doctor's love

"You have walked many paths with me hand in hand"

"Looking at spring blossoms and autumn fruits, walking through summer snow and east wind"

"The memory of the stars is brighter"

"A smile always lights up my heart like a lamp"

"It's too late to tell you right away"

"Only to the gods who contact us"

"Lamented the beauty and wonder of life"

"Send you to me"

"I had you and I will always have you"

"This is the past and the future"

"Every word you said has become my strength to move forward"

"The stars twinkle across the night sky"

"I can see laughter and tears"

"The wind covered my restlessness and silence"

"Every word you said has become my strength to move forward"

"This is the past and the future"

Zhou You sat on the railing by the side of the road, listening to the female artist standing opposite, holding a guitar and singing.The red bean soup in her hand was already cold, so she threw it into the trash can beside her.

"You sing really well. Do you think so too, Xiao Zhou." Juan walked over a few meters away and ate French fries on a cone.With French fries in his mouth, he smiled and spoke to Zhou You.

Zhou You took out a tissue and blew his nose vigorously as an answer.

Seeing that she was about to leave after losing the ball of paper, Juan hurriedly reached out to hold her: "Hey, don't worry, Xiao Zhou, let's talk."

But Zhou You really didn't want to chat with him, so he swung his arm vigorously to his side face, and let out a loud "pop".

The female artist felt that the situation was not right, she immediately put away her piano bag and left.Nearby is Ozland, and those who go to the gate and wait for the park to finish earn more.

As a result, Ju An and Zhou You were left in a stalemate on the field, staring wide-eyed, no, it should be said to be long-eyed and round-eyed.For a moment, no one was willing to look away, and the two only felt sore eyes.

"Doctor Hu, why don't you go back so late? Is there any trick? Or are you preparing to commit a crime?" Zhou You preemptively opened his mouth and said.

"Hey, Dr. Zhou, you really think too much. You don't look at your own personal conditions before you speak. Look, I'm 1.8 meters tall. I'm a new favorite in the anesthesia industry. I'm a technical talent from the Sixth Hospital. The little girl really wants me. How much, I hope you will be a little self-aware when you speak next time." Juan's mouth tilted, making Zhou You's face sour.

Zhou You bit his lips and smiled slightly, and said: "Oh, what do you mean? I have no market, you are very popular? Teacher, you can figure it out, who was chased by the doctor who was fascinated by the nurses in all departments of internal and external women and children before, and who is it? Who has been biting people and wives all the time, but was kicked off after several years?"

Juan couldn't help being taken aback when he heard this.It really is Li Keyan's pro-apprentice. After a year of following him, he didn't learn well.

He was about to speak back to her, when suddenly there was a rumble in his ears, Zhou You turned his head to look over, only to find that it was the fireworks from Oz Paradise.The voice was a bit loud, so she couldn't hear what Juan said clearly for a moment.

"Ah what? Teacher Hu, can you please say it again?" Zhou You looked fearless.

Juan originally just wanted to tease her, but at this moment his heart started to get angry, and he sneered: "Doctor Zhou, can't you hear me? You are distracted even when you are arguing? I haven't talked about you yet. The previous few surgeries are not good enough. Which scene do you care about? Mishearing the dose seems to be common, right? I think you are not an intern I brought personally, so I didn’t talk about you. The next thing you are going to is the neonatology department, the dose of newborns But it’s not measured by grams, it’s measured by gamma, do you remember the concept of gamma?”

After saying this, Ju An felt that there was no need to continue arguing with Zhou You, and turned his head to look at the fireworks, walked past Zhou You's side, and deliberately bumped into her.

……cut!How petty!Zhou You felt very uncomfortable, and pulled back the strap of the backpack that had been knocked off to his shoulder. Juan, who was about to leave, stuck out his tongue and gave him a middle finger.

If you are not convinced, Zhou You still has to follow Juan into the operating room.He is the kind of anesthetist who can ensure that patients enter the best anesthesia state in a few seconds. He is good at preoperative anesthesia assessment, intraoperative monitoring of blood pressure, heart rate, pulse oxygen, and postoperative pain treatment. play.

The dean Zhu Geyong is a very cunning person, who can poach talented people from other colleges every year.Li Keyan was one of them, although no one knew how they negotiated.The most common version is that after Zhu Geyong saw Li Ke's stern cutting of steak in the restaurant, he immediately concluded that he was a malleable talent, and then hired negotiators to recruit the Great Demon King.

If the relationship between Li Keyan and Ju An is still as good as it was five years ago, the Ninth Academy will probably be able to produce a god-level TEAM.But looking at it now, it is unlikely.

