Pretending to be miserable

After sending Zhan Xin home, Yan Chu only helped to park the car, and got out of the car to leave without even approaching the door.

It was already past four o'clock in the morning, and the sky was just getting bright, with a layer of misty white.His figure was shrouded in that hazy white light, and there was a touch of loneliness in his gentleness.

"Yan Chu!" Zhan Xin got out of the car and stopped him.

He paused, turned around and quietly waited for the man's next words.He is like this, most of the time he will not take the initiative to speak, nor will he take the initiative to find topics, unless he is really interested, such as Chi Zheng.

Zhan Xin's voice was a little choked up, maybe it was because the wine hadn't sobered up: "Are you really sure?"

Hearing her question, Yan Chu couldn't help laughing, but he didn't make a sound, and simply lowered his head and curled his lips.

Not sure, anyway, that person was the first one who gave him the desire to break free from the past, such an unprecedented thing, there may not necessarily be someone who will come later.

At least for now.

Yan Chu didn't speak in the end, but waved at Zhan Xin.

Based on his understanding of Zhan Xin, he knew that this woman would never do a loss-making business, especially if she did something that she knew would have no result.Zhan Xin is smart, she knows whether he will answer this question or not, and she will not keep slamming it.

He was indeed guessing right, Zhan Xin wouldn't go to a fruitless matter, but he didn't see her red eyes and the tear that burst out of her eyes.

It's really hard to fall in love with the right person, so you have to cherish it when you meet it.

Looking at the back of the man leaving, Zhan Xin raised her hand to wipe away her tears, "Then I wish you happiness."

The location of the villa area where Zhan Xin lives is a bit remote, and it is not easy to take a taxi. After walking for a long time, he saw a taxi. After getting in the car, he turned on his phone to check the chat history with Chi Zheng.

The content of the chat between the two is always very concise, mainly because Chi Zheng never talks nonsense, and if he can send a word, he will never type an extra word.

If it wasn't for this person's confession to him more than once, Yan Chu really couldn't feel how much this person liked him.

After knowing him for more than a month, he doesn't know Chi Zheng very well, he only knows that he is a very impulsive child.It's not that he didn't have that impulsive energy before, but he was worn out by the world before he had time to really show it.So he likes Chi Zheng, who has something he wants but can't get.But liking is just liking, not to the point of love, besides, he couldn't accept Chi Zheng immediately not only because of the hurdle in his heart, but also because of the age difference of eight years.

If you care about the age difference, you have to think about it even if you are two or three years old. If you don't care, it doesn't matter if you are dozens of years old.Yan Chu doesn't really care about this aspect, but he hasn't done anything like an old cow eating young grass.After all, Chen Xin was his senior at that time, so he liked it if he liked it, but now he was a little bit uncomfortable when he was facing someone who hadn't graduated from university.

The incident ten years ago made him pay special attention to gossip in this regard.

He thought about it in a mess in the taxi, and threw himself on the bed when he got home.

Surrounded by familiar things, even the air smelled familiar to him, this feeling was so good and comfortable that Yan Chu fell asleep until after two o'clock in the afternoon.

Maybe it's because he's getting older, he doesn't rely so much on his mobile phone, he washes his face when he wakes up, and only looks at the mobile phone next to the bed after cleaning up.

Chi Zheng's missed call made his heart tremble slightly, and he was about to dial back when he saw the message from that person.

"I have something to do today, please take a leave of absence." The tone is as dragging as always, of course, if the sentence "Don't miss me too much" is not followed.

Yan Chu couldn't help laughing, and replied: "Don't worry, your salary will be deducted from your three meals a day."

An OK emoji was sent over from the other side, it was a kitten emoji, the cute one, with big eyes flickering and watery, completely incompatible with Chi Zheng, who lacked expression, and made Boss Yan stare at the phone I had fun for a long time.

It was still early, and Yan Chu thought that going to Han Xuan's place for a chat might lead to a faster solution.Although he often went to receive psychological counseling in the past, he didn't really want to come out at that time, and this time he made up his mind.

After thinking this way, he didn't dawdle any longer, and after calling Han Xuan to ask if he had time, Yan Chu drove directly to the consultation room.

