Begging to break up after being pregnant with the child of the gold master

Chu Xiaoyou woke up at four o'clock in the morning, but recently she has a big belly, and it is difficult to even turn over, but the blood flow is not smooth without turning over, Chu Xiaoyou frowned and pushed herself to move, but woke up the baby, the little guy is like a fish Yes, swimming in the amniotic fluid made Chu Xiaoyou's stomach bulge and froze for a long time.

After a while, the baby was quiet.

Chu Xiaoyou didn't dare to move when she wanted to, and she couldn't ask Lin Jinyan for help, so she could only hope that the baby would behave better and stood up and leaned against the head of the bed with difficulty.

If someone said a month ago that he relied on the benefactor, he would definitely not believe it, but now Chu Xiaoyou really misses the benefactor, and wants the benefactor to hug him on the bed to comfort him, even if it is to help him turn over.

Can not.

He also had to face the fact that the baby might be deformed.

The more Chu Xiaoyou thinks about it, the more painful he feels. Recently, his stomach has grown bigger, his appetite has improved, and he doesn't like peeing so much anymore, but he started to suffer from problems in the second trimester, and his breasts will ooze transparent liquid. Too bad, with stretch marks.

Chu Xiaoyou's skin is fair, and she is very delicate. Now the skin of her stomach is stretched out, like a balloon about to burst. Stretch marks crawled all over his stomach and thighs like threadworms, making her look even more ferocious.

Uncomfortable, you have to rely on carrying to solve it.

Chu Xiaoyou waited until dawn with a disturbed mind. After six o'clock, he couldn't stand it anymore and sat in front of the window, enviously peeking at the morning joggers.

As an otaku, Chu Xiaoyou actually wanted to go shopping. ⊙﹏⊙∥ After eight o'clock, Lin Jinyan finally came. Now Chu Xiaoyou can only talk to him every day, and his eyes lit up when he saw Lin Jinyan coming in.

But he immediately saw that Lin Jinyan was still holding a report in his hand. Chu Xiaoyou vaguely knew what Lin Jinyan was going to say, the light in his eyes suddenly disappeared, and he lowered his head to wait for Lin Jinyan to come over.

"The test results came out, and it may not be ideal." Lin Jinyan obviously made a lot of preparations. Although his voice was not calm when he said this, he was still steady.

But Chu Xiaoyou couldn't stand it all at once, her heart was so painful that she couldn't say a word.

Lin Jinyan's eyes were bloodshot, apparently he hadn't slept well all night: "Xiaoyou, this is just a screening, and further examinations are needed to confirm the diagnosis."

"Then how to check?" Chu Xiaoyou asked immediately.

"Amniocentesis, where a long needle is inserted into your stomach and the amniotic fluid is drawn from it."

The baby is in the amniotic fluid.

Listening to Lin Jinyan's description, Chu Xiaoyou's fingertips turned white while covering her belly: "Will it hurt the baby?"

"No, but there is a certain risk, about [-] out of [-] chances will lead to miscarriage... But most of the miscarriages are chromosomal abnormalities."

Consciously classifying himself as a chromosomal abnormality, Chu Xiaoyou's face became even uglier. He tried his best to suppress his emotions and prevent himself from becoming hysterical: "Can I not do it?"

"Xiaoyou, we need to diagnose..."

"Can't I not do it?" Chu Xiaoyou raised his head sharply, "Anyway, I will give birth to him anyway, can't I not do it? I don't want to hurt him."

"Xiaoyou, maybe the result of the diagnosis is negative, and the baby has no problems at all, then you can give birth to him with confidence. If it is positive, we can also make preparations early."

When Chu Xiaoyou heard the word "preparation", she stood up abruptly, and looked at Lin Jinyan warily like a cat with fur: "What are you preparing for? Is it like what my parents prepared for their good son? Fill in my gender as woman?"

Lin Jinyan was angry: "Chu Xiaoyou! What nonsense are you talking about? Are you such a person? Am I such a person?"

Of course they are not such people, but before the bad guys do bad things, a few people know that they will become bad.

Chu Xiaoyou turned his head away, he didn't need to wait anymore, anyway, no matter what happened to the child, he would give birth to him, otherwise he would die with the child.

If a deformed person is born, the child will become like him, watching the crowd whispering to him in fear since he was a child, strange, sympathetic, and bullying eyes all falling on him, and whipping him to pieces.

It was these people who made Chu Xiaoyou feel inferior and timid, not even daring to show a little skin in front of others, living darker than a mouse.

Except when he can show himself when he is with the benefactor, he has always looked at others happy with envy.

"I don't want to do the examination." Chu Xiaoyou sniffled her nose to stop herself from crying: "I don't want to do the examination."

