doctor's love

Love really is the hardest thing in the world.

It comes too fast and disappears without a trace; it exists in a few people's hearts, and its influence lasts for hundreds of thousands of years, but it has no substance.

If you want to say that it is an electronic signal, there seems to be nothing wrong with it.

If you want to say that it is the reason for living, it seems to be right.

It is like the truth of human existence, and because it exists, human beings are human beings.

It is moving in itself.

This is the first treasure bestowed upon us by heaven and earth.

Li Keyan doesn't like coriander, celery, or green peppers.

Lu Baiqiao likes to eat coriander, likes to eat celery, especially likes to eat green peppers.

Originally, these two people might have quarreled for an entire hour over a dish at the dinner table, but one person has yearning in his heart, and the other has pity in his heart, so naturally this quarrel can't start.

Those who can't eat together naturally can't fall in love, but it's a great sacrifice for the other party to make ends meet.Although everyone thought of the idea of ​​"falling in love" at this time.

A lot of "love" is discussed at the dinner table. Of course, no one thought of this at the beginning.

Sometimes a day can feel like a week.For Lu Baiqiao, he is the kind of person who will continue the beautiful moment indefinitely.

He felt very lucky, and he seemed to be living in heaven for half a week.Li Keyan's house has floor heating, so he can sleep on the floor when he is tired.

Naturally Lu Baiqiao would not sleep on the floor, but Li Keyan would.

At [-]:[-] in the evening, in his small room, Lu Baiqiao heard a call from Li Keyan from the next room. After a few words, he changed his clothes and rushed out the door.

The emergency room in the middle of the night should be a high-risk patient who needs immediate surgery.

When Lu Baiqiao walked out of the room the next morning, he saw Li Keyan lying on the carpet in the living room.He fell into a big sleep, his phone fell beside him, and the alarm clock kept vibrating, but he didn't respond at all.

It should have just come off the operating table.Lu Baiqiao thought about it, walked lightly to the kitchen, checked the porridge that was in the rice cooker at nine o'clock last night, it was all right.He took out a few bean paste buns from the refrigerator and steamed them, and boiled a pot of water.

It turns out that this artificial fur rug, which is placed on the floor of the living room and has a good texture when stepped on barefoot, is for this purpose.Lu Baiqiao took the porridge in his hand, walked to Li Keyan's side while drinking, and sat down.Li Keyan didn't feel it at all, turned over and wrapped the carpet around his body, and continued to sleep.

Lu Baiqiao didn't bother him, and looked up at the snowflakes outside the French window.

This year is really abnormal. It began to snow in Binhai in January, and then in February, the whole city seemed to be possessed by the northern border. Snowplows had to go back and forth four or five times a day."Auspicious snow heralds a good year" was repeatedly broadcast on TV, and the host was a little embarrassed when it came to it.

At the beginning of March, the temperature was still around zero, and there was a little snow from time to time.

The temperature is still so low when it’s time for spring. People who changed the seasons manually in previous years couldn’t stand it anymore, and they changed their ways and began to wear new clothes.As a result, the doctors in the Department of Respiratory Medicine of the Ninth Hospital were also busy. The patients with upper respiratory tract infection came one after another just like walking on a catwalk.

"Hello! There's an emergency patient, a man, about 40 years old."

Several doctors in the Department of Respiratory Medicine were so busy that they didn't care about the emergency doctor standing at the door.

The little brother saw that Lu Baiqiao was immersed in writing the medical history, and he didn't care whether he was a resident doctor or not, so he stopped him and said, "At least go and have a look, little brother, we can't see anything wrong with us." The information is stuffed in the past.

The medical history was unremarkable, but the respiratory failure progressed rapidly.

Admission CT showed interstitial pneumonia, and there was no exudate image.

Huh?Lu Baiqiao picked it up and looked at it carefully.It is inexplicable for a man in his prime with no previous medical history to have such an acute onset and progress so quickly.

"What do you usually do?" Lu Baiqiao asked casually.

"It seems to be relatively free. I opened a fruit shop, and I usually just sit in the shop and collect bills."

"Where is the spouse?"

"I left early, and my children didn't follow."

"Oh...then who do you usually hang out with?"

"... He didn't make it clear, and he felt like he was just messing around."

Lu Baiqiao looked through the medical records twice, and suddenly had an idea.

"That's it." Lu Baiqiao returned the paper in his hand to the emergency doctor, "I'm still an intern doctor, so what I said may not be quite right. But you go back and ask the laboratory department to rush out the complete set of blood transfusions, and the bedsides will be isolated and drawn. Wear double-layer gloves for all blood injections, and wear N95 masks and goggles for endotracheal intubation after a while.

The little brother was stunned for a while, thought about these details, and reacted: "Could it be..."