When he arrived, the man was chatting with the girls at the front desk in the lobby.She has a good temper and a young mind, and she loves little girls. She is naturally a lovable boss, and she can play with everyone at ordinary times.

When Yan Chu entered the door, he saw several young girls sitting on the sofa around Han Xuan, talking and laughing.

A little girl saw her first, smiled at Han Xuan and said, "Sister, your brother is here!"

"Brother?" Han Xuan looked up and saw Yan Chu standing there in a daze, and couldn't help laughing, "What brother, I raised him as my son!"

As soon as she said that, she got up and walked towards him, holding Yan Chu's arm skillfully, "Really, Yan Yan?"

He was embarrassed when she heard her call him this Yanzhu, not to mention that he was in front of so many people now, and his old face was gone, so he could only twitch the corners of his mouth in embarrassment and politely, "Yes , you are right."

Han Xuan still wanted to say something to them, but Yan Chu cut her off before she could speak.

"Dear Ms. Han, can we start our consultation?" He said as he dragged people into the consultation room.

Han Xuan seemed to feel something strange, looked at him in disbelief, and obediently followed into the consulting room.

This time it was Yan Chu who made the coffee himself, and made a cup for Han Xuan by the way.From the beginning to the end, Han Xuan just looked at him with a smile and didn't speak. Yan Chu hadn't even seen that happy face on her face during the Chinese New Year.

"Why do you keep looking at me giggling?" He frowned and sat down opposite.

Han Xuan was not in a hurry to speak, but lowered her eyes to look at the cup of coffee in front of her, "It's something you rarely do at my place to make coffee yourself." She lifted her chin and raised her eyes, " If I remember correctly, the last time was when you just bought a house."

Yan Chu was taken aback for a moment, as if that was indeed the case.

Over the years, the happiest thing for him is the day when he bought the house with full money. Having a house is a real root and a home. That feeling is that all children who have a happy family at the moment of birth will never got it.

Getting rid of that place in the orphanage is something he has been insisting on for a long time, and he has finally achieved it.He never went back, but he sent money regularly, which was considered a kind of repayment.

"Tell me, what makes you so happy?" Han Xuan smiled at him, took a sip of coffee.

"I..." Yan Chu pursed his lower lip, "Maybe I want to fall in love."

The hustle and bustle of Chuanlian Street begins with the lighting of Wanjia lights, but it will not end when everyone falls asleep.

There will always be a group of sober people doing the most absurd things here.

At two o'clock in the morning, there was only Yan Chu left in the Yaxin Bar, and he could close the door and go home with a few more chairs.

Chi Zheng didn't come today because he asked for leave, and usually the two of them wouldn't have much communication when they were working, but today there was no one in the store, but he obviously felt that something was missing.It was probably because that person was always in front of his eyes a little too often, and if he didn't see him occasionally, it would be obvious that something was missing.

Yan Chu thought in his mind to buy two packs of cigarettes at the convenience store on the side of the road when he was driving home. Recently, his mood has been unstable, and he smoked twice as fast as usual.

Thinking of this, he went out of the bar to lock the door. Usually Chi Zheng would stand by the door and wait for him. I don't know when he developed the habit. Yan Chu looked over there when he left the door——

"Chi Zheng?" His eyes naturally fell on the corner of the man's bruised mouth, and his brows were all knit together. It was obvious that this man had been beaten.

Chi Zheng raised his eyes to look at him, a smile was pulled out of the corner of his lips, and his brows seemed to be frowned because of the pain in his nerves.

Seeing his appearance, Yan Chu couldn't help feeling pain in his heart. He quickly locked the lock and went to check the wound on Chi Zheng's face, "You got into a fight again?"

"No." Chi Zheng shook his head, and directly opened his arms to embrace the person in front of him, "Yan Chu..."

Suddenly being hugged by him like this, Yan Chu was still not used to it, he wanted to struggle at first, but considering that Chi Zheng might have just had a fight with someone, he couldn't keep his body intact and was still injured, fearing that he would hurt him, so he froze. Let the man hold you.

He hummed, resting his chin on Chi Zheng's shoulder.

"I miss you."