In mid-July, the rotation of obstetrics and gynecology finally ended, and Lu Baiqiao was able to graduate from all kinds of screams.And thanks to these moms, he doesn't have as much trouble falling asleep as he used to.However, thinking about it, I have to be tossed and tossed by the little guy and the old guy every day when I go home (in the normal sense), and I fall asleep every day.

When he wakes up, the little one is often next to him, and he will be very happy.No way, I like children naturally, so I will treat them well, making them feel safe and willing to be close.

Maybe as many mothers have said, when the baby was first born, I didn't feel much.The feelings for children are slowly generated in holding them, breastfeeding them, doing exercises for them, listening to their laughter and crying.Mothers feel that their children need themselves and cannot do without themselves. It is also touching to have pity and love for such creatures.

Selflessness does not mean that there is no return, and the return is a frown and a smile.

So at this time, Lu Baiqiao and Zhou You were assigned to the NICU for internship.

The NICU is also understaffed, and it is said that the benefits are also very good, and it can sit on an equal footing with pediatricians, but there are few people.Very few people.Too little.

The teaching doctor of the neonatology department is Ye Liancheng, a resident doctor in his 30s, with a tough profile but unshaven all day long.When they met, he took a serious look at Lu Baiqiao and Zhou You, then shook his head and sighed.

"You too, one by one, you can't keep it." He waved his hand, signaling the two behind him to keep up with him.

"Doctor Ye, you don't have to be so pessimistic. We are just interns, and we will only consider staying after we have learned from you." Lu Baiqiao felt the atmosphere was heavy, and immediately smoothed things over.

Ye Liancheng, who was walking in front, sighed again without looking back.

"Interns... just because you are interns," he walked outside the NICU ward, and looked back at Lu Baiqiao. "This is not a place that interns can handle."

Lu Baiqiao and Zhou You looked at each other and looked inside.

As if to confirm his words, the alarm on the monitor went off.Lu Baiqiao cheered up and ran to the greenhouse for premature babies to check the situation.

But after only two glances, Lu Baiqiao was at a loss, and turned to Ye Liancheng and said, "Teacher...he stopped breathing..."

Ye Liancheng came over immediately: "If you say you are useless, you are useless! Change to artificial ventilation! Don't just stand still, go prepare the booster!"

He stretched out his hand to touch the thin child carefully, and he still muttered: "Slow down, slow down...Give me a little stimulation first..."

"...Teacher, how much dose do you need?"

"Four gammas of dopamine per minute, plus five gammas of dobutamine! Come on!"

"Four Gamma..." Lu Baiqiao was about to move, but was stunned again.

"What are you still doing?!"

Lu Baiqiao raised his head, sweating in anxiety: "Gamma... what is Gamma?"

Zhou You took out the needle and medicine from his hand: "Get out of the way!"

She stared at the measurement intently, without blinking her eyes: "One gamma is one microgram. One microgram is one millionth of a gram."

Zhou You prepared the medicine and handed it to Ye Liancheng: "That's it, Doctor Ye."

Ye Liancheng nodded, took out the stethoscope that was placed close to his chest, and explained to the two of them: "In the future, when auscultating children, they will follow my example. Their bodies are too weak to withstand the cold of the stethoscope."

With Ye Liancheng's rescue, the baby finally recovered its breathing.Seeing Zhou You and Lu Baiqiao here, he breathed a sigh of relief.

After the rescue, the NICU entered a brief state of silence.Ye Liancheng paralyzed in his seat, regardless of the two of them.Lu Baiqiao walked to the oxygen tank, and looked at the child inside through the cover.

Their bodies are all extremely small, some are even smaller than Lu Baiqiao's hand.

Relying on such a body, how did they support until now?Lu Baiqiao felt a little unbelievable.The children in the oxygen tanks all looked more haggard than normal children. To put it bluntly, they had faces that looked like they were about to die at any time.

When his father died, when he first revealed his homosexuality to his mother, when he heard Xin Hai explain that "the soul exists", he had a sore nose just like now.The children in the greenhouse are alive, if fragile.Life is hard Wow, life is hard.You have to do everything you can to survive.

Zhou You put his hand on the isolation cover, leaving a few fingerprints.

At noon, the two of them had no strength at all, imitating Ye Liancheng, slumped on the sofa, stumbling around.Lu Baiqiao closed his eyes, feeling a little sleepy.

"Hey! You three, don't you even eat?"

Lu Baiqiao opened his eyes, just in time to see a nurse in her thirties put the lunch box on the coffee table, took down the three cups of coffee on the cardboard, and handed them to them.

Ye Liancheng's wife, Yu Xiaomin, one of the nurses in the NICU, said to the three of them with her waist in her hand: "If you are tired, you still have to eat. Here, take a chicken steak, a pork steak and a cod steak. Take it yourself. ’ She snapped her fingers full of energy.