Lin Jinyan stood up abruptly: "You must do the inspection, you have to believe in science, and even if there is a problem, can you and I support him?"

Hearing this sentence, Chu Xiaoyou pinched her fingers into the palm of her hand fiercely, her eyes glowing brightly: "So what if I am supported? I am also supported, but do I have self-esteem? How many days am I happy?"

The air suddenly became suffocating.

Chu Xiaoyou didn't know what he wanted to say or what he wanted to do. He felt that he was seized by fear, and his mind was in a mess. He didn't want to hurt the baby, but maybe giving birth to the baby was the biggest harm to him.

"Uncle Lin, if the child asks why I gave birth to him in the future, should I tell him that I gave birth to you because I am afraid of death?"

Now, Chu Xiaoyou realizes that he doesn't have the courage to face the baby at all. The child born of a monster is the label of his child, and because of this label, he will be discriminated against.

Just like Lin Jinzhi, even if he doesn't complain about Lin Jinyan and loves Lin Jinyan, he has been dragged down all his life. This is an indisputable fact.

He wants the baby to become the second Lin Jinzhi...or a combination of Lin Jinzhi and Lin Jinyan?

A man who is more miserable than them all.

At this moment, Chu Xiaoyou almost wanted to die with the baby.

Lin Jinyan's hands trembled.

He had nothing to do with Chu Xiaoyou.

Chu Xiaoyou respects him, trusts him, and loves him, but he is not close enough to him. Chu Xiaoyou can't talk to him, let alone face him.

He couldn't protect Chu Xiaoyou. For so many years, he tried his best to live like a human being, but that's all. hold an umbrella.

He could only lie on the kitten, shelter him from the wind and rain, and then wet the two of them.

Lin Jinyan tremblingly took out a pack of cigarettes and couldn't light it: "Xiaoyou, when I beg you, let's go for an inspection. No matter what happens, we will face it with you."

Chu Xiaoyou didn't speak.

Lin Jinyan's temper is a bit violent, usually with a poisonous tongue, but when he becomes arrogant, he still speaks freely.Seeing Chu Xiaoyou's non-violent and non-cooperative attitude, his eyes turned red with depression.

"Chu Xiaoyou, I told you that intersex people don't fucking inherit it, what the hell are you thinking about all day in the room?"

Chu Xiaoyou had never seen Lin Jinyan make such a big fuss, and was a little confused for a while.

With a "bang", Lin Jinyan slammed the door and left.

Chu Xiaoyou collapsed.

In front of Lin Jinyan, he can barely maintain the illusion, but since the pregnancy has suffered too much, Chu Xiaoyou already has a feeling of complete darkness in front of him.

Knowing that he is pregnant, he can handle it, and he can also leave the benefactor, and he can digest the pain of losing love by himself.But this time Chu Xiaoyou felt that she really couldn't bear it anymore.

so tired.

But before he could cry, Lin Jinyan rushed in again. This time Lin Jinzhi tried his best to stop him, obviously trying to persuade him just outside, but Lin Jinyan didn't buy it.Because of the quarrel, even Lin Xiao and the others couldn't care about it. The child hid at the door of the room, poking his head in to watch the family battle in fear.

Chu Xiaoyou had a bad feeling and subconsciously retreated.

Lin Jinyan wanted to pull Chu Xiaoyou, but Lin Jinzhi was in a hurry, and stood in front of Lin Jinyan: "Let Xiaoyou think about it for a few days, not necessarily today."

"Wait a few more days? Do you know how worried I am? I'm going to get sick every day if I'm bored in the house!" Lin Jinyan was really anxious. Pregnancy depression is not uncommon. Coupled with Chu Xiaoyou's special, Lin Jinyan Yan Nan'er did not flick his tears easily, but his eyes were red with anxiety, and tears came out.

"We are all worried, and the most worried thing is Xiaoyou himself, but you have to give him time to digest." Lin Jinzhi was afraid that his younger brother would be like running away from home back then, and would get angry when he got angry: "Yanyan, listen to me... ..."

Relying on his brother not daring to use force on him, Lin Jinyan rushed to Chu Xiaoyou to support him, and wanted to take Chu Xiaoyou out by force.

Chu Xiaoyou would faint from fright. He was always timid, afraid that he would be pulled and hurt the child when he struggled, so Lin Jinyan could only help him outside in fear.Seeing the gate, Chu Xiaoyou became more and more nervous, as if there was a monster outside the gate that wanted to eat him.

With a bang, the door was vigorously opened by Lin Jinyan.

Zheng Zheng came out of the elevator with a dozen bodyguards and happened to see this scene.

His eyes are slightly dangerous.