly.

But not long after, another tingling pain hit the palm of his hand. Fortunately, he was awake at first, so he got up and went to the bathroom to remove all the blood-stained gauze.That wound was really horrifying. When you open your palm slightly, you can see that the section is bright red and neat. The blood is only partially coagulated, and the deep part is still bleeding. It was unbelievably painful to remove.

The gauze was changed again, he did not stay in Bai Lu's room, but returned to the master bedroom to rest, but later, he felt a little hot in his body, obviously had a fever, and originally planned to go to the hospital the next afternoon , because he still has something to do in the morning, which seems impossible now.