Seeing her expression, everyone dared not listen.Ye Liancheng struggled to get up, reached out to grab a portion, opened it to look, and frowned: "Why is the side dish a radish? Wife, I hate eating radishes the most."

"Like it or not!" Yu Xiaomin was looking at the child who was rescued in the morning, "Today there are only pickles and radishes, don't you hate pickles the most?"

Ye Liancheng looked bitter: "But I also hate radishes..."

Zhou You, who was buried in the meal, obviously didn't hear the two of them talking. Lu Baiqiao thought it was very interesting, so he asked, "Sister Yu, what's the problem with that child? Is there a high chance of survival?"

Hearing his question, Yu Xiaomin reached out and took a look at the medical records: "Oh, he was born with difficulty in breathing, and now he has to be intubated. But in this way, there is a possibility of pulmonary hemorrhage. His words... I It's hard to say, Lao Ye, how is the child doing?"

Ye Liancheng took a bite of cabbage: "I just had a cesarean section the day before yesterday. Is it okay, maybe? I can't say for sure."

"According to my opinion, this child is [-]% able to survive." Yu Xiaomin turned around and said to Lu Baiqiao, "After staying here for a long time, you can actually see it."

"What?" Lu Baiqiao and Zhou You asked at the same time.

"Some children, even if their breathing is weak when they come, they will still struggle to show us the signs of life." Yu Xiaomin looked at the several oxygen boxes around him, "And some children will put on a 'Anyway, I live No way, don't worry about my appearance."

Lu Baiqiao was surprised: "Is this true?"

Ye Liancheng stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly smiled.Not only him, Yu Xiaomin also covered his mouth and smiled.Lu Baiqiao's face was mixed with bewilderment and seriousness, and he didn't understand why.Zhou You patted his shoulder and shook his head.

"Hey, don't blackmail me, I can easily take it seriously." Lu Baiqiao finally came to his senses and complained loudly.

But at this time Yu Xiaomin stopped talking, and turned to check on the other children.Without saying a word, Ye Liancheng took away the lunch boxes from Zhou You and Lu Baiqiao's hands, stuffed them into plastic bags and tied them tightly.He stood up and walked out of the NICU, about to throw away the lunch box in his hand.

"I'm not blackmailing you." When going out, Lu Baiqiao suddenly heard Ye Liancheng and muttered softly.

This afternoon, the child's mother wanted to see him.Lu Baiqiao and Zhou You accompanied Ye Liancheng, pushing the greenhouse to the ward.

The child's mother seemed to be the wife of a wealthy man, and lived in a single high-class ward.There are also fruit flower baskets that are not common in this season in the room.

The child's mother, Mrs. Gao's eyes lit up when she saw the child.But the father of the child standing next to him, Mr. Gao, was unmoved.

"The baby is doing well, and the next step is to breastfeed. I believe it will be like a normal baby soon." Ye Liancheng said to his parents, trying to slow down his tone.

When Mrs. Gao heard what he said, a look of joy appeared on her face.Lu Baiqiao also felt more relieved, presumably both of them suffered a lot when the child was born.

"Doctor." Mr. Gao, who had been silent just now, suddenly interrupted Ye Liancheng, who was still introducing the situation.

He walked up to Ye Liancheng without looking at his child, "My wife didn't make her own judgment when she gave birth, I can understand that."

"But as a practitioner of medicine, I understand." He said calmly and slowly, "The possibility of premature babies having defects is very high, and some of these defects can be fatal."

"If something goes wrong with this kid, I can't guarantee that I can give him a happy life. Not only that, our family will even be ruined."

"So, if it is found out that he has any serious problems," Mr. Gao said slowly, "then please let him leave peacefully."

Mrs. Gao on the hospital bed covered her face, no one knew her expression.Ye Liancheng and Zhou You looked solemn, and they were still listening to Mr. Gao.

Lu Baiqiao looked at Mr. Gao blankly as if he didn't understand what he was talking about.

"There is no need to rescue him." The newborn's father said.

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The doctor's article will enter the neonatology department next. I would like to thank the Japanese cartoonist Hidemine Sato. The new chapter will use a case and related plots from his comic "Medical World (also translated as Hello Black Jack/Xinglin Pioneer)", About Down's syndrome, it is a very touching and torturing case.

Mr. Sato announced in 2012 that he would completely renounce the copyright of this work, and both secondary use and commercial use are acceptable.After seeing related news last year, I was attracted to read the original work. This comic can also be said to be one of the opportunities for the birth of "Doctor's Love". The foreign news and teacher's Twitter are attached below for Weibo record.There are also relevant reports in China. If you are curious, you can check it out.

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