Lu Baiqiao ignored him and continued to write his own things with his head down.The outpatient doctor was a little puzzled, and went out of the door thinking about it.

In the afternoon, the emergency doctor found Lu Baiqiao on Tianxin and asked him to go to the ward.

"The full set of blood transfusion data came out just now. The initial HIV test was positive. The same specimen has been taken for re-examination. There will be an official report after a while, but it is still close to ten."

"It's not fake. Masculine. Sex..." Lu Baiqiao muttered.

The emergency doctor patted him on the shoulder: "I really hope that the enzymes are not washed. But you said that he is like this, it is estimated that he has done a lot of messy health care on the side of the road, and he has no consciousness of wearing a condom. Instead, it’s 100%. How should I put it, your diagnosis is quite old.”

Lu Baiqiao felt a little complicated in his heart, he couldn't say anything, so he silently pushed his brother's arm away and walked upstairs.

He wanted to just be quiet for a while, but on the way, he saw Li Keyan coming out of the ward with a sleep-deprived face, and he didn't know what was wrong, his expression was unnatural, frowning.

Even though they are living together, Lu Baiqiao is still subconsciously afraid of him.The little nurse next to him looked curiously at Lu Baiqiao standing behind the green plant, hunched over and waiting for Li Keyan to disappear in the elevator.

Lu Baiqiao breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to walk over to wait for the next elevator, but saw an acquaintance being pushed out of the ward just now.

......

Li Yue.

…………? ? ? ?what's the situation? ?Is Li Yue sick?

Didn't see him say it, Lu Baiqiao picked up his mobile phone and opened the small group of three people, the picture of the bento box he took yesterday was still there, and there was no mention of Li Yue's physical problems.

The head nurse pushed Li Yue to the elevator. Lu Baiqiao couldn't stand still, and jumped up in two or three steps, grabbing the wheelchair: "What's the matter with you? What's wrong with you? Why are you hospitalized? And what about Li Keyan?" What's going on? Do you still want to use a knife?"

Li Yue was taken aback by his startled tone, and then laughed.

Lu Baiqiao was so anxious that he wanted to hit someone, but he shook his head and stretched out his hand to touch Lu Baiqiao's head: "It's nothing, Xiao Qiao. I'm fine, but I have hand sweats, and I need a thoracoscopy. You know, sweaty hands Not good for wearing gloves."

Seeing him laughing heartlessly, Lu Baiqiao was relieved.Although the backhand was just a slap: "Scared me to death, your sister! You should talk about this earlier! The recovery time of the sympathetic nerve cut is very fast, but you should say it anyway, I almost peed my pants."

"Hey, what are you afraid of! No matter what I say, I, Li Yue, will live another 50 years. After the hand sweat problem is solved, I will be able to go to school for surgery. Don't worry, I will definitely surpass Li Keyan." Li Yue He started bragging about Bibibi, completely unlike someone who is going to have an operation later.

Lu Baiqiao was relieved, but he thought of a question: "It is true that thoracoscopy is not a major operation...have you talked to Zhou You?"

Li Yue, who was still bibibi, immediately became quiet.His eyes drifted to the elevator buttons, as if he was studying how to use his mind to press the floor buttons.

"...I'm going to make a small report."

"Hey don't!" Li Yue pulled Lu Baiqiao back, "She's going to have a major brain surgery, and if she knows about it, she won't be able to learn it well. This time, the anesthetist is a newly hired ghost in the anesthesiology department. Just wait another six hours."

He was a little anxious, and took Lu Baiqiao's hand with all his strength, and Lu Baiqiao noticed it.

The head nurse looked at him and seemed to want to laugh.

Even Lu Baiqiao, who has always been a good person, wanted to play tricks on this friend at this moment.

"...To be honest, when will you two be together?" Lu Baiqiao saw that there was no one in the elevator, and bent down to ask him.

After hearing this, Li Yue gave Lu Baiqiao a glance.

"You're jumping too fast on this topic. What's together? I can't understand it."

Lu Baiqiao couldn't help but burst out laughing: "What don't you understand? I haven't forgotten the last time you gave her lipstick! Just that poisonous apple? The one painted in the bar? Don't think I don't Do you know that you gave it to her? And you said you got it in a lottery? You obviously went to the counter to buy it for a long time?"

Now Li Yue was stupid.

"...Dr. Lu, how do you know so many things?"

Lu Baiqiao couldn't bear it anymore, "hahaha" laughed: "You think I'm a good old man for nothing? Don't you, head nurse?"

Li Yue turned his head abruptly, and saw the head nurse behind him handing over a weird smile.

"Maybe she's the only one who doesn't know about the whole medical and surgical department now. Well, you two should stop a bit, and I've been waiting for a long time."

