The multiple lives of the actor

"How, how is it possible?!" Xu Fan blurted out such a sentence, and he naturally thought: How can it be possible for people not to have any hobbies?

"Oh?" Yin Shang Keyu leaned forward, and he narrowed his eyes slightly.There was a dark light in his eyes, obscure and dangerous: "Little devil, are you questioning me?"

"No, no..."

Yin Shang Keyu seemed too lazy to worry about it anymore, he raised his hand and yawned lazily, ordering: "Get out of the way."

Standing in front of him, Xu Fan immediately backed away at a loss: "Okay, okay."

Yin Shang Keyu raised his foot, the sound of his military boots stomping on the ground was still as indifferent and tough as before.

The students looked at him with the same awe and alienation as before.

Yin Shang Keyu didn't change his face, he just stretched out his hand to pull his coat, and walked away without squinting.

As he left, the laughter in the classroom sounded again.

Here laughing and playing, carnival feast.

Over there, the young man was walking alone in the silent and empty corridor.

This picture forms a great contrast, which makes the viewer feel sour and unbearable.

"Cough cough." Yin Shang Keyu stopped, he clenched his fist against his lips, and let out a few suppressed and restrained coughs.

The young man lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes drooped to form a shallow shadow.

——You are the disaster that no one needs!

—We don't want to be with you!Damn!

There was a crisp childish voice saying so.

Yin Shang Keyu slowly raised the corners of his lips: "That's true." He was smiling, his pale thin lips raised into a very shallow, very light arc.

The long eyelashes were raised, and the ink-like phoenix eyes were heavy, and it was difficult to distinguish the darkness.

Self-deprecating, cool.But it is more like an orphan who has always been alone and looks up from a distance, unable to see his relatives and friends.

Looking forward to the boundless road ahead and nowhere to rely on, there is a smile of resignation.

Yan Sheng was watching a movie when he suddenly heard sobbing in front of him.First one, then another, and then one after another...

Hearing the sound of dripping water coming from beside him, Yan Yu was shedding tears from one side of his face.

Yan Sheng couldn't laugh or cry: "Why are you crying? This is fake."

"I know." Yan Yu replied, sobbing, "But I still feel sad. Even if it's fake, I don't want you, the male god, to show such an expression."

No matter how many years have passed, she still can't see the sad look on the male god's face, even if it's fake.

"Is that so." Yan Sheng raised his eyebrows thoughtfully, and suddenly said: "Then let's go."

Yan Yu was crying: "Huh?"

"Because you can't watch it at this level." Yan Sheng smiled and said: "Slightly spoiler, Yin Shang Keyu died in the end."

Yan Yu: "..."

I don't want it!How can it be possible to leave halfway through watching a movie of a male god?Anyway, anyway, it's fake.

The movie is still going on, following the test sheets one by one, inspection after inspection, and medication three times a day... All audiences have already confirmed one thing: Yin Shang Keyu is really sick, and he is already terminally ill and there is no cure for it Doctor.

Everyone's eyes were a little red when they saw this cold teacher admonishing and beating people as if nothing had happened during the day, but at night he was tortured by the pain until he couldn't sleep all night.

——He has been alone for so long, won't he be lonely until his death?

It should not be possible.Some viewers spread their hands and said: According to the plot, the students of the wealthy business must have noticed this, and then they were honest and open to each other.

Not to mention the perfect ending that can cure Yin Shang's disease, it should make this lonely teacher no longer lonely before his death, right?

Audiences who have such guesses must not understand military school screenwriters, who are military school screenwriters?Those are girls who love to miss, misunderstand, gossip, and sadomasochism.

Yin Shang Keyu sat alone on the bench, not far away were his friends and students.

He was sitting in the sun, his pale face was full of tiredness.

He was a little sleepy.

The young man in military uniform leaned against the back of the chair and closed his eyes to sleep, his long eyelashes like crow feathers drooping into a shadow.His white and slender hands fell slumped to his side, as if he had just fallen asleep.

The sun is very good, not far away are his friends and students.

But no one knew.

■

His father wouldn't smile at him.

His father wouldn't hug him.

His father was not like the fathers of other children.

His father doesn't like him.

He knows why.

This is what he understands from the few words of the neighbors and the innocent to cruel laughter of the children: ——Oh, how can he treat his son like this?

——Hey, it’s probably because his wife died after giving birth to a child, right?

——I heard that your mother died because of you!

— Freaks who never laugh!

He heard it, he was still young.I don't understand many things, and I don't know how to express many emotions.

But he clearly understood one thing:

Because of him, his mother died.

He knew what it meant to die, to die to never see again.

So because his father would never see his mother again, Yin Shang Keyu, who realized this, had hidden the bit of hatred in his heart that disappeared.

Besides, he has no right to hate.

Although his father was always indifferent to him, he also lost his food and clothing.His father gave him shelter to protect him from the wind, the sun, the frost and the rain.

Until he was 12 years old, his father died.

