Pretending to be miserable

There were fewer people on the streets on New Year's Eve, and occasionally a few people walked in a hurry.Everyone is nestled in a warm home, using this rare free time to accompany long-lost relatives.

Yan Chu's hand was held in the warm pocket of the man, and their slow speed was incompatible with the current atmosphere of the city.

Here, they are kin to each other, and no one is closer than the two of them.

"Where are you going?" Yan Chu didn't intend to ask at first, but he walked with Chi Zheng for a long time, and he was almost at the beach, but he didn't see the man intending to stop.

It was cold winter, and it seemed that the Chinese New Year was coming, the more people went there, the fewer people went there, not to mention that he witnessed the death of his parents there when he was a child, so he was still a bit taboo and reluctant to go there.

Chi Zheng held his hand and squeezed it lightly twice, then turned to look at him, his eyes were so full of seriousness that it was about to overflow.

"You'll know when we get there," he said.

"Success." Yan Chu nodded, with a relaxed smile on his lips.

This time he knows what kind of peace of mind it is to have someone he trusts by his side.

As long as that person is Chi Zheng, he can completely let go of the guard in his heart, hand himself over, to him, no matter what.

The pair of rings he bought from the gold store were still stuffed in his pocket, and the box felt warm to the touch at the moment.Yan Chu's other hand was rubbing lightly in his pocket, wondering if he should give this thing out at dinner time, or if it was stuck at zero.

In fact, people of his age have already passed the age of wanting to be vigorous. What they want is a sufficient salary and a stable life, and they don't care so much about the so-called sense of ritual.

Yan Chu is probably because of his first real relationship, and he is quite attentive in this regard.

At least he didn't want Chi Zheng to feel uneasy.

Seeing that I have reached the seaside, the wind is full of salty smell, blowing the sea water and slapping the sandy beaches and reefs on the coast, as if washing away all the unpleasantness of the past year, so that I can go clean as new Welcome to a new life.

Yan Chu looked at the sea, and couldn't help thinking about the past year.

Time waits for no one, but people fill time with people. He tried hard to remember, but found that he could only remember the months after September, and what happened in these months, No matter what happens, the same figure will appear.

It's Chi Zheng.He raised his eyes to see the person standing quietly beside him, "Is it here?"

"En." Chi Zheng nodded and turned to look at him.

Perhaps because of the doomed tacit understanding from the beginning, Yan Chu didn't speak anymore, but just looked at the sea, waiting for the person beside him to speak.

Chi Zheng's hand in his pocket gently grabbed Yan Chu's palm a few times, feeling that the man wanted to break free because of the itching, so he turned around and looked at him.

When the four eyes meet, the emotion in Chi Zheng's eyes is always so strong that one is about to fall into it.

Yan Chu stared at him blankly, allowing himself to fall into the man's gaze bit by bit.

"Yan Chu." Chi Zheng said hoarsely.

"Well, I'm here." Yan Chu nodded.

Chi Zheng smiled, and silently inserted his fingers into the man's, interlocking his fingers.

"My life has been doomed to be only darkness since I was five years old. In the 15 years since then, I never thought that I could have someone I want to remember all the time." He lowered his eyes, thick His eyelashes trembled twice, "I am stubborn, have a bad temper, and like to solve problems with my fists. I used to think that this was my life, and it will be like this for another ten or twenty years. It's boring, Darkness."

"But I didn't know until I met you. It turned out that these were just me trying to cover up my loneliness and helplessness."

Yan Chu listened to him quietly, he rarely saw Chi Zheng willing to say so many heartfelt words.

It is cherished and distressed.

He knows best how painful it is to dig out the pain of the past and relive it again.

Chi Zheng's eyes were red, he wiped it twice, and there were a few red bloodshots in the whites of his eyes.

"When I was five years old, my parents divorced, and I was actually sentenced to my mother. I thought at the time that no matter how hard life was, I would stay with her. But when she was seven years old, she found another The man wanted to get married, but the man didn't want me, so she sent me back to Chi's house. The last time I saw her was at her wedding, she smiled happily. "

"Chi Yunjie thought of her when he saw me, and said that I looked too much like her, so every time after drinking, he would come to my room to swear, and then beat me up violently. I carried it for five years , In those five years, my injuries have never really healed.

Every time I was in so much pain, I thought of my mother, and I thought maybe if I was beaten harder, she would feel sorry for me and come to pick me up.At that time, I was still too young and naive. He laughed silently as he spoke, his eyes were always red, but no tears fell down. "You don't know, actually I also have a name called Chi Tang, Tangdou's Tang. " Chi Zheng said.

Yan Chu frowned subconsciously. He was inexplicably familiar with the name, but he couldn't remember where he had heard it before.

"I've been rambling so much, but I actually want to tell you that I have nothing to hide from you. If you want to know, I'm willing to tell you everything about the past." Chi Zheng raised his hand and pinched his shoulder, slightly Lean forward.

"But my future, I hope you can explore it yourself."

"Yan Chu, let's be together."

Yan Chu looked at him, smiled and blinked, "Aren't we already together?"

Chi Zheng froze for a moment, then shook his head, "No, not before you nodded."

His words were obviously for nothing to criticize Yan Chu, and Boss Yan put his arms around his chest and looked at him with his chin slightly raised, "Then how about last night?"

"Last night..." Chi Zheng was really caught by his question. Last night he was sure that Yan Chu would definitely agree, so he dared to be so presumptuous. Now that I think about it, it is really not very easy to explain.

He hesitated for a while, and finally said: "Last night, you were tired."

"Pfft—" Yan Chu was almost choked to death by his own saliva!

This kid is really too much, dare to say anything just because he has already slept.

Seeing that the man in front of him was so angry that he reached out to hit him, Chi Zheng directly pulled him into his arms, bowed his head and gagged him.

Yan Chu was unprepared, and was directly kissed in a daze.After all, Chi Zheng's kissing skills are not covered, and every tease hits his point, making him unable to help but want to start a more in-depth discussion.

Fortunately, the cold wind by the sea can keep people awake all the time.

Chi Zheng let go of him, and took out a box from his pocket, "I have something for you."

Yan Chu was stunned for a moment, seeing that the box in his hand was exactly the same as the one he had prepared, the corners of his lips curled up, "Coincidentally, me too."

The author has something to say: This chapter really took a long time to publish~>_<~ I have been stuck for a long time since then (?╥ω╥`)