Li Yue seemed to be cornered, rolled his eyes, and said, "Don't make it look like you're the only one waiting, I, I, I, I'm waiting for your good news too."

Lu Baiqiao looked at him in surprise: "What?"

He was indeed a little surprised, his secret love for his mentor had been well hidden, and now only one and a half people should know about it.Eh, no, maybe Xin Hai also knows, then there are two and a half people.

So what does Li Yue know?

But before he could ask, the three of them had already got out of the elevator.Li Yue was about to enter the operating room next, and he had a prevailing smile on his face as he waved at Lu Baiqiao triumphantly.

"I'll tell you when I'm on duty next time! Remember to talk to Zhou You about the surgery six hours later!"

Reluctantly, Lu Baiqiao nodded towards him.

Lu Baiqiao felt that his face was a little pale, and looked back at Li Yue again.All he saw was a drooping arm.Palms outward, quite weak.

At that moment, his heart ached again.

This was not a good omen, he hurriedly grabbed the jade pendant on his chest, trying to stabilize his mind, but then he became confused.Could it be that my father was telling me something?

But he doesn't like Li Yue.

...Forget it, ask Xin Hai tomorrow.He felt a little uncomfortable, and waved his hands towards the air, as if he wanted to say "it's okay".

This is just a short-term psychological comfort, in fact, he understands it himself.

The momentary uneasiness did not stay in his heart for long, because of Li Keyan's appearance.

No, in fact, he has always been there, but recently it has become more and more obvious, making it impossible to ignore.Make him impossible to ignore.

On Saturday, Lu Baiqiao saw Li Keyan sleeping in a large font on the carpet again.Last night was another major operation in the middle of the night, and it didn't end until five o'clock in the morning.

Lu Baiqiao had a day off today, so he was not in a hurry to wake him up, so he steamed the buns as usual, put the side dishes on the dining table, and sat next to Li Keyan with the bowl, watching his messy sleeping face, drinking in silence Porridge.

He put the porridge bowl aside, bent down to take a closer look at Li Keyan, but he didn't seem to want to do that, just for ten seconds.

"...Do you really like to see me sleeping on the carpet?" Li Keyan woke up, his eyes hadn't opened yet, and he asked Lu Baiqiao beside him in a daze.

"No. I'm just afraid that you forgot the time. I remember you have to be on duty today, teacher." Lu Baiqiao stood up holding the porridge bowl, "Today is red bean and barley porridge, get up and have breakfast."

With a painful expression on his face, Li Keyan rolled over and sat up, walked slowly to the dining table, raised his neck and drank the porridge, but immediately let out a sharp scream: "...I'm going to have a stiff neck!!"

Lu Baiqiao could clearly hear the crackling of his shoulders.

"Who told you to sleep on the carpet all the time." Lu Baiqiao pushed the last quicksand bag in front of him, but Li Keyan shook his head, expressing that it was too late to eat, and walked quickly into the bathroom to clean his face, shave and wash. Ten minutes later, he was dressed and ready to go out.

"Liu Hai, don't you plan to turn it up?" Lu Baiqiao looked at his loose hair on his forehead, feeling a little strange.

"No. I have nothing to do today, so it doesn't matter if I put it down." Li Keyan put on his coat with great effort, and took a breath.

The temperature has not returned to the past two days, and he can only blame himself for sleeping on the floor and catching a stiff neck.

Li Keyan took out his cell phone and went out without saying goodbye to Lu Baiqiao.But the latter saw the scarf on the hanger, thought about it, picked it up and chased after it.

"Teacher! Wear a scarf! Protect your neck."

Li Keyan was responding to work information, when he heard Lu Baiqiao's words, he turned around without raising his head, waiting for him to hand the scarf to his hand.

Lu Baiqiao ran up to him and saw that he hadn't reached out to take it. For some reason, he somehow wrapped the scarf around his neck and wrapped it around him.

As soon as Li Keyan sent the message, he felt a warmth on his neck - the touch of a scarf.He just came back to his senses and raised his head in surprise.

Opposite him was Lu Baiqiao who was as surprised as him.

They were all surprised, and there was no distinction for a while.

Li Keyan cleared his throat: "Then I'm leaving, you go back quickly. Write out tomorrow's report quickly, and I'll change it for you later."

After speaking, he entered the elevator without looking back at Lu Baiqiao.

At this time, the outdoor temperature dropped to minus one degree Celsius, the air humidity was [-] percent, the wind speed slowed down to [-] meter per second, the clouds in the sky gradually drifted away, and the weather turned fine.

"Come back for dinner tonight." Lu Baiqiao, who was squatting on the ground, received a message on his phone.

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Thanks to Dr. Li from Zhihu for allowing me to rewrite this HIV case. Screenshots have been recorded on Weibo, and the original address is here:

Practicing medicine is not easy, I hope everyone respects good doctors.