The middle-aged man, who looked particularly old and haggard, looked at his only son, and finally said warmly with his lips: "You will be well on your own in the future."

What a rare caring, but at this moment, Yin Shang Keyu couldn't hear the deep concern in his words.He just hummed, with a calm expression: "I will."

- I'll be fine on my own.

Actually not good.

No one in the town liked him, and the superstitious and paranoid elders believed that he was the reincarnation of an evil star, and that if he got close, he would kill him.

Peers, boys repelled him.Girls want to get close to him because of his looks, but he has never loved him, and he doesn't know how to get along with others, so he can only keep silent.

The girls thought he was arrogant and indifferent, and the boys didn't like him even more because of that.

During that time he was fighting a lot, sometimes alone, sometimes with a group of people.The beating was severe, the whole body: hands, feet, teeth, nails...everywhere was a weapon.

Yin Shang Keyu occasionally thinks back to the past and feels that he was like a wild beast in a desperate situation at that time, so hysterical.

Then he left there.

In the new place he became another person, like a mad beast suddenly withdrew its claws.

He was doing cleaning work in a gymnasium, and his salary was not high, but he was provided with food and housing.

No dreams, no hobbies... just like this, how can you live without it?

There he met a girl. He didn't like to talk, so the girl told him various anecdotes in a warm voice.

He didn't pay much attention to the three meals a day, so the girl would prepare and bring them to him day after day.

After a long time, occasionally he would smile at the girl, so the blush on the girl's face surpassed the morning glow in the sky.

If only it had been like this——

The mutation was that one night, he sent the girl home.On the road, I ran into robbers, and my belongings were not as safe as girls.He didn't resist, and obediently threw out his belongings.

But he didn't expect that one of the robbers smiled and asked him to leave and let the girl stay.

"What did you say?"

He heard his own voice and looked very calm.

"I said you can get out, and let this woman stay with our brothers."

Then what happened?He can't remember.

I vaguely remembered that he seemed to rush over, using everything he could as a weapon to attack the opponent until the opponent fell into a pool of blood.

Yin Shang Keyu stopped out of breath, he turned to look at the girl.

There was blood dripping from the tip of his hair: "You..." Don't be afraid.

The girl was also looking at him, she was trembling, as if she had met an extremely scary person.

What's wrong?Yin Shang Keyu walked towards her subconsciously, "Don't come here!" trembling with crying.

Yin Shang Keyu saw himself in her eyes: other people's blood was all over his face and body, and those eyes were heavy, like ice.

Not like human eyes.

Yin Shang Keyu's feet paused awkwardly in mid-air, and he understood a little: So, it's me you're afraid of.

——That's why...just keep away from me from the beginning.

——That's why... just refuse your approach from the beginning.

The next day Yin Shang Keyu left the city, but no one knew about it.So he didn't know how apologetic it was for a girl to cry in the gym.

It is a new city again, Yin Shang Keyu has become an underground thug.He never participated in any professional training, and the fighting was never by the rules.

However, his inborn acuity allows him to always strike at the most suitable time, hitting, kicking, retreating, blocking... he is actually able to do a job with ease.

Before he knew it, he had become the most famous thug in this dungeon.

"You fight like a king!"

He stood at the corner and sneered, stepped out, and said unceremoniously to the few people blocking the corridor: "Go away, you are blocking the way."

Today's Yin Shang Keyu is still silent, but his speech is no longer the original polite and distant.It's the repulsion and contempt from above, like ice and snow that never melts for thousands of years, making people afraid to approach.

——Don't get close to me, then no one will leave me.

——No one should have expectations of me, then they will never be disappointed in me again.

Until he was 19 years old, his life changed again.

It was at the end of his battle, he stood on the high ring as a victor, and he felt bored when everyone cheered.

"It's a good seedling."

He heard someone say that, it was a hale and hearty old man with white hair and beard.

"Would you like to come with me, kid?"

Every wrinkle looked so kind and kind, and Yin Shang Keyu was stunned for a rare moment. After he was stunned, his expression was indifferent and arrogant: "Old man, I'm not a brat, I'm an adult."

Since then he has a new identity, he is a cadet.

Later, the old man passed away, and he has become a teacher. I don’t know when his mantra became: "little devil."

■

Yin Shang Keyu's teacher was still in good spirits until he died. In fact, Yin Shang Keyu never understood why he passed away with a smile.

Why are you laughing?

Don't you feel pain?

Do you have no regrets?

Yin Shang thought that if it was him, he would not be able to leave with a smile. He wanted to move forward but kept shrinking; he wanted to trust but kept doubting. Such a contradictory and timid self is really terrible.

If it is said that when the teacher died, he was free and easy and open-minded, "I was born in the yang, and there is an end, so it doesn't matter if I die in the underworld. The underworld and the yang are similar, just drifting in a foreign land", then Yin Shang Keyu should be "What's the use of being born, I can't laugh "The contradictions are sad, right?

The author has something to say: it's time to end